Wednesday, September 14, 2011

MY 1000TH POST!!

Holy Shit Big Dick Man!!!!

Could it be true?? My 1000th post on CAN/DOES blog....Wow!! I have been writing for years and finally We are at 1000 posts..

Damn!! I have done so many things(people)traveled all over the United States. Talked about scenes(partners/behind the scenes/interviews) Its going to be hard to go back to all the past posts/interviews and find all the highlights over the years. So lets start with a fresh post and see where everything falls together in this huge post.

Lets start at my visit at the Poe Museum..

I have been traveling on the WhoreTour 2011 and the first couple of stops were in Washington DC, and then Richmond VA. Richmond VA the home of Edgar Allan Poe(he grew up there), the writer of "The Raven" "Tell Tale Heart" "The Pit and the Pendulum" bah hbah. I'm not writing a history lesson or anything, but the Literary influence of Poe's work will last forever!

Back to the Poe Museum, Diesel Washington and Joey Boston get to the Museum and start the picture taking process.

Loved hanging out in the Courtyard taking pictures, yeah I can be that "Weird Guy"(Social Outcast remember that for later..) So here are some goofy shots in the courtyard.

Whose is that peeping in my window?? Pow!! Nobody now!!

Being on Poe's property was alittle creepy, so I played on the creepy factor big time!! Who is that guy looking out the window.......???

HAHA creepy!!

So I need to get deep for a second..

Some of my favorite Poe quotes:

I became insane, with long intervals of horrible sanity.
Edgar Allan Poe

I have great faith in fools; self-confidence my friends call it.
Edgar Allan Poe

Science has not yet taught us if madness is or is not the sublimity of the intelligence.
Edgar Allan Poe

Stupidity is a talent for misconception.
Edgar Allan Poe

Okay a break from the quotes(We will return to them)...

I saw a very interesting photo while visiting the exhibit:

A photo by Margery Knight: It's a keyhole shot of the courtyard through the gift shop door. Feeling inspired I recreated the shot...just for fun.

Well here is Diesel looking at the photo and trying to see through the keyhole..

Whoops another quote:

Experience has shown, and a true philosophy will always show, that a vast, perhaps the larger portion of the truth arises from the seemingly irrelevant.

Edgar Allan Poe

What do I see through the Keyhole???? Yikes!!

WTF?? How could I be there...??? When I'm looking through here???(That shot took Diesel and Joey Boston about 30mins to do)

*****Blog Break********

I'm a Mother Fucking Monster!!!

Music please:

I can admit to being a monster!! That is my character!! A larger than life Sex God that grabs up the boys and fucks them mid air!!

Social Outcast maybe abit...


That slight break was in keeping with the blog because Edgar Allan Poe was deemed abit of a social outcast as well...

Great Minds think alike..

Okay this blog is taking another direction right now....

The WhoreTour 2011 is still in effect, speaking of the Whore Tour 2011...

I decided to take it in another direction, meaning I will still whore it out, but I got some cartoons for your ass. Big time cartoon buff here so I thought it was a great idea to do something different for the change. I'm trying to start my own cartoon thing.

Check out a sample:WHORE TOUR 2011 CARTOON VERSION

Thanks to Pocahontas for the Artwork(she is on the bankroll)...

Since We are speaking about Bankroll, these are some projects working on:

Writing for JustUsBoys Mag my piece is called "Getting Real with Diesel Washington"

Writer for Zeus Magazine

Working on a secret project(hush hush for now)that I'm super excited to work on

Currently touring the United States on the "Whore Tour 2011"

Several other Hustles going on at same time(I'm a bad boy)

So YES people I'm staying busy DOING SOMETHING! I could go on and rant about How I should be working more but I'm fine. Although... I see yet another Black Balled movie by Channel 1 releasing being released soon. I think its Black Balled 8(can't keep up) looks like another hot cast of Black men piling on and tearing up some little boy(his ass was probably sore) I will plug it....

Not sure why I'm plugging it, Oh I know...

I'm plugging the movie for the models solely..

Get your money models, this is a tough business stay strong!! Why wasn't Diesel apart of this production??? No offense to anybody... but this is not my genre of movies that I like to be apart of. At this point of my career I want to stay far far away from gangbangs or big orgy scenes..

And there is a reason for that...

When I first started in this industry my first couple of scenes were either threesomes or gangbangs.

1st scene was a threeway

2nd scene was a fourway

3rd scene was a threeway

4th scene FINALLY DUO

5th scene Five men scene....

I had enough of the multiple partners in scenes, they tend to take longer to film and there tends to be alot of chaos going on in the scene. Thinking from the viewer's POV, if there is so much action going on in one scene you tend to get distracted from seeing ALL the action. Not to sound like an asshole...BUT I WANT ALL YOUR ATTENTION on my scenes!!

Besides someone couldn't get their money up for Me!!! LOL Anyway I'm giving it a plug....

