I have been doing all the leg work......
America's Next Black Bottom contest is still on(was canceled but I did some rethinking and decided it needs to happen)
I took on such a Huge responsibility to help out my Community!! In doing so, it has been nothing but complaning, fighting, and a Giant headache for Me.
More Important New Pat is the assistant is gone.
Recently I had to let Patrick go, I wish him well....
Before anybody goes into this "You Ran another one away". Patrick let out some private information about Me. It seems that in his "Slut" phase, some person got him to disclose my Location, Name, Work place.
I have told Patrick many times before that some people will try to use him in order to get to Me. I warned him several times, the latest situation got way out of hand. I had a stalking Fan, show up at my Job and leave Stalkish notes on my house door. They started leaving strange emails with attached pictures of Me training someone at the gym. I was so freaked out by it!!
This is not the first time that a situation like this has happened. When I found out who the guy was, it turns out it was a friend of Pats(that he recently met)and I can't have my space invaded like that.
So Pat gone!!
The ANBB contest, is still on!!!If you notice I had to change the post!!
Moving on.......
I have earned my respect, but yet the models that sleep with people(Castin Couch) seem to get hired. I'm tired of the Double Standard!!
I used to respect alot of people in this business, to found out they are the same ack stabbers as everybody else.
People who I looked up to today, Hurt Me!! And I'm tired of it!! You keep saying your my friend but I ask a simple question and I get barked at???
Well.....
That brings Me to this Announcement:
THIS IS MY LAST YEAR IN THE BUSINESS!!! I WILL NO LONGER WORK FOR OTHER PEOPLE AT THE END OF THE YEAR!!
I'm tired I don't want the hand outs, and since roles are not coming in like they used to. I have overstayed my welcome, I'm tired of playing this game, I want to make my own rules and make my own content.
I could go into Story after story of the Users and low lifes in this business.
I DON'T HAVE TO SLEEP WITH ANYBODY TO GET JOBS AND I REFUSE TO DO SO!!
AND TO THE PEOPLE THAT ACCEPT SEXUAL FAVORS FROM THESE MODELSS LOOKING FOR WORK..
You think any of these boys would sleep with you, if you didnt have a high profile job in the business?? You would be another guy that these cute boys would say is "A Nasty Troll" in the bar. Or they would hustle you like a trick!!
If you can sleep at night knowing that, Good for you!! I don't need to misuse my power like that. I like knowing a person is into Me, not into Me because of what I can do for them!!
And thats being real!!!
12 comments:
do what you got to do man. make sure your happy. fuck all these fake punks. you got to worry about you
sorry to hear that. hope all gets better.
its a shame about Pat, thats a scary situation, stay safe.
i'm really not surprised about how you say the business is now. bottom line its about money and who you know, thats in anything. i'm with you, i'd keep my dignity and step too.
I love you, D. Keep your head up.
Mad props to you man. You will definitely be missed in the world of porn. But I completely get why you're leaving the biz. You, unlike a lot of fools in the business, have other talents and a lot of drive. So i wish you well. And if you're looking for a new energetic assistant you've found one right here. I'm young, proactive, no nonsense, and super driven. so hit me up I can send u a cover letter and resume if you'd like. My email is jbrown81090@yahoo.com or just hit me up on fb I'm one of your friends my name is Justin Brown. so hit me up if you're interested
I hope your message meant that you was going to start up a pay site an produce your own videos.
What ever yo do man I gotta see that pec flex.
Hi T....I was surprised to read that about the assistant...better safe than sorry..he shouldn't have given out your personal details.... that's a definite nono!!!...Rgds..Laurie
If you're gonna stay in the business you need to figure out where you want to be outside of "on camera". If you got all these bright ideas that you think will sell then you need to get with some investors and be smart enough to act as a business man. High production porn business is having a rough time and impacted by the economy just like every other business. You think peeps got discretionary income to be paying $40 to $50 bucks for a DVD when you got Xtube?
On Pat...I'm sure your momma told you if you hang around with trash you probably will get dirty. You need to team with peeps that know how to conduct themselves in business. You should probably separate the pornstar persona from the business persona. I saw pics of you playing around with the help. Can't advertise the help bro. That's not good business unless you already at the top of your game.
Good luck with your future endeavors. But curious...you used to tell young models coming up in the business that you would mentor them, but you expected sex in return. What's the difference?
I'm attracted to you physically, which is the honest reason why I've been reading your blog. While you and I have don't have much in common, I actually get something out of reading your blog because you are being real and transparent. Porn has been a job for you and I sense that the characters that you represent aren't the real you. My opinion is that you would be at most peace when being the man that God created you to be.
Hi, very interesting post, greetings from Greece!
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