Long story short.....
I no longer have a BF/Lover/partner...
I fucked up the relationship by lieing and cheating on "Petey". I broke one of my own rules, and now I feel like SHIT!! I don't deserve to be in a relationship with anybody...
I took something that was so special and just shitted it away.....
We bought plane tickets, reserved hotel rooms, and was going to plan out the trip to the Grabbys. Then my past came back to haunt Me and "Petey"(being a detective) signed into my Adam4adam/hotmail and started looking around and Bam! He finds out that I cheated on him numerous times(I'M A DIRTY WHORE).
Its my own fault, I played an immature game and broke my own rules for conducting yourself. No lies and being Str8up!!
What hurts more??
Finding out after the fact, that the person you cheated on was the RIGHT person for you. At first I didn't think "Petey" would be into Me for a relationship. He's 16years younger than Me, wealthy, well educated, good looking, and He has the world by the BALLZ.
I went with the flow, never guessing that We would fall in love with each other down the road. By the time I realized I loved this man, it was too late and the damage was done already. So I lied to cover my tracks(bad idea)I'm a horrible liar...
When he confronted Me with the info, I couldn't lie my way out. I was caught dead to rights and had to face the music...
So back to being single....
*Cue the downward spiral music, its going to get ugly!!
If ur reading this "Petey" I do and still do LOVE YOU!!
I'm sorry for the bullshit!!
13 comments:
I hope that it can still work out...I'm a sucker for a happy ending! Best of Luck!
how much sex do you need? you're still doing porn, escorting ,have petey,and you still want more When do you have time to cheat?
you are an asshole... Just stay single and be a whore..
Forgive me, but i can't resist playing amateur psychologist. You mentioned before that you felt intimidated by everything that "Petey" had going for him.
Is it possible that you sabotaged the relationship by rushing to be the one who first "pulled the trigger" on lying and cheating first BEFORE he had the chance to possibly do it to you?
I know how that is unfortunately, my ex did that to me. Over time I forgave him, we stayed friends after not speaking for a year.
For what you did to Petey you need to bend over and let him fuck your ass like crazy and then beg forgiveness of him. He may just take you back. Best of luck.
I hope you can let go of whatever issues you have so you can find true happiness. But, since you've proven you can't stay faithful, especially to someone you claim to love so much, then you should stay single. No need to hurt anyone else!
I don't have the cheating gene and found it odd that someone I thought I knew so well and had such strong shared feelings for, would cheat on me. Over time, I have come to realize that some men cheat (and lie) and some don't.
Experience has taught me that once a cheater, always a cheater. Unfortunately, on two different occasions, different boyfriemds passed on chlamydia to me.
I value my mental and physical health too much to deal with cheaters.
anom 1:53am has by far said the best solution.
or maybe you and erik rhodes need to realize is the bitterness between both of you is mutual attraction for each other and marry each other lol. alright i know that's not true but you never know.
I feel like for you ppl to tell this man that he needs to be single and he is a whore where the hell do you get off oh so you are perfect at least he is mature enough to tell the truth yes cheating is horrible but for you ppl to tell him he needs to be ducked in the behind and stay single grow up ppl make mistakes instead of telling him all that bafooniry tell him stuff that can help him with his relationship and how to improve it DW I hope it works out VLG
Well that’s a shame. Guess its true. You can’t turn a ho into a house wife.
Honestly. If you ever want a relationship get out of porn. Surely you must have some other skill. Maybe personal trainer?
You spend so much time hating on an industry that you get nothing from: apart from a bit of sex and a couple of dollars.
I used to think you were smart..i’m not sure anymore.
hey diesel.. fan for a long time.. i truly hope this is a speed bump on the road to your happiness.. you are worthy of it.. and it'll only change for the better =) best of luck..
I'm a big fan of yours and I hope you find Love and Happinesss.
This probably wasn't meant to be.
I was in "Petey"'s position once and I forgave my bf. So we got back together, it was fun for a while but I couldn't really trust him anymore and then I started resenting him.
Let it go, everyone makes mistakes and when you find the one you truly love, you won't cheat.
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