I'M NOT REALLY FEELING THIS.....

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GYMBOY OLYMPICS AT BLATINO OASIS

It took alittle time to come out..(HaHa)

Finally you the fans get to see what really happened at the Blatino Oasis..

Dawgpoundusa Gymboys presents

GYMBOY OLYMPICS!!!

We had a good time and I think I played MC very well...

MAKING GUYS HALF MY AGE FEEL BAD..(Work out Bitches)

I have to work hard to maintain this shape, I'm not young anymore so its a fight every time I go in that gym..

The goal is slow the aging process or even reverse the effects, I'm eating cleaner, getting more rest, more Recoup time after working out and its showing(I guess)

As an older porn star I'm not going to fade into the darkness and get all fat and shit.  I'm going to represent those porn stars so are still in the game and they may be older, but I'm like fine wine and keep getting better as long as I have the passion to keep going I will...

Anyway the title of this post is Making Guys half my age feel bad.  I know guys way younger and I'm not saying that everybody has to have a gym body.  But when I see a waste of youth on a person who has the energy but is just too lazy to move and do it, gives Me the drive to get up and make them FEEL REAL BAD!!

Sorry readers I had to pull out the Shallow card and post the body pics....

But I'm sure you don't mind LOL

YOU BELONG TO SOMEONE ELSE

My blog has been a mess of Break ups and Relationships that went into the Toilet...

One of those Back stories was Joey Boston..

Regardless of what happened!!Drama of course!! Our relationship was ended on a sour note and left a bad taste in my mouth and I really never got over the horror story that was our relationship.  We had good times and bad times and maybe now the Bad times are the only thing I can think of at the moment..

Let me breath for a sec...

We did have good times, but alas our relationship was/is over.  I lost contact with Joey Boston and I really didn't know what happened to him?  The last I heard he was over partying and getting drunk and high and doing pills again.  Then he started to get his act together, the last time I talked to him, He went back to work again and was making an honest living.

Fast forward 6months, I haven't heard from him and I was getting kinda of scared of what happened to him? I called him several times to find out that his phone was off. Looked for him on Facebook and he hasn't updated his status. So for several months I was scared that something had happened to him.

So today was my Day Off, and I got on Facebook. I'm not really a Facebook user in fact I try to stay off Facebook as much as I can.  I'm an entertainer so as soon as I sign onto Facebook I get swamped with messages and requests so sometimes I run off the page as soon as I post something.  Feeling alittle lonely and depressed I went to Facebook and typed in Joey Bostons name and Bam he came up and I found out he was in another relationship. There was my Ex declaring his love for someone else and I froze looking at the screen.

I don't know what to think, so of course I had to reach out and just give my opinion.  No heated discussions or name calling...

I just wished him well...

Inside I think I died a little(but big boy)cause this was finally evidence that he was okay and moving on with his life.  I have to be honest after my relationship with him I swear off guys, No Really! I came to the conclusion that being in a relationship while remaining in porn is a Nono.  No matter how hard I tried, there is always that resentment of your partner having to see you having sex with someone else. I tried all equations to make it work, even having a partner who also does porn.  That crashed and burned because of jealously on both parts.  I have dated people outside of porn but the simple Fact remains...

I'm sleeping with other people, filming sex between people, and sort of have this Dlist famous porn star stigma that will follow Me everywhere.  No matter how you look at the situation until I leave porn(even directing) I will not find a stable relationship that can endure the pressure that doing Porn places on a relationship.

So I have to do the BIG SIGH...

Anyway long story short, I reached out to Joey Boston and he messaged me back with some kind words.  Now does the slut in Me want to ruin a Household and try to get him back...

Damn right!!

The mature side of Me wishes him luck in his new relationship and I do not want to send any negative energy his way. I mean it....

 I wish him the Best of Luck.

 I look at the pictures of his new man, he is soft.  I know you see anger in that statement, but he IS Soft.  He went and got a pretty boy and from the looks of it, He went back into Topping these bottom boys(Good for Him). Anyway the more I think about it, the more it kind of pisses Me off. I have to be and honest...

It reminds Me of how lonely I am, but at the same time I'm trying to start a business and make it grow.  No distractions(unless feeling freaky)and I can dedicate myself to this "Hard Wire" project and keep the business running and the business is Porn.

At the end of the day, this finally gave Me the Closure I needed.

TRYING TO COME UP WITH NEW IDEAS

Ideas are never easy....

I put a lot of thought into things, and sometimes I over think a solution, instead of pushing forward.  It's an annoying trait to have, because you keep rethinking things that need to be finished and pushed out...

So finally it comes....What about Hard Wire?? What about Hard Wire???

Okay after a lot of back and forth the decision was made, Hard Wire will be sold as a DVD as well as streaming online.  So that raised the stakes even higher, so the reality of the situation didn't become apparent until now...

I had to see it in Black and White myself...

Now scenes that I have already edited, I'm thinking about going back to those scenes and tighten up the scenes even more. Perfectionist yeah I guess that is what they call it, so you can be Pissed/Mad/Upset. God knows this project is taking longer than expected, but I have learned if its going to have my name on it. It has to be good!!

The main footage has been shot already, but I like to add a scene here and there.

The biggest creation is making something that tells a story, with mini stories within each scene.  I guess it's hard to explain.....

