Saturday, June 25, 2011


Well the Whore Tour 2011 is happening, and I'm bringing new faces.

And now introducing JOEY BOSTON!!!

Eyes: Hazel
Height: 5'9
Weight: 130
Special Skills: Art of Massage(Sport/Deep Tissue/Erotic)

I met Joey Boston on my last trip to Boston(I know Boston alot)and I found him to be such a firecracker!! So much energy and just a good heart(so important). I know what people are thinking....ANOTHER TWINK??

He is very different from your average twink, there is no Glam there..Down to earth and humble!! The thing that makes him stand out is that He works for his money(Dish washer, Mopping floors, Honest work).. None of this false sense of entitlement like some twinks have. In fact when I first Met Joey HE BOUGHT ME A DRINK!! He has been through alot in his life(We all have)so he is WISE beyond his years.

Sometimes life throws Us curve balls, how We react to hurdles is what makes Us stronger(or weaker) JOEY BOSTON gave Me his loyalty/trust....

In turn, I will guide him the best I can...

Getting Money is the Slogan!!!

Looking out for new talent that wants to make money....

This could be you me
The recession is the motherfucker and it's effecting everybody, so instead of letting it swallow you whole with bills and all. Get off your ass and make money!!! It doesn't matter HOW!!

WHORE TOUR 2011 adding new players to the game, everyday.

WHORE TOUR 2011 coming to a city near you.

Thursday, June 16, 2011


Well everything is set for Boston....

I will be touching down in Boston on Friday afternoon, I have traveled to Boston before and had a decent time. This time around I will be meeting the MaverickMen(need to talk over business)and a local porn star named Bobby Knight. So excited that I get to travel again....

After the past couple of weeks I needed some rest from the constant moving around bit. I had time to focus on the gym and handle business at work so everything is working Tip Top shape now. And since everything is smoothed out on the job front, I can switch my focus to making money to start my own. But enough business talk lets talk about BUBBLE BUTTS.

I will be Bubble Butt Hunting in Boston...

Sound funny??? It should because that is one of my goals while out in Boston. The quest of finding a bubble butt in Boston. I will have camera in hand just capturing Bubble butts in their natural settings. Take it as a experiment, Diesel is going from city to city looking for the hottest Bubble butts around.

I sound so corny right now, but I dont give a shit!! In a nutshell, Diesel in Boston making money and looking for Bubble Butts.

BOSTON I'm coming!!!

Tuesday, June 14, 2011


I know you read my blog....

Every Secret Admirer(Hater)reads my blog for some kind of ammo against Me. I wish that the Secret Admirers understand, "I post the info that I want you to know, I pull the strings..." I HAVE THE POWER!!:

And with that power comes great responsiblity.....

HAHAHAHAHAH yeah right, FUCK THAT SHIT!! Lets bring the pain:

All the traveling has been kicking my ass lately, it seems that I'm in a different city every weekend and its been fucking with my sleeping habits. I travel Friday through Monday(returning)and then its Tues-Thursday training clients and then having Clients I have been pretty busy..

Mentally tired I am...

I haven't really had the time to let the whole situation with "Petey" sink in. While it was happening I was just doing the Diesel Washington thing. Going from spot to spot and showing up having fun and meeting the FANS. It started sinking in last week and I had a chance to replay the events of everything that happened. I FUCKED UP!! Basically all I can say..

I do keep in contact with "Petey" and We are different points of our lives right now. He started a new job and the hours are crazy and he is dealing with his own "Issues" as any Capricorn... (Long Story) Capricorns and an Aries connection is a crazy thing(look it up). The good thing about the situation is that is there is no "Bad Blood"(at least on my part, after he smashed my shit LOL) but it is what it is. I guess most people think PORN STARS are cold and shallow people, who have no feelings and only treat people like they are Cattle being lead to the Slaughter. More commonly called the "Fuck and Chuck", you don't get to know the personality of a person, its all physical!! Get Your Rocks Off and Go!! But I stepped up my game and I have become very very picky(If not Tipsy, all bets are offLOL) But I'm ranting now...In nutshell I MISS YOU "PETEY"..

