Tuesday, April 27, 2010

JUST PISSING PEOPLE OFF!! I NEED TO STOP!!

I have been on a roll lately.....


I'm just pissing people off left and right!!! And you know it doesn't feel good at all!!

I wrote a post about Nick Snider(the model)called ModelFucker!http://www.dieselwashingtonxxx.com/2010/02/model-fucker.html in that post I joked about hearing the news about Nick.

When I wrote that post, I was laughing at the situation because I didn't think it was that big of a deal. Since that post, Nick and I have been in contact with each other. And I wanted to say it here first:

"It was a fucked up post to write my friend, and I do want to say Sorry for writing such a Mean post"

What people didn't understand was that Nick was alittle upset about the post. But We were friends so he just brushed off the post as something that was funny. Well I guess the model world is slightly different from the Porn world. Sex talk in the Porn world is common and basically everybody knows Whom is sleeping with Whom. I guess it doesn't work the same way in the model world. So again I want to say sorry!!!

Diesel Washington and Nick Snider recently went shopping together.


Diesel Washington has no fashion sense at all!! So I needed Nick's help in picking out some outfits for Grabby awards. We had a good time, Pics below:









After shopping We went out to eat. We had a good dinner and just laughed about all the things that has happened in the last couple of months. We came up with the idea that Nick was going to come to Grabbys with Me this year. It was Press for the both of Us and was a good idea. I was game and he was game for it.

After dinner, I wanted to get the ball started rolling in the Press department. I Tweeted:

"Just had dinner with peeps @nicksnider and I don't about this drunk fool

"Ummmm no Nicksnider you will not be coming to grabbys with Me u drunk Mess!!! Supermodel alert!!! Drunk supermodel throwing things"


Bad Idea!!! I really didn't think things through!!! I forget I'm somewhat of a celebrity(Really??)and that my comments might be hurtful to others. It was just a made up story that I came up with. To start some Buzz about Nick coming to Grabbys with Me. Well it back fired big time!!!! And it caused more problems instead of getting press as it was intended.

Everybody remembers Naomi Campbell when she got drunk on plane and threw her cell phone at assistant. That was the Press angle that I was going for......

Apparently I shouldn't use any more Drunk stories when it comes to Nick. Bad Choice!!

SO NOW I HAVE TO SAY SORRY AGAIN TO NICK AGAIN!! GEEZ!!!! IT WAS A MADE UP STORY!! NICK WAS NOT DRUNK AND THROWING THINGS AROUND!!!

I had to clear the air with this story, because I wind up hurting Nick again!! Damn!! There is no How to Guide when it comes to Press!! And I still don't see Myself as this Celebrity type, when people follow my Tweets and Blog but I'm realizing that people do read everything.

With that being said, the surprise I had in store for Fans!! Nick Snider coming with Diesel Washington to Grabbys is not happening..... All due to my Stupid ploy for Press!! There I said it!!!

I guess I need to stop running my mouth sometimes!!! Yes I said it, DIESEL NEEDS TO KEEP HIS MOUTH CLOSED SOMETIMES!!!

I have been on this Ego train lately, and I'm not sure where it is coming from??? Everybody needs their Ego stroked from time to time. But its like I'm jerking it everyday. But why???

I just had a birthday, so I guess I'm not dealing with getting older. Yikes it's called Midlife Crisis/Bi polar a deadly combination!!! So I thought it was about time that I pulled on my own card!!

I'M A MESS!!! And I have alot of things to fix.....

Sorry to Nick, Paul(thesword), Derrek Diamond and anybody else that I said some cruel stuff to.

Just going through a confusing time right now, I'm blocking people on Facebook, blocking people on Twitter. Blowing up on friends and just being this Ego driven Press whore.

Yikes!! not liking what I became!!!

Friends stick together and don't dump on each other!!!

I guess that is why I don't have many friends *Sigh

Sorry People!!!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

this post was hilarious till the end. everybody makes mistakes don't be too hard on yourself. just try not to repeat them lol.