Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Okay Okay these are the last of the pics from Folsom. After all that shit at Folsom and hype afterwards, finally I get a chance to chill out for a while. When u last saw me I was about to head to San Fran for more filming on a movie called Boiler. The shot went excellent and my co star was very open to ideas and comfortable with me and how hard I pound. For this movie, I really got a chance to have some fun. And it was my first one on one scene, so I had alot of room to play and I expanded on this character(DieselWashington) that I created. Hes nasty, has a foul mouth, hard fucker, just one of those types of guys that u hate and love. U may not be into my looks(being black) or whatever case, but I will tell ya this when u watch me u cant take ur eyes off of me cause u dont know what I will do, or who will I do it to. So whats new???? I will be traveling to Florida(Fort Laud) for a release party for the Hitch movie(Oct 31)in Florida so that should be fun and I get to make some new friends and just hangout in good warm weather. I will probably
be hanging out with my CoStar Damien Crosse while Im down there. Dont worry for those in Florida I will provide ya with info to get in touch with me when Im in town. I think its time for a vacation. Mentally drained and Im starting to get annoyed real fast with people, so me getting away will be good for me. I have been mean lately(and I MEAN). To the freaks no it doesnt mean that I will take out my stress on ya. At this point I may kill ya instead of turning ya on!!!! OKAY THIS MY BLOG VENTING TIME!!!!!!!:
To those reading this for the first time and dont know shit about me. Name is Diesel Washington. Product of a single household, only child, no brothers no sisters. Typical situtaion, where the father has limited contact with me bah bah bah bah. I dont want to do a sob story here(Im not asking for kindness or sympathy) So Im used to being alone and things my own way!! I had a few relationships(guys and girls)along the way and most I stay in contact with(and some I wish they rot in hell)some not.
So bottomline, Im used to having things my way cause I never had the need to share. At 13, I was sent to live with my father and grandmother. Times were hard we didnt have alot of money, some nights the house was ice cold and no food in the house. I was working at 13 in fast food places to make my own money. I wore my fathers clothes cause I was growing taller and taller. So I was very awkward in highschool and still growing into my body, and then wearing hand-me-downs so highschool was not easy until my junior year. I was 6'4 tried out for basketball team(made it)and then new doors were opened to me. I wasnt hot, or cute back then cause I lacked the confidence and had my own issues(skinny body, acne, and very shy). This is getting long now, so I will fast forward to now. I have been doing porn for 6months now, 4 movies under my belt and my confidence is threw the roof. Im cocky, aggressive, and just comfortable with myself(and what I like and dont like is set in stone)I dont have to explore anymore, and I know what Im good at and what Im not good at. Bah Bah Bah. Lets get to the problems now!!! Vacation is needed because Im getting jaded by the people and how they approach me and act towards me. I said I wasnt going to vent anymore but alas I lied. To those who write in and say "We know the Story, Even hot people have problems too" FUCK OFF!!!! I didnt make myself jaded(like I can do that myself)U HATERS AND LIARS MADE ME THIS WAY!!!!! Daily I get emails from people who see me out on the street, and u guys always have something to say. If
I just came from the gym and I wear sweats and sneakers that are old cause I sweat alot. U come up with ideas that Im doing bad cause Im not dressed in expensive clothes and doing the movie star thing.
