Alot of stuff is happening in the REAL life right now that I had to get straight and its far from over....
But I gave myself some breathing room for now, the Grabbys are coming up and I plan to have a BLAST....I'm going out not as Diesel but as a fan of porn as well. I'm looking forward to meeting alot of the newer stars to the Industry....
I have been there and done that ALL before but it's nice to some the next generation of models strutting their stuff at all these events that are planned....
One event that is High on my list is COCKYCON......
I really don't know what to expect, but I think the event will be fun and I always done for a good party...
Now here is the special part:
This a CockyBoy function....And those are always fun to go to...
Yeah this Answered Prayers Thing....
Its a FILM...
I keep saying it.....My BEST work when it comes to acting/sex portion of the scene....
So I will be at CockyCon on the panel answering questions about the Film...
Interesting stuff here...
PROPS to COCKYBOYS....
They have been nothing but kind to Me and very generous at the same time. So I hope fans will come out and get everything signed that they want and just mingle with guys its always a good time.
Grabbys I have Fond memories of the Grabbys...
Lets see nominated for Manly Man and Hottest Top......
I already got 4 Grabbys so no need to be Greedy...But I will be honest I want to win.
I'm in the gym constantly and working on that summer body, I posted a Youtube I did last week. Enjoy!!
I'm back now....
I was MIA for awhile trying to get life back in order....
Call it tired of being broke, trying to readjust to life without escorting has been somewhat difficult for Me. I'm a Performer/Escort and I just have to face facts, why not capitalize off a Brand that I created? I had a few months just to reflect on things I want to do and places I want to see and it all boils down to, is having the money to do it.
Next...
The internet has effected all kinds of actors even the ALIST..
Ten years ago it would be in bad taste for a Hollywood Actor to be caught dead doing a commercial. Now its the Norm:
Matthew McConaughey is killing this commercial, plus he looks and sounds like he is stoned as fuck. Sure if you are going to do a commercial about being in a car and a Bull is in front of you...
YOU FILM IT STONED!!
J.K. Simmons with the Farmers Insurance commercials, I love this one....The Douchebag dance is the best....
Anyway like I was saying, these big time actors are taking the checks and I'm just on some Porn star level of the entertainment game. So that means it's time to take advantage of this Brand that I have been working on for the last ten years of my life.
As of right now:
I been paying alot of attention to Family things. AND I do not feel guilty at all...
I took some time to myself and the maintenance of my Family. I went to visit my Grandmom a few times a month because she is getting up in age. These are the times that family needs you. So I have conflicting ideas about how to run my Brand while settling Family issues.
Family comes First and the Porn/Escorting things has to take a back sit.
So I took alot of time to do this post, I have to be honest it gets harder to write blog posts. I send alot of time on Twitter, so you can follow Me there as well. So if you want to see what I'm up to on a daily basis...Check out my Twitter
Now lets talk about the most important thing, Diesel Washington is shooting more scenes for the fans. It should come as no shock to people that I have spent alot of time in this business. I came to terms that Gay porn is a business that the Emphasis is on Youth. I'm a Veteran model that has DONE it all, even though I feel like the same person that stepped in front of a camera nearly 10 years ago.
How was I able to maintain all these years? Is a mystery to Me. I look back at old pictures taken 7 or 8 years ago, and Thank God I basically look the same(give or take some wrinkles) I'm happy that I'm aging well in a business that is all about Hot/Tight bodies, big dicks, bubble butts.
Anyway moving on........
I got the call from Fabscout.com that Men.com was interested in shooting something different and they wanted Me to anchor this Series that they were filming. The idea was pitched to Me, and it was so interesting and the best showcase for my acting skills. I really do not want to go into depth about the role but lets put it this way. It was a Very good role that I couldn't turn down and it had all the elements of a Ground breaking scene. And this series hopefully will get picked up for another season(Crossing Fingers)
I have to be honest with fans, I get tired of the scenes that are merely just sex with minimal dialogue. I'm an Old school performer. I believe that fans should be taken on a ride when they watch their porn. Of course it has to have hot guys and hot sex but its 2015 I think the fans can appreciate good acting and a decent story line.