Back to business.....

Back to GayDays, here is Vid:

by Fabscout(of course)

So it was packed down there, and this is the last time I'm going to say this:

Brent Corrigan, nobody flipped out on you so not sure where you got that from?. I simply went inside the hotel room and grabbed my stuff because I WANTED TO LEAVE. You and "Your Buddies" can have fun.. I was not having fun and decided leave. So using the "Bipolar thing" LAME AT BEST! It wasn't a bipolar thing it was called "A BORING THING".

And Diesel Washington and Matthew Rush was not getting as much attention as you?? Dude your fan base is Old Timers(60+) and Glam Twinks BUT nothing inbetween those age ranges if you want the honest truth...

Even though YOU WERE LATE(three days in row) YOU ARE GOOD TO YOUR FANS!!

All the jealously talk and that Diesel and Matthew were plotting against you bullshit?? I don't know man, that was some made up foul shit!! It was an event for the Fans that came to see US..Some Fans wanted a picture with all three of Us. Not just You..

I guess that is the biggest problem I had with the whole thing. Being a fan of porn and having THREE huge headliners at an event you think would be AWESOME!! Granted I had a great time!! And I was picking up Fans in the air, posing for pictures and having a blast. But it would have been great to have gotten WILD!! Oh well....

Sorry for this rant, but some Gossip blog(who rides Brents dick)wrote about the story, like Matthew Rush and Diesel Washington was plotting on some helpless Brent Corrigan BULLSHIT!! The angle of the story was Douching and stupid and I didn't even bother to leave a comment. That blog has ridden the dick of Brent Corrigan for years.. And that blog just deals with IDLE GOSSIP!! Yet another blog to glance at briefly.......Briefly that is!!

Bah Bah Bah moving on...

I keep telling people that I'm going to tour.....

Everytime I get ready to leave I'm always held back by something unexpected happening(Death, Job, Family)but this time it seems that everything is now going in my favor. So We have "WHORE TOUR 2011" coming to full effect soon....VERY SOON!!

Soon like THIS WEEKEND!!

BOSTON Jun 17- 19
NYC Jun 24-26 (Pride)

So those are dates so far....

Think about it "Whore Tour 2011"(I love the name)

I really don't go much into detail about my Escorting Gigs, and there is a reason for that. I always get alittle nervous about speaking about my Whoring, with all the scandals and bullshit happening nowadays...

Clients are nervous!! This WeinerGate bullshit is out of control!! You can't Tweet harmless pictures nowadays. Tweeting a picture of yourself naked or barely wearing any clothes is about the NORM today(for Porn Stars). Let's be real I can go on Twitter right now and look up any Porn Star, and there will be a link to a naked picture or Vid or some link to watch a scene of the performer. That is what social networking has come to....Not to get too deep into the lack of social interaction between people, but...

Back to "Whore Tour" I first came up with the idea of going on tour way back. There is money on the road, even though I'm a Porn Star I'm still an entertainer!! Entertainers make their money on the road by doing appearances/private shows DUH!! Regardless of the state of my Porn career, I always make money on the road. I make more money on the road than I make by doing the porn movies. Traveling is a pain in the ass but TOURING IS THE SHIT!!

I HAD a partner that was to come on this trip with Me, but He turned into a PUNK BITCH!! Punk Bitch meaning that he bailed at last moment, well he didn't bail at the last moment. It was more like I CURSED HIM THE FUCK OUT!!!

I always help these LITTLE WHORES try to put money in their pockets. Always lending a helping hand to a Whore that doesn't know how to write an appealing profile, use proper pics, sometimes these 'LITTLE WHORES' do not know proper pricing and often "Sell Themselves Short" literally. I mean I could go old school and start pimping these "Whores" I mean I could pull out the Heavy Pimp hand and make some real money. Taking some broke ass twinks on the road to make money off them would probably drive Me crazy!! I could see myself in some dusty Hotel having to pull out a coat hanger and wrapping a towel around it(as to not leave marks)and working the shit out of some Twinks. WHACK!! MAKE THAT MONEY WHACK!!