Whoops I'm getting too serious again..... Moving on!!!


Yes I stay inshape(as much as I can)and the body is put together...

To be honest, I feel like a Heavy man in the body of fitness model. If I wasn't making money off of my body, I would be eating as much as I can and in LARGE AMOUNTS!! Seriously I love buffets...

I have to take pics of my favorite Buffet place..

I had to let out that secret, I search for the Buffet places while on tour!!There is something to be said when going to a buffet place and chowing down!! Fuck the dinner table manners(We all need a break sometimes)

Sometimes you want a whole table full of food to CHOW DOWN on.

Another secret is that I go to the Dollar store alot!! There is no harm in that!! Call Me a Dollar Store Whore!! You find some good deals traveling around, while in North Carolina I went to this huge Dollar store that had everything..

I was in heaven..

Anyway back to eating....Lava cake anyone?? Get the stuff ready..

Prepare it..


Yeah I love food!!! Moving on(this post is a mess)....

Seems like I'm doing alot of jumping around, but this is an important post for Me. I felt like I wasn't giving my best posting for the fans(been busy). So its time I take my crown back.


Your dealing with a Battle Blogger... I STARTED THE BLUE PRINT for porn stars to start blogging..

Okay off my soapbox, you know the deal!!

Switching speeds again....

LOVE YOU RENTBOY.COM......I hope M.L. is not digging into your ears!!! M.L. thinks he runs NYC!! What a crap asshole....

Dude if you have to take money out of your pocket, to try to stop my shine. That means you are threatened by Me. Its no hair off my skin, it goes to show you that you have to spend money to try to stop my influence in this business.

When are people going to realize that instead of trying to control Me, you should be trying to get Me on your side as an asset! So confusing..

Almost seven years in this business, and people are still trying to ignore Me or bury Me....

NOT HAPPENING!!!So until you realize that I will keep beating that drum, making noise!! As a playa should...

I see people keeping their distance from Me, thinking either I will cause some damage to their money making or somehow call them out for something they did wrong to Me. I'm over that bullshit!! Granted if you fuck Me over in business, I will make sure I bury you..

Battle blog Wars:

Diesel VS MOC blog

Diesel VS Tre X

Diesel VS JuicyGohoe

Diesel VS M.L.

Diesel VS Kam Scott

Diesel VS DaShitter

Diesel VS theSword(when Paul was there)

0 losses....

Do your homework when battling Me, cause I'm a Monster(you already know that, see above) Bring it if you must!!!

You have been warned!! Countless awards and nominations for my blog, Your fucking with a Vet!!

I need to stop all the barking its time to get sexy...

Naked picture of Me smiling(not many around)

I'm giving away alot of stuff on my blog today..Whew!!

Another topic change...

Tired of all this barebacking shit!!! I read a great article on


It is a intelligent article explaining a current trend I see happening in porn. Porn stars who have a barebacking past given a PASS in mainstream porn to perform. I guess I'm from the old school...

Back in the days, models that did bareback were not employed by mainstream or had to go through a whole process reestablishing themselves. That has changed in a big way, models are now going back and forth between condom shoots and condomless scenes. It's kind of scary to think that in this day an age, models are still willing to risk their health for mere peanuts.

I'm fighting that battle HEAD ON!! OPEN UR EYES PEOPLE!!!

More Porn news.....

Glad to see Mason Wyler filming again(want to fuck him badly)

Eric Rhodes, not sure why this guy is getting so much shine on lately. His ugly dick, ugly Tat whatever.....

Riley Price getting alot of shine cool...BTW whatever happened to that post in your blog saying that u picked up the idea of blogging from Diesel Washington and Wolf Hudson?? I saw it in your first post...

I was honored that you mentioned Me, but now seems the post is gone?? What is going on?? People rying to erase Me all completely???

FYI to all the porn stars getting SHINE now!! Yeah the spotlight is shining bright on you, what do you do when that spotlight fades?? That is the time when I see the true porn stars shine.

Do you lie down and die?? Fade away?? or Fight??

Seven years in this business and still fighting....


People have to band together to try to push Me out.

Telling lies to inspiring models that Diesel is bad. My god, I have heard the rumors from the models themselves saying that certain producers have Blacklisted Me. Just because I complained about their hiring practices(which I should)lack of testing, treating models like shit. Bah Bah... Sorry that you guys feel like that but its the truth...

If a company treats Me well, of course I will give them a Shout Out and plug on my blog. In the same case, if they treat Me like shit of course I will warn other models about a particular Studio/Company/Site. Well that is my style..

Other models have that attitude of "It's not my business, so why bother??" Do you and I will Do Me!!

I get emails daily from newbie porn stars thanking Me for the insight I gave them about the business. If I can slow down the number of young gay males coming into this industry doing dumb shit(drugs, casting couch, STD's)then I can sleep at night, and THATS ALL RIGHT FOR ME!!



