Thursday, October 30, 2008

DEXTERS HALLOWEEN

Okay It was time that Dexter go out and about and hangout on his Fave day of the year...... So look out for Dexter Delarge he has something planned this year but u have to wait to see it.....

What else? This was a quick post to let ya know that I have some big things working for these last months. I'm filming 3 more scenes for the end of the year...... that's it I don't want to do any more and that is fine......

Who are the companies???;/ I'm not saying yet....... Who are the models..... I'm still not saying at this point.... I want people to be surprised......

Secondly there is a big move that I'm planning...... Yes Diesel may move to San Fran......

I have been thinking about moving for a long time..... I'm a New York boy in my heart and hate the idea of moving..... but I want a change of scenery for me..... This will help out my work...... more opportunities will come around cause now I'm local in town and can do more work........

People don't realize that I'm from NYC.... When I was with Titan everybody thought that I lived in San Fran...... Ummmm NO!! I have always lived in NYC and that will soon change.... I have alot of Love for NYC but for work reasons and just a change of pace a move is needed!!!

So look out World........ They can be no complaints when I'm living in San Fran for work....Now U have me Local and living where the work is.....

When I plan to move?????? I don't have a Clue yet.... but it will be some time Early Next Year.

What else???? I will be appearing at the Eagle in NYC for Halloween so come out and check me out.... I will be doing a Gig with Max Scott and I'm sure it will be a great party with the usual madness going on...... Don't say I didn't tell ya about the party cause I did.....

Look out for Dexter Tomorrow he will be posting some Halloween pics and Vid about the day and having Fun with some Victims on the Street so check that out!!!!

Hmm???? What else Rentboy is having a Calendar release Party at Club Rebel on Nov 13 come out and get ur copy of the Rentboy Calendar(I'm in there as well)its a Birthday party for Vin Nolan and Barrett Long(I might be able to attend not sure at this point maybe filming)

What else???? I will have all the details for ya soon as they come in.........

Ummmm CHI CHI CHI CHI WHERE ARE YA???/ I'M STILL WAITING FOR YA!!!!!!

I so want to work with Chi Chi I guess I have to wait until the timing is right....... 2009 will be a crazy year....I'm going all out and working and touring off my Ass so be ready People!!!

More details tomorrow!!!!

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

WORK WORK WORK!!!!

Okay...... things have been great lately..... I'm working and doing shows and clients and that is keeping me busy......

Although........ I'm getting tired of the New bullshit....... A Company that I wanted to work with for a long time, is interested in casting me for two movies..... One of the movies, I'm dieing to work on, because I really love the Director for this project and they personally asked me to do this role..... So I'm really excited for this project...

Which leads me to my problem about the Second movie..... There is a certain Model that I wanted to work with on this project....... I wont say any Names(not yet anyway) but lets say, I'm 6'6 and 245lbs not many other Porn Stars are as tall as I am, so this "Model" is a tall boy with Muscles......... His Name is "Slipping Away" from my mind right about now(Hint Hint). So If u know whom I'm speaking about..... Go to his blog..... and try to get him to bottom for this movie......

Not to throw him under the bus... but the excuse for not wanting to work with me was because He didn't want to bottom in this movie....... LAME!!!!!

Its his choice........ but at this point of journey....... it would have been a Monster Scene..... And he backed out!!!! Now I don't know if its Ego or for whatever reason, I see him around in NYC(hint hint)in the clubs and I always thought we got along and never had any problems..... But I was hurt that he turned down this movie..... Oh well, that's why I have this blog to Vent.....

I want to break into the "Big Boys" and Work with Other Big names in the Business but it just isn't happening like that....

I know People have "Preferences" and I'm not every bodies Cup of Tea.... But its kinda of a Shock to the Ego... when someone doesn't want to work with ya for whatever Reason....... Maybe I'm too Sensitive.... and take it like a personal insult to myself...

Its not just the Fact that certain People don't want to work with ya..... Its like U cant even Pay them to work with me.... So its like a Big Knife in my side......

I came into business, to make a splash and shock the Fans and bring a New Energy into Porn..... While I've had success in the business.... I haven't been able to work with other A listers putting out good work. Now some of that is my own fault.... I specialized in the Fetish work, but now I don't want to be locked into the role of Hardcore fetish any more..... I have other talents as well....... Please take a look at Double Standard.... I can do sensual and relaxed and the scene can just be two hot guys going at it....without the Fetish Tip.