It doesnt stop there, this is a daily thing. If im working harder in the gym and putting on size. Now....... I have to be doing steriods cause im getting bigger from working harder!!! To people who Im interested in ,the first thing they say is "I know all about ya and I dont hangout with porn stars" Fine I can deal with that its ur choice and that is ur decision. But why u must tell ur friends that Im dirty, and a slut and that they shouldnt talk to me. Hate is so rampant nowadays but im prepared for it so I stay one step ahead. What Im not prepared for is the numerous people that want to be my friends, but really just want to meet me and have sex with me. Im very guarded, and after having some bad experiences the wall is even higher now. I made it my point, to tell people that are interested in me I like to make friends, Im not looking for sex. But in times of them being drunk or dazed and confused they make it perfectly clear what their intentions were all this time(to bed me and get fucked)so they came into the friendship knowing they was only interested in sex. Now Im not mad, more disappointed than anything, that real friendship is so hard to find. Shit that sounds like a SOB story. Lets lighten the mood, doors have opened up but in so many strange ways. People who wouldnt give me the time of day before, are now opening their legs begging for it. I also noticed the number of one time hookups is becoming larger. Im not stupid, but I see that people are using the fact that I want to make friends as a opportunity to get inside of my head. I guess they make themselves feel better that they got to sleep with a porn star by posing as a friend. That is my problem!!! Its cool though(thank god I have good taste in the people I fuck) Then why be mad u ask???I hate liars thats why!!! Sex is easy to me, there is always someone lookng to get fucked. But why would a hot guy(its been mostly guys)have to pose as a friend, saying we can hangout, not looking for sex, even some say they arent attracted to me but we can be friends. It starts off cool, going out to eat, great convo, and just having fun without the pressure of me banging them out. Things happen and chemistry comes through and the deed is done, it almost seems like out of movie. Instantly things change, and now we are no longer friends. I say and do nothing, its my impression they got what they wanted so why stick around????Now I didnt create that image, but from my line of work thats what they expect from me, but that is not the case. I made and lost some good people(or maybe they were bad from the start)doing this porn thing. Its a curse and blessing at same time, so what do ya do when a hot guy(that is totally ur type)is interested in being ur friend????? Accept and bulid a friendship???Or state rules like"hey man if ur only interested in sex with me, let me know, rather than pose as a friend to try to get laided" I find myself saying sometimes"Hey man dont let me fuck ya cause it would ruin the friendship"and it always does!!! So what do ya do??? Pick and only hangout with people ur not attracted to cause its easier to get rid of them????Not have sex with hot guys(ur type)cause they only want ya as a sexual object(easy to say but not to do). Self restraint has been a problem when it comes to hot guys(girls)and its hard to say no. Some porn stars have problems with drugs, booze, and unsafe practices. The thorn in my heel, has been not turning down hot guys(girls) when they want to have sex, I just cant do it. So I guess the real complaint is that I meet hot guys all the time but dont bulid lasting friendships after I finish fucking them. Yeah I know, some people dont get any tail at all and Im complaining that I get too much and they dont want to be my friend afterwards(Im wiping the tears off the keyboard now LOL)so what!!!!! Lets see u live life as a sex toy and not get JADED its fun for a while, but u start not to trust people when they really want to get to know YA!!!!People my real name is not DieselWashington and the only person that knows the REAL ME is my mother. Funny though she knows me but she doesnt know who DieselWashington is!!!LOL
SUCK ON THAT FOR AWHILE
Posted by Diesel Washington at 7:11 PM
Saturday, October 14, 2006
This is jessica, I have to give her a shout out. She has been very nice and a supporter of my blog. Also she is a photograhper so hit her up. Okay that was my 1 plug of the day. Hmmm what to write about today??? I just have been riding this wave ever since Folsom I have been meeting great friends and contacts in the business. Its just such a strange change over from before. I still havent been noticed on the street yet(Probably have but I have the look of death in my face if u come up and try to talk to me!!!!!) And its been so unreal lately, the emails and fan support has been amazing(thanks) Not too much to write about on the downside, oh yes there is!!! Haters all u haters, U write me these emails stating I could be doing so many other things with my Life. Yet u watch my movies online, read my blog, and go out of ur way to contact me with ur thoughts(HAHAHA). So I must be hitting a nerve somewhere. Speaking of movies Im due to fly out to San Fran again to film another movie called Boiler(Sounds hot!!!) So to the fans that have wrote about wanting to see me in a one on one scene(there u have it). Im so ready for this one on one, as anybody knows so far I have done a threeway,fourway, threeway and finally a one on one. So I really had to get into shape for this one. For this role, I trimmed alittle weight so I could be ultraripped for this role.
I know this is a business, but I have alot of fun on set. And letting the secret out of the bag, I cant work on a set that takes everything so serious!!! I always like to lighten up the mood on the set. I still cant believe im getting paided to bang out people and having so much fun doing it. I get to work with Brian Mills again(The Man seriously knows how to make ya look great) So it should be great on set as usually and Im ready. So lets go back to my movie history, I have been a farmhand, Leather God, and a Cop. What will I bring differently to this role????? I have some thoughts on this but I cant share with anybody until the movie comes out. But u guys will be shocked!!!!
