Monday, May 28, 2007
INTERNATIONAL MISTER LEATHER CHI TOWN
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
RANDOM RANDOM THOUGHTS
Sunday, May 20, 2007
NEW REVIEWS OF 28WEEKS LATER
Geez, that's all I have to say the fucking movie sucked from start to end. Damn!!! Total money scheme from start to end, they played the game right and milked another movie out of the exciting and blood thirsty starter movie. Now I have to be honest, I love movies, cartoons, comics and I'm a big kid at heart. But when U take a cult favorite zombie move and then try to push the money wagon again, Ur fucking nuts. The only scene worth watching in the entire movie is at the start. Moving on......
I posted some pics of Diesel at Porno Bingo and I really didn't post any close up pics of me so u can see more of me today. Now the body is sore as hell cause this is the last week I get to work out cause on Friday I will be going to to Chi Town for the IML and the Grabby awards. So its Monday and I have to run like 8miles and tone up more before the event. I cant wait until I get to Chi town I will signing autographs at the leather event and then partying until the wee hours of the morning. I will post another blog before I go on my trip so look for that. Now its time for me to run to the gym again and work out like a motherfucker.
Friday, May 18, 2007
PORNO BINGO PICS
Well I would have posted pics earlier from the Will Clarks Porno Bingo but its hard to take the pics and find which ones u want to use to put on my site. Anyway I had a great time that night at Porno Bingo and Will was great. It was a nice crowd there that night and it was to support the Gay Football League. Which was cool, I had to take a couple of pics with fans and sign some autographs I expected a bigger turn out that night but it was raining and everything. We raised about 600+ and it was for a good cause. In attendance were Tre Xavier, Spike(Pornstars) and we all had a good time. I havent posted pics in a long time so I had to put up some pics. Check out the body in these pics I worked hard this past weeks to create a hot body for the IML and the Grabbys. So check out the pics and let me know if Im still doing my thing, Cause I'm working out harder and harder.
Monday, May 14, 2007
NYC NYC SHOWING!!!
Thursday, May 10, 2007
LOVE THIS!!!!
Saturday, May 05, 2007
HOW DOES IT FEEL TO BE A BLACK GAY PORNSTAR?????
Now Across the water there are plenty of Stars in the Ethnic, Interracial, Even Straight Film making. Lexington Steele, Mr Marcus, Shawn Michaels. But in mainstream gay porn, a handful, at best. No disrespect to the Black Models that I watched, Bobby Blake, Flex dion Blake, Jack Simmons, etc etc. I could name those actors cause they were the only guys at the time that had enough balls and looks to pull it off.
Right now I feel that Im on top of my game and I haven't even started. I have done 4 movies, Hitch, Folsom Filth, Copshack 2, Boiler u can get those at www.titanmen.com. This is a exciting time for me, Im playing the game to the best of ability and I think I will have a further impact on Gay Porn. IM A GOD!!!(In Diesels mind LOL)
I think the question was What does it feel like to be a Black Gay Porn Star????
Hmmm I dont know what to say???, I had thoughts that companies would look at me like this Big Black Guy, yeah nice body and big dick, But does he have talent??? That's what I had to prove, and prove to myself that I do have talent. Being Black doesn't hurt me, Business wise or Personal wise, Im Proud to be Black, Proud of my race, there is no Self hatred there. I dont see myself being used like the "Token Black"either. I just think I am what I am!!! Im 6'6 245lbs muscles all over, huge cock, fucks like a bull, decent looking(I had to tone it down from the God comment LOL)knows the business and loves performing. Im like one of a kind(enough bragging), face it People I don't see any 6'6 Huge Black Guys in Porn. Adam Dexter Im calling ya out!!!! Colts boy Adam Dexter(a friend) Sorry Bro but I have to give ya the boot as the Bigger Man now, Go sit in the corner and hold my Jockstrap for me!!!(LOL).
People have their "Preferences" and I don't fit that "All American look". But I have my own look that suits me just fine. The Job of Porn is to sell Sex, now I have seen twinks, musclemen, jocks, older guys, hairy guys, skinny guys all have a certain "IT" factor. I don't know if I have "IT" or not, but Im working with what I got as hard as I can(In more ways than one)
To be honest, I thought it would be hard to find people that would want to work with me. Besides the "Preference" thing, I fuck very hard, manhandle my boys, and basically work them hard as hell to achieve a great product. Now "U" may not be into Black guys or Men of color"(if u wasn't then u wouldn't be reading my blog) but I look at it from a Performers Stand point, "If u want to be recognized as the Best Power top u have to fuck the best Power bottoms of the business". Likewise If u want to be "The Best Top in this business u have to fuck The best bottoms of this business". And as I said before the only way I will be looked at as a Hot Guy, I have to fuck other Hot guys I call it "Hot by Association" sucks that it has to be that way but I know how the game goes.
Now How does it Feel to be a Black Gay Porn Actor? U would first have to ask me How does it feel to be Black in America???, Then u would have to ask How Does it feel to be Gay or Bi in America???, Then ask How does it Feel to be a Porn star??? So I cant give ya a really detailed answer cause Im still feeling out the situation myself.
So Far Im loving the attention and Perks of doing Porn so maybe I will know the answer when this Ride is over
SPIDERMAN REVIEWS
I wanted to pick this pic of Spiderman, most would use him in the black suit or red suit, web slinging around the city or fighting bad guys. This Pic is alittle more profound showing how hard it is being a superhero to so many people, yet not having ur own life and always having to "Perform" for the people instead of the Living ur own Life.
