Thursday, November 26, 2009
HAPPY THANKSGIVING FROM THE WASHINGTONS
and the Food:
It was a great meal, and its always good to be with my Mom. She is my cheerleader and always gives Me the best advice and I love you Mommy!!!
HAPPY THANKSGIVING PEOPLE!!!
HEADING TO THE AIRPORT!!!
So I have Austin give me a ride to the airport(so cool of him)
Here that is:
So I'm at the airport and getting ready for my flight and I notice this person staring at Me and every time I caught them looking at Me I would give them a Mean look. And they would look away all scared and shit, I wasn't bothered at all(I'm used to it)but then I read Tiger Tyson's blog www.tigertysonblog.com and he wrote this to Me.
Monday, November 23, 2009
So i see my boy diesel probably just got a good tan on that booty piece, My spies tell me that 3 pm flight from fort Lauderdale to laguardia was a pretty smooth flight hope you took that time to think about how sweet my meat will be deep between them cheeks: also hope its nice and shiny when i bang that booty out lol .....= what you dont know i got eyes every where ha ha hah ah ha
posted by Tiger
So that was Ur scared little person staring at Me on the plane, AWWWW so cute!!! Well I didn't get a tan from Fort Lauderdale...I was too busy fucking Steven Ponce and Two little twinks. So tell Ur Spies to look for Me on a flight to L.A. where I will be fucking Jesse Santana!!and handling more business!!!
I haven't heard anything about Our scene bro, Ur peeps haven't contacted Me yet.....Either U guys are busy....... Or someone is talking Big online and is scared to give the people what they want. U starring in your Take Em Series bottoming for Me. U think I didn't see the scene of you bottoming early in your career. Dude I watched that scene hundred of times. U know U bottom!!! Come on I have the footage!!! This was before U signed with Pitbull..... Who is laughing now???
And the show goes on.....
LOL
Here that is:
So I'm at the airport and getting ready for my flight and I notice this person staring at Me and every time I caught them looking at Me I would give them a Mean look. And they would look away all scared and shit, I wasn't bothered at all(I'm used to it)but then I read Tiger Tyson's blog www.tigertysonblog.com and he wrote this to Me.
Monday, November 23, 2009
So i see my boy diesel probably just got a good tan on that booty piece, My spies tell me that 3 pm flight from fort Lauderdale to laguardia was a pretty smooth flight hope you took that time to think about how sweet my meat will be deep between them cheeks: also hope its nice and shiny when i bang that booty out lol .....= what you dont know i got eyes every where ha ha hah ah ha
posted by Tiger
So that was Ur scared little person staring at Me on the plane, AWWWW so cute!!! Well I didn't get a tan from Fort Lauderdale...I was too busy fucking Steven Ponce and Two little twinks. So tell Ur Spies to look for Me on a flight to L.A. where I will be fucking Jesse Santana!!and handling more business!!!
I haven't heard anything about Our scene bro, Ur peeps haven't contacted Me yet.....Either U guys are busy....... Or someone is talking Big online and is scared to give the people what they want. U starring in your Take Em Series bottoming for Me. U think I didn't see the scene of you bottoming early in your career. Dude I watched that scene hundred of times. U know U bottom!!! Come on I have the footage!!! This was before U signed with Pitbull..... Who is laughing now???
And the show goes on.....
LOL
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
SUNDAY/LATE MONDAY IN FORT LAUDERDALE
Okay I get back to the house...
Now I will be honest I'm back at the House in the Hot Tub with Jason Crew and another model(Cuddle Buddy)there are burning bushes all round(LOL)so after hanging out, Jason gets ready to leave(Love you Jason Crew)Let Me say this!! I will be honest, I had a crush on Jason Crew a long long time ago....He has those eyes that look right through you!! And let's not talk about his dick(Whoa!!)I wanted to fuck him right there and then but.........
For one thing, Jason has work tomorrow and I know myself, that guy would be worn out and used hard making "Working" almost next to impossible, so this was not the place or time. Secondly, I was with my "Cuddle Buddy" and I really wanted to spend the night with My "Cuddle Buddy"
"Cuddle Buddy"????Speaking from the heart.....I really liked this model. I met them before in Fort Lauderdale and they were having a hard time and Life seemed to suck for them(at the time)and I cared about them, Nobody can predict when someone comes into their life and they have a profound Impact on you, this person had that effect on Me. Since my last visit to Fort Lauderdale, I often think about this person daily, wondering if they are okay??? Getting their Act together??? How is life treating them???