Nowadays I use a different approach, just pay your HALF!! If I was to go on tour with someone We could share Hotel and travel costs down the middle and make BANK!!The Punk Bitch was a cheapo, if you can not make enough money just to make it to NYC!! Then I don't know what to tell you, $250 is not alot of money to make it to NYC esp when you were going to make money(10x as much) while in NYC. The sad Punk Bitch came up with the story "They have alot going on right now"..

Excuse Me?? I helped with a simple wording on his profile and the response to that simple change was HUGE! I gave the Punk Bitch a sample of what I can do, and they shitted it away!! I won awards for my performances in Porn and you know what??

I won Awards for being a Good Whore!!! Best Fetish Escort/Best Blogger/Writer all in the field of Whoring. Big Shout Out to!! So I know my Hustle game!! I know how people think and I know what people like!! Sex sells and I know what people want!! I know how to promote myself and I know how to promote other people..

But the Punk Bitch got cold feet, and it doesn't bother Me I will keep making my money WHILE they search for ways to increase their income. Its all about Marketing!! and these "Little Whores" do not know how to market themselves!! They make it hard to be a "Good Guy"

My Pimp game is strong!! Meaning that the "Little Whores" actually come up to Me looking for ways to make money. Almost screaming at Me "Teach Me How to Be a Good Whore" and the pimp wants to come out of Me and say "Get your little ass over here, Daddy is going to make money off you" I know the drill, I will be used as the scapegoat for these "Little Whores" to act out or become sluts. Since by appearance I'm this intimidating, scary, strong figure of a person the "Little Whores" feel safe with Me. For example if any of these little guys get into any trouble or someone refuses to pay. Ding Ding they will just call up BIG DADDY DIESEL to come collect the money!! Likewise if anybody puts their hands on any of my boys, I will break their arm!!

But then again.....

I'm not a pimp!! But if I was....

I would take care of my Whores/Hoes!!


Tuesday, June 07, 2011


When I was first asked to do Gay Days I was like....

Whats Gay Days???

I mean I heard about the circuit party and all the happenings in town everything, but I didn't know to what extent.


Being paired with Matthew Rush and Brent Corrigan.....that is fucking huge!! I went on this trip with HIGH EXPECTATIONS when you work with Other Stars of big caliber it could be hit or miss..


More about that later...

Okay fast forward all the traveling and getting to hotel and checking in stuff. I get to the event and I see they have the table set up for autographs and giving out the swag(DVDs, Signed autographs). When I looked at that table I instantly had a flashback from the movie "The Wrestler"

Where Mickey Rourke looks over at the "Fallen" wrestlers who have been in the Wrestling business for years. They are all banged up and wore out but the "Old Guys" are still around....

Cue the Music:

This meeting of Matthew Rush, Brent Corrigan and Diesel Washington was very important to Me. I was a fan of both of these gentleman's work, and that is no secret. Matthew made the blueprint for all future porn stars coming into the business, He has that level of fame WE all want!!

Matthew Rush - Battle Veteran of this business, Hall of Famer...and like Me an "Old Man" in this business.. HAHAHA

Brent Corrigan - Twink sensation he set the bar for all the Twinks performers of today. They all want his level of fame and exposure and opportunities!! He set the bar for Twinks. And again...another veteran of this business, who has seen it all and done it all..

Diesel Washington - Battle blogger, Self promoter, who sets the bar in his performances and known for his outlandish outspoken views. And YES another "Old Guy" in this business..

This meeting of the minds was important for Me, I wanted to interview each performer and get his views on how the industry has changed. The future of porn and where We are heading. Just important stuff that We can talk about openly and maybe bring some things to light that some people may not know.

Wishful thinking....Back to Story

So I don't want to sit at the table yet because Matthew and Brent have not arrived yet. I was early(Yes on time!!)so I walked around and groped some of the "Baby porn stars" and when I say "Baby" porn stars I mean it in a cute way. I mean I have to call a spade a spade the "Baby" porn stars looked just like that..