I have said on this blog before, I have been having a hard time finding Co stars to work with....... It seems that I have a Rep for the Hardcore pounding and most bottoms cant handle the fucking or plowing so casting me in flicks has been a bit of a problem.....

I used to get Upset that people didn't understand it was a character that I was playing and not really me in Real Life..... I think People are understanding that Now, but it still takes time for the word to spread!!!!

To be honest... The company contacted me about the scene and I was So Ready for the Part..... It went from the model that I was suppose to work with, Who is 6'4 240lbs to the casting change to another model who is 5'8 and 145(if that much)for the Scene..... I was like.... What????? He backed out??????

I spoke to the Model directly online.... and he told me that things of that nature happen and he hates doing Porn bah bah bah bah.... But I asked him, Why didn't ya want to work with me????? Be honest... because I don't know ya personally but we both live in NYC and see each other in the clubs every now and then... Why??? His response:

come on man, your acting like you don't know how this industry works. things
change around, bla blah blah.
But dude, i know, I'm always the odd man out in these scenes. everyone is
always so small. But hey, a job is a job. Pay me and it could be a fucking
amputee. i don't care, ya know.

That was the message........ Its fine its okay..... I thought the scene would be killer..... The Biggest Boys in Porn(Height wise) going at it Hard and Heavy.......Def would have been nominated for Best Duo hands down..... This Sucks!!!!

I have been doing Porn for 2years now, I haven't worked with anybody close to my height or weight (Except Alex) who wasn't a Titan Exclusive!!! And now going Free agent, I thought I would be able to work with the Big Boys, Ricky Sinz(that may happen) Matthew Rush(might happen) Roman Heart(might happen) Eric Rhodes(not happening)and others......

That was a Big Reality check for me...... I was saying finally I'm free..... and can work with anybody, so I thought all these doors would open up.... Instead the window is getting smaller and smaller..... I'm getting older and the models are getting younger......

I wont let this Setback stop me...... If someone is scared to work with me.... Or their Ego wont let them share the Spotlight...... I cant help that!!!! Its easy to work with someone that doesn't have a Name or as Big of a Star..... so u have the whole Spotlight to yourself!!!! But sharing the spotlight with another Star of the same Star status seems hard for some People.. Knowing that the Camera wont be squarely focused on them must be hard!!!!!!LOL

I made my Career from doing Threesomes and Groups, movie after movie I was paired in groups, I had to shine in that group and just work harder...... I had to share bottoms... wait my turn..... bah bah bah.... So I worked hard for everything I got, So Far I had to work against....Type casting, Stereotypes, Lack of Covers, other models not working hard or lack of energy!!!

Just another Hurdle to overcome..... It seems I'm always working... working......

Well this is another blog of venting about the business.........

Everybody tells me "Some People would Kill to be where am at!!!!!" But that is not good enough for me.... I still have alot of work to do..... I just started, I have alot of Doors to knock on before I'm done!!!

My Motto give 100% or don't even come to the studio........ This is Work... We are here to provide a Fantasy for the Fans.... Personal issues or preferences should go out the door!!! Fuck we are being paid to fuck and look Hot!!!!! Its not that Hard to do People!!! We are Lucky to be in this Business in the first place!!!!

So What I bitch and complain!!!! I'm complaining because I want to work with the best people possible and do good work!!!

If Ur hating on that Go Fuck Urself!!!

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

DEXTER DELARGE FASHION SHOW!!!





















*****WARNING WARING WARING THE IMAGES WERE MADE TO BE ARTISTIC!!!! PLEASE DO NOT ATTEMPT AT HOME!!!!************



OKAY OKAY BITCHES IM BACK!!!!!

What does a Fucking Glam Beast Have to do??? I need To get some Press Around Here!!!!
Im Bold and ON FIRE!!! Diesel has been handling the business(As he should!!)

But I need my Fun as well!!!!! I was suppose to get a Vid Post.... But U bitches didnt like my Vid.... Like I could give a shit!!! Im Dope Bitches!!!

Now!!! Im glad that I got that Off My Huge Chest!!! Dont Hate!!! Love Ya Whores!!!

