Tuesday, March 17, 2009

HMMM WONDER WHEN I WILL HAVE AN EXCLUSIVE????

Okay I always Run my mouth on this Blog, which is a good thing and Bad thing.... I can only be myself on this thing...

I have been in the business for 3 years now!!! I have been Free Agent since April 08, since being a Free Agent I have worked for Raging Stallions, Falcon, Mustang, Channel 1, Kink.com,

Very interested in working with JetSet, Colt, Hot House and other companies that I didn't have the chance to work with yet.... But I don't understand some things......

So Far the Last exclusives that I had a chance to work with has been with Titan. I don't get it???? I seem to be missing the Boat...

I do scene after scene with Up and Cummers, I don't have a problem with it, per say........Just it's strange that I haven't done a scene with any Power Bottom Exclusives for any Company yet?????

Are the Studio's afraid to Partner me with their Exclusives??????? I don't get it?????

Is it the Color Issue(Yet Again)or some Issue that the Studio's have???? I don't get it???

I have proven that I have some Star Power!!!! I have a Fan base that is mixed with all types, yet I'm still not working with the Big Boys....

No Offense to the Up and Cummers, but before I retire I would like to work with a High Profile Model in the Industry.

It seems that I'm getting stuck in a Funk and not working with any Big Names.....

But Newer Models in the Industry are getting to work with all the Big Names.... My Scene rate isn't that High!! I have taken Pay Cuts to work with Certain People!!! I just feel that I have to keep proving myself to the Studio's over and over that I can draw Viewers and Customers to their Product....Its simple Supply and Demand!!!

To the Fans, this ride is going to End soon..........

I wasn't prepared for all the Business issues, Model Issues, Studio issues and all the Red tape that came with the Porn Industry!!!

I came into the Industry to make a change!!! Show my Talent and skills to the best of my ability....

At the same time, I have met so many situations that I don't understand????

I came into the Business as a performer.....wanting to work. Period!!! To Earn My Money!!!

Yet I see Gay4Pay stars working more than me..... Bareback Performers getting more work than me... Some Performers who are just fucking for the almighty dollar and not enjoying their work, working more than me.

I have studied Porn in the Past..... and seeing what its becoming is Not Cool....

Although there are performers who love this business..... the newer batch coming into the game have no Passion or Pride in their work anymore!!!!

More annoying are these Models that come into the business, and everybody jumps on the bandwagon, hiring them..... AS THE FLAVOR OF THE MONTH!!! I name names, just as recent as two years ago, we had Our Johhny Castles, Brodie Sinclairs, Logan Robbins and now it seems Leo Giamani.....I'm not hating at all, I just see the Phases that Gay Porn has!!! It has a "It" boy and they work and work....yet never proving they are Great Performers....Just Hot Guys, who go through the motions of fucking or getting fucked but not PERFORMING!!!


I sit and watch their performances.....Stiff almost like a Robot, Non verbal, Sometimes U don't think they are enjoying what they are doing......At least U can Fake it, or do the Best Acting Job U can!!! That's what Ur getting paided for!!! But people reading this post will think I'm jaded, because I'm not working as much as these Models are!!!!WHATEVER!!!

I can retire today, and I would still watch Porn because I'm a Fan(I always Say that)

BUT CAN SOMEONE ANSWER THIS QUESTION FOR ME????

What do the Guys get... Who are into performing???? Turn Out Hot scene after hot scene??? Don't Label themselves Gay4pay??? Enjoy having Sex with Men??? Having done No Bareback work??? And the ones that take Pride in their Job and have Passion for this Industry???? I never just worked for the Check!!!

WHAT DO WE GET???????

Maybe that question will be answered at the Gayvn's and Grabbys maybe?????

I don't know, I'm rambling again......... I have so much energy and so many ideas for the Industry, but it seems like the Powers that Be, Wont let me in the Gate even though I put My body on the line every time I jump on Set.

Lastly am I being Black balled on Press??????LOL(Still Love ya Sword,Gaypornblog)

I know the Blogs and websites have had enough of Me.....and that I was appearing in the News weekly....but I am writing about some Important Issues here....

Nobody else would touch the subjects that I touch!!!! I guess I will keep writing until I retire!!!

Depending on the OutCome of the Gayvn's and Grabbys I will either retire at the end of the Year.......

Or Sooner........ I don't have the energy to keep proving myself time after time!!!

Esp when I'm getting Older...and the models are getting younger.....

Since I'm being Handed all the Up and Cummers, I'm getting tired......

While they prove their bottoming skills against me.... making for a hot scene...... They go on to doing other work because the Studio's saw their ability in handling a Fucking from Diesel Washington....

Me......? I just Wind UP an aging Stepping Stone for Up and Cummers to show how well they can bottom in a scene

SAD BUT TRUE!!!

2 comments:

Dre said...

You seem to have hit the proverbial "wall." Some artists, in a similar situation, have taken matters in their own hands and have gone the independent route.

You should consider starting your own business (studio). Sell them directly on the web. You already produce videos of your adventures, this would take it one step further.

You can begin using your Dexter character, he have a large appeal. Make a 45 minute video tape and sell it.

The only draw back is that you would not be able to get "A" list performers at first since you would not be able to pay much. You could of course call in favors from your fellow porn stars.

Just a thought.

RJ Danvers said...

When do we do our scene together? :-)