So being able to see this person was a great time for Me, they were healthy, busy with work and getting their life back in order. What more could I ask for????
Well things started to go downhill the next morning. What do you do when someone U like, isn't in the mental state of having a Healthy relationship(The both of Us)?? On top of that, What do you do when they have had sex with mutual friends(onscreen and Off)I can be a jealous motherfucker some times. What do you do when U live in different states???
While I was in NYC thinking about them(Safety and Health), they were looking for an excuse to leave reality(Drugs, being a slut)!! BUT THAT HAS CHANGED(I hope)!!!But they still have so much work to do. Back to the story..
I woke up in the morning feeling so connected with this person, but at the same time disconnected, Where can this thing lead to?? I prepared myself for "just enjoying the time" that I was able to spend with "Cuddle Buddy", but I caught myself looking into their eyes. Evil!!Evil!!! I must be getting soft nowadays(good thing). It's like U want to help that little bird with the broken wings, U know??? take care of it and fix their wings so they can fly sort of thing. I know sounds mushy!! Moving on...
Why vent about this???? Now I know how to play it cool(sometimes LOL).....so the entire time out in Fort Lauderdale, I could see the look on people's faces when I was around my "Cuddle Buddy". The Look of "What do you see in that person, that I don't???" I know I know, He is Mental, Nuts, a slut, He makes no sense at times, self destructive, alittle off centered!!!! BUT WHAT THE FUCK AM I????? so I can relate to being a Mess!!!
But I can see deeper into his head, and He has such a passion for his dream(I won't say)!! I find that so attractive!! It's all about Passion!! Lock on to your dream and go full steam!!! Being a Porn star was my dream(One of them)and I'm going stronger than ever. We have the love of the crowd, performing and being in that spotlight, We give up Our bodies and sometimes We get banged up!! Scarred and Beat down!! But We keep getting up everytime, ready for more!!!
Besides having a strong physical attraction to him, We have alot of similar interests. Hard to find people that like M.A.S.H(favorite TV show), even harder finding a person that is crazy like urself, alittle mentally unstable bah bah. I told myself not to get too comfortable around them, my interest in him would go to far. I would leave the room when I had that feeling of a connection growing, leaving Him to sit and wonder what is wrong??? I had to protect myself, which sounds selfish yet again, but I do. I have been hurt over and over and over...
I am Bi polar, and he suffers from ADHD(Attention-deficit hyperactivity disorder)so the attraction goes even deeper..... On my side of things, His short attention span, restlessness and running around like a wild man, does make sense to Me. But on the other side of the coin, I can see the quiet side of him that is lost in thought, daydreaming and it might seem like We are disconnected(I can totally relate)We both become lost in the head, so many thoughts running around. If ur not Bi polar, its hard to describe what is going through Our heads at the time. It's all processed Information, jumping between memories, goals, wishs, people u have seen or met, just alot of ideas running through your head, all awhile 15mins have passed and Ur still sitting there. He hasn't learned to channel yet..
I learned how to channel my thoughts and energy to make it work for Me finally(at 35)....Depression comes and goes still...but I have learned how to ride that wave. We have the same problem, so there is comfort in knowing that someone else has the same problems I have. He started drinking and drugging to help that mental issue but that is not the solution and He realizes this.
Can two damaged people hangout more than a sex thing???
I see myself as that person who is looking for Love, afraid to put his heart out to people, and the biggest problem.......Caring for People too much, and when it's not being supplied back in the same amount, I become depressed and feel unwanted. I didn't want to put myself in this situation, so I didn't.
This time around, I see that U have alot of people rooting for you to become successful. Ur surrounded by people who have Ur best interest at heart, and I'm happy for you!!
Myself...??? I come back to NYC happy that U are safe!!and surrounded by healthy people. But Who thinks about my safety???? Who worries about Me??? Sigh!!
Yeah sure...... I'm this Big Muscle guy who on the outside, it seems nothing can touch or hurt Me. But when the cameras are away and I'm all by myself..
I will cut this short........Evil Boy!!, Ur special to Me!!!! Continued Success to you!!!
So for the rest of the morning I was mean and nasty to Andrew!! Just because I liked him so much and I was not about to get hurt. Things were said!!! I regret that now!!
Life is never easy....
I have a hard time leaving people I care about...... so when I know I have to leave instead of the tears, Oh Damn!!! that I have to go. I got nasty with you so I don't have to feel the pain of sadness when I leave. So I purposely caused a fight so instead of feeling sadness all I would feel is anger. It's childish behavior I know but I have to think about myself(Selfish thinking Yes but being honest)...... for one time in my life, instead of worrying about someone else.