I want the viewer to watch every scene for What's its Worth. Does it add to the bigger scheme of things(Movie as whole)Sure but the strength of each scene has to have a certain flow...

You see Over Thinking things...

Anyway, I want to create a project that will Tell the Story, Hot sex, Different Situations, Locations, Diverse Cast, Muscle guys, Big dicks, Bubble asses...

Is that the update you wanted?? Probably not!! Hey but I came online to put in writing We are doing big things but things need to be put in order first. Moving on...

Beefy guy back in the house again, I have went back to power lifting again and putting back on the Mass. Fuck having a eight pac stomach, I'm old!! I am more than happy to keep a nice six pac, and have a big beefy back and thick guns.  Even making the legs meatier for the folks.  I was really leaning out and doing the whole eight pac thing. As seen below.

This was about 3weeks ago..

Yeah I will post another picture of What the gym has done to Me.

What has the gym done to Me?? OOhhh you will see. 

It's the Summer Time Bitches!!

Moving along again...

Alter Egos..

Say Hello to Pimp Daddy Diesel.

When it comes to selling Sex? Who does it better than a Pimp? I have always thought I was something of a pimp myself. And who doesn't Love a Pimp?? Come on!! It's a new generation, new social media, but same old rules..


Sex sells...

Coming soon!!

We all play characters in Life, I just happen to play a lot of characters! I will enjoy this one!!  And you might see the return of Dexter DeLarge..

Just in another form...

Sorry to the Fans that come to read my blog and I haven't been updating it as usual.  I have been using Twitter for sometime but I always have my Baby, This is my baby!! This is my hole in the wall, some people come for the pics, some come for the stories, interviews, Wacky Youtubes, Mister Personality(bad or good?) I will still be Rocking it and Rocking it for ya!!

Oh here is some bullshit(Jumping from subject to subject) It's the Summer:

OMG!! This is the weather when the guys do the retarded.."Wearing Sock with Sandals". I can't handle it!!

Is it Me? Or the gay boys are wearing short shorts? Hood rules to me was that the pair of shorts that you were wearing had to go past your knees or you had Daisy Dukes on?? I am I right?? Well that is Hood rules. Out in the Hamptons...Those boys only wear shorts that are above their knees. The whole preppy look has been done to death(But it's Classic)but I notice the shorts are even shorter and tighter..I'm not complaining at all!! Merely sharing an observation..

A good one.

Keep wearing those Short Shorts if you can get them smaller PLEASE DO!!
The summer time is not forgiving at all!! If you want that beach body or gym body you had to work all winter long to get it.  The Summer time is for all the guys that killed themselves in the gym to show off. And if you live in New York City that is the total of two months of Hot weather in the city that you get to Show it all off! Get to it...No hate at all I love to see the legs and knees of hot guys.

Love Bow Ties!! I do just not during the summer!! At night ROCK IT!! During the day, to have something wrapped around my neck and its 98 degrees outside...Not a good look for Me, I sweat!! I look at other people wearing bow ties in this summer heat and I sweat for them..

Ladies!! If your doing open toe shoes, please have your nails done(Hand/Feet)cause having some torn up toenails on the train or walking through the park is not a good look.

The best thing about living in NYC is that during the summer as soon as you enter the park. Your shirt comes off..

I don't care if its Morning/Afternoon/Evening the shirt comes off and you start using Cruise Control. Call it being Shallow, Pretentious, or whatever. Fuck that!! Was in gym all Winter working hard...Don't hate cause you were eating!!

Sorry to say, but I'm kind of over the whole ankle socks..at this point they look better on women. Sorry I'm old school, I like the old fashion tube socks(Calves/Above Calves) Now this is only my opinion...Ankle/Booties socks or whatever. They look better on Women! I'm sorry!!

It weirds Me out to see guys with too many bracelets on... I don't know maybe its Me, I think having too many gold bracelets looks tacky. I think having like 10to 20 colored bracelets on your wrist is overkill!! Now don't get me wrong...Some Bracelets have a deeper meaning.. I get that..

I'm talking about the twenty something's that have like 10-15 bracelets on each arm. More of a Poser then someone trying to be deep...

God the Holy Rants are back in fashion....

My Bloggers Block is over!!

Stay tuned for more exciting posts

POSTED NEW YOUTUBE VID

Had to post a quick Vid just something I did real fast, look decent in the Vid but I want to show off more you know??


Anyway I had to post something on the blog since I haven't reached out in a long time.

Ryan Rose WORKING IT!!

There is a lot of talk on this Porn Star "Ryan Rose"...

I make no judgments...

I had a chance to talk with him, hangout, get inside of his head a bit..

I like him, everybody makes mistakes.

He has the "It" factor, I haven't seen many Newcummers that have that "It"...

He does...

Giving you Props!!

Still a Douchbag(Private joke)..

DADDY WANTS USE REAL PICS

A FUNNY VID

Watched it like 10times already and it gets funnier and funnier....

You can't fuck Sheep....

Well you can but Ewwwwwww.

POST GRABBYS INTERVIEW WITH TOMMY DEFENDI

Finally caught up with Tommy Defendi, and I had to sit down with the Grabbys 2013 Award winner for the Hottest Cock.


Welcome to the club of the Hottest Cocks Tommy Defendi...