KEEPING TRACK OF EVERYTHING

Well.....

I haven't sat down and actually wrote something of some thought lately. So it's time to finally talk about a few things. Well everybody knows that relationship is in the toilet, and that I have been Co directing some scenes for Dawgpoundusa for a Web series called "Hard Wire".

Up to date, I have been hitting the gym like a mad man, and finally it is showing off!! It's not easy when you get older to keep hitting the gym like a blood thirsty beast. I find that the older I get, the more recovery time I need outside the gym. So I changed my workout and had to adjust my cardio days with Power lifting. My body had to get used to the change, and it was a loooong period where I wasn't seeing the changes I wanted to see right then and there. I'm older so I have to pick my spots where I can attack and others where I work out smarter not harder...

Sometimes I think about my next chapter on this porn journey, I really accomplished alot in my time in porn, but I'm greedy!! I don't know how to stop... I wrote of couple of posts talking about how flattering it is to have someone performing YOUR positions and all that. And you know what?? I'm not fucking dead!!

 Here is where the switch hits my mind, I'm glad that people want to do something they saw in a movie, but the fact is... I have more than that..... Sitting on the sidelines is not easy, I look at footage of other models and I say to myself I could have done that scene hotter or better.

  I see the newer generation of porn stars and while they have outstanding bodies(some)I do see this new wave of porn stars who really should be THANKFUL that the viewing audience is giving them a chance to perform for them. Everybody wants natural and down to earth, or how do they say it... Approachable!! Well news flash!! Since you opened the door to porn stars who don't have worked out bodies(or the best body on their frame), Gay for pay models, Lackluster performances, and the basic Suck and Fuckers, you set the bar LOW!! And you still have the problem of the Cunty/Ego/Douche models but now you got AVERAGE thinking they are hot shit and that is way worse than the model who at least, was built like a God, Face of an angel, who performed because they love showing off model. So what they had Ego..So what they thought they were better than people. At least you could see all the hard work in the gym and diet putting that body together.

Moving on... It is not easy to be a blogger sometimes, coming up with idea after idea is hard. I have been writing this blog for eight years so coming up with ideas is hard. Bloggers are a wicked bunch, We all think We are way smarter than the average blogger and sometimes We write with too much passion. I look over the blog from time to time, and read these horror stories where I threaten people, wish for the death of a person. Yikes!! At least most can agree that this blog is REAL!! It is full of ups and downs, and it would make a great book. *Hint Hint

A book deal would be great, but I don't want that same crappy Tell All book like most porn stars do. I want something interesting and real and not so much a Tell All but almost like a guide or something. I'm shopping around some ideas so I will keep you posted to the future of something like that. In order to write a good book, I need that positive change or higher goal achieved thing, that will give it that extra push. The story of coming into fame is interesting but I still haven't had my crossover moment, that moment when you cross over to another media/press/audience. I really think I have much more to do in this game, I'm excited for the future of things.

Traveling is something I love doing(I got no partner now *sigh)so I'm trying to plan a trip to Europe. That is right!! Europe! I was there in the 90's(Military)but going over there as Diesel Washington would not only further my career but will open some MAJOR doors for Me. This is something that has my name on it!! More about that later...

I know what your waiting for....

The Rants, here goes:

If your breathe stinks you will not be sucking my dick, even if you give good head. I don't want my dick smelling like your stinky breathe, soap and water will not get off stinky bad breathe. A porn star with Stinky bad breathe dick...not a good look.

It's Dec, come on people stop wearing sandals (esp Sandals with socks)flip flops, it's Winter!! You look retarded wearing sandals in 20 degree weather.

Why every time I have to take a shit, there is always "That Guy" in the stall next to Me that HAS TO blow it up!! I mean when your traveling you have to take a dump, but does it have to be LOUD?? Does all that air have to come out?? Do I really need to hear you strain to push out that shit?? And is there anyway you could muffle the noise of the log hitting the water. I mean I hear chunks coming out of you and filling up that toilet. And why does the shit HAVE TO stink?? Lastly after you finish shitting, WHY didn't you wash your hands?? Eww People are downright nasty!!

I don't like women who spit out in public, I think it looks trashy and cheap. Maybe I'm old school, I think women should act like ladies. A women that spits and farts in public, I think is just trashy.

  Same thing goes for women pissing on the street, I don't think its looks cool or classy.. but that is just my opinion.

I don't like when I see women on the train, putting on makeup. Just my pet peeve, if your a lady, your suppose to have on your face before leaving the house.

  I don't like guys that are smug with either money/intelligence. Showing off how much money you have doesn't impress Me. Using big words in your sentences, doesn't impress Me. At end the day, you still want dick and to ride the pole.

If your not in a meeting or in school, if I call you and you don't answer but text Me in return...You got issues Homey. I called you because I wanted to speak directly to you, not get my answers via Text.

Guys in the gym who read the newspapers. Ummmm not sure what your doing here but reading a Newspaper?? Really? Get off the machine DICK WADD!!

Anyway more later...