Okay Okay..... Now Im gearing up for some shows on Halloween... Yes I will finally Come to Life!!! On Halloween!!! I cant wait!!

Bitches Im going out and fucking up the town!!! Now its only weeks from now and Im Dieing to stretch my wings on stage!!!

To the Haters, Who dont understand me!! Im Great, Faboulous, Well Spoken and a Freak!!!! Period!!!

I can be Evil, Or a backstabber(thats the best way to do it!!!) I can be as deadly as a Serial Killer who can never be caught!!!! I hide in the Shadows ready to strike any moment!!!
And I can get the Party started, if not I will just grab some Bitch Boy, Cut His throat Out, Stick my Dick in..... so I can really Deep Fuck his Throat!!!

Even Better... Why not Cut off his Head..rip out his teeth...take it home... so U can have plenty of time... to Skull fuck all night!!!!

Bitches just because I can get infront of the camera and look amazing.... doesnt mean before I walked on the set... I didnt poison the other models to get rid of the competition....There Can Only Be One Bloddy Bastard Here!!! Me!!!

Cunts dont hate... I can look hot fucking choking myself!!!!

Its such a Rush!!!!!!! Nut before I pass out!!! Ding Dong the Bastard is Dead!!!

FUN FUN FUN!!!!

I have a Funny story:

I Met this Hot boy from Online... Yes Bitches!!! Dexter Can Get Tail!!!! Diesel doesnt have all the Fun!!! I get Plenty!! Anyway... this Little Cunt, is kissing my Piece, the look on his Face when he sees my pipe growing.... I can tell that he is gettting afraid..... Or maybe it was Knife to his throat???? Anyway in any case, He felt uncomfortable.... Prior to coming over, The Chat Online.. He went into lengthy detail about How He can ride a Dick..Various Ways of Sucking... Water Sports bah bah bah Simply Internet Hype!!!
At this Point of the Evening, I grew Tired of this Game, But As Host, Im always aiming to Please.... Alas.... it still wasnt helping.........

Now One Side of my brain is like:

Lets Fuckin Choke the Shit Outta Him!!!... Cut off his Head, Toes, Hands so there are no Prints or Dental records that could find his body.. We can take The Head dump it in the Bronx... Take his hands, drop them off in Staten Island... And Feet We can drop some where in Queens.... And then take the Torso.. Wrap in Garbage bags, and Duck Tape... and Toss the piece into the Hudson River with dumbell weights strapped to torso.. Of course I will have to rent the boat.... Messy!! Hmmmm???/?

The other Side of my Brain is Like:

Just let him go...... Oh before he leaves throw my Sweet, Delicious Drink... Of Vodka Cranberry in his face......

I chose the Latter......

I do Have Some Class left........

Im a High Class, Freak, Killer!!!

But this Night..... I let the Lamb escape...... There will be others!!!!

Sleep Tight Cunts!!!!!!!

Remember Me standing Over Ya while U sleep with a Kinfe to Ur Throat!!!

Monday, October 20, 2008

GEEZ PEOPLE GET OFF MY BACK!!!






Thanks to Markus Ram for all the hot pics.... check out his site www.MarkusRam.com keep up Ur head Buddy, I know Ur working hard!!!

Geez, the comments are now like"Ur Blog is getting boring"....hmmmmm its not easy writing this blog, esp when u don't have any news to report about anything.... So I guess I will explain this blog... Oh if U didn't know, Dexter was suppose to have his own space on the blog....... It seems that Diesel has been so busy lately that I only have been living in Diesel Mode for the last couple of weeks.. Dexter will report this week... don't worry Ur pretty little heads about it...

Now moving on.... Okay Politics..... I rarely ever talk about it.... but I wanted to do something different on the blog.... Okay so I'm voting for Barack Obama we all know that is a given...

But I'm very worried about this... alot of his views and stances on government issues is similar to my own... Without going into detail about anything...yes I'm a Democrat... No surprise there....

But I wanted to talk more in detail about this.... While McCain is crossing his fingers about the election... I want to point out... The Mid West is a powerhouse... I just don't think they will let it happen... A Black President!! As much as he is qualified for the Job and will Run the Country better than any other candidate... the Mid Western voters will come out in Full Force not to let this happen.... Right now, America is ready for change.... I really believe it will be a uphill battle for Obama.