Okay I will be fair...they looked like little boys(cute but little)that is all I'm saying..

Mike Rivers, Gabe Weston, Tristan Sterling Had fun guys.....

Big Shout Out to Cuddle buddy...J.T. Knightley(Yeah I can sleep in a bed with a boy and not fuck him, I was "Cum Tired" anyway)

Let me not forget I was promoting Suite703(Recent Grabby winner)and my newest DVD out!!:

Look for that out in stores now!!! If you need a Flashback of that scene here you go:

Here is Alex looking sexy again....Big Shout to Steven P as well(Miss ya boy)

Well fast forward to the story, finally Matthew Rush arrives. We talk about the last time We worked together at Parliament House as seen here:

Has it been that long??.....Damn!!

Anyway finally Brent Corrigan arrives and We were able to catch this photo:

This is the only picture of Diesel/Brent/Matthew taken at the event together....

Yeah out of all the pictures taken the entire weekend this was the only picture We took together.. Sad!!

Anyway I will explain more later...

So its the first night, and everybody is feeling great(Drunk and stoned)I grab a model named "Tanner" and head back to his room and PLOW THE HELL OUT OF HIM!! Beforehand I thought I was smooth, I grabbed up one boy named "Jordan" who likes to tease. I pulled him to the side and face fucked him in a back room. It so happens that "Tanner" is in the room and watching and licking his lips in the background. "Tanner" ruins the cock sucking experience saying that he wants to get fucked by a "Saint" which then leaves Me to saying "If you like him, then why are you blowing Me then?" I pull my dick out of his mouth, and give "Tanner" the look like "Yo u want to finish what he started?" I guess the kid is good at reading eye signals, cause he quietly makes his way out of room and heads to his own room. While the other models are talking and stuff I too make my way quietly out of the room. So I'm in full chase mode, and "Tanner" leads Me to his room. Two seconds into going into his room, We are butt naked and he is deepthroating my dick. I can not lie, the kid gives good head. After that its all downhill for the boy, I start fucking him(safe of course)and I bring him to "Plow City" with Me.

Now I thought I was smooth enough to get away with sneaking into this models room without the attention from the other models. Wrong!!! You know how Sluts are, We all want to know who is Fucking Who?? So of course came the knocks on the door, people walking into the room unexpected(His roomie)so that was a done deal!! I fucked the kid well(he came twice, Me no)and at one point it gets funny. Some of the other 'Baby" porn stars are right outside of the hotel room singing "Ebony and Ivory"...

Yeah it was one of those nights...

I get back to my Hotel alone, and crash out and fall asleep..

Day 2 I decide to go to the Doubletree Booth at Adult Expo and the place was packed. Brent Corrigan arrives at the DoubleTree and We decide to hangout together. Its cool the usual small talk bah bah bah. A couple of interviews later(Big Shout out to Jordan)its decompressing time.

Anyway..I hangout with him and "His Friends" ummm....its a wrap!! Without going into a story, I wanted to leave right then and there. I jumped in a car and went back to hotel to get ready for the night. I have a hard time dealing with Egos, so when I hangout with somebody who has one of those, things get alittle difficult. Its one thing to be "ON" around fans and people you do not know. But to be "ON" constantly is alittle annoying.

Moving on...

I get to the Parliament House(On time)and get ready for Saturday night, which has been billed the biggest nights of the weekend. Yikes I put on my War face!! Matthew shows up later and Brent is missing in action. Not sure Why?? When We are all staying in the same hotel...

So at Brents expense We have alittle fun with him:

That was made by an EX fan...who waited for 2hours to see Brent(No lie)

So yeah when "Things Happened" there was no connection at all with Brent. Diesel and Matthew however had a great time meeting fans and interacting together and just having a blast. No one can plan these things, but I expected that putting together Big Stars would be fun for the Fans and almost an Epic moment.

