Thursday, May 03, 2007

DATING FUCK THAT BULLSHIT

I was going to write a mean spirited blog about dating, talk about all the assholes that I have dated, I was even going to include all thier pics and talk trash about them. But Since I already share my sex life with ya, I didnt feel the need to disclose my Dating Life as well. But to all the fuck heads/Sluts (and u know who u are) I will name names. Some say its not Nice to"Kiss and Tell" but since u have seen me fuck or have looked at my naked pics, u know more about me then I know about ya.
Firstly, All the people that I have dated either read my blog or at least know about it, so If u have a problem with me and my View Point............GO FUCK URSELF!!!! This is my blog so I can write anything I want Bitches!!!!
Dating hmmmm why do it?? Why must we have to go through the whole meet, hangout, interview stages? Why we go on this endless dating thing when ur single???? I never liked dating to be honest, I thought it was just a thing that people do to find the person that they want to settle down with. But to some People, dating is like a Artform or something that passes the time. There are casual dates and some that are more formal, geez I dont know the Rules of dating, so Im totally in the dark when it comes to this thing.
To be honest, I just fuck people and If I like them I just hangout with them until either I get bored or find them so interesting and healthy for me we become more than Friends. Using the Term "Date" is new to me and I think Im using it wrong. So I have come up with a new term Its called"The Extended Hookup".
The Extended Hookup is when u meet someone for sex and things go from there, to either Friendship or a Relationship. I guess I could meet someone without the sex, and just hangout and talk and see where things go? Could I???? Probably..... but if a person is major cool and we get along and the conversation is great, but the sex isnt hot or even memorable, chances are I will lose interest fast. Its not like I will never talk to them again or see them again. I will just place them into the Friend file, and will continue to see them on a Friendship level.
So here is the Extended Hookup List:
There was Max, a cute boy that I met before the Porn stardom. We started out not liking each other(we met online)and decided to meet just to see what would happen. He was smart and witty and had a good head on his shoulders, but we hated each other and that was that!!!(at least during those times) I then hear from him months later(Feb of this Year)he wished me success in the Porn game, and we began to talk more. We decided to meet again, and this time we hit it off well. He was curious about my work, so we watched Folsom Filth. Long story short, I fucked him. But Max was a "Starfucker" he only wanted to hangout with a Big Porn star. He was in love with the Lifestyle of a Porn star, the attention, the parties, and meeting new and interesting people. The more time we spent together, I found conversations were only about other Porn stars, working on a set, models that I want to work with in the future etc etc... After a while, he admitted that he wanted to do porn or strip but he didnt have the courage to go threw it. So I think he was more interested in seeing the Porn Lifestyle from my eyes rather then experience it himself. I have no problem knowing that, but when u Lie right to my face I have to let u go. He knows the Lies, So if ur reading this Max ur a fucking Liar, I HATE LIARS.

Then there was Corey Cade the porn star, the porn family is very small so when u meet someone who shares the same interests as u ,the connection is intense. Corey and I met at the end of Feb, he told me that he was in a relationship that was fucked up and doomed to end. We met and hit it off, Long story short I fucked him. I thought it would be great to hangout with another Porn star, that way there is no jealously issues. Corey however wasnt interested in doing Porn anymore and had moved on to other career paths. He had let himself go and gained about 25lbs and was not in Porn shape anymore. I was more interested in the person behind "Corey Cade" but I couldnt get past his issues, with his weight, his ex, and his new job.

Then there was Cameron Phillips another porn star, we met, played around and even worked out at the gym once. Hes smart as a whip, and full of energy but alas we fought everyday, we both had strong personalities and it just didnt work. I would have continued to at least fuck him(hot ass)but instead of a Fuckbuddy, I felt more like his personal trainer and mentor giving him advice on his career goals in porn. Then came complaints about sex all the time and being sore. Next!!!!!
I switched up this time, and tried my hand at women.....I met this girl named Peggy and we had fun. It never led to sex but we did go to the movies alot and have fun dancing. I was honest with her about my sexuality and me doing porn, and she handled it great. Things were moving along until it moved from making out to "other things". I wanted to have sex with her but..... this is where things got messy. She refused to have sex with me until I got a Hiv test(I still would use a Condom), which is her right but then she asked how long would I do Porn?, Would I still be interested in guys if we got into a relationship?? She had two small kids, and other baggage that I wont mention. Next!!!
Recently I met this kid named Kelly(he would be the great sex I had lately)and we had an Intense relationship that people write books about. Finally I met someone who was as Intense as Myself. And what happens???? Hes a nut job with major problems and On the run from the cops for weapons charges and robbery. Next!!
I had enough of dating and extended hookups, its either I meet People who are not interested in dating and only want sex, busy with their own problems, people on the run from cops, women with kids, and just nut jobs. Shit its May and the summer is coming so Im not going to worry. I gave up on the Dating and Extended hookups for now cause I want to focus more on Performing and filming in the next couple of months. So it looks like its just Hooking up to pass the time for now, Oh well nothing wrong with fucking hot boys and girls until I find the right person.
Oh I need to put Pics up I will put some up before next week ends cause Im sure People want to see How the body improved since I last posted pics.

9 comments:

The LoveHater said...

Diesel, that's the thing about 'dating' or whatever you want to call it, you have to go thru a lot of duds before you find that one person who really does it for you, no matter how you handle it. I'm still working on it myself, and still meeting some weirdos to say the least. At this point I know who to cut and who to keep going with. I feel I'm getting close.

Funny, I just found your blog tonight, but back in my NYC days I used to see you on Christopher St. every now and then. I wanted to "date" you but I knew you were a lil' too much for me...okay, A LOT too much!

You're looking great and from the looks of it you're doing well. All the best to you.

Anonymous said...

You are a total idiot.


--- Dave

Anonymous said...

Why do you expect to date someone, who is not interested in sex, when that is all you ever talk about? Maybe you have a problem dating because you are the problem. I hate it when people tell me that, but everyone wants something different, and you are not being honest, or as honest as you may think. You are a typical gay dude. You are also a prime example to show how blacks were, and still are, affected by slavery, and the mentality of a culture shown to hate itself. Why? For one reason: you only date white men. Am I correct? You probably do not date fat men either, do you? I don't blame the only woman you dated for asking you to take an AID's test. YOU DON'T WANT TO BE WITH SOMEONE WHO WILL MAKE YOU HAPPY, AND YOU ARE SELFISH-POINT BLANK!

some dude said...

You say you want to date? You say you want to "hook-up"? What the fuck do you want?!!!!!! And why do you date white guys who are only hot? That's whack! I agree with anonymous.

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Anonymous said...

I have never seen any of your movies, but have known and sexed-up MANY MANY porn stars, male and female. You are striking man (an understatement) and I think you know exactly how to "work" the industry. Nice doesnt get to far in that industry. Like an athlete's career its a very short- lived. Hit hard and hit strong and milk it for every nickel.

The only dating "White" comment unnerved me a bit. But to each his own. Continued success, my man.
And SAVE your money!!

--former Black escort that racked-up off fagg*ts and now owns two "legitmate" companies, 57 employees. LOL

Domima!! said...

Hey man

Think your blog is the shit. Any way coming back to my point. I think dating is just fucked up. Just meet sum1, fuck em and you dont need any emotional bull 'ish.

Checked out your work and i do have to say that its fuckentastic. Keep it up SON!!

Au revoir

And dont be afraid to leave comments on myspace. Its www.myspace.com/domtse

Anonymous said...

where you ever a bottom?

Les said...

28 week later did suck ass!