Friday, June 29, 2007


Okay folks, I have some plugging to do again, I will be at the rentboy pool party event(that should be good) So check that out. I will also be back at my Part time job shortly I have taken some time off just to enjoy the summer but I have been getting "Special" requests so look forward to Diesel being back on the working front.
I'm hitting the gym harder then ever!! My workouts have been the most intense ever and every part of my soul is hitting the weights. Now this sounds way way way intense!!! And it should, I was given the green light for next weeks scene with


Moving on....... I'm having fun and the weather is great ........LOL
San Fran was great, I really had a great time. Now the dirt, I was out in San Fran for 1week and it was crazy. After the long film schedule(which I got into way too much)I relaxed and then made some appearance around town and soaking up the energy. I went to UnderWorld out in San Fran(underwear party) Its a big club event and it was throw by the guys at Naked Sword it was cool. People just walking around in their drawers and tight whiteys nothing big. When Ur used to being naked on a set for hours on end butt naked with hard ons u get used to people being naked and fucking around ya.
After that party I had to go and check out some signings that was going on in the city. Every studio pushed their boys in appearances so I had to check some of the gigs. Mind ya I didn't have my camera at the time (a friend needed it for a show) so basically I had no pics of the entire trip. So in saying that I will skip alot of details cause all u people want to hear is about the fucking going on out there.
I only fucked one kid out there, now that doesn't seem like alot. I was working in the beginning of the week and filming the fucking scenes, by Friday I was worn out and tired. So sex was the last thing that was on my mind. So by Saturday I had some energy to party and have some fun. While in San Fran I had a chance to see the city and just walk around and feel the vibe and enjoy myself.
I guess the highlight of the trip was to be able to hang with Bruce Cam and Keith Webb, I haven't had the time to break the Ice with the Big Boss guys. It was good to hear the pitfalls of being a Porn star and after getting out of the business how u adjust to normal life. Basically the same way I have been carrying myself is the way I will end my journey of the Porn Star. Its a lonely gig, but... life is never easy and I have to keep pushing and pushing to be better in everything I do. Relationships are hard any way so hearing what to expect in the long haul of everything is comforting. Porn is not pretty, and being linked to doing Porn in some cases can really hurt ya. But I have a Life that I enjoy, that is what is different about me, I complain sometimes that I cant go out and enjoy myself at clubs. But I'm really tired of the club scene, so makes sense that I should get paided going to clubs. I have been a bouncer at a club, stripper, performer and patron at this point in time I want to get paided nowadays.
OOOOh I'm skipping way too much. Bruce and Keith are very down to earth, I'm alittle harsh, outspoken, and loud which can rub some people wrong. Oddly enough we got along quite well... I'm used to the Hollywood talk, and this is a business, I always remember that. Every Boss talks that Hype "I'm going to make ya into a Star" and I guess that is what alot of people want(Me included) I basically stated that I wanted to be the Biggest Star around bah bah bah and the usual" We are going to do this, and We are going to do that for ya"was the response. What made this session different was that they were open to talking about the downfalls and pitfalls. Most Bosses would paint and gloss everything as great and the porn life is so great. And to be honest, if they talked that way to me(everything is rosey)I would have probably just sat there and ate and just kept to myself unless I was asked a question.
So basically we talked about my future with the company, and I got to ask every question that I wanted to ask. Then the fun part, Keith had some business to attend, so Bruce and I had a chance to walk through the crowd at the Civic Center(Pride Celebration). The place was packed with people, and this is where it gets fun. When I walk around crowds I stalk out the hot people with my eyes, usually when I see someone hot, I approach and get my Mack on. Bruce was my wing man, it went from Bruce Cam President of Titanmen to Bruce Cam my Wing man(so funny)without giving away too much info, Bruce has the eyes of a Hunter. Sure He runs an Adult Film Company, so of course u look for more talent, but he also has eyes for non talent(personal fucks I call them). So it went from talking only about work, to another subject "Who would ya Bang the Fuck Out Of" and the Ice was totally broken. THANKS AGAIN BRUCE!!!
So yeah, I know I have more stories to tell ya but without Pics why bother?????
All u guys come to my Blog for Pics not some bullshit stories Right??????