How many times in Porn History are you going to have Diesel Washington, Brent Corrigan and Matthew Rush all on the same card. Parliament House went all out to bring Us out to Orlando and We as Porn StarS should have put on ONE HELL OF A SHOW. All egos aside it was for the Fans...

Alittle awkward when fans want to take a picture with all of Us and there is a person missing. Things happen and people run late I know, but WE WERE ALL IN THE SAME HOTEL!! No excuse!! Not to put him on blast but as a Porn Star who admires other Porn Stars for the hard work they put in. I was sadden that We couldn't be on the same page and put on something WILD for the fans.

Another Fan made this on Day 3(Late again)for Brent:

So I'm not bashing Brent, in fact when He was at the booth he was very good to his Fans. I do have to say, when Brent is "On" his fans love him. I was just tired of his fans asking when will Brent arrive to sign autographs?? He is not my problem and after this weekend I have a whole different view of Brent(*sigh not good one). Oh well...

More pics from Parliment House:

Judging Model contest:

Eating out with Jordan(Fort Lauderdale Johnnys bartender)who is also working on a film project. Wish you the best on that, and I knew you would get back with BF. Glad I got the chance "To Hangout with Ya" before you went back into that relationship thingy(Sorry I'm bitter, LOL). Sorry I have to say it, Your a Hottie yummy!!

So I had a great Trip, regardless of what happened out there. This trip was for the fans, THE FANS!!!

Thanks to all that came out to see Me(hands tired from signing autographs for hours)and even though I think I lost some sight in my eyes(too many camera flashs)My main goal was to give the Fans a great showing....

And I did that!!

Big Shout to Fabscout Family they are always looking out for Me!! Pics above by Fabscout Howard.

When the drama started, I didnt want to pull out my camera for anything. Sad that other porn stars can not leave their ego baggage home and just have fun at an event with your Co Headliners. *sucks

Also Saturday night was huge because SaltNPepa was performing at Parliment House as well...

Yes that is right!!!


Next post up.... Hip Hops Queens(rim shot) SALTNPEPA

Friday, June 03, 2011


Another quick post, I landed in Orlando and getting ready for a good time out here. If your in this neck of the woods come out and see Me.I don't bite and for this trip, I might even let people touch my Chest!! It seems that everybody is always grabbing or rubbing or playing with my Chest. At first it gets annoying..

But I want the crowd to enjoy themselves, and for this trip I will allow it!!

Anyway another post later....

I'm out in Orlando BITCH!!

Thursday, June 02, 2011


Vid by Fabscout

I have to show a different side to Fans, some people do not like kids...I LOVE KIDS!!! I'm a big kid so I guess I have alot in common..

Anyway above I'm Hamming it up on the Dino Ride

Gay Days post coming next...


Okay I went to Chi Town for the Grabbys awards.....

Don't get mad cause this will be a fast post..

Highlights of the Grabby Trip:

Meeting models that had nothing but love for Diesel, in no real order I added comments for each porn star. If I talked to ya I remember everything. Yeah I play like I'm stoned and don't give a fuck. But its always better to make people think that your a mess because then U can see what THEY are really up to.... Sneaky sneaky anyway road call...

Bobby Clark- yes u got bigger and your ass filled out nicely yummy. Still looking porn ready cute boy. Hugs

Trent Diesel- you have been a busy boy, I wanted to kick it with ya. But I see your going through some stuff, I'm going through the same shit myself so I wanted to give you space to have a wild night

Tommy Defendi- love Tommy!! I owe you big time Homey!! You kept Me on the high road all weekend for that I'm really grateful..

Dayton O'Connor- Argh....You got a chance to watch Me sleep(I hate when people watch me sleep) Thank God your cute as fuck, next time I'm climbing in bed with ya...ummm TMI let me shut up!!

Jason Crew- Love you man, I want to say Thanks for putting Me up for the night when I got stuck in Chi Town I had a great time watching movies and Family guy with ya Homey. Your alittle crazy sometimes but that is what I LOVE about ya!!

Mike Rivers- your a cutie, remember what I said to you and BF that is happening in Orlando YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!

