Thursday, December 27, 2012

BEHIND THE SCENES FOOTAGE OF HARDWIRE




As a late Christmas present, I finished editing the behind the scenes footage of this special photo shoot.  The guys look amazing and it was crazy that I had that much control over the shoot and getting the best pics as possible to tell the story.

The "Hard Wire" project has taken many turns and twists but finally the product is down to the last few touches to make it amaze balls...

We are working hard for the fans and We stepped up the production value and really invested some money into this project.

Hope everybody enjoys the Vid...


Yeah My big mouth is in there directing the action...


Let Me keep the people updated:

I will be in Philly this Friday to Saturday

Then Washington DC, Saturday to Monday...


YOU KNOW HOW TO FIND ME!!

Sunday, December 23, 2012

RICAN BOIS

I hate time wasterers so much i have to put them on blast..stay tuned

Thursday, December 20, 2012

MY BODY PROGRESS PTII

Here is a new Vid about Me.... Of course I had to show off the body a little just to make your mouth water. Anyway alot of filming this week, We are doing a medical scene that will be amazing and then We have some special guests coming to the Studio, this will be a long week of shooting but it will be so worth it... Thanks for beening patient with the whole "Hard Wire" project, it's coming along and We add things everyday to it. There are alot of surprises in store for the fans... Please stay with Me, You made it this far!!! The best is yet to come..

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

GRINDR HORROR STORIES

Cummy sloppy seconds..
Caught your attention?

m Bttms will get fucked and loaded then go to the next.man asking to be rimmed..ewww Patrick u nasty now stories are crazy but what makes this story worse..is the bttm started leaking the next mans cum all over the new guys dick while he was fucking him this bttm has no shame must have been the Molly. Even worse thr de boy is not out adding to the story... Wait it gets better a hot slut in heat.

Thursday, December 13, 2012

WORN OUT AND TIRED

I haven't kept the people up to date..

The run down:

I have been burning the candle at both ends, working out at the gym has really been draining Me.  At this point of my life working out will always be there.  I looked in the mirror the other day and I started to notice that I'm putting my size back on...

Let's be honest for the last couple of the months, I was in the dumps.  I just didn't want to do anything and I was even growing out a nasty old beard and was so hard on myself.  When you lose a partner/ friend I took it hard, this was the same person that I thought had my back.  Anyway it was almost like mourning the death of a friend. Dang!!

I got into that creative world and started directing and editing and I'm having alot of fun doing that.  But then I started reading the blogs(A No no)after seeing other performers use your moves, other bloggers jumping on the bandwagon, Twitter messes trying to get under your skin, I basically had enough of sitting on the sideline..

Let's be real, there are some Hotties in porn right now and I have to put my stamp of approval on them. LOL Take that as you want. Directing is my passion right now, but I can not forget about my own model career(I was)I wasn't putting up body pics, or even making funny YouTube for the fans, alot of my time is spent editing Vids, and putting together Porn shoots and coming up with story lines.  I need some Diesel time...

I do miss the lights and the hot sex on set(Yeah right)mostly it was hearing the feedback from fans liking(Or not)a scene I have done. Every scene that I have appeared in, I always add that "Diesel Touch" to it, wheter the viewing knows it or not. Speaking of scenes....

I have a huge scene coming up that I'm filming and alas I can't say anything about. But I can say this.... This will be a followup scene to my first passion scene. Not sure if anybody saw my scene in "Double Standard" http://www.dieselwashingtonxxx.com/2008/09/double-standard-movie.html Hopefully...*sigh

Anyway...

I kept telling the fans that I needed to do one more really romantic over the top scene.  Most fans see me as this Master Blaster and I need to evolve and so more personality on screen(No I'm not bottoming)but I will really enjoy this next chapter in my porn career.  I worked hard behind the scenes, learning directing and editing and casting and putting together story lines. It took Me more than a year to learn how to film properly(still a work in progress)as the days go by I feel I have alot to offer this business and I'm not going anywhere.

I came on the blog to update everybody but www.Dawgpoundusa.com is holding me to my tongue and I can't release too much...

THANK GOD CHRISTMAS IS COMING!!!

Oh....

I wanted to announce a new character that I'm developing......


PIMP DADDY DIESEL...

PDD for short...

Everybody loves a pimp right??  Felt that it was a good thing to bring back the PIMP!!

Yes drink him in......


Where are my White Twink Bitches!!! I got a strong pimp hand, and you Hoes know whats up!!

Tuesday, December 11, 2012

HARD WIRE Scene 12 "I got to Check In"




The series continues...

"Hard Wire" Scene 12 "I got to Check In"....


Enjoy!!

Wednesday, December 05, 2012

SHOWING OFF!!

It was time to show off a little... Enjoy!!

Monday, December 03, 2012

KEEPING TRACK OF EVERYTHING

Well.....

I haven't sat down and actually wrote something of some thought lately. So it's time to finally talk about a few things. Well everybody knows that relationship is in the toilet, and that I have been Co directing some scenes for Dawgpoundusa for a Web series called "Hard Wire".

Up to date, I have been hitting the gym like a mad man, and finally it is showing off!! It's not easy when you get older to keep hitting the gym like a blood thirsty beast. I find that the older I get, the more recovery time I need outside the gym. So I changed my workout and had to adjust my cardio days with Power lifting. My body had to get used to the change, and it was a loooong period where I wasn't seeing the changes I wanted to see right then and there. I'm older so I have to pick my spots where I can attack and others where I work out smarter not harder...

Sometimes I think about my next chapter on this porn journey, I really accomplished alot in my time in porn, but I'm greedy!! I don't know how to stop... I wrote of couple of posts talking about how flattering it is to have someone performing YOUR positions and all that. And you know what?? I'm not fucking dead!!

 Here is where the switch hits my mind, I'm glad that people want to do something they saw in a movie, but the fact is... I have more than that..... Sitting on the sidelines is not easy, I look at footage of other models and I say to myself I could have done that scene hotter or better.

  I see the newer generation of porn stars and while they have outstanding bodies(some)I do see this new wave of porn stars who really should be THANKFUL that the viewing audience is giving them a chance to perform for them. Everybody wants natural and down to earth, or how do they say it... Approachable!! Well news flash!! Since you opened the door to porn stars who don't have worked out bodies(or the best body on their frame), Gay for pay models, Lackluster performances, and the basic Suck and Fuckers, you set the bar LOW!! And you still have the problem of the Cunty/Ego/Douche models but now you got AVERAGE thinking they are hot shit and that is way worse than the model who at least, was built like a God, Face of an angel, who performed because they love showing off model. So what they had Ego..So what they thought they were better than people. At least you could see all the hard work in the gym and diet putting that body together.