Well if u guys have been paying close attention, I have said before that I was a huge comic book collector and reader. So seeing Spiderman was on the top of my list. I wont give any details away about the movie. But I thought the movie was great, all these characters reading as a kid and all of them coming to Life was amazing. The fight scenes were great and I love how they put also a story in the middle of the movie that gets ya involved with the characters. Judging from the audience some didnt like the movie, cause it showed more of the character of Peter Parker rather then Spiderman. Peter gets emotionally wrapped up in this movie and I guess the audience didnt understand that Spiderman/Peter Parker are complex characters and I think the movie stayed true to the comic book. Overall the Movie was great.
Yeah I know I gave a cheesy review like everybody, who has a blog or computer, OH well. Now next on the List is FF4 the Rise of the Surfer(Fantastic Four) Transformers, yes I said Transformers. Transformers were the hottest toy to me, and I played with them everyday and if I walk by a Toy store to this day, U could see me in the back playing with action figures, just like I did when I was a kid, only now Im a Big Kid now(6'6 245lbs) so think about that.
Well just jumped on to review Spiderman for u guys, I will write more tommorrow or maybe even later tonight.
Same Spidey Time
Same Spidey Channel
(Yeah it sounds Cheesy but whatever LOL
Thursday, May 03, 2007
DATING FUCK THAT BULLSHIT
Firstly, All the people that I have dated either read my blog or at least know about it, so If u have a problem with me and my View Point............GO FUCK URSELF!!!! This is my blog so I can write anything I want Bitches!!!!
Dating hmmmm why do it?? Why must we have to go through the whole meet, hangout, interview stages? Why we go on this endless dating thing when ur single???? I never liked dating to be honest, I thought it was just a thing that people do to find the person that they want to settle down with. But to some People, dating is like a Artform or something that passes the time. There are casual dates and some that are more formal, geez I dont know the Rules of dating, so Im totally in the dark when it comes to this thing.
To be honest, I just fuck people and If I like them I just hangout with them until either I get bored or find them so interesting and healthy for me we become more than Friends. Using the Term "Date" is new to me and I think Im using it wrong. So I have come up with a new term Its called"The Extended Hookup".
The Extended Hookup is when u meet someone for sex and things go from there, to either Friendship or a Relationship. I guess I could meet someone without the sex, and just hangout and talk and see where things go? Could I???? Probably..... but if a person is major cool and we get along and the conversation is great, but the sex isnt hot or even memorable, chances are I will lose interest fast. Its not like I will never talk to them again or see them again. I will just place them into the Friend file, and will continue to see them on a Friendship level.
So here is the Extended Hookup List:
There was Max, a cute boy that I met before the Porn stardom. We started out not liking each other(we met online)and decided to meet just to see what would happen. He was smart and witty and had a good head on his shoulders, but we hated each other and that was that!!!(at least during those times) I then hear from him months later(Feb of this Year)he wished me success in the Porn game, and we began to talk more. We decided to meet again, and this time we hit it off well. He was curious about my work, so we watched Folsom Filth. Long story short, I fucked him. But Max was a "Starfucker" he only wanted to hangout with a Big Porn star. He was in love with the Lifestyle of a Porn star, the attention, the parties, and meeting new and interesting people. The more time we spent together, I found conversations were only about other Porn stars, working on a set, models that I want to work with in the future etc etc... After a while, he admitted that he wanted to do porn or strip but he didnt have the courage to go threw it. So I think he was more interested in seeing the Porn Lifestyle from my eyes rather then experience it himself. I have no problem knowing that, but when u Lie right to my face I have to let u go. He knows the Lies, So if ur reading this Max ur a fucking Liar, I HATE LIARS.
Then there was Corey Cade the porn star, the porn family is very small so when u meet someone who shares the same interests as u ,the connection is intense. Corey and I met at the end of Feb, he told me that he was in a relationship that was fucked up and doomed to end. We met and hit it off, Long story short I fucked him. I thought it would be great to hangout with another Porn star, that way there is no jealously issues. Corey however wasnt interested in doing Porn anymore and had moved on to other career paths. He had let himself go and gained about 25lbs and was not in Porn shape anymore. I was more interested in the person behind "Corey Cade" but I couldnt get past his issues, with his weight, his ex, and his new job.
Then there was Cameron Phillips another porn star, we met, played around and even worked out at the gym once. Hes smart as a whip, and full of energy but alas we fought everyday, we both had strong personalities and it just didnt work. I would have continued to at least fuck him(hot ass)but instead of a Fuckbuddy, I felt more like his personal trainer and mentor giving him advice on his career goals in porn. Then came complaints about sex all the time and being sore. Next!!!!!
I switched up this time, and tried my hand at women.....I met this girl named Peggy and we had fun. It never led to sex but we did go to the movies alot and have fun dancing. I was honest with her about my sexuality and me doing porn, and she handled it great. Things were moving along until it moved from making out to "other things". I wanted to have sex with her but..... this is where things got messy. She refused to have sex with me until I got a Hiv test(I still would use a Condom), which is her right but then she asked how long would I do Porn?, Would I still be interested in guys if we got into a relationship?? She had two small kids, and other baggage that I wont mention. Next!!!
Recently I met this kid named Kelly(he would be the great sex I had lately)and we had an Intense relationship that people write books about. Finally I met someone who was as Intense as Myself. And what happens???? Hes a nut job with major problems and On the run from the cops for weapons charges and robbery. Next!!
I had enough of dating and extended hookups, its either I meet People who are not interested in dating and only want sex, busy with their own problems, people on the run from cops, women with kids, and just nut jobs. Shit its May and the summer is coming so Im not going to worry. I gave up on the Dating and Extended hookups for now cause I want to focus more on Performing and filming in the next couple of months. So it looks like its just Hooking up to pass the time for now, Oh well nothing wrong with fucking hot boys and girls until I find the right person.
Oh I need to put Pics up I will put some up before next week ends cause Im sure People want to see How the body improved since I last posted pics.