His Views expressed alot of What Americans are struggling with..... The Republicans ran this country into the ground and its time for a change.... At the last election... America wasn't ready for the change... But this time I really think People are ready....

What is more Sick... about this whole thing, Obama is the right person to run this country... But he needs every drop of support from everybody.... We all know he is the Best Person for the Job, but what is disappointing about the whole affair.... He has to go way out and get every drop of support from every Politician out there.... And he will need every drop of it, so everybody can see that he is the best Man for the Job period.... Hillary Cliton, Bill Cliton, Colin Powell(served republicans), Christopher Buckley(conservative/libertarian)all are voting for Obama, with power hitters like this behind ya, U would think Obama is a sure win...... I don't think so......

Not to mix Porn with Politics....... When I came into the business.... Most told me that I wouldn't make it..... America is not ready for Big Black Scary Muscle Man... or in the least, I will test high in fetish markets, people into Men of Color and so forth..... I figured that I would have to get the backing of Supporters that can help me push my Name and keep me in the public eye..... So again thanks to Titan, TheSword.com, Gaypornblog.com, Gay Fleshbot, Queermenow.com, Gayporntimes. Models in the business(the ones Color blind!!) Directors, and most important the Fans!!!and the Haters!!!

So Okay okay okay....... maybe that didn't make much sense to ya!!! It makes perfect sense to me, Being a Man of color, we have to go way past the point of just being qualified for the job!!!! Its a given, to have the experience and know how, and the ability to run the country.. U need every backing U can get to prove to people, that U are more than Just a Black candidate.... Most People will view the situation as its the Black Guy vers the White Guy(And the Mid West crowd can get pretty ugly) anyway that is my take on things.....

I don't have to go into depth about the situation, I just tell it like it is.... Its an uphill climb for him... and every supporter has to come out and make it happen!!! The race is far from over and Now the real War is going to be played out... I cant wait!!!

So there u have it.....Finally a Post that speaks something other than Sex.. or fucking an Ass bah bah bah....

Its a touchy subject, when I talk about Race on this blog...... People think I go off on bullshit that we already know!!!! But seriously if I get people's attention by writing this blog, then I want to use some of the power to change the world.....

Bold statements I know!!!! But I have seen the power of the blog in Action..... Most people contact me through this blog..... Which is kinda of cool. I can be an asshole at times... Sometimes Talk Shit.... Maybe sometimes too too honest on this thing... but always entertaining that is the purpose for writing this....

So sorry I cant always talk the Gossip, or finger point, but the most important part of this blog is that its mine!!!! Its my views, my stories, All about me!!! and How I see the world through my eyes...

I tell most people if U don't like my blog, think I talk shit.... Then by all means write Ur own blog.... then U will see How hard writing one is...

I probably have run-on sentences, spelling mistakes, my grammar might be off..... but I'm not a professional writer...... I'm just a Guy that does Porn and writes a blog, to see where I have been and hopefully it helps me to where I'm going(who knows???)

Well thats it for now, More later.......

Saturday, October 18, 2008

HERE IS THE LOW DOWN









Okay I have been Under the Radar... even my former assistant is like "Diesel the blog is boring now... U need the "Juice" the "Spice"".... okay I will leak out some info for ya..

Off the Bat, the Appearances: I will be at The Eagle for Halloween see Flyer above.. I will be in costume and being Very Very out there for the Fans coming out... So that should be good.. I will also spend some time at Porno Bingo.. Will Clark has been so Nice to ask me back again for some good clean fun(or dirty) I will have those dates for ya soon. What else??

Hearing alot of good news on the working Front, so right now I need to get the details in order first and then Plan my Attack... I want to do a limited number of projects for the End of the Year. But some really good companies want to use me for some projects coming up that will be hot... I really have to keep my Lips closed cause alot of stuff is happening(and its all good!!!)so I swore to keep quiet until the movies are bagged and canned, so I will give an update later(I know I keep saying that)..

I just shot a scene recently...and I must tell ya..... Diesel was nervous!!!! It was all that built up energy and wanting to do a good job thing.... I mean, I felt like I was right back to square one.. and I enjoyed that nervous energy again... I mean, I was standing there... stroking my dick to get hard... and for the first time I looked around and Brian Mills wasn't there... Very Strange feeling...