Ding Ding...that is something important to remember....Story lines. I get drawn to roles that involves acting, I enjoy playing characters that are outside of my comfort zone. For example in Cockyboys Answered Prayers I play a Mystic Healer of sorts
Speaking of which my role as the Healer in the CockyBoys masterpiece earned Me 2 Grabbys nominations for Hottest Top and Manly man.......
HOTTEST TOP Boomer Banks Nick Capra Tommy Defendi Topher DiMaggio Trenton Ducati Jimmy Durano Alexander Greene Tayte Hanson Colby Jansen Colby Keller Sebastian Kross Connor Maguire Evan Parker Valentin Petrov Adam Russo Andrew Stark Rocco Steele Ryan Rose Mitch Vaughn Diesel Washington Cutler X XL Sean Zevran
MANLY MAN Derek Atlas Boomer Banks Brian Bonds Dirk Caber Trenton Ducati Jimmy Fanz Jesse Jackman Colby Jensen Colby Keller Adam Killian Connor Maguire Hunter Marx Dean Monroe Jason Phoenix Ryan Rose Rocco Steele Diesel Washington Sean Zevran
So look at that list above...... I'm going against some Heavy weights who are popular in Today's Gay porn.....I look at the list and I feel like the only Throwback on that list. But I'm proud and I really have to Thank the guys over at Cockyboys who dare I say.....
Gave Diesel life again because I was floating around, thinking about retiring from all the stress and drama in Gay porn.
Big Shoutout to Cockyboys.....
Switching up speeds now........
OKAY I was all over the blogs again, a Twitter War here and there, drama, exchanging words. Drama Drama Drama
I'm not going to go into all the stuff because you can probably read about it on the Internet where stories about Me are Plastered all over the place. Lets talk about the good stuff now......
Shooting scenes.......
So I get to San Diego and I'm greeted at the airport by Trenton Ducati, his husband David and the ever so cute Colt Rivers. We drove over to the house, that we are shooting in and checked in. I had a long flight, so by the time I got to the house I found my room and passed out. The trip from NYC to Cali is long and I wasn't prepared for such a long flight with one lay over in Chicago. Anyway I crashed in bed and got ready for the next day.
So filming starts....And up is Colt Rivers and Jack King...
I guess in between takes Colt Rivers likes to walk off the pounding he just got and just stretch his legs.
After scenes, Colt Rivers just likes to sit around wearing underwear and pointing his cock in my direction. Such a Little tease... No to be honest he was cool laid back and quite funny...
After Colt Rivers and Jack King sex scene, I had some B roll with Jack King, showing my acting skills
Later that day after Puff puff Pass, I relaxed in the house and went out to dinner with Mocha to this Mexican restaurant and had a good time
One important thing I wanted to point out, I had the pleasure to work with Micah Brandt. I think it was important that two popular Blk models on the top of their game work together. That will speaks volumes in the Industry. TBH I kind of felt the pressure of such an important scene but I held it together and I think that the scene is very hot.. I also had an acting scene with Micah that should be fun to watch..
Still Photographer Mocha and Videographer Anthony Duran/ I worked with Mocha on Asylum from Falcon studios and I worked with both on "Getting Levis's Johnson" so I was very comfortable working with such talented Men.
A special feature I have an acting scene with Trenton Ducati so you will see two big guys going at it on screen.
And here is Casey one of the PA's on set and he is also a porn model as well.. Be careful with this one....He will have you ripping off your ears if you talk to him long enough.
So the tally is:
Three acting scenes with Jack King, Trenton Ducati and Micah Brandt.
One sex scene with Micah Brandt
And then I have a cool monologue at the beginning....
I really had something to sink my teeth into with this role...I hope the fans enjoy this mini series and vote to see more down the road. I would definitely love to play this character again in the future.
So when that question is asked what am I working on now....
Men.com will reveal a surprise that should interest you...
I have learned so much in the past years when it comes to filming...
So I'm finally ready just to keep filming and filming to keep my skills up. It's not a Youtube so don't expect my dancing or moving my body. I went deeper with this film..