Alexx Garrett- READ ABOVE

Kirk Cummings and BF- Ummm pot brownies really??? Stoned out!! Kirk you look great your Bf is training the hell outta ya. Wow your body is looking sick right now. Congrats and good luck with everything happening in the future.

Wade Westin- I see you....I just had to play with your feet! Tickle Tickle!!HAHA and your right I will play with more than your feet next time.

Parker Perry- dude when your were sitting on my lap in the cab ride, I popped a boner. I know you felt it cause you caught grinding in my lap the whole cab ride. Guess what?? That shit felt GOOD!! You sexy hairy puppy!! And the reason why I don't pull out my cock? I'm an escort in my heart, and Daddy has to get paid for Dick flashing.

Alex Rocks- hey homey you were right next door to my hotel room, I should have opened the door and invited you to tear up that ass of urs. But I was a gentlemen that weekend....Next time I see you NO MISTER NICE GUY!! BTW love the country accent. Yummy!

Lex Sabre- You know I have seen more than a few of your bottoming scenes and u take that dick well...Yummmy!! And the whole Dawson Riley just pissed Me off. Who the fuck he thinks he is??? Thanks for the backing on that subject.

Preston Steel- dude that was so cool of ya to introduce yourself to Me. You want the truth?? I knew who you were you didn't have to explain to Me. But I was glad that you had the balls to come up to Me and Kick it!! Most porn stars are too stuck up to do that...I come up to other porn stars all the time and give them Love, after all We work the same business..

Dante Escobar- Glad to see another Man of Color in the business, let me know if you need any help in promotion homey. Men of Color have to stick together in this business, there aren't many of us but we need to stay connected together. And that comment backstage at the Grabbys hurt a bit, but you don't know Me very well but I will give you a pass for now..I'm watching you

Dylan Hauser- the weekend started rough on ya HAHAAH but I'm glad you pulled yourself together and had a great time when you was out there. Thanks for being so cute and nice and taking the time to talk to Me.

Tom Wolfe- your a crazy fucker!! I was worn out when We were dancing on Stage. Your almost getting too heavy(muscle)for Me to pick you up in the air(I said almost)Anyway you crazy fucker!! I still remember the comment you made at the table when we were eating, your a smart fucker!! And I like the way you think...DON'T LET IT GET TO YOUR HEAD BRO. HAHAH

Billy Byron- sexy sexy sexy, Yes I wanted to fuck you!! There I said it. But I was alittle busy at the time, next time I run into ya. I will RUN INTO YA!! You think I didn't notice you pushing out your ass every time I walked by ya?? Glad I had a chance to play with ya on stage. Your fucking ripped!!

Jeremy Bilding- sorry to hear that your leaving the gay side of the business(I know it gets rough)I wish you continued success in the porn business. Also THANK YOU for being so open and honest with Me when We were talking at the After party at the hotel. I didn't expect that you would be so open with Me and for that U have my Respect and attention(my eyes are on that ass of urs)

703Justin- you made the upset of the night, When they announced the winner of the Grabby and people were sitting there shocked. I was the one that yelled "You Go Justin" A well deserved win...don't let the haters WIN!! Just make them hate you more!! And your BF is cute.....Whoops let me back away now...HAHA

Steve Pena and Husband- on the real I don't think I'm getting bigger or taller, I think I'm getting older and older is all. Thanks for the love and you and your husband looked hot at the Grabbys Yummy!! And I think your the one that is getting bigger every time I see ya... Just saying!

Brandon Wilde- for a white boy you got that booty dance down!! And that pink suit you wore to Grabbys that shit was BUTTER!! Your growing up right in front of my eyes and the little boy I first met is long gone. Your turning into a Man!! Yummy!!

Jaxxon Miller- okay this is a hard one, when I first saw you I wanted to run up to you and pick you up in the air and throw you around. Of course it would have been one of those moments "Oh look at Diesel, throwing around twinks again" so I kept my distance. But when you climbed on that bed and started giving Me a massage I was like "Oh no now everybody will think Diesel chasing the twinks again" I should have said FUCK IT!! Threw you down on the bed and handled business...Fuck what people think!! But....I was also with somebody at the time so it would have been a bad look..Next time cute boy!! Next your ass is mine. BTW that body is bigger I see the difference and it looks good on ya. Your booty is turning into a bubble now....I see you!!

