GUESS WHO IS BACK??????

While I have been bitching about "How Rookies can forget the Hand that feeds them"..... I didn't announce the start of Damien Crosse and Francesco D’Macho new site... called Stag Homme Studios....Check it out on www.Staghomme.com

I always wish Damien the Best in whatever he does.... and the site looks great and stuff..... I still Miss Ya!!! Man its hard not having many Friends(by choice, I don't know Who wants to really be a Friend or who is Riding on the celebrity train)so when I lost Damien, I lost my Best Friend, Partner in Crime, bah bah bah. We still email each other... but its not the same U know????

I will share Pieces of a email Damien sent me:

Wish we could of been at Folsom too. We would of given a scandalous performance as always. But I'm sure you captivated the whole audience with that kid just fine.

But anyways, enjoy life at it's fullest every moment of it, single or partnered. You've got a lot going for you, and know that a lot of people would kill to be where you're at. Appreciate evry moment yout got baby, cause you've got a lot to be thankful for :)
_ Damien


Hopefully Damien doesn't kick my Ass for sharing this email with ya..... But this is What I miss.... More than anything..... We both Had each others back and supported each other...in this crazy thing of doing Porn... I would be Upset and Down and Damien would help me see that I'm just being Silly...........

Well I was looking through Old Pics that I had, and I never Posted Pics of Me and Damien having Dinner Out. Yes Porn Stars can have a Normal Dinner and just eat and relax..... GOOD TIMES GOOD TIMES....

Well guess Who is Back onto the Scene?????? Reunited and it feels so Good...... Roy Jones is Back!!!!

Roy Jones and I had a falling out way back..... we talked on the Phone since and got together for Old times sake.... And U know??? We have been Friends over 10years(yes It has been that Long) and We shouldn't let misunderstandings stand in the Way of a Friendship....

So Its been Cool lately... I have been A loner for the Last Couple of Months. Damien has been worried about me.... Patrick the Assistant has been worried(He is EGGZ in the comment section)and Roy Jones have been worried about me...

I am an Only Child.... from a single parent household, so I'm used to being by myself... With added celebrity... I haven't been going out.... and mostly a Homebody nowadays.... People say I should go out more.... but its the same Old Meat Market at Clubs.... and If I go out, I tend to go to Str8 clubs and bars rather then Gay bars(No pressure and less of Meat Market) So there U have it Folks......

Things are better now!!!! I have my Friends Supporting me....... and Roy Jones is back...... I have been Laughing so hard lately and I missed just hanging out with Old Friends that I trust and feel comfortable with.....

There u have it Finally a Positive Blog......I know its been a while... I'm happy and single and U know what????? That's not a bad thing....

I will Find my Inner Peace...... until then, Family, Friends and Work keeps me motivated in this Rat Race....

RIGHT NOW ITS ALL ABOUT THAT BIG STINKING PIECE OF CHEESE!!!!