Moving on... It is not easy to be a blogger sometimes, coming up with idea after idea is hard. I have been writing this blog for eight years so coming up with ideas is hard. Bloggers are a wicked bunch, We all think We are way smarter than the average blogger and sometimes We write with too much passion. I look over the blog from time to time, and read these horror stories where I threaten people, wish for the death of a person. Yikes!! At least most can agree that this blog is REAL!! It is full of ups and downs, and it would make a great book. *Hint Hint

A book deal would be great, but I don't want that same crappy Tell All book like most porn stars do. I want something interesting and real and not so much a Tell All but almost like a guide or something. I'm shopping around some ideas so I will keep you posted to the future of something like that. In order to write a good book, I need that positive change or higher goal achieved thing, that will give it that extra push. The story of coming into fame is interesting but I still haven't had my crossover moment, that moment when you cross over to another media/press/audience. I really think I have much more to do in this game, I'm excited for the future of things.

Traveling is something I love doing(I got no partner now *sigh)so I'm trying to plan a trip to Europe. That is right!! Europe! I was there in the 90's(Military)but going over there as Diesel Washington would not only further my career but will open some MAJOR doors for Me. This is something that has my name on it!! More about that later...

I know what your waiting for....

The Rants, here goes:

If your breathe stinks you will not be sucking my dick, even if you give good head. I don't want my dick smelling like your stinky breathe, soap and water will not get off stinky bad breathe. A porn star with Stinky bad breathe dick...not a good look.

It's Dec, come on people stop wearing sandals (esp Sandals with socks)flip flops, it's Winter!! You look retarded wearing sandals in 20 degree weather.

Why every time I have to take a shit, there is always "That Guy" in the stall next to Me that HAS TO blow it up!! I mean when your traveling you have to take a dump, but does it have to be LOUD?? Does all that air have to come out?? Do I really need to hear you strain to push out that shit?? And is there anyway you could muffle the noise of the log hitting the water. I mean I hear chunks coming out of you and filling up that toilet. And why does the shit HAVE TO stink?? Lastly after you finish shitting, WHY didn't you wash your hands?? Eww People are downright nasty!!

I don't like women who spit out in public, I think it looks trashy and cheap. Maybe I'm old school, I think women should act like ladies. A women that spits and farts in public, I think is just trashy.

  Same thing goes for women pissing on the street, I don't think its looks cool or classy.. but that is just my opinion.

I don't like when I see women on the train, putting on makeup. Just my pet peeve, if your a lady, your suppose to have on your face before leaving the house.

  I don't like guys that are smug with either money/intelligence. Showing off how much money you have doesn't impress Me. Using big words in your sentences, doesn't impress Me. At end the day, you still want dick and to ride the pole.

If your not in a meeting or in school, if I call you and you don't answer but text Me in return...You got issues Homey. I called you because I wanted to speak directly to you, not get my answers via Text.

Guys in the gym who read the newspapers. Ummmm not sure what your doing here but reading a Newspaper?? Really? Get off the machine DICK WADD!!

Anyway more later...

Thursday, November 29, 2012

HARD WIRE Scene 11 "An Eye for an Eye"

This is more of the series "Hard Wire" Scene 11...... It's Coming!!! We are making sure everything is in place FIRST!!

Sunday, November 25, 2012

MY MIND PLAYING TRICKS ON ME!!




Some people have this fantasy that Porn Stars live this glorious life(Highs/Lows). But....

You see the models and they are fucking in all these glam locations with hot guys.  You read their tweets flying here and flying there, everybody is in the gym(sometimes twice)and some go as far as posting everything they eat/drink/movie/TV/book read or seen. We all understand that Porn is entertainment? Right??..

I started in porn 2005, and back then having a blog was a hit or miss.  A blog gave the porn star an outlet so that he could either Rant/Promote/Preview/Post pics etc.. A valuable tool for the porn star to be able to connect with his/her fans directly.  Who knew that would open the doors for other social networks out there such as Twitter/Tumblr/Instagram...

So came the next step part of the story...

Now more then ever people are using social networks and People are starting to get Personal!!

We all know my Blog wars, I had huge battles with Studios/Sites/models(Headaches) Classic battles played out for the media/bloggers/models everybody.  But now these bloggers/models are hitting harder than ever! Everything is Ups for grabs in the entertainment world, Emails/Footage/Tweets/Status updates/Gossip/Rumors everything is being talked about in some form some how..

Every dirty detail is just layed out there right for you...

When is it going Over the Top?? I mean I have read blog posts where actual bloggers will use a persons real name post their pics, undercover cameras and all(Theft Vid). I mean it wasn't that long ago when people started outing each others HIV status online, its a fucking jungle out there.  By no means am I an angel...I have done my "Dirty Shit" before

 Have I ever threatened to post some Assholes pic on my blog and call him out in a good READ. Oh HELL YES!!

9 times out of 10 I would never do something like that...

Moving on!!

Anyway, What I'm trying to say that Motherfuckers are playing dirty out there.  You can OBSERVE and REPORT all you want! I encourage it, all you are doing is just proving my point that your a DICKRIDER!! I created alot of stars in my days, by battling someone on Twitter or through a Blog, I made other motherfuckers who are not worthy of attention, Get it.  To this day I have this little "Nat" on Me that keeps flying around Me.  They see Me out at a party, and the (Sad part) was I didn't see them because if I did I would have "Talked to him" but now this is where the story gets strange.

This same person has to write a blog about Me at some party, like he is some reporter on a story. If your at a party, "Why are you paying so much attention to Me??" It's a party, go talk mingle around have some drinks, go into the backroom, DO YOU! Yet after reading his post, he spent the entire time at the party watching Me. I don't get it? If you do not like Me then why watch Me? Secretly in love with Me maybe? He is trash not even going to say his name.  Anyway....

This leads Me to my post "My Mind Playing Tricks On Me"  I write alot about being paranoid and always having people watch Me.  You would think I get off on having people watch Me since I am a porn star but I keep telling people..I'm that Socially Awkward type of guy and porn has made Me alittle paranoid.

Besides people following Me to the bathroom or the daily stares on the train, and having guys stalk on you on the street and then email from an anonymous sender "Telling you that they saw you on the street, wearing bah bah, talking to bah bah, eating bah bah and what time of day it is.  Alittle creepy! I'm somewhat used to it....

I have to keep telling my brain that I'm in the public eye(Everywhere I go)I'm a humble dude, I walk with purpose and get to where I need to go.  I don't work a room or try to be flashy, I simply be Me. Even if I get the stare like, "Oh shit!! its..." I give the head nod and keep it moving.

 FYI starting a Convo by saying "I have jerked off to your movies" is not a good look on a crowded RUSH HOUR train.

I had to learn how to prepare myself for this:

I have learned in the past that having drink after drink after drink might make you THINK you seem cool. But your just a Hot Drunk Mess!! My first years in porn I used the booze to calm my nerves at events and that just caused problems for Me. Bottomline  I'm not a drinker and using the booze to loosen up does not work well on Me..feed Me booze and I want to take a nap.  So I stick to Pot these days(No the pot is not making Me paranoid HAHA)!!