I think, I was spoiled at Titan... And I will admit I was... I felt so comfortable working with Director Mills, it was like all he had to do was point the camera and then tell me to hammer it out!!! MISS YA ALOT BRIAN!!!! WE PUT ALOT OF HITS TOGETHER, SOME LONG HOURS.. ALOT OF BITING TEETH AND CROSSING OUR FINGERS.... BUT THE WORK SPEAKS FOR ITSELF... DIRECTOR MILLS MIGHT KILL ME FOR DOING THIS... BUT IT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME.... I WANT TO SHARE PART OF HIS LETTER THAT HE SENT RECENTLY...

I wish to acknowledge your contribution to some of my best work over the past couple of years. You always arrived ready to deliver a memorable performance. Even under difficult circumstances, you always shone with the character of a winner.

It's only a matter of time before we see each other again. When the time is right, I look forward to working with you again as well.

Your director and friend,

B

MENTOR, DIRECTOR, FRIEND..........BRIAN MILLS!!!THIS GOES OUT DIRECTLY TO YA!!! WE HAVE DONE SOME OF THE BEST WORK TOGETHER!!! I remember when I popped in my Titan Vid(way back)and jerked off to a movie!! And I said to myself, who comes up with these Ideas??, The Look and Style of these Fetish movies.... To Fast forward to 2006, I first step on the set and have the chance to work for ya!! Then to be signed with ya(Titan) then make Huge Mega Hits.....

To Know that I was Directed by a Hall of Famer. (Grabbys and Gayvn), Best Videography(Grabbys and Gayvns) and have that Director and Friend say that I contributed to some of his Best Work..... I'm Absolutely Floored and Flattered!!!

Titan and Brian Mills really gave me that push to be a star.... and I'm still hunger for more.....

Fast Forward to... New Studio... New Director.... New Energy.... Focus!!!!

It was like riding a bike........ started off alittle slow.. and then the mind kicked open and I went to town and to work!!! I feel that the scene is classic Diesel doing what he does Best, Rimming the Fuck outta some Hole and Slam Fucking that Ass!!!(LOL)

The Director was super cool, Laid back and had his Eye on the Prize!!! I knew his style and had a chance to meet him at various events over time!!!

I had a good time..... It was a relief that I could work again!!!! I was nervous to be in a New Studio.... that had a different vibe and energy....... that was great to experience.... So there U have it People!!!!

Diesel Washington worked for another company!!! and it felt right!!! I was born to do Porn!!! The other model was a Smoking Hot Latin boy and had the hottest bubble ass to fuck!!! Good times Good times!!! So all the nervous energy is gone!!!.... I want to do more(and I will).

So I wanted to blog about it(Important to me!!)New Times..New Energy!!! It feels good...

Friday, October 10, 2008

DIFFERENT FACES OF DIESEL














Okay I had to do a blog while I'm out here in San Fran.....yes I'm in San Fran...... Moving on......

I have kept alot of business under wraps cause I wanted the work to speak for itself....but I'm filming a Movie...........

I thought I would say that cause I have been getting alot of emails and other models asking me."" So how is being a Free Agent Now!!" For the most part I always say I have some things working out and U will see what I have been doing..... Everything is Perfect and things are running smoothly.......

The Reason why I first started writing this blog was to say that I have different looks..... Geez I was talking to some friends that were like"What are ya going to do now??? Its not like U can change Ur Looks, U will always be Big and Mean Looking" Now while some of this is true, I can change my Look......

I wanted to Blog about it... cause I will not be locked to certain looks or certain roles...... I can be way out there.... Mean and Scary, Sensitive(Double Standard in Stores Now!!) Sexy, and all of that....... I may not be able to change my hair color(why would I? for a role I would),or come up with different hair styles but I can change my style... approach.. attitude...that was a mouthful(of what u can guess)hmmm.... what else?