Cast: Artist, Cristobal, DLo, Driller, Izzy James, Junior, Lawson Kane, Python, Samson, Big Sarge, Young Buck, Rio, JP Richards, Robert Axel, Diesel Washington,
Executive Producer: Dawgpoundusa and Diesel Washington
Directed by Diesel Washingtoin
Cameramen: Dawgpoundusa and Diesel Washington
Edited by: Diesel Washington
Casting by: Dawgpoundusa and Diesel Washington
Storyline by: Diesel Washington
Set Designer: Junior (RIP)
Shot on location in New York City
I spent almost two years of my life working on this project and I decided to let it live again....At least "Hard Wire" will live on Youtube.
It was great working on a project so different and new and making it into a story. I wish It saw further life.....
But "Hard Wire" will live on
PRESENTING "HARD WIRE"
"Hard Wire" was a project that I invested so much time in....The long hours of editing everything together...and getting the storyline right and including the elements that I needed in order to create a porn like no other...
Sigh..
Even though We decided to part ways(Creative Differences) Dawgpoundusa will forever be a learning experience that was good for Me.
Dawgpoundusa has finally entered the DVD market and I'm proud of them..
/Support Men of Color in Gay porn....
"Hard Wire" is dedicated to "Junior"
I still miss you Junior, We worked together closely even roomed together in LA. You made Me laugh on set when We had those long work days. Thank you for teaching so many models how to properly douche for a scene, made my cameraman days much easier.
So i was killing some time on Twitter and I thought up the idea of taking suggestions off Twitter from fans and film what they wanted to see for a change.
If you don't know the weather is crazy right now and its snowing and raining at the same time. The roads are shitty and nobody is going anyway...
So since I had some time, Why not entertain the fans with a short Youtube...
and the Winner is
Rapping in a Bubble Bath
Stay tuned for more these types of Vids, its all about the fans....
So I'm searching around Youtube and I was listening and watching Truffle Butter Youtubes and I clicked on this Youtube featuring Justin Tyler.
Now his name alone sounds like a Porn star name but give it time...
I was the first Youtube above and then I searched and found another Youtube starring Justin Tyler the Rapper...
He goes into more bars and lyrics and he is actually very good I have to give him props
Then he goes deeper this next one:
I mean this is the last one.....
You know I'm listening to the lyrics, you can tell he is young but it got my head bouncing up and down and all I can say is I like it..
Judging by the views on his Youtube he is REALLY an underground talent and needs more exposure. I dig his style and I find myself jamming to HIS stuff...
As a one Youtube to another Youtube...
Keep going my Youtube brother and much success will come your way.
There are some VERY needy people on GoFundMe that don't misuse the intended purpose of the site. There are some Porn stars that are in need and this is not hurting anybody out there. Health/Medical issues are no joking matter
Agree to all of that. Here is one worth investing..
What I wanted to accomplish was just to point out the Fact that some people are just Greedy Bitches!!! We are talking about the Bottom Feeders
There I said...
Bitches who feel they are entitled to something for being cute or sexy. It's a pattern that I am seeing more and more ESP when it comes to the porn industry. The Porn Industry already has Egos/Divas/The Paranoid...
Now the Neediness of certain models feeling entitled to special treatment from fans(Public)for trivial things like a Vacation/New Car(old one works),Rent and Cell phone bills.?
The only reason why I comment or blog about it, is because it's funny. If your a gay porn star on social media trying to solicit money for a personal agenda, that does not meet the requirements(as stated above). I got jokes ALL DAY.
I live in NYC, I see panhandlers/homeless/displaced people EVERYDAY. I will get at least a song/dance/music/poetry..some form of entertainment that I can at least say..."Okay I have some spare change"
And the Stories.....
I think in no other city in the world, will you hear the most creative stories of drug abuse/physical abuse/War Vets/Mothers holding their children telling you the most horrific stories with tears in her eyes.