More of a Homebody now, if I go out its to get to the place(House party/Club/Bar/Outing) show my face say "Hello" and then leave. However...If there is a goodlooking bunch of people over there, I might stay alittle longer and talk some shit(mingle)with the people. So I don't do the whole Club scene from city to city like some models. When I go to the club, it's either with friends or when I go bymyself its just to hear the music, "Quick Pick Up" and I'm Out!....

You just have to be nice at all times and stay humble, I realize that when you run into someone you recognize from porn you want to run up like seeing an "Old Friend"but do you realize..This model has never met you, doesn't know why you approaching him so aggressively so remember that when you see your favorite model out there. Start with an ole fashioned "Hello my name is..."

It works!

Now the hard part, how to manage your brand through social networking??  Wheter you  Personality/Model/Site/Studio everything you Tweet/Update/Status/Tumblr/Instagram is for the judging eyes of everyone!! How to handle it??

Simple....JUST DON'T GIVE A FUCK!!

If I have a TwitterMelt Down!! Oh well....

Blog War? It happens

If I start trashing commentors on other blogs....So be it!

I will go on the Forums(Old school) and fight for my cause.

Why?? I simply do not give a fly fuck!!

I am not a role model, I do porn and I'm a human being who is flawed and makes mistakes.  At the same time if "Little Wayne" was to say Vote for Mitt Romney, would I listen to him as a "Role model" or something? I can do good deeds but I do not want the pressure of having to be a Role model to anybody. However I like to think I INSPIRED some people....

Getting off topic..

The paranoia sometimes becomes overwhelming, and I need a break to catch my wind.  My paranoia is Justified, literally I am being watched. The paranioa is that people are watching everything I do Outside of porn. When am I allowed to resume a normal life again?? The sad truth is that I can Never go back to having a normal life and knowing that fact is sometimes hard to swallow(no pun intended) When you become a Vet, people expect you to just disappear or to use the phrase "Bow Out gracefully" and go where?? I can retire from performing, but my scenes will last forever!! That was the point of it all, to make a project that will stand the test of time, so there is no turning the hand of time back. I had to learn how to embrace it, that and the increasing paranioa that comes along with it. People are going to watch you regardless, in this field of work, I have to accept that and deal with it.

How to explain the paranoia? Some people seem right at home leaving windows/shades/blinds open for public viewing. I walk around Manhattan and everyday you can see right into an apartment and see people sitting on couch watching TV or in the kitchen making something to eat.

At my house, I keep the blinds/shades down and my windows locked, even though I live in a nice area.  When I go to sleep I shut my bedroom door and lock it for no reason. I always sit facing the entrance of any place that I eat at, and as soon I walk into a place I carefully note where all the fire exits are and or any window leading to the street in case of a quick getaway. Even worse I always size up the people in a place, thinking of the quickest exit and whom I might have to push/tackle/move out of my way to leave.


Anyway a glimpse inside the mind of Bi polar...

To wrap this up, FUCK YOU TO THE BLOGGER

Now there is a reason why I so feel so paranoid cause Dirty Sluts always keep watching Me..




Saturday, November 24, 2012

NANDO20NY

Another one to add these are people I talk to online who play games I'm going to Air these boys out Pics and all

ANOTHER DICK JERSEYBOI91

so little time and so many assholes to reveal

STUDFORLIFE400 The Real Story

i have been chatting with a person using the handle Studforlife400,

WHAT A BULLSHIT ARTIST..

IM ABOUT TO REVEAL THIS VILLIAN STAY TUNED


Monday, November 19, 2012

SHIT YOU THINK ABOUT AFTER DOING PORN....Pt1

by Diesel Washington




I go to a party(mixed)there always is that one guy that gives you that strange look, you smile they smile back and you engage in a short conversation.  Later that night at party you see him standing around looking at his phone with a bunch of people and they are watching a Vid.  It just happens that the Vid they are watching is of you drilling red head Steven P from the Titan men.com in the movie "Telescope" yeah awkward...


Very seldom do I go to gay clubs, and there is a reason for that.  It's seems that at the same exact moment I have to take a piss, ten other guys have to take one at the same time.  I'm not a prude but I'm not a bathroom talker:

Some guys come go into the bathroom and starting talking about sports and the day when standing at the urinal..I'm not one of those guys, I do the quick chat until I'm out of the bathroom.  If you have to discuss business or something important, then you do the WALK outside thing.  Maybe its Me... I'm crazy..

Maybe it's the director in Me, but every time I go some where new and I love the backdrop, I always think filming a porn scene would be awesome. Forget enjoying the moment...

Wow I could shoot from this angle, and We could put lights over here. I could have the guys fucking over there(Or I could be fucking the guys over there) Group scene over there, or a nice threesome overlooking the trees.. Yeah it has gotten bad...

When you start dating a guy, when is it right to tell them that you do porn?? For that matter, what if you starting dating women? What would you tell them. "Hey, just letting you know I used to do porn back in the days, but I direct now" "So yeah....Your looking good tonight.."



These are for the newbies.....


I wonder how many people will find out I'm doing porn now?

I hope my scene is huge and everybody knows my name, check out my scene on ungloryhole.com(hahah had to diss)

Why am I not getting enough press??

Why am I not getting roles like that model(insert name)?

I have to make sure I tweet at least 5 cock pics a day plus two booty pics for extra insurance.

Thinking about getting my eyebrows done(Topher free please)

Need to invest in good Coconut body lotion and some Vitamin E and some good tanning, that will clear some of the Back acne from all the steroids.

Looking at all the other guys, Why work out so hard?? That guy is a star and his body is So so...

Who do I have to fuck around here to get some more roles??



HARD WIRE Scene 10 "Who is the Guilty Party"




Another scene up!! And this one explains how many people had their fingers on the trigger.  Seems like the buck got passed around but who is the one to blame?  Watch and find out!!

Thursday, November 15, 2012

DJ ROY JONES!! MY FRIEND



The good thing learning how to direct and edit Videos is that you can use that knowledge and make promotional Vids for their business...

I'm just starting out....

But with some luck and hard work, I will have the ability to film porn/events/promotional stuff/youtubes..

It's all a Hustle!!

Tell me what you think about the Vid, Warning there are some major "Plugs" in the Vid.

**Disclaimer**

It's always hard editing together footage that has music playing in the background, sometimes its matches the action and sometimes it does not.

I had fun with this Vid, the music lined up right and I think its look good

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

NEW SCENE ON EXTRABIGDICKS.COM


Newest scene on www.Extrabigdicks.com check it out I will even give you a Teaser Vid:
http://www.extrabigdicks.com/tour/tour.php?id=383

I get verbal and really speak to the camera in this one, I don't do many solos but THIS IS ONE that I enjoyed filming with the Great Gio.

Check out his work on www.Giophotography.com  and visit his newest site, http://www.highperformancemen.com/  You might see Me there

VERY SOON!!!