I'm sure people will tell you about my post, so there U have the truth!!
Yikes this was a deep post!!
Oh well!!
Now I will be honest I'm back at the House in the Hot Tub with Jason Crew and another model(Cuddle Buddy)there are burning bushes all round(LOL)so after hanging out, Jason gets ready to leave(Love you Jason Crew)Let Me say this!! I will be honest, I had a crush on Jason Crew a long long time ago....He has those eyes that look right through you!! And let's not talk about his dick(Whoa!!)I wanted to fuck him right there and then but.........
For one thing, Jason has work tomorrow and I know myself, that guy would be worn out and used hard making "Working" almost next to impossible, so this was not the place or time. Secondly, I was with my "Cuddle Buddy" and I really wanted to spend the night with My "Cuddle Buddy"
"Cuddle Buddy"????Speaking from the heart.....I really liked this model. I met them before in Fort Lauderdale and they were having a hard time and Life seemed to suck for them(at the time)and I cared about them, Nobody can predict when someone comes into their life and they have a profound Impact on you, this person had that effect on Me. Since my last visit to Fort Lauderdale, I often think about this person daily, wondering if they are okay??? Getting their Act together??? How is life treating them???
So being able to see this person was a great time for Me, they were healthy, busy with work and getting their life back in order. What more could I ask for????
Well things started to go downhill the next morning. What do you do when someone U like, isn't in the mental state of having a Healthy relationship(The both of Us)?? On top of that, What do you do when they have had sex with mutual friends(onscreen and Off)I can be a jealous motherfucker some times. What do you do when U live in different states???
While I was in NYC thinking about them(Safety and Health), they were looking for an excuse to leave reality(Drugs, being a slut)!! BUT THAT HAS CHANGED(I hope)!!!But they still have so much work to do. Back to the story..
I woke up in the morning feeling so connected with this person, but at the same time disconnected, Where can this thing lead to?? I prepared myself for "just enjoying the time" that I was able to spend with "Cuddle Buddy", but I caught myself looking into their eyes. Evil!!Evil!!! I must be getting soft nowadays(good thing). It's like U want to help that little bird with the broken wings, U know??? take care of it and fix their wings so they can fly sort of thing. I know sounds mushy!! Moving on...
Why vent about this???? Now I know how to play it cool(sometimes LOL).....so the entire time out in Fort Lauderdale, I could see the look on people's faces when I was around my "Cuddle Buddy". The Look of "What do you see in that person, that I don't???" I know I know, He is Mental, Nuts, a slut, He makes no sense at times, self destructive, alittle off centered!!!! BUT WHAT THE FUCK AM I????? so I can relate to being a Mess!!!
But I can see deeper into his head, and He has such a passion for his dream(I won't say)!! I find that so attractive!! It's all about Passion!! Lock on to your dream and go full steam!!! Being a Porn star was my dream(One of them)and I'm going stronger than ever. We have the love of the crowd, performing and being in that spotlight, We give up Our bodies and sometimes We get banged up!! Scarred and Beat down!! But We keep getting up everytime, ready for more!!!
Besides having a strong physical attraction to him, We have alot of similar interests. Hard to find people that like M.A.S.H(favorite TV show), even harder finding a person that is crazy like urself, alittle mentally unstable bah bah. I told myself not to get too comfortable around them, my interest in him would go to far. I would leave the room when I had that feeling of a connection growing, leaving Him to sit and wonder what is wrong??? I had to protect myself, which sounds selfish yet again, but I do. I have been hurt over and over and over...
I am Bi polar, and he suffers from ADHD(Attention-deficit hyperactivity disorder)so the attraction goes even deeper..... On my side of things, His short attention span, restlessness and running around like a wild man, does make sense to Me. But on the other side of the coin, I can see the quiet side of him that is lost in thought, daydreaming and it might seem like We are disconnected(I can totally relate)We both become lost in the head, so many thoughts running around. If ur not Bi polar, its hard to describe what is going through Our heads at the time. It's all processed Information, jumping between memories, goals, wishs, people u have seen or met, just alot of ideas running through your head, all awhile 15mins have passed and Ur still sitting there. He hasn't learned to channel yet..
I learned how to channel my thoughts and energy to make it work for Me finally(at 35)....Depression comes and goes still...but I have learned how to ride that wave. We have the same problem, so there is comfort in knowing that someone else has the same problems I have. He started drinking and drugging to help that mental issue but that is not the solution and He realizes this.
Can two damaged people hangout more than a sex thing???