Wednesday, June 27, 2007


Well I don't have much to say.... but I want to say thanks to JAMESJAMES for his great pics of me at the past IML event.
Moving on..... I have alot to tell ya about San Fran. But bear with me for a bit, I have been gone about 1week and have to get the house back in order. Although I will say Titan made my stay in San Fran very comfortable. Big shout out to Brian Mills, Ed Vincent, Bear Cub, Jeff and the rest of the crew. Extra Shout out to Keith Webb(u had me laughing the whole time at Pride Parade) And the Biggest Shout out of All Bruce Cam!!! The Man is funny as hell!!! I never really had much one on one time with Bruce Cam (Titan President)and when I had the chance to talk to him, he was open, down to earth, and very frank(all qualities I admire) There are alot of things happening people, I don't want to go into details now.
I just wanted to tell ya that I have some great stories to tell ya and that my schedule is going to be alittle tight at the moment. I will be back in San Fran Jul 7- 13 and then to Fort Lauderdale for the Rentboy Pool Party so come check that out!!!
Be Patient.... I was filming some slamming scenes for ya to see Diesel Washington in a far different light(Player) but more importantly Big Shout out to my Scene partner Steven Ponce(that's right former Lucas exclusive!!)I made the boy work for every penny!!! Great boy, sweet and very charming. To be more fair, Brain Mills(Snowflake LOL)Ur eyes, Ur vision Ur willingness to listen to my input on how the sex should occur between the models, an admirer of Ur work and working with ya is always a pleasure. I know this sounds like the Shout Out Blog today.... but I met so many interesting people I wanted to start out by giving props to my Titan Family first.

Monday, June 18, 2007


Okay quick post people I have been alittle busy this week, and I will tell ya why? I was getting ready for my trip to San fran and I had a "Problem" that I had to take care of. So from Thursday to Sat I was out of Town doing the "Part time". In any case I wasn't able to contact anybody and I left some things undone. So to all those who thought I "Ditched" ya it was not meant to be mean, and U know def I will holla at ya when I get back.

So to those who don't know what is going on? I will be going to San Fran Jun18-25 and will be celebrating Pride in San Fran, So stay tune to my dealings when I'm in San Fran(I will post if I have any appearances out there) I will be on the Healing Waters Float(great cause)to read more about it go to So I'm happy

That I could help out with such a great cause. On to other news, I thought I would give a sneak peek of Tat but I'm not going to do that yet. I will have better pics for ya when I post later. So from the pics, U could tell that I went to Folsom Street East and hung out with some friends just to see whats up and talk to a few people and have some fun. It was a good turn out, and it was hot as shit outside. So it was Nice talking to some of guys that I have seen around. Vinnie D Angleo, Brandon Baker, Angel Benton, Barret Long, etc etc. So Kids that is all for today, I will get no sleep before plane ride talking to ya guys all night. So I have to finish washing clothes, and get ready my clothes for the trip. Geez(yes Porn stars have to do house chores before they can go out and Play!!!) So I'm excited about the trip and cant wait to have some fun. So this will be my first scene filming since Oct to I'm alittle nervous to get back into the studio. And at the same time I'm hype about my Co star and I cant wait to fuck the hell outta him. Stay tuned cause I will post more when I hit San Fran.