*P.S It's a secret

Friday, November 09, 2012

A NON BELIEVER

Bottom4mandingo

DIESEL AKA RICK ROSS(Trying...)

Can you see Rick Ross here???... Only I know I dont have his song playing...but song aside...I think I pull off a skinny Rick Ross...

CAKES CAKES CAKES pt2


"HARD WIRE" Scene 9 "Officer Down!!"

. Staying busy at the Washington Headquarters... I missed my computer and editing station that is why the series is in full effect right now.... Make sure to watch the Past Vids to stay in tuned with the story.


NEW INTERVIEW

I have a new interview up:
http://www.gaysexafterdark.com/2012/11/exclusive-interview-with-diesel-washington/

It's really revealing...and for once I'm comfortable sitting in front of the camera as always. Big Shout out to Gio. To sum him up:
Good Heart
Smart Man
Great Director
Great Friend.

It's all from the heart...

SNEAK PEEKS AT "Hard Wire" in Fort Lauderdale

Robert Axel, Diesel Washington, Matthew Rush.. I shot them in a hot Flip Flop full of passion and shot in a great location, and a surprise scene... It involves "Cakes"

Thursday, November 08, 2012

COPY KATS PART TWO

Okay this post is this called "Copy Kats ptII" if you don't remember the first one. Here it goes:

Yeah I had to pull out my blogger hat tonight and let the fans know the deal!! By doing it the only way I know how to..
Lets start it!!


I Shot this 2007 for Titan



Shot 2012 
I got used to people "Borrowing"certain positions but its very Flattering to know that I got Zeb Atlas doing my shit!! HAA.. 




"Bully"shot 2007 for Titan



Here it is again 2012 by Spencer Reed, I tell you I'm so flattered that the younger performers are "Borrowing" my moves. Although I was reading the Titanblog the other day and some of the details are slightly off.


Titanmen star Diesel Washington performed the same maneuver in Telescope with Steve Ponce. He also does a rather fun video demonstration on his YouTube Channel.

Not to split hairs, but I CREATED that Move....

Get it right!!HAHA(Joking) http://thesword.com/dieselwashingtonunleashesthebullytraumaticme.html

Imagining this astounding choreography, we can’t help but feel transported back to the humiliating days of high school gym class, when we weighed under 100 lbs and got picked on for not wanting to take showers with the football jocks. Perhaps by reclaiming the move as adults we can get some kind of personal revenge on the pimply meat-heads that terrorized us in our youth, that is, in elaborate fantasy sequences involving Diesel and Diesel only: “So far I haven’t seen the position done the way I do it,” he continues, “I have seem attempts and versions where the bottom is in same position but never in a headlock, or when the camera couldn’t get good footage of the pounding, or when they haven’t been able to hold the position for longer than a couple seconds at a time before the top tires out. So if I see it being done, that postion is now called the ‘Bully’.”

I love you guys but I have to make sure my Moves are trademarked you know?? After using my "Bully" Whats next?:


"Shot Glass"?
CannonBall?
Motorcycle.?
I don't even have a name for this one, I just bounced the bottom on a basketball and plowed him missionary style(I will think up a name)
"Camel Clutch"
"SuperMan"
I used to call this one the "FleshJack".. I think a company is using that one now...I will rename it Later...
It's kinda of like the "SuperMan", I was getting tired at this point so the bttm had to put one hand down just to steady Me..









At first I used to get a alot of "Lip Service" for doing these moves, *Sigh

Seeing how I did these moves, years ago it's kinda of cool when I see the newbies or those performers who seen something I did in the past and try to recreate it again. Only thing...


I'm not Dead yet!! Those moves were years ago I have moved onto Newer things...

Just wait and see...

Saturday, November 03, 2012

TRYING TO FIND THE RIGHT PATH

This post has no order and probably makes no sense.....




Tired of people who stare at Me, and don't bother to say Hello or at least give the classic Nod...

Why does your girlfriend stare at Me?  and Why are you getting upset at SHE is staring.. I do gay porn FOOL

I haven't shaved in days...and you know what I like it...

I have been laying on couch and just eating all kinds of junk food and missing the gym...

Twitter is fun but I hate the bullshit flirting that goes on that shit..(Let me stop lying..I flirt as well) But I wish people understand that when I flirt..

Yes its cute and all that good stuff..but bottom line I want/will FUCK YOU!! So yeah I hate that flirting shit on Twitter cause in the end We wind up meeting and then I try to fuck your ass... There is "NO Takebackees"  So start getting ready and looking at that pillow your going to get ready to bite.


So life is crazy sometimes and We all at one point, WISH FOR THE DEATH OF AN EX.. While that sounds so harsh, its not that I wish actual death that the person getting killed..

It's the version of the person that I feel in love with, that person or being does not exist anymore.  So to erase that memory of the person..That vision of them has to die.

So I'm in Fort Laud and the amount of guys wearing socks and sandals is killing Me..

Mind is going crazy at the amount of things I have do when I get back home. I really do not want to think about it...it will drive Me mad sitting around

RANDOM THOUGHTS

Okay Kids you got Me in a good mood,


I'm down with Drake Jaden(who I always been wanting to work with)  Let's put it this way...

Alot of Sexual tension...well let me back track,

I'm in Fort Lauderdale if I didn't say in a earlier post, and I went out to the Manor out here(wanted to have some drinks) and some how We decided to have a Slut Off I shit you not I mean really I think I'm getting alittle too old for this shit and at the same time I'm like

BRING IT ON LITTLE MAN..


Day 1.  Chilling in the house and just watching TV nothing big and just munching away at food(sorry no sex here) We huddled up and set out for "Manor", I never been to this club and since the weekend was crazy and thinking about home and knowing that my lights and shit is still not together I just wanted to go out and have alittle fun which turned into this Slut Off...

Now at the club the slut control was kept at a respectable rate, alittle flirting and I was good.  I'm not leaving with anybody and doing the whole stalking the bathroom area was a bit tiring(Back in the days) but if you get a few drinks into Me, "Who knows what will happen?"

I'm getting alittle Old for this Shit!

That keeps running through my head, every time I hangout.....



Soooooo...after dancing my ass off(LITERALLY) We decided to take a Visit to the Bathhouse, because they have really good "Gym Equipment" over there... So yeah, Have to run out, Part 2 coming soon

Friday, November 02, 2012

IN FORT LAUDERDALE SHOOTING

Whew...


Okay I have to make this quick, hanging out in Fort Lauderdale and chilling with my peeps Dylan Roberts(if you remember from our Scene on Extrabigdicks.com) and Drake Jaden and CHILLING.... With all the things that are going on in NYC it was time to get away and fly out to get some sun and just relax and also get some work done. So you are here first to hear that I shot a major scene with Matthew Rush and Robert Axel and it was full of passion and lust and these guys really got with the whole flow.