Then come home and sign online, and there is always a porn star begging for something. I do not understand, maybe I'm living in the past. As a porn star, we commanded a level of respect(and disrespect)We got in front of the camera and performed in the these sex scenes as an expression of our sexuality. We got in front of the camera to further a career off camera(school/business/debt paying). We got in front of the camera for alot of different reasons...
Fast forward to 2015, I think models are losing the Sexy part of gay porn. Seems alot of models are more worried about getting more scenes to pay the bills. Models will give or take a load for mere $300 scenes, using Home HIV testing kits that they bought in Walmart as "Testing" methods. It's so in style to be called the "CumDumpster" not sure I see the sexy part in being called a CumDumpster. Now added to that CumDumpster look...
The constant begging online...
Buy Me shoes, buy me clothes, spoil me, Give me Gifts..
Sometimes I read www.Str8upGayporn.com way too much, I have followed some of the models creating GoFundMe accounts, Zach(Editor) charts these things with a passion unmatched. Here are some Higlights from past stories I have read.
Everybody has their own GoFundMe use, and sometimes its harder to sort through campaigns that are worth investing in and others that come off as a Scheme/Scam.
Anyway giving my two cents..
Now I know some models will Hate Me for doing this blog post.....
His reaction to a milky white substance shooting out of an ass...
How charming...
Now We have to go back in time for a minute, When Jed Athens(real name Phil) first started I liked his look and something about a Geeky nerdy boy gets Me going every time. And he was a prime example of a Geeky boy..
I was kinda of nervous at first talking to him on Twitter, cause I can be socially awkward when trying to flirt with another porn star. So I took it slowly at first and just admired him from afar.
On twitter we had a couple of conversations back and forth but due to the distance(Him in LA and Me in NYC) nothing came from it, and we lost communication.
Fast forward to Jan 28, 2015, on twitter I started to post more pictures of my ass. I don't normally post pictures of my ass because I'm a Top, since today was Hump Day I decided to share more pictures of my "Hump"(Ass)
My ass...
Jed Athens ass:
TRAIN WRECK
Probably the first time in 10 years of writing this blog have I EVER put up this many pictures of my ass. I'm proud of my ass, it only took Me about 10 years of time to show it off more.
TeeHee now back to Jed Athens I had to post pictures of my ass that started this all this mess in the first place...
So I'm at work and I receive a phone call from a number I didn't recognize. I didn't answer the phone because I'm not allowed to be on the phone while at work. I texted a message back to the caller saying I was at work, yet the caller calls me back yet again. Now I'm getting annoyed...
I receive a text message saying "Pick up your phone" I'm thinking to myself "Who is this? and Why is this guy so rude?"
This is the text conversation from the start:
Me:?? Jed Athens(Phil): Yea?? Me: Someone Called? Jed Athens(Phil): Terrance? Me:Whom is speaking? Jed Athens(Phil): Phil Me: How can I help you? Can't talk now What's up? Jed Athens(Phil):Pick ur phone Me: I'm busy right now at work..can I help you Jed Athens(Phil): Its not urgent I have a bit Me: State your business Jed Athens(Phil): U for my Bday Me: Explain Jed Athens(Phil):Go check your Twitter it might make sense to your talking to Me: My services are currently not listed. How did you get my number and explain things directly Jed Athens(Phil): U have dicked a number of my buds:) Me: Listen my tolerance for playing games is low. I don't know a Phil I have no idea what u mean or saying right now. I dont have a pic of you. Your talking to me like I know you I'm at work now. And not trying to be rude but i get daily calls from strangers just wanting to make convo with Me. Jed Athens(Phil): Omg its Phil aka Jed Athens Me: Ooh Jed Athens(Phil): I dont want convo just Bday falls on a wed and I saw ur booty just triple checking if I can't have it...
So at this point, he finally reveals who he is when HE CALLED AND TEXTED ME BEING MYSTERIOUS...
Here is where things took a turn for the worst......
Jed Athens(Phil): I don't fuck just anyone I have had a craving for older black booty as of late and I saw all that ass and I was like Ummm me want.. Jed Athens(Phil): My taste in guys older than Me sorry not into youngens and black guys tend to be more capable of hate fucks... Jed Athens(Phil): My old twitter u made a comment about fucking me over a year ago 2. I said older not old get ur shit Str8 because compared to me u are older 3. using a known facts that many white guys aren't proficient in topping and using references about how u fuck isnt stereotyping its call making a hypothesis.