Eric Austyn- don't starve yourself homey!!Your stomach muscle were on fire on stage, so fucking ripped. Yummy sorry I had you holding my coat(I had a show to do)next time instead of holding my coat, you will be holding my dick!! Just playing(no being serious)LOL

Donny Wright- Thank you Shy guy for letting me throw you around on stage. I could tell you were alittle nervous I'm glad I could help ease your nerves and just have some fun on stage. Plus I will kick your ass in Marvel VS Capcom(although I no longer have a PlayStation *ouch) It was good talking to ya and hanging out with ya at Hydrate! I'm sure I will run into you again homey..

Scotty B- glad I had the chance to run into ya!! And no I don't have any plans to visit LA anytime soon.. No offense just not my neck of the woods

Brent Corrigan- glad I had a chance to talk to ya and I will be seeing you in Orlando. We need to talk about what kind of show we will put on...Nasty!!

Matthew Rush- saw ya briefly in Chi town but I will see more of ya in Orlando seems like a Flashback to 2008 PHouse

Calvin Knight- great seeing you face to face finally!! Your a cute short muscle pup yummy. Love those ears!!

Scott Alexander- BIG BIG BIG SHOUT OUT to my Twin, dude if it wasn't for us that party would not have started..Porn stars walking around in their drawers afraid to jump on the stage and dance tsk tsk tsk its always takes the brothers to start the party Right??? Great seeing ya again BTW our scene is still soaring to the clouds and shit. I guess its true fans want to see two fine brothers going at it. I'm glad that We could give the fans what they wanted!!

Casey Monroe- damn your ripped now and I love the new ink on your skin. Work the fuck out of that man...Good luck for the future!

Jason Sparks- nice seeing you again homey!! Let me know when I can fuck the shit out of your exclusive. I would rip that motherfucker in half.....

Mr Pam- always a pleasure seeing you baby girl. You caused some scandals out in Chi town. hahahah

Erynn Vaehne- so cool to bump into ya, sorry I asked so many questions about things. Hey when you tweet something I will come right at you and ask Really? I read that Tweet and was curious about the WHOLE story!! Sorry for being nosey

Tim and Sister Roma- Tim hahahahaha I have nothing bad to say at all. Sister Roma congrats on the Hall of Fame you deserve it.

Tony Hunter- ummmm Now you know I hate boys that tease. I know that's your thing and all. But cute boys teasing Diesel Washington??? That's unheard of.... still you have a nice ass that deserves some attention from some big dickers

Samuel Colt- congrats on your awards, its all downhill now!! Not a bad thing but you know what I mean

Chris Porter- sexy sexy sexy!! I'm shocked that you give Me a hug every time I see you. At first I was alittle bitchy to you because I didn't know what you was all about. After Hustlaball NYC last year I was convinced you are a STAR!!

Jake Austin- Hey girl!! HAHAHAH that lip gloss is popping!!

Bobby Knight- good to see ya mister sexy voice

Nick Young- thanks for the Vids and your right. I'm a hooker/blogger/personality/pornstar GET IT RIGHT!!

The Maverick Men- finally had a chance to meet you guys, you guys step up your game and I'm happy at your success!!

Scottie Brooks- ummm next time you call my name in the hallway. To get my attention pull your cock everytime!!!hahah

Kennedy_Carter- I love your blog!! Keep the posts up homey blog writing is not easy. I have been doing it for 6years now...Keep up the good work Ginger boy

gpcrush- I love when you have your hair pulled back very Sade looking and hot!!