 I finally had my chance to not only work with the amazing Matthew Rush and I also had the chance to direct him in a scene and the scene was really good. Both guys brought their A game and the Chemistry on scene was FIRE, that had to literally hold a camera and not try to jerk off at the same time. We had alot of funny moments on set and I was there to capture it all on film.. I starting to enjoy this Directing thing....

Not only did we get the classic making out and soft passion scene that I wanted but we also have to great shot footage of the beach and the sunrise on the water. I mean I'm trying not to focus on what is going on back home in NYC but eventually I have to go home and face the music. My support/heart go out to those people out in NYC/NJ/Bos that was hit hard by Sandy. Speaking of which the mean reason that I wanted to go the Florida in the first place is because I HAVE NO FUCKING LIGHTS AND I'M NOT SITTING IN A HOUSE WITH MY EDITING EQUIPMENT AND AT LEAST SOME FORM OF ENTERTAINMENT...

To be told I got stuck in Washington for about 5days just sitting around and eating and worrying what is going on in NYC, I keep reading the news about the flooding and all the water in the subways and I was stuck because there is no trains and at the time there were no buses able to bring me back to NYC.. So...... I put my head together with

Dawgpoundusa.com and We decided to do a great shot... Anyway I wanted to reach out to all the fans and let you know I'm okay and everything is alright.. Yet probably when I go home I will jump on Twitter and starting ranting about having no electricity and not being able to edit the great scene I directed

Thursday, November 01, 2012

SOME BIG NEWS

Well that last post was different...... As I said before, I have an Ex lover who will not give Me the closure I desire. In response I have become very jaded and bitter. I lash out at my Ex saying the most hateful stuff I could ever think of. I feel bad calling him every name in the book, and pulling from their past experiences and then throwing them in their face(NASTY STUFF). They will not release Me and for that reason. I'm not liking myself and as far as being able to move on in my romantic life. NOT HAPPENING!! I'm one of those guys that need that validation, I felt that I was being lied to the entire time of the relationship. So I'm real Bitter!! Anyway..... To help ease the pain, I have jumped in the middle of work constantly. Speaking of work I'm headed back to Fort Lauderdale for more filming and pleased to say... We are filming Matthew Rush and Robert Axel..... Wow!! Yeah so that will be a huge scene to add to "Hard Wire" I know what everybody is thinking "When is Hard Wire coming out?" Hey we keep adding new scenes to the project and at this point this project has become HUGE!! I never thought that I would so many Big names and really good actors to tell the story that I'm putting together. At least I have work on my mind to help Me forget about my Love life which is a complete MESS. Oh well, a quick post for the fans.

Tuesday, October 30, 2012

My WORST MISTAKE

Worst mistake

Dating a guy who had an uncle who killed himself...in my old relationship my ex had an uncle that raised him, he was attached and when that uncle killed himself my Ex took his death pretty hard.

I tried to be there but the impact was heavy. i found myself being in a Co dependent relationship.

After taking his abuse and verbal attacks we had to part ways when he started lashing out and attacking Me.

My ex doesnt want to let me go...

I wont get my closure and it hants me everyday..

Anyway Donnie if reading this
LET ME GO!!!

You need help!

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

WASHINGTON MUSIC BOX CURRENT TRACKS

Naz is back and his tracks are AMAZEBALLS!!!Rocking it hard!! Kanye hitting it hard with this one..... Had to slow it down...Frank Ocean. I listen to this when thinking about my Ex, it happens you know. In a strange mood where I was weak, I reached out because I wanted to hear his voice. He doesn't pick up the phone anymore when I call.. So in a short moment he answered the phone, I don't know how to explain it: I wanted to tell him that I loved him I wanted to say "Come back to Me"... I wanted to jump on bus and come running to him.. I chatted with him online, and in the third sentence he started bragging about his first Threesome.. *Sigh Yeah so after phone after phone call...I just exploded into anger and that was the end of that story... Naz again and this one is really special its amazing to see the journey some Rappers made in this Industry and it reflects in their music.


That is theme music playing in my ears...that one single line "Work Hard, Play Hard"


Hitting that shit hard...Get it Get it...


Not that big a fan of 2 Chains, but the hook is Nuts!! and it does flow so I won't hate on it....


FLY



 HIGH!!!

Always will LOVE Pink.. great Vid!!




I like this song...So what!!




This bumps in the club....

HARD WIRE "The Set Up" Scene 8




Yes the series takes a dramatic twist, what will happen next?? Stay tuned in to find out!!


I LOVE THIS SHIT!!

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

HARD WIRE "The Delivery Man" Scene 7




The Series takes a Dramatic turn......


The Delivery Man for Big Daddy Sarge gets Carjacked!! Who saw this coming???

ONLINE IMPOSTERS



 
 
Let Me tell people something...........
 
 
I do not have Grindr, so if you see my images on Grindr THAT IS NOT ME!!! The imposter's are getting even more clever.  They read my timeline and facebook and blog and actually talk to people using updated information they studied on Me.
 
Meaning before they impersonate Me, they actually took the time to Study Me and stay up to date with current events DIESEL!!
 
I still don't understand the whole "Imposter thing" why Me?? So far on this porn journey, I have people "Playing"Me online, I have models who use my methods/signature moves/style, other escorts that use my cock pics and body pics, and now more and more fans posing as Me on these Hook up sites..
 
It's getting annoying!! Some of you are probably saying I should be Flattered...
 
I see your point but....Naw!!
 
It's annoying!!

Thursday, October 11, 2012

DIESEL AT PARAGONMEN.COM







"HARD WIRE" Scene 5 "The StakeOut"




Dropped Scene 5 and Scene 6(by accident whoops) anyway...things are getting better and better..

Wednesday, October 10, 2012

Getting so fucking bad updating my baby boy(this blog),


Okay people here is the rundown:

NYC was buzzing of course because of Hustlaball(yeah I know I didn't promote it) I have a great relationship with Rentboy and for this years Hustlaball....

I didn't perform, I didn't conduct any interviews well...

I did one interview with Sister Roma and Mr Pam because WE are old friends, but for the most part I was playing the event low key(so I thought). Of course had to run into Tommy Defendi, Howard from Fabscout, JP Richards(I directed him on Saturday way way intense scene)Austin Wilde,






 
Anyway I had a good time...
 
Nothing really to report, I went as a regular person(Sort of)and just had a good time and just CHILLED!!
 
Sometimes I think I come off shady, I don't really speak to anybody unless I know them, so it seems  Anti Social. Before I go to the club I pregame, maybe two(three)blunts and I walk through the door of the club and its party time.  By rule of thumb when I'm stoned!! I speak when spoken to, I don't work a room! I'm not in the middle of the dance hall unless I'm with my boys and We are tearing up the club.
 
Random thought: Feeling extra Jaded lately and I hate the way I'm coming off as a downer!! I'm easily annoyed by some of the newcomers in the business and really I shouldn't be.  When I started I had that nervous energy and that GET OUT OF MY WAY attitude.  I see all the new guys running around slutting it up and having fun.  And I'm looking at them like WTF?? Just giving away the cock for free or all this fucking in front of the crowd shit. And then it dawned on Me...
 