Yeah so this is number 4 pretty much done filming for this year. The only other major event coming up is Las Vegas(I cant wait). I will talk about that more later. Contract time!!!!! As we all know Im a Exclusive for Titan and its contract talking time. Hint Hint I LOVE WORKING FOR TITAN as long they take care of me, I will be loyal to the end(Are ya reading this Big Boss Man???) Enough business talk, back to talking about me. Oh?????I know something I want to talk about. Viewing ur Porn with others:
Now if u ever made a homemade porn and showed friends or watched with a loved one, that in itself can be such a huge turn on. I had the chance to preview my newest porn Folsom Filth with a special handful of people for comments and thier thoughts. A certain number that watched my movie with me was aroused and stimuated(nothing wrong with that!!) The notion, of having someone who ur interested in, watching ur movie and watching u have sex on screen is amazing to say at the least. They watch the screen so intense, and then turn their attention to ya and go back and forth(its so funny). And a certain number actually gave me their honest opinion of my movie, from scene to scene, body language, facial expressions etc etc etc. I had a little Folsom Filth release party of my own back in Nyc I invited some close personal friends over and watched the film(well we really just watched my scenes)and we had a great time(no sex u perverts) this is my Art(HAHAH). Im just havign a blast so far and I dont want this ride to end anytime soon. And its just started, nothing has been released yet and yet the buzz is incredible. I guess I should start watching my back now!!! There is always someone up and coming looking to take ur spot so I have to change with the game. Bottomline I have to keep u guys guessing on the next move, next movie, and keep bringing new and fresh ideas to the table.
Suck on my dick so hard that u suck the color out of my skin bitches
Posted by Diesel Washington at 5:15 PM
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Now alot of u guys are bugging and bugging about more info about the parties, clubs, guys the business the whole stardom thing. Well my children, I will talk about every dirty little thing in this blog(U guys owe me big time). It took me a while to gather all my thoughts cause there was so much going on and it took me days to get every thought and situation to write a really interesting blog. Well lets start from jump street:
I touched down in san fran checked into hotel and got some food and relaxed a bit before going out. This night was so tame, that I all most fell asleep, I jumped from bar to bar just grabbing drinks and pushing them down. Not much to talk about that friday night. I got a chance to hangout with some cast members and really make friends. I found myself hanging out with cast members Damien Cross, Darius Falke and believe it or not, we got along very well. Oh I forgot Ed Vincent and Howard(Fabscout) was with us as well. Just out for some drinks and that was a pretty simple night.
Saturday Afternoon , time to get ready for our release party. I walk into the venue and there are all these pics up of Folsom Filth and the characters. It was so surreal, mind ya this is the very first time I have been at a event that was for a porn movie that has me as a main character of a movie(I know that sounds cocky)the movie starred all the exclusives from my company as well. But fuck it this is my blog so back to me(LOL)Check out the pics from the Release Party its was nuts.http://www.jumponmarkslist.com/images/mp/folsom/2006/1002061.jpg and this one http://www.jumponmarkslist.com/images/mp/folsom/2006/Folsom_ReleaseParty_FolsomFilth_Titan.jpg
http://www.jumponmarkslist.com/images/mp/folsom/2006/Folsom_ReleaseParty_FolsomFilth_Titan03.jpg This is a great shot of the entire cast of Folsom Filth http://www.jumponmarkslist.com/images/mp/folsom/2006/Folsom_ReleaseParty_FolsomFilth_Titan05.jpg
Ed Vincent and myself flipping off camera http://www.jumponmarkslist.com/images/mp/folsom/2006/Folsom_Titans_Diesel_n_Ed_Vincent.jpg Keith Webb and Tober Brandt and yes that bar goes all the way through his cheeks to the other side http://www.jumponmarkslist.com/images/mp/folsom/2006/Folsom_Titans_Keith_Webb_n_Tober_Brant.jpg These are just a few of pics from the event which went off with a bang. To be honest for most of the event I stayed in VIP to be away from the crowd . Now back to the mind fuck..... I walked into the venue and saw all these pics of myself and cast and then reality smacked me in the face. Ur a porn star now!!!! Okay maybe u people dont understand. U worked on a project a few months ago and u really worked off ur ass, and it finally comes, The Release!!. I was curious about the buzz circling the movie. I havent seen the movie, I havent even seen my scene, I havent seen anybodys scene of the movie I was walking blindly into a event about a movie I havent seen starring me!!! So I was basically just playing it by ear. U probably dont see it from my point of view so maybe this will help ya these were some of the banners at the event. U couldnt see the banners on the wall so I will show ya why I was in such a state of mind fuck http://www.titanmedia.com/promotions/public/banners/banners_files/tm_ffhc_268x60_anim.gif
http://www.titanmedia.com/promotions/public/banners/banners_files/tm_ffhc_468x60.jpg And to better understand how about walking into a huge club and everybody knows ur name(or at least ur stage name)shock. Mind ya there is a method to this madness???? There really is a lesson to be learned in all of this. I had a chance to see a Preview of the movie on the Giant screen I showed ya a pic of at the club. Now Im on stage watching a preview of the movie with a packed crowd and everybody will see me naked and fucking. Now I have watched myself fuck on camera before with a partner or even with some friends, but never a club packed ear to ear with people watching me having sex. I just thought I would share that with ya people. What a ride that was. We wrapped up things there and then it was time for dinner and dancing out at the preparty of the Folsom Fair. Magnitude