So he starts talking down to Me, and then he gets really condescending and rude to Me.......
Jed Athens(Phil): U should read into the implied things I dont fuck ugly and I don't get intellectually involved with porn ppl because it always bits me in the ass because porn ppl use u till they get what they want...
The most annoying and downright disgusting part of the whole convo was this text to Me
Jed Athens(Phil): Ur not a nerd u don't play DND or Video games probably the complete opposite of me and I require a heavy on the nerd side.
That was so rude and nasty and such a self important statement, He doesn't know Me. He didn't even want to take the time to get to know Me, or what into, no hobbies or interests nothing. If he took the time to get to know Me. He would have found out in fact I do play DND and I do play video games and collect comic books and into Cosplay. Cause I am a Nerd. Even my twitter followers know I'm a Nerd/Geek so that pushed me over the edge cause he didn't take the time to read my TL or to ask anything about Me. He just pushed for his own agenda without any regards to what I like or into. Completely self important
Sorry Jed Athens the world doesn't revolve around you....
The rest of the conversation was more like the same and he refused to acknowledged me as a person or individual, he talked down to Me like I wasn't on the same level of intellect. It was so distracting to be at work and some Porn Skank hits Me up looking to have sex with Me. Yet he is rude, talks down to people and instead of talking to Me and finding out interests. He didn't want to put in the time or effort to get to know Me as a person or even find out anything about my likes or interests. He was completely self serving, self important and has no regard for my wants or needs.
As a matter of fact, the entire time we spent talking he kept repeating that he doesn't kiss ass....
Jed Athens does not kiss ass....
Kissing ass to Jed Athens is complimenting a person/telling the person your interested in, that they are cute or attractive. Kissing ass to Jed Athens is trying to learn more about a person/Kissing ass to Jed Athens is being somewhat nice to someone because you are interested in having sex with them..
Here is the best thing about the situation, he is a blogger himself.....
Jed Athens a blogger? Yes he is......
Now if you go to his blog, he writes a detailed blog post about the porn models he has worked with in the past(Good and Bad). So when you are a blogger that writes badly about people, you have to be prepared for someone to write badly about you(Been there done that X100)
He talks about his "Relationship" with the deceased Mr. Rhodes, and then goes to trash Steven Cruz and Bruno Bond..
I don't know who this is Jed Athens? A character or persona? Someone with deep rooted issues and showing his insecurities through his blog and his interactions with other blogger and porn models??
Of course you can compare Diesel Washington to Jed Athens and see a lot of similar traits:
Train wrecking on Twitter
Writing Bold and outspoken blog posts
Being known as Crazy or Insane
Being very Truthful and Honest
Yet there is so many notable differences between Us:
He is a total dick in person, I tend to be a dick on Twitter but in person LIFE OF THE PARTY. His porn scenes are boring and bareback,. My scenes are exciting and interesting to watch, and condom only. He has a big black gaping hole, I have a big black cock. He is scrawny and pale white. I'm sexual chocolate. He is young and naive, I am OLDER with more experience in this business.
Anyway I used to have a Porn crush on a model call Jed Athens......
What I got was a person who was nasty/self centered/self important/self serving and not someone who I would call a friend or even someone I would align myself with..
It's hard to feel inspired when I have been an Entertainer for so long. I don't know how to describe it. I have maintained this blog(for the most part)for ten years and in that time, it feels like I'm repeating myself....
The ideas were slow to form because I don't have a team of writers or an assistant I cab fall back on to take care of the little stuff. Anyway enough bitching and whining I do that enough on Twitter.
So what to write about???
So many things happened last year that I wanted to comment on but....
FUCK IT!!!
It's 2015 and I'm not trying to live in the past anymore, I want to find a new direction for myself and also a new path so I have planned...
THE MASTER PLAN
More about that later...I wanted to entertain people for now.
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