That is something an Old Man does when the youngins come around, and I can not blame a newbie for wanting to have fun and experience all he can in HIS porn journey.  I lust for the old days to come back but I have to realize that those days are long gone!!
 
I question myself on how to adapt to the new porn business, Twitter, Promotion, maintaining the brand.
 
It's not a secret that I'm not Tech Man!! So I had to get used to using Twitter and learning how to branch out instead of using the thing that started it all...
 
This blog!!
 
I go on rants on Twitter and then come to blog and have no energy to write, because I spilled everything on Twitter! It's weird!! When did my life revolve around 140 characters(something like), I missed having the opportunity to let it all out and just go on Killer rant. There almost was a blog war this week, but it was handled.  Here is a good post I got off Twitter http://theluckeystar.com/2012/10/dear-luckey-everybody-hates-dieselwashxxx-diesel-washington/
 
Sometimes it takes someone looking from the outside to know what I'm feeling on the inside. I blogged about it before, but finally I realize that other people see the same things I see.
 
Promotion for the porn star, not sure when it became popular to tweet pics of your penis.? I understand the concept, people come to your timeline to see pics of your cock. I get it!! But isn't that like a Cow giving away the milk for free?? If I wanted people to see me naked they would have to buy the work to see me in action.  Nowadays its almost like a job to certain porn stars, as soon as they wake up in the morning its "Lets take a pic of the morning wood" and post to twitter. It's the easy way to get alot of followers, tweet some cock/ass pics all day and the followers will come.  I tend to take the hard way I rather have a small amount of followers that come to my timeline to read rants/tweets and just what is going on in my mind at the moment. The porn stars nowadays film jerk off Vids and load up to Xtube. Tweet cock/ass pics they are showing everything...
 
Not sure how you can demand people to pay for something, when you are just giving it away for free. I will end that rant there... Moving on!!
 
The Diesel Washington Brand(need a better name)....
 
I need to come up with something cool, I don't like the "Diesel Brand" "Washington Brand" sounds corny...
 
Ahhh..... "DW Brand"
 
The DW brand is doing well and about to expand yet again...(More Later)
 
If nobody noticed I'm single now, I think its best for the both of us to be apart, We were becoming too much alike and that started to annoy the both of Us.  I will try for love another day, right now I'm busy......
 
Dawgpoundusa is really pushing the limits now, We just shot an amazing scene this weekend, Picture a good car jacking/pistol whipping/Intense Hardcore scene with Rio and JP Richards
 
Don't want to spoil the details, also We have a secret shoot coming up in two weeks in Miami...
 
YES MIAMI!!! just like most cop dramas that deal with drugs(get it deal with drugs,)where does most of the coke come from(simple answer)
 
Florida!!!
 
So we are planning a steamy hot scene(Can't give it away)
 
 
Thanks for everybody that filled out the poll, you gave me some good ideas and already confirmed what I thought the audience wanted to see in the first place.  I wanted to ask anyway because its the fans that run the site.  This porn producer ask his fans what they want to see because they are the paying audience(And I will make it worth your while)
 
Just a short post....
 
Later
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Friday, October 05, 2012

Thursday, October 04, 2012

EVERYTHING "HARD WIRE'"

"Hard Wire" Scene 1:



"Hard Wire" Scene 2:




"Hard Wire" Scene 3:




"Hard Wire" Scene 4:





"Hard Wire" is Cop drama set in NYC, the series was created to the explore the world of Cop vs Thug.  I know what your saying "Another Cop drama"added to the market of the Cop themed gay porn that is already out there. We will take it to the next step..

 Being a big fan of cop shows on TV(Hill Street Blues, NCIS, Law&Order, Criminal Minds etc) the storyline is constantly changing, you have your chase scenes, arrest scenes, the gathering of DNA, so many different types of scenes that you can put together.  The Thugs/Villains/criminals can be colorful characters, and in a Cop series you can have a revolving door of characters that come into the story as well as have a "Central cast" that is in place that helps tell the story.  It's a Win Win..

I get it, some people hate story lines and rather get to the sex scenes.  With the "Hard Wire" series you get strong sex and good acting(working on it)I want to create a product that people can sit down to watch like their favorite Sit com.  A Sitcom is what? 30mins long? take out the commercials and its about roughly 18mins of acting, telling a story, compete with plot twists and Action sequences.

 The biggest reason why We used this genre, was that it gave us the ability to create characters that you don't normally see in the Urban market. Using a cop genre, we can have:

Lawyers
Doctors
Detectives that are dressed in suits
Action sequences(Car jacking, Chase scenes, ETC)

Besides the reasons above, this opens the door for Men of color to be displayed as they should. I know I will hear the moans of "Why the use of Thugs and the Homeboy look?" In the Urban market that is the "Classic Look" complete with Do rag, wearing your gold chains and rings and things.  But "Hard Wire" mixes it up, while you have that "Thug look" I make sure to throw in plenty of suits and ties, formal wear, Doctor scrubs, nurse uniforms, Cop uniforms..because in Reality


There are plenty of Men of color who are Doctors, Lawyers out there, its 2012 for God sakes.  In my opinion there are not enough porn scenes featuring Men of Color as Doctors or Lawyers..

The "Hard Wire" project gets big and bigger everyday, so it has led to some delays:

We want to add more models to the project, We started out only filming 3 scenes which led to 5 and then to 6 scenes(more planned)so We are expanding the project.

For the fans, I release small scenes from "Hard Wire" and its all for free!! I want you to see the characters, get familiar with the characters and have you begging for more.  I haven't released one sex scene yet, but I'm giving you the complete story for free.. Cause I want you to watch..

At the same time, We are working on a new site that will allow you to view the content DIRECTLY.  Pay per View, Pay by Minute, Pay by Scene... This is where the biggest delay comes from.  How to display the footage in a way that customers find the easiest.

"HARD WIRE" is created for the fans..  And We want to hear from you...

Doing oral scenes(if anybody watches them) How long does an oral scene hold your attention?





How long can you watch guys making out? For 5mins, 10mins??
How important is that the bottom be hard while getting fucked?
When watching two guys fuck, What is more important??
Sometimes porn is predictable, usually its: The guys meet Kiss, make out Oral&Rimming They Fuck, Cum shots.. As a porn producer I think these rules are too rigid, I feel that sometimes guys just go down on each other, and then fuck. I have had a hookup or two, in most cases I never really kiss the guy(Kissing is passionate to some people)I get blown and then fuck some ass. In making porn, you want to show off your models, but sometimes in the situation that is not realistic. So... Do porn fans like to see their porn have that "Porn Sequence" or is that Flexible?
I want to make sure when I'm editing scenes, that I give the fans what they want. The story is directed by me so when it comes to editing I have a clear story that I am telling. But when it comes to the sex, I know what is hot!! But I'm always open to suggestions from fans.