Oh it was exciting.... I'm in a new studio, and I'm nervous... it showed so much..but I came through it... I have been spoiled... and it was time to work!!! I had to push myself... New starts!! New photographers!! It was very easy and the photographer was very Nice and supportive!!! He could tell it was a different thing for me so I had to shake off the feeling of going into the Unknown!!!
I haven't met my partner yet..But I have seen pics.... and hes cute!!! As far as the hard core fucking thing...that is on the table!! Sources have told me that He is very anxious to work with me and that is always a good sign(Most either say hes nervous or take it easy on him!!) UMMM...No!!! I will come to the set being the Best Top I can be and he should come with "I will be the best bottom I can be!!"attitude!!. If not,.. I'm a professional I can work with anybody and still pull off that "FUCK" which I'm known for..

Okay enough of that Shit talk, I'm excited to be in San Fran again... I'm spending some time with a Friend while out here and its much needed at this point... I will take some pics out here so u can get an idea of what I'm doing and see for yourself.

Until stay tuned!!

Thursday, October 09, 2008

BETWEEN U AND ME!!



I'm sitting in a Airport wasting time and bored....... so I decided to post from the airport..... I know u kids need pics(something to look at... while u read the blog) First off the Bat....... THAT SWORD!!!

www.theSword.com has been calling me out....... I must admit I was laughing off my Ass at the story.... DIESEL SWEARS OFF TWINKS!!! Funny Funny stuff....... I don't know Who is the Authority that says I like slim, skinny twinks?????? I like all types really.... Race doesn't matter or Size or gender...... although I do have limits on Age...... it doesn't matter how old U are..... It matters how U keep Yourself in shape.... I know guys that are 40ish and look like they are in their 20's its how U hold it....

Although I will not do Trannies........sorry but something about a Women's Face, and Tits and a Big Dick between Ur legs.... sorry I just cant do it.... I have fucked Drag Queens which is alittle different...clothes off looks like a man wearing makeup. Having Real Tits, Hips, Ass, and the shape of a real women..... too much of a Mind Fuck for me(when did I start talking about Trannies???)

Anyway NYC should be flooded with People going to Gay Erotic Expo and Hustlaball... these events are huge..... so come out and have some Fun with Dirty Hookers(In a good way) and Porn stars, see Ur shows and see Ur Favorites at this Years Hustlaball.... NYC...2008

Moving on... I have big changes coming up(like I always say that!!) but they are coming and will make ya Head spin...... I cant wait to share the news with ya... For now I'm sitting on it and waiting for a good time to spring into action... Keep Ur Eyes Open.....

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

OKAY FUCKERS MORE HARD WORK!!









Okay Its time for some talking now....... Well I have been in this business for two and half years now.... and u know what???? I like it..... but like most things, U have to keep stepping up Ur game and going for gold every time.....

Now I don't want to point fingers or anything.... but..... FUCK THE SITTING DOWN AND WASTING TIME SHIT....... DO SOMETHING!!!!!

I will never rest when I see young and new faces coming into the game..... at Folsom I had my Reality Check!!! These Rookies coming up nowadays don't care who they step on or Who they fuck over!!!! I always thought that there was Respect for the Game and Guys who have been doing this for years, I thought they earned a Certain amount of Respect!!! FUCK THAT!!!! THAT GAME IS DEAD!!! Its a free for all!!!!

I will admit when I came into the game I had some things to prove to myself and other People.....and I still haven't achieved what I wanted yet!!!! I'm not getting comfortable... I have never rested... I continue to go to the gym and bust my Ass!!! I made it to a certain level, but I don't see any ceilings in this business So Why Stop!!!! I'm not sitting back drinking a beer, or eating McDonald's like some Fat Slob!!! I'm pushing and pushing.... I push myself in my Scenes and in the Gym.... Fuck that Jock body bullshit...... I saw the changing times, the Jock body was In!!! FUCK THAT!!!! I had enough of that shit... Its time to go back to the Muscle Guys!!!! U twinks had Ur chance and more power to the Twinky Jocks......I'm no Twink, or Daddy, I'm some where in the middle.... And U know what... all summer I went slimmer for that classic Ripped body and I'm tired of it!!!!! I want muscle now!!!

I have my own look going for me.... and that is muscle and being ripped!!!! I tried to change with the times.. but "I" make the trends now!!!!! So fuck that skinny shit!!!! I'll leave the skinny shit for the models walking runway, I don't do runway I fuck hot guys!!!! The More Muscle I have, the more I can pick up and throw around all the hot guys that are in this business!!!