Tuesday, June 12, 2007


Well lets start off by thanking Ed Vincent(Cast Director) for forwarding over the link to these pics from House of Blues performance. I like to say thanks again to Leatherpost check out the gear and buy for all Ur leather needs. The Leatherpost guys really showed us some love at this party. We sat in VIP section(mingled as well downstairs those pics are to the left.
Now I have to be honest, they asked Us(Titan Guys)if we wanted to go on stage with a Performer they had there for that night Royal Lush. We were all game to hit the stage and have some fun. The shows producers had to go over some rules with us. At first he was like" U guys can just go on stage and have some fun and dance around and make it a show" As soon as he ended his sentence with show, I was like"What are the rules for showing skin on stage???" He was like"Just go on stage and dance alittle" I was like"Sir I'm a Porn Star and u say we can show some skin so to me that means I can get naked on stage!!" He was like"Oh no I understand what u mean now!!"We laughed about it and he explained the rules, so his club doesn't get closed down.

As I said before every state has different rules for performances on stage when it comes to go go boys and porn stars. In any case here are some pics of Us on the dance floor hanging with the crowd. And it proves my point that, even though Ur chilling at a party or club someone always has their eyes on ya, and every move u make is getting caught on camera somewhere. Back to House of Blues. It was a great experience to be on stage and have that many people watching ya on stage and just having fun.
Just a hint for the People viewing the pics, in all the stage pics that were shot from long distance, I'm on the left side of stage if Ur looking at the pic. So Dieselwashington and Rick Van Sant is on left side of stage(if looking at pic) and on the other side of the stage is Alex Baresi and Dean Flynn we tore up the stage and had a blast.
To all those who think Diesel Washington cant dance!! Ur so fucking stupid !!! Of course I can dance(and rather well)yes I can make 6'6 245lbs tear up a dance floor!! And I was surprised that Rick Van Sant can keep up with me!!!
I had alot of fun at House of Blues and it was great.
On another note after the performance we stayed for 30mins talked to the Fans and we all left the club together. It couldn't have been any better, that's the way u perform ,u go on stage, kick some ass, sign the autographs and talk to the Fans and then U ALL LEAVE TOGETHER. It was a Great Team Effort and I had fun. And of course I left the club with a "Fuckable". I usually never pickup "Strays" from the events I attend, its just people who see ya and want to have sex with ya and thats that!!! If I'm in the mood(and I was!!)I don't bullshit I'm very str8up its"I want to fuck ya, u want to come to my room Yes or No?" Any second thoughts or hesitation when I ask I quickly move on and out. Lucky for this Bitchboy, he was like"Lets go" He didn't say goodbye to his friends, or even finish his drink. He walked into the situation without knowing anything but him getting fucked!!! Priceless!!! When the Hotel room door shut..... That boy got used over and over and over. Now the boy wasn't little at all. He was a nice lean 6'4 all American type, the reason why I picked him to abuse......Bubble butt!!!!!! period. I pounded him for about 3hours and came Twice(each load swallowed down, I made him open his mouth to check that it all went down the hatch). So it was the perfect ending for a great evening. More to post later, I have alot of random pics that I didn't post(I don't know why??)