Friday, September 09, 2011


I can do something funny...

And it has a message as well..


Wednesday, September 07, 2011


Yup I haven't posted forever.....

Lets jump right into......

I'm still doing the WhoreTour with Joey Boston(see previous posts)and traveling from state to state and making the people happy...

But I'm not happy right now, just so many things going on in my head and trying to sort out everything. I guess I would be having one of those bipolar moments again(yeah big surprise there) I'm going about my business in life and I keep getting stalled from achieving the main goal.

To start my own...

Now I do have some good news to share with the fans, but I have been sworn to not reveal until the time is right. So on that note people, stay tuned because I have some news that will make alot of people happy.

Back to starting my thing, I'm taking every precaution to make sure everything is right. I have some great ideas that I want to bounce off the fans and ALOT of hot ideas that will shake up the industry.

Ideas set

Themes set

Models set

Equipment set

Support system(besides fans and family)NOT THERE!! My mother will back any idea I have wheter stupid or smart(that is what moms do) As far as friends(close friends)they seem to break down into the following groups.

Either they are against the idea completely...

Don't care either way, Business or No business as long as I am happy, they are happy.

Or the worst part, they don't care to know about any business that I set up...just for the simple fact that IT IS MY BUSINESS. Basically its a caddy way of saying...I'm sure the business will be a success because....."YOUR THE ONE DOING IT" I should feel flattered that they have high hopes for Me..

But I don't feel those High hopes, I feel like I'm getting swarmed into something so big that I may crack under the pressure... So I'm 6'6 245lbs solid muscle, Bad ass from NYC who is not afraid of anybody...

But the truth is...sometimes I do get scared.

For the friends that are against the idea of starting own business(sex business), that is cool and I love them for it. The recession is kicking every bodies ass and people who thought they were untouchable are now feeling the pinch themselves. It is an eyeopener for everybody. So I understand their fears...but I will push on because it is my dream and my goal. I understand they are not coming from a "Hating Standpoint" merely they are coming from a "Reality Standpoint" that starting any kind of business right now is shaky. It's always about taking a risk in business to Me, stand up if you have the balls, back down if you want to be a follower. Sorry but I lead...

To the best of the bunch, the ones that don't care either way..
I know you want the best for Me, but pick a side. Saying you don't care either way is like playing the fence. I will be happy regardless if Rich or Poor, I want to know will you support my decision and try to help Me achieve my goal? That is the question...I don't want you to just sit on the side and watch it play out not knowing was you With Me in the beginning?? Or just wanted to watch the Crash and Burn?? Who knows?? Maybe I'm too sensitive....Whatever!!!

To the ones that don't even want to hear about my business....You guys are dicks!!
It's weird cause I have those ADD/Shallow/Pretentious/Self Absorbed friends, who could careless about anybody else but themselves(We all have those friends)and I GET IT!! I do...


With those kind of friends it hurts sometimes when you express yourself with all the passion and gusto in world, and they haven't heard one sentence that you said. In fact what is coming out of your mouth about your life is actually boring them, I mean how rude can you be? I give them a pass because We have been friends for years and sometimes they have your back(Big time). And I guess they will be around for you when the timing is right(Their timing)but they are friends right? Got to love them..

Maybe its the bipolar thing, I should be happy that I have friends around Me that support Me either way...

Just sometimes I wish I had someone to talk to that is excited as I am when explaining the business side. It seems everybody wants to hear about the hot naked guys and see pics and sit around talking about all the money you will make doing your idea. You find fewer people willing to sit around and go over ideas for shoots and coming up with different kinds of concepts/themes and shooting locations. I know its all about porn and having hot guys but I have a greater appreciation for those that sit at the table coming up with idea after idea to put to film.

Yeah I do have to admit coming up with ideas over and over for shoots is not easy. I have books and books of ideas that I put down every night. Thinking up different camera angles and themes that I can set to film. I have some ideas that I think are brilliant, but maybe in reality its the worst idea ever and I need to polish the idea more. I can't talk about online cause the vultures will steal every idea you have(Been there and done that).

Anyway I came online to vent out my ideas and what I'm thinking about...

The last few posts have been nothing but filler:

Hot pics

Some Vids

Short essays

I haven't opened up to the fans in a while, sometimes I think people come here just for the dick shots(lack of)and the funny Vids. I guess some people come here just to read what is going on in my life. I forget I reached that Personality mark, so pretty much I have to be that entertaining guy that you read about on Twitter/Facebook. Or I have to be that Loud mouth that is causing Blog/Twitter Wars!

At the end of the day, I think most come to read my blog because its the story of a real Human being(Editor), sometimes fictional characters are added in for entertainment(Dexter Delarge, Big Boss bah bah). But for the most part, the blog is about a person playing a complex character called


I may not have the best grammar, or English skills but I think people get the gist of what I'm saying...

Thanks for reading...