Magnitude geez insane geez. Just for the record that party was nothing but sex, dancing, more sex, meeting new people, sex and having fun, and more sex. I stood there just amazed at the crazy shit that was going down. Do I need to go into detail??? Put it like this there were eight slings, tons of condoms, bags and bags of lube, and every sexed out pig there from older guys to young twinks. People are having sex on the dance floor, sex in bathrooms, out in public I havent seen this much debauchery in a long time(ever since the Black Party). Typical things u expect from a leather fetish weekend(yeah right). U knew this party was going to be nuts, at the door u wasnt allowed phones, cameras inside of the place. Good God the place was huge and had four levels to it and each level was packed with people. On each level, at the end of that floor there was a crowd of people just having sex. I do porn so THAT is when I get to show off and flex my skills. This party was cool I had a great time just meeting other models in the business and just relaxing. Every company was there and represented. So many details to remember but its a no brainer it was nuts. Exit to Folsom Fair
Folsom Fair I didnt get to see much of the Fair I was working the booth and signed autograph after autograph. Now remember from above: I have never seen the movie or my scene or anybodies scene so people are coming up and purchasing the dvd right on the spot. To be honest, in my thinking I was annoyed that I never got a chance to see the movie. People would ask me about the movie, what was the hottest scene etc etc. Some times I was at a lost for words, How do ya explain a movie that u have never seen???. Now at the same time the banners that u see above is pasted all around town. Sometimes u Forget the movie that u starred in IS THE OFFICIAL MOVIE OF THE FOLSOM FAIR. I was stupid, there i said it, stupid stupid stupid. Here ur working for a large company, that u dreamed about working for. And complaining cause u didnt get to see ur part in the movie. Ahhhh but listen up my children, here comes the wildest part of it. Now just imagine people coming to get autographs and saying"Oh My god, U was so hot in the movie can u sign this for me". And then u sign the autograph for the woman!!. And think about that deeply, Women!!!!(pretty women) coming asking for autograph after seeing ur movie. Dont believe me take a look at the pic above. Also met a cute girl named Jessica(hello cute girl). The experience was totally eye opening, Men and Women together loving ur work. These are the pics from the Fair showing our booth and the fans around http://www.jumponmarkslist.com/images/mp/folsom/2006/FolsomStreetFestival_TitanBooth04.jpg
Now throughout this blog U hear me complaining that I didnt get to see my scene, or the movie or any of that and I came up with the reason why: Instead of focusing on the Movie I was in the middle of the action. I was in the movie and I know I put everything into my scene. I just met my costars, never got to see their scenes, from talking to them, they never saw the movie as well. We was all in the dark about the movie, It wasnt until the next day that i finally got a chance to see the movie and my scene. It was at the Model apartment, I was there with Damien Cross, myself, and two people that were there to interview us for a article for a upcoming issue of a magazine(hey they wanted to do interview why not showcase ur work right!!). Now at this time I was dieing to see the movie. Got the dvd, opened the box and to my surprise I was on the Dvd cover itself(Thanks Titan) I pushed play. And we began to watch the movie, the effects, the camera work, the cameos, I was amazed. It looks like a real movie. The opening scene is scary twisted and intense. Then my scene comes on...........silence Im alittle surprised. Damien is sitting next to me watching at same time. He gives me thumbs up about my movements and expressions. I watch his scene and also gives him the thumbs up sign cause he did great work. The two who came to interview us, Man and Woman they were completely silent, rattled and alittle shocked at the action(always a good sign). So basically to sum it up. I was alittle annoyed that I didnt get to see the movie before other people did but...............THE MOVIE IS GREAT. It was shot well, edited well, the action was hot and shocking, all things a movie should be. So let me leave with this last thought. I went to San Fran for Folsom Fair and debut my movie. There were banners and posters of me all over the place, people coming to ya asking for autograph. Meeting new people and getting ALL that attention for a movie that ur in. Ur on the box cover, fucked it UR ON THE DVD ITSELF!!! WHO CARES IF U DIDNT SEE IT BEFORE ANYBODY ELSE. If u work hard on something the rewards will be there. Now that sounds corny as shit but so very true. Now let me get out of here so i can throw up(if u work hard on something the rewards will be there LOL I cant believe I said that corny line!!!) Thanks to Titan its crew and all its members. Im proud to work for Titan and I will keep putting out great material. OH I ALMOST FORGET Folsom Filth can be seen at www.Titanmen.com , Tlaondemand and will be ready for wholesale in Nov(hows that for a plug????) Now what are my favorite words???
Posted by Diesel Washington at 9:03 PM