Friday, June 08, 2007


I haven't been able to say much lately I have been running around and taking care of business. I got some new ink a week a ago. And usually I report all changes to myself in this blog. But I don't want to reveal the tat yet cause its still healing. But If u guys have been looking at my pics then u know that I have a sword on my left arm(broken sword of Aries) a dragon on my left forearm and I have the DIESEL underneath my forearm. U guys may not know the tats that I have on the right arm. On the right arm I have the Chinese sign for power on left forearm and then I have a strange tat on the right arm(still don't know what it is till this day, look at pics above) I have always wanted a tat on the right arm to cover up the shitty tats that I have on that arm.
Call it being conceited if u want, but looking at pics of myself its like I have side of my body that I'm proud of(the ink) and the other half was unfinished and looked strange to me. The first couple of tats that I got was when I was alittle smaller in size and didn't have all the muscles that I have now!! But thank god I finally was able to change that and the Tat is hot(in my opinion) I stayed with the same themes that I have before, I like weapons such as swords, crossbow, mace, hammers. My theme is and still is Aries, Call him the God of War, in war u use weapons, I like to be known as a Warrior. I fight and fight everyday to make a living and being able to fight off the haters and assholes. Sounds corny as hell but whatever its my theme.
I switched up this time, usually I have my man Haze do my Tats he has done the last three Tats(the sword, DIESEL, dragon) This time I had my man Nick work on me. Nick is better at Free hand Pieces(when they draw the art on Ur arm instead of tracing another image) I tend to go for custom pieces rather then the same ole standard of whatever is hot at the time(tribal bands, lettering etc etc) I wanted skulls involved(new interest for me, well not really) I'm an Aries so my themes are Aries based. The sign of Aries(horoscope) The Fire sign, symbol of the head/skull, full of energy, gem stone Diamond(yes!!)etc etc.. So I wanted some elements put in my Tat. I feel good finally having those old tats covered. It wasn't the fact that I wanted to get rid of some ugly Tats. The Tat on my right arm was done poorly and too deep so it came out bad and I had that Tat for 10years. 10years looking at that Tat on my arm and carrying it around with me everywhere I went. It was killing me that here I was creating this decent body in the gym and having my arm scarred up so bad with a fucked up Tat was leaning heavily on me. Well I feel great now I have work coming up and then start traveling for the summer. But fitting in healing the Tat and working out is a pain in the ass. But I have to put the work in. I had the body looking good for IML but this is filming now. Personal appearances I tend to be bulky because the bigger the better, for Filming I tend to lean out and get more ripped cause it shows on film better than smooth muscle. So at the time of writing this I'm working out smarter(not harder) and doing more cardio and trimming the fat even more now.
Okay not to bore ya anymore but there u have it I got a New Tat done Last week and I'm writing a post about it. I'm charting more and more of my progress as time goes by and this is cool that I'm able to read over the changes right in front of my face. But hey guys thanks for taking time to read today's post so get fucked and leave already!!! GEEZ

Thursday, June 07, 2007


Hey guys I'm back again for another posting I don't know what to say people? I have been busy and I have gotten the word that I will be working soon(thank you). Seems that the schedule will be alittle busy until mid Jul. Also on the traveling front I will be heading to Florida(no promises as of yet)so stay tuned for that. When I have more of the info I will post it and talk more in depth about it.
Lets get to the article on Crossing the Line Cop Shack 2 check out this month Unzipped magazine. They have a great article and review of the Movie. I'm excited because this is my first magazine. Its a five page spread so check it out and they got some really good pics of me. Its so surprising that I filmed this movie last year and it has received so much attention in the last month. Since this is the Entertainment business, people always base Ur talents on Ur last movie. Since my breakout role in Folsom Filth, I wanted to follow the movie with another great performance. Going from Leather god to Cop was a good move(I think)and the movie is doing very well. To follow up Cop Shack 2 I filmed Boiler which is my First one on one scene(always filmed three ways four ways)so I stepped up the game in this one and got alittle piggy in this movie. From reading online it seems that Boiler is catching on(Finally) So my Resume is quite good to this point. What I'm trying to say is that I'm proud of my work and Finally I have the chance to Improve and show more of my talent. Moving on.....
House of Blues was amazing, we were scheduled to be there to perform(well be dancers on stage)with another Artist called Royal Lush(House Music)he is a house singer and when we got on stage we just ripped up the house. I was dancing on stage with Rick Van Sant(who has an amazing ass) and just got alittle freaky on stage and brought some energy to the performance. I had a great time again out in Chi Town and I will remember the great time I had when I read this blog(when I'm 50)all the amazing people I have met and all the friends I made along the way. Thanks to Leatherpost for sponsoring us and showing us a great time check out the gear they really have some great stuff(cant wait to wear more of their goods) Again check out I say hands down we have some of the Hottest Exclusives by far of any company. Glad to be apart of the business right now!!!
Well that is all I have to write for today I have more posts to write. I recently got inked again so I have pics to put up about that so stayed tuned.