More later...

Tuesday, September 25, 2012

"HARD WIRE" Scene 4 "We are listening"


CONFESSIONS OF A PORN SLUT PT II

a piece by Diesel Washington


Getting horny boys that want you to pimp them is easy, they always ask "Can you set Me up with clients that like to use a muscle/bubble/tight ass?" I'm a Dom Top, and most of my clients are bottoms looking to get plowed!! I don't have much use for a Twink/Jock/Muscle who is a total bottom...Well there is a market for everything right??

When I see a bubble butt on a crowded train I make sure I get "Closer" to the bubble butt. Whoops I accidentally rubbed my hand against his ass, BTW he didn't seem to mind, in fact he did not even break thought and kept reading his book. Now how can I rub my bulge against his stomach??

Sniffing the gym bench when a hot jock gets off of it, Hot!! Just have to do this and not get caught....

College Frat parties are the best, plenty of frat guys passed out and they are so easy to molest that way.. If I had a dollar for how many times I stuck my dick into a guys mouth when he is passed out.... I would be a very rich man. Lesson 1 never pass out drunk at a Frat party..

I go to the gym wearing sweat pants without underwear, I always love giving guys a spot on the bench press, if they are cute I make sure they can see my penis outline in my sweats CLOSELY!!

An easy way to get the party started is by playing your own porn. When the guy/boy watches you FUCK THE SHIT out of some model, it turns them on big time. The best part of it, is when you get the bottom to act out the same fuck positions in the Vid when We are fucking.. It's alittle shallow and pretentious but WORKS EVERY TIME!!

When I fuck the shit out of bottoms, I keep fucking the shit out of bottoms....

When I fuck guys, they always get excited that I might film our encounter. Some of the boys beg to be filmed, To do a scene with Diesel Washington. If I had a late night and had to call over a Gutterbunny to get used and they want to be filmed. I set up the camera and tell them that I am recording...but in REALITY they were not hot enough to film so I never pushed RECORD... But they don't need to know.....Whoops Yeah do it for the camera..

I went online to a hook up site, and saw this amazing bubble ass. I private messaged the person in the profile and said "Nice ass I want to fuck it." He responses with "You already fucked it, and I couldn't walk right for two days. You don't remember Me?" and my response back "I fucked you? Sorry pot head here..."

I once fucked a guy that worked with my Bf at the time, I mean he was straight and had a girlfriend that We both knew. I never knew he was Bi/gay, but I get a message on a Hookup site, and the person did not want to unlock his pics. He kept saying "You know Me, this is risky for Me" and I was curious as all hell to who it was. Finally after weeks of chatting, I got the impression that this person indeed knows Me. I pushed and pushed and finally got him to unlock his pics. Low and behold, it was a friend of my boyfriend that I thought was straight, and he has one of the best bubble asses I have seen in a long time. I jumped at the chance to fuck him(Me and the BF no longer together)and he was too scared...So I blackmailed him into coming over... Long story short it was a hot fuck, and I really used his ass. Being a dick I contacted my ex Bf and let him know that I fucked a friend that he worked with before. The Ex flips and calls out his former friend...None of my business after that..

Total fan fucker, if your hot I would invite fans over and just use them over and over. They would do my dishes and wash my clothes and they would PAY ME for the honor of doing so. I love porn

I'm a walking billboard for a big dick, whenever I go out to clubs or bars the first thing I hear whispered "Is that Diesel Washington?" I don't have to explain what I'm into/size of my dick/do I know how to fuck/what my cock looks like... Pull out your phone and just do a google search.

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

BEHIND THE SCENES OF "HARD WIRE" pt 3






I'm glad that you have a chance to see these behind the scenes videos. That day of filming was long, I was being alittle over anal with the details about setting up the "Drug House", We don't have the largest budget when it comes to making up scenes. That morning I had to run to the hardware store and get all the equipment we needed for a drug house(I took a guess *wink) If I had the time and money I would have bought much much more stuff...But I am happy with the end result, it was a long day of shooting. Putting this project out is alot of work, but it is coming together and I'm loving the way it is playing out!! We have alot more in store!!

PYTHON AND CRISTOBAL FROM "HARD WIRE"


CONFESSIONS OF A PORN SLUT

It makes no sense....

A piece written by Diesel Washington




I think its important before we begin, that We discuss.  What being a SLUT is.


Slut
Slut or slattern is a term applied to an individual who is considered to have loose sexual morals or who is sexually promiscuous.

In my opinion, a slut is a free spirit that has random encounters with random people in random situations..''

Not to be confused with being a Whore..

Whore
a male who engages in sexual acts for money

Whores get paid for it... BOTTOM LINE!!

A Whore and a Slut are two totally different things...

Rule of thumb, Whores can have slutty ways, but a Slut Definitely has whorish ways. Not to sound judgemental but a slut is happy when the Trick who just came his face, was nice enough to get him a towel so that he can throw up in it. Anyway rambling...


I can get any guy/boy, they see my picture online, watch my movies and it makes Me hot knowing that I have a viewing audience that worships my work..


I can go to the peep shows, and see that my movies are playing in the booths and I can basically walk and have my dick sucked by several guys...cause I'm awesome!

If I go to the gay club, I know that I can hang around the bathroom area and within minutes I can find a guy and go in a stall and then face fuck him...


I can sit online and have fans come over and serve(Mouth/Ass/Mind) for as long as I want. Or I can put a revolving door on my hotel room and just order in.


I don't have time to "Chat" online and get to know each other, You clearly missed the Memo. Your on a gay hook up site and your looking for friends..? I'm Porn slut...GET UR ASS OVER!!..

Screename: EasyAss says "OMW"

Power!! I don't fucking wait for the Booty boys to be ready..it's come now or get THE FUCK OUT..

How hung are you? If your under 8inches, I don't think this is going to work. I like my bottoms hung big with bubble asses and cute faces. I don't deal with the bullshit leftovers...


Let me think, I think a total of 18 cum loads were shot on this bed by numerous people. None that were mine...

I have been eating his ass for hours, jaw tired, mouth sore...but keep on eating.

You have any cute friends that you can bring over for some fun?? Not your friend "Douchebag" however..he is a PARTY killer(won't take clothes off, smoke and dash type)but your friend "SweetAss" DEF bring him to the party.

Ummm not to be rude, but you came already..and YOU are now taking up space. *Yawn...Either bust another load...or..It was nice to meet you..BTW pass Me a light. *Puff Puff..

Your lucky I gave you two cum loads, you thirsty bitch!! Now I need to take a nap, BTW pass Me a light *Puff Puff.

Didn't I fuck you already? Yeah..you were in 20's right? How old are you now? 34..Wow time flies doesn't it....*out of phone "Yeah I can probably take you better now..

Yeah...about that. "Your too old for Me now"...

"You have a younger brother maybe??"



Continued.....