Austin Wilde- like I said playa I had 10 and all gone within 10mins of telling you I had ten of them..(private joke)

Derek DaSilva- hey brother I did the same thing you did this weekend. I didn't go to the Hyatt at all.. Kinda of over the whole Nasty Pig leather thing. I have been doing it for years and the lifestyle has changed alot in the past couple of years and not in a good way

NaughtyLauraD- sorry we didn't have more time to talk. You know I'm a nut job!! HAHA

Jared Tyler- ummm regardless what people say about you. I like you homey!! And when you asked my opinion of your Exit interview.. I was touched!! And when you walked away and said "Thanks for giving Me your feedback, I respect your opinion" I was touched little homey... Everybody thinks you have this "I don't give a fuck attitude" but when you lose the porn persona and sit down and talk to Me I see the real you and I like what I see... You will be missed my friend

Other Highlites of Grabbys:

Jimmy D, drunk and busting his ass at the Tim and Roma show

Bel Ami boys looking hot as fuck!!

And the biggest Highlight of the Grabbys trip....Ryan Middleton

I had the chance to hangout with this hottie Friday/Saturday/Sunday/Monday. We are good friends and I just like the Vibe I get from little man.

Yeah so a quick post about Grabbys......

If I missed anybody, sorry....

I talked about the Porn Stars that talked to Me or who I hungout with during the weekend. If I didnt mention you:

You either avoided Me(Like I care)

Or you didn't stand out that I need to write something about ya.

If We did talk and you feel that your missing email me I will add you to my post because its only fair..

After all I was stoned the entire time in Chi town(allows me to deal with Bi polar easier)

Ummm Grammar snobs/English majors...yup run on sentences, fragmented sentences and its a mess!! Hate Me Hate Me!! This is a blog relax....

Those rules do not apply..

Big Shout out to the whole Fabscout family(Howard, Gio, Matt, Johnny) We had a blast in Chi town and PEOPLE IN PORN you really need to be apart of the family.

We may fight and disagree at times but its all still love when the day is done.


Big Shout Out to Mark and Stacy from Grabbys as well....thanks for putting on another great show!! See ya next year.

Only this time Mark....I will be touching you regardless of what you say(Private joke)


Wednesday, June 01, 2011


I think its really over.....

While out in Chi town I received several texts from "Petey" very mean spirited and nasty(I deserve it)all week I have done nothing but say I was sorry. Over and over I would get back mean and nasty texts...

I know I set up myself for failure, I get it but I can't withstand the meanness being thrown my way constantly. I have to keep working and maintain myself in business/porn industry without having to deal with the emotions of a person scorned. He has the right to be Mad and upset and I can handle anything that he throws at me.

But he took it to another level that I can't handle....

I could deal with him cheating on Me(small change) I can deal with the mean comments and lashing out at Me. He could sleep with my Best Friend and I would be still cool with that. But he took it to that level where I want to kill him(not really Kill).

I know people get angry and stuff...

But to destroy my PlayStation and burn some of my Comics and tear up my clothes???

That is some "Waiting to Exhale" shit!!! :

The part that pisses Me off about all of that, "Petey" is well off and his family is doing very well with themselves. So to destroy something of mine, THAT I WORKED HARD FOR really put Me in a nasty mood. Secondly I was getting text after text of mean shit sent to Me every hour.

I wear my emotions on my sleeve, at events I have to be Diesel Washington. The Diesel Washington who is sad and upset, most people do not like and that is not fair to my fans who want to see Me. If I'm just standing around feeling sorry for myself, nobody wants to be around that.

I received alot of emails from Fans who read my Twitter and ask Me "Now all of the sudden your out slutting again, why am I not fighting for "Petey"????"

I can not force someone to be with Me, I think at this point We both need some time apart(gives Us both time to think)and that is the situation right now.

So there you have it!! I still Love "Petey" but I can not force him to take Me back. The situation has changed and I don't think he will ever be able to trust Me again, in the time I got to know "Petey" he carries baggage with him everywhere and the Man never forgets.

So he is one hard cookie to crack........

Not to use an excuse or anything, but I have a tour coming up soon and I will be traveling the United States so maybe this is best for both of us.

This is not the end of the story, so We will see what happens down the road.

Wish me luck!!