Speaking of Business..... I will be shaking Up the Industry this time around.... I'm Free Agent!!!! And I have some big projects coming up!!! I haven't spoken about any Projects cause I want People to be surprised...... I don't know How long I can keep it a Secret, but U will See A Whole New Diesel Washington.... just be patient!!!

So to all the Porn stars who got Fat, Lazy, or think they can come in at any shape, Half ass fuck, or Half Ass get fucked!!!!! Get the Fuck outta my Way!!! I just have grown hungry!!! And waiting in the Wings for my chance, has made me that more focused!!!

So there U have it, I haven't posted many Pics from the Workouts!!!! So I decided it was time to show Ya that I'm hitting the Gym like a madman now!!! I was always hitting the gym, but I was going for just the Cuts and shape!!! Its back to Growing and Growing.... Shit I'm taking on the Matthew Rush, Eric Rhodes, and the Rest of the Big Boys!!! I bet the Fans would love to see me Fucking the Big Boys, cause U and I know that I will Pick Them Up and Fuck them like Little boys.... When have ya ever seen Eric Rhodes getting fucked like a little boy and thrown around???.....Never!!! When have U seen Matthew Rush being picked up and tossed like a Rag Doll Never!!! I think its time that it happened!!! I have alot of things Up my Sleeve!!!

Look Out world Here Comes MISTER MEAN FUCKER!!!!!

Sunday, October 05, 2008

GUESS WHO IS BACK??????










While I have been bitching about "How Rookies can forget the Hand that feeds them"..... I didn't announce the start of Damien Crosse and Francesco D’Macho new site... called Stag Homme Studios....Check it out on www.Staghomme.com

I always wish Damien the Best in whatever he does.... and the site looks great and stuff..... I still Miss Ya!!! Man its hard not having many Friends(by choice, I don't know Who wants to really be a Friend or who is Riding on the celebrity train)so when I lost Damien, I lost my Best Friend, Partner in Crime, bah bah bah. We still email each other... but its not the same U know????

I will share Pieces of a email Damien sent me:

Wish we could of been at Folsom too. We would of given a scandalous performance as always. But I'm sure you captivated the whole audience with that kid just fine.

But anyways, enjoy life at it's fullest every moment of it, single or partnered. You've got a lot going for you, and know that a lot of people would kill to be where you're at. Appreciate evry moment yout got baby, cause you've got a lot to be thankful for :)
_ Damien


Hopefully Damien doesn't kick my Ass for sharing this email with ya..... But this is What I miss.... More than anything..... We both Had each others back and supported each other...in this crazy thing of doing Porn... I would be Upset and Down and Damien would help me see that I'm just being Silly...........

Well I was looking through Old Pics that I had, and I never Posted Pics of Me and Damien having Dinner Out. Yes Porn Stars can have a Normal Dinner and just eat and relax..... GOOD TIMES GOOD TIMES....

Well guess Who is Back onto the Scene?????? Reunited and it feels so Good...... Roy Jones is Back!!!!

Roy Jones and I had a falling out way back..... we talked on the Phone since and got together for Old times sake.... And U know??? We have been Friends over 10years(yes It has been that Long) and We shouldn't let misunderstandings stand in the Way of a Friendship....

So Its been Cool lately... I have been A loner for the Last Couple of Months. Damien has been worried about me.... Patrick the Assistant has been worried(He is EGGZ in the comment section)and Roy Jones have been worried about me...

I am an Only Child.... from a single parent household, so I'm used to being by myself... With added celebrity... I haven't been going out.... and mostly a Homebody nowadays.... People say I should go out more.... but its the same Old Meat Market at Clubs.... and If I go out, I tend to go to Str8 clubs and bars rather then Gay bars(No pressure and less of Meat Market) So there U have it Folks......

Things are better now!!!! I have my Friends Supporting me....... and Roy Jones is back...... I have been Laughing so hard lately and I missed just hanging out with Old Friends that I trust and feel comfortable with.....

There u have it Finally a Positive Blog......I know its been a while... I'm happy and single and U know what????? That's not a bad thing....

I will Find my Inner Peace...... until then, Family, Friends and Work keeps me motivated in this Rat Race....

RIGHT NOW ITS ALL ABOUT THAT BIG STINKING PIECE OF CHEESE!!!!