Thursday, September 06, 2012

HAVE NOT STAYED IN TOUCH

Okay....


It's been a long time, and it seems I never have enough time to sit down and write something to stay in touch with the fans, Here is what I have been up to:

Still filming scenes, and the latest was with Sarge and Robert Axel.  It was kind of nice to be able to sit back and have a photoshoot that I directed.  I was using the models as an extension of my ideas, COME TO LIFE!! I have been on alot of photoshots..directing models is not easy. Porn modeling is way different than rather modeling.  Porn modeling the focus is on ur entire body, cock, ass, and its all about the eyes.. Clothed modeling is a challenge for the seasoned porn model, with clothes the focus falls more directly on the face and body position(In my opinion)when you don't have your dick out its like Captain America without his shield.. A porn model can hide behind the back(gays seem to focus more on the package)he can have a cute face, decent body, but what makes him stand out more is his HUGE cock.  Anyway I'm rambling.. It was a great shoot and both Robert Axel and Sarge did a great job.

Editing, OMG!! Majority of my day is spent editing Vids(yeah dick in ass all day)and I have to say I learned editing the hard way.  Since I had a chance to go to school(Film School)I was able to understand more clean transitions and making sure the footage has a natural flow to it(Maybe not still learning)so when I sit at the Editing chair I go over footage I shot and make sure that its the best it can be it takes time. To answer some quick questions:
No I don't sit there naked editing and jerking my dick
No I'm not horny watching the footage(not all the time LOL)
And this shit is hard work on "Hard Wire"..get it I made a joke (Sucked)

My personal life, pretty much in the Toilet right now..Moving on

Getting alot of opportunities out of porn that are great, but PORN really is my passion.  At this point I do see the need of Men of Color being represented well, telling a story or just simply a hot scene.  I look around and see that many Men of Color studios have adapted Bareback to their genre of films. Not to stand on a soapbox, but I'm glad that I work with a Company that is Condom only porn, I think its important to show Men of Color in a SEXY and SAFE way.  I really can not work on something knowing that I have an audience (HUGE AUDIENCE)and not displaying the safety of our models and showing OUR COMMUNITY that we need to play SAFE!!

Hot, Freaky, Nasty, Sexy but above all SAFE!!

As far as porn news, I have always read the comment section of every blog/website because THERE you get the HATE.  Fans are very very intense these days, and they read your Facebook,Tumblr, Twitter, listen to gossip and all the hype and come up with their own assumptions(Good or Bad)  There is alot of mudslinging well really SHITSLINGING. Sometimes you want to pull the commenter through the screen and beat their fucking ass!! People are entitled to their opinions. I'm over the whole "Whore" Dirty Hooker" "Hot Mess" statements left time after time..I'm a whore YES, and you watch Me daily and crank out a nut to my image. I will just absorb the hate and turn into fire
as I always do.  Gossip is what makes you famous... If nobody is talking about Me then I tend to get alittle worried..  I have survived all these years by constantly changing and going with flow(Yet I bark on Twitter)but I keep pushing forward and it seems to be snowballing into something HUGE.

My Brain, was on fire a couple of weeks ago, I just broke up with the BF(cue sad music)and right then and there BAM I go into Mania....running around like I drank 10 cups of coffee and did a line of coke(I don't drink coffee or do Coke BTW).  I do forget that I do get new viewers to the blog so they may not know certain things about Me, I'M Bipolar/have the energy level that scares people sometimes.  I tend to be a control freak(when its my projects)and I'm ruled by emotions rather than logic(Good and Bad). I do Porn!!

Time for Random things that piss Me off:


Big Kids in strollers
OMG at this point, this fucking kid needs to walk, Seriously.  Why I get pissed off?? This is the same type of Family that gets on a crowded train around 3pm in NYC rush hour, pushing this monster on a packed train.  I look at random faces on the train looking at the Family like "You need to close that Stroller cause that kid can walk just fine.."

People that invite you over to their house and they NEVER have food or drink... I'm old school so I never go over to a persons house without bringing something(Weed,Booze,Food etc) But why is it when u get over there...THEY want to drink/eat/smoke all the shit you brought?? I mean I can share but damn its like I'm feeding your broke ass.. Shit I could have stayed home and smoked and drank all I want..And YOU would be ass out!! I don't have a problem with the ordering a Pizza or something because you are being a HOST but when the pizza comes you have to share it with your girl friend and HER kids(that is another story)your kids looking at Me like "How come you didn't order extra cheese?" Sometimes I want to say to the kids,,"Your Father(In law) didn't feed you I DID!! Now stop looking at Me..."  LOL

Why do We always have the broke friend THAT IS  the life of the party.  We all have that friend that brings energy and life to any event WHATEVER it is. They are super cool, witty funny and would give you the shirt off his back...yet ALWAYS broke, you have to pay their way for everything yet..They are very supportive, very loving, and just oozes that positive energy that you always want around you. but he a BROKE ASS..



Guys who wear sweat shorts/pants and have NO package. No offense but when you wear light blue or gray sweats it sort of highlights where the goods are. So here you get into your sweats and it looks like you hiding some golf balls in your sweats.  NO shaft outline, not a glimpse of a dick..It was like you were Human airbrushed in real life from having a package..Needless to say it is not a good look.




Boys who wear skinny jeans and have NO ASS its a fucking waste of showing your ass in the first place. Matter of fact what is holding up your Skinny jeans...that is right its called YOUR hip bone. LOL

Gay Wiggas, not sure where this came from must be a Gay4pay thing, on and off screen I see these gay white boys(true Homos)who don a baseball cap and try to talk "Hood".I don't get it your GAY unless you have a love for HipHop(some do)acting "Hood" may impress the Uppity white guys looking for Street trade to bring home..All in all the Wigga gets scared when around REAL NIGGAS who see through his whole act. Picture a nelly queen Wigga trying freestyle."Put it in my ass, I want my homies to put it in my ass, then flip Me over rim my ass...Opps sorry had Taco Bell and had to pass gas".......I just can't....LOL

Gay guys that want a dick their ass, but they DO NOT LIKE giving head...WTF?? You expect Me to just be rock hard and throw it in your ass.  You won't even kiss the head?? FUCK THAT!! well....If it is a serious bubble ass..maybe..but still want you to taste the dick..Sorry

People who talk through their nose...OMG!!Back in the 80's it was that Valley girl tone.."Like Oh My God, gag Me with a spoon" its that high pitched echo in the voice..almost like lazy talking. Here is a better example

And this is NYC and I still hear that Lazy nasal talk.. It's like annoying and I want to like pull out my hair...Really though...



Girls who have on a pretty dress, hair and make up is done to perfection but have the nerve to wear open toe shoes and their feet are NOT done. It's like what is the point of getting dressed up and wearing open toe shoes?? To show off the feet that every night you rip the toe nails off with your teeth.  Broke bitch!!


Anyway quick Shout out to the people out there...


Just wanted to tell the people I'm still here to entertain you.