Wednesday, November 05, 2008

EDITOR: HISTORY WAS MADE!!!

Now this is the Editor, I have to break character again............ Barack Obama is the President of the United States....... I didn't think it was going to happen.... Truly I had my doubts about this ever happening.....

I WAS WRONG WRONG WRONG!!!!!!!

Since there are probably no Porn star blogs that will go into depth about this Event in History.... I will Explain my side of the story...

I will talk about What makes this Day Esp Important to Me:


I will be Very Frank and Direct... I hope that People understand this blog....

I'm Black, African American, I'm all of those things......... To the People that thought I Sold Out... That I don't Love My Race, I wont work with My Own Race....All that bullshit!!!!!! I'm none of those things.....

I grew up on Staten Island NYC, my parents worn born in Brooklyn and New Jersey, My Grandparents(both sides of Family) were from the South...... Deep South so alot of values were learned from Older Southerners.....

I grew up Poor in a Single Parent Household... I then moved in with my Father and Grandparents.... My Father worked hard.. My grandparents worked hard... My Father was an Ex Black Panter.... And Corrections Officer, My Mother a Nurse....

I'm Black..... I grew up hearing My Grandparents saying Work Hard....even If its the worst Job ever!!! Do it the Best U Can..... My Grandmother Used to do Rich White Women's laundry for extra money... My Grandparents raised 8 children....

I grew up in the Mid Eighties.... I knew What Racism was..... I was 6'4(Very tall at young age)White women when I walked past, would clutch their purses(Old Story). If I walked by a Car, Older White Women inside they would lock their doors(Old Story)...

I have been called Nigger countless times...... The first time I was called a Nigger???? probably when I was 7yrs...... I'm black!!!

Growing Up.... It was thought that "The Man" was holding Us down..... This Fictional Character of Some Higher Power that prevented Blacks from Achieving, The So called Glass Ceiling........

Now If U are a Man of Color then Its Likely U heard(at some point)that "U will only achieve a certain level of Success before "The Powers that Be" Come and Dethroned ya!!!"

It probably doesn't make Sense to ya..... But growing up hearing that only 20yrs-25yrs ago( people that looked like me was being Beaten and Dragged in the Streets.... Hosed down.... all because of their color...... We all know about the Civil Rights Movement, so I wont go into depth.....

I'm Black!!!

I don't know How to type the feeling that I had at that moment!!!! So many answers to questions that I had all my Life....

I would hear People tell me "Go back to Africa"???

"My Great Grandparents probably owned U people"

I have been called Colored!! Spook, Ghost, African booty scratcher, Tar Baby, Spear Thrower, Horrible horrible things!!!!

It beats up a Kid growing up...... I cant change my skin color..... I can change Hair color, I can change my body.... But I cant change the color of my skin...... What Can U do????? NOTHING!!!

I had some Tough times growing up.... But I wouldn't change the difficult times I had, cause they helped me grow!!! I was Proud to be Black!!! Still Proud!!! My Parents were Proud!! My mother was apart of the NAACP, so I was taught to love myself, that I was a different Color.... but I was equal to everybody around Me!!!

Okay this is getting long....... But the Basic Idea, I wish my Grandmother was Alive to see this Day..........

As Kids growing up.... There would be Pics of Martin Luther King, Malcolm X, Joe Luis, Jackie Robinson, We even had a picture of a Black Jesus in the house...... My grandparents made sure that their Kids and their Kids, had Role models to inspire to, On their walls.... As a Young Black growing up, Who did we have to Inspire to???? That wasn't in Sports, Entertainment, or Local Drug dealer??????

I laugh when I get these emails from People saying I'm out of Touch..... I don't like my Own Race bah bah bah bah........ U people don't know me.... or my struggle.....


I try not to talk about the Race issue in my Blog cause I do Porn...... I'm a Performer and Let my Performances speak for themselves.....

I spoke about Race on my blog before, and got mixed emotions.... I was Honest and Direct....

But seeing How McCain took Midwestern states... and not just win the states but Win up to almost 75% of the vote in that state.....WOW!!!! I knew that was going to happen!!! But just seeing How out of touch those states were..... I mean a Close Race is a close race I expected he would receive about 60% but 70%???????

Anyway I'm ranting too much Now...

In short, I heard something On the News that Stood out in my Mind, "The Stairs of the White House were built by Slaves..... Now there is an African American in the White House who is Now standing on those stairs that slaves built"

I'm so happy that Someone that looks like me.... Is the President!!!!!

But this benefits everyone..... First African American, Then First Woman, Then First Latin, First Gay and so on and so on.....

I cried Knowing that We have Our First African American President........ No glass ceiling.... There is no "THE MAN" !!!

I can Inspire to do anything that I want, I just have to keep working hard!!!!!

Hmmm????? I think I thought that the whole time????

Would the Gay Porn World accept a 6'6 245lbs Black Man into its ranks???? YES THEY DID!!!! YES THEY DID!!!

THANK YOU Barack Obama!!!!

I was raised hearing that famous Slogan "I have a Dream!!!"

And now I know Dreams CAN come true!!!!

6 comments:

thegayte-keeper said...

the dream was realized...

The Changeling said...

I have no clue how I came across this blog, but I'm glad I did based on what I read.

Although a little gramatically flawed, lol, it was really inspiring to hear of your past experiences and how it's formed you into who you are today.

That line about the steps to the White House were priceless, I'm going to have to pass that along!!!

Keep your head up and best of luck in all of your future endeavors man.

Dre said...

Thanks for sharing. You are an amazing man.

Media Gio said...

Diesel -

All I can say is WOW! I will never know what it is like to be black in this country, but I can only hope that our new President will pave the way for much better times for all people.

I am proud to call you a friend and your words are strong and powerful. YES WE CAN!

On to bigger and better things in life my friend.

XOX
Gio

Anonymous said...

Yeah that was interesting to read...the part about the stairs..I hadnt thought of it like that...u know that also means they were either carpenters or stone masons as well....likewise I am really pleased Obama got in...Laurie

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