I see myself as that person who is looking for Love, afraid to put his heart out to people, and the biggest problem.......Caring for People too much, and when it's not being supplied back in the same amount, I become depressed and feel unwanted. I didn't want to put myself in this situation, so I didn't.
This time around, I see that U have alot of people rooting for you to become successful. Ur surrounded by people who have Ur best interest at heart, and I'm happy for you!!
Myself...??? I come back to NYC happy that U are safe!!and surrounded by healthy people. But Who thinks about my safety???? Who worries about Me??? Sigh!!
Yeah sure...... I'm this Big Muscle guy who on the outside, it seems nothing can touch or hurt Me. But when the cameras are away and I'm all by myself..
I will cut this short........Evil Boy!!, Ur special to Me!!!! Continued Success to you!!!
So for the rest of the morning I was mean and nasty to Andrew!! Just because I liked him so much and I was not about to get hurt. Things were said!!! I regret that now!!
Life is never easy....
I have a hard time leaving people I care about...... so when I know I have to leave instead of the tears, Oh Damn!!! that I have to go. I got nasty with you so I don't have to feel the pain of sadness when I leave. So I purposely caused a fight so instead of feeling sadness all I would feel is anger. It's childish behavior I know but I have to think about myself(Selfish thinking Yes but being honest)...... for one time in my life, instead of worrying about someone else.
I'm sure people will tell you about my post, so there U have the truth!!
Yikes this was a deep post!!
Oh well!!
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
ITS STILL SATURDAY IN MY HEAD
Let Me finish my storytelling people......
Geez the hate email has grown out of control(I love it!!)
But I have to finish telling you about my Fort Lauderdale trip, after the Twink scene it was headed back to the house.
This was a working Vacation for Me, the time that I had free to myself(no filming or performing)was spent entirely Dazed and Confused by the pool, U know hanging out in the Hot tube, or just relaxing on the couch. Here I am sitting by the couch with Wolf Hudson before his performance at Johnny's:
So get ready and head to Johnny's, now I was here performing in Oct so it was like I never left!!! Big Shout to Jordan the Bartender!!!Twisted and Twisted!!!Whoa!! Big shout out to AJ Cross(I have a very important interview with him in another post), Sean the Owner and all the Security Guards(All are very cool its like hanging out with my friends back home vibe) So here the first Interview with Wolf Hudson before he goes out to perform his first show:
Wolf Hudson performing:
Backstage after his first show:
We got even more Supporters that came out for Wolf Hudson's show:
So that was the first show, Diesel and Wolf take the stage for the second show Back stage before getting on:
Wolf Hudson and Diesel Washington on Stage:
The Show was crazy and then We headed home... Later on that Night I hung Out with Jordan the Bartender and got Dazed and Confused yet again!!!
Geez the hate email has grown out of control(I love it!!)
But I have to finish telling you about my Fort Lauderdale trip, after the Twink scene it was headed back to the house.
This was a working Vacation for Me, the time that I had free to myself(no filming or performing)was spent entirely Dazed and Confused by the pool, U know hanging out in the Hot tube, or just relaxing on the couch. Here I am sitting by the couch with Wolf Hudson before his performance at Johnny's:
So get ready and head to Johnny's, now I was here performing in Oct so it was like I never left!!! Big Shout to Jordan the Bartender!!!Twisted and Twisted!!!Whoa!! Big shout out to AJ Cross(I have a very important interview with him in another post), Sean the Owner and all the Security Guards(All are very cool its like hanging out with my friends back home vibe) So here the first Interview with Wolf Hudson before he goes out to perform his first show:
Wolf Hudson performing:
Backstage after his first show:
We got even more Supporters that came out for Wolf Hudson's show:
So that was the first show, Diesel and Wolf take the stage for the second show Back stage before getting on:
Wolf Hudson and Diesel Washington on Stage:
The Show was crazy and then We headed home... Later on that Night I hung Out with Jordan the Bartender and got Dazed and Confused yet again!!!
DIESEL WASHINGTON HATES TWINKS!!! sort of
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INSANE TIME AT THE FLESHBOT AWARDS!!
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Wednesday, November 11, 2009
FLESHBOT AWARDS/LEVI JOHNSTON
So I went to the Fleshbot Awards....
What a show they put together WOW!!
And the best part Open Bar!!! To the producers out there....
If U want your models having a good time and ready for a good show, Open bar is the way to do it. I have been to alot of award shows and U know Ur in for a slow night when there is no open bar.
When U get to a place and there is an open bar, U know it's going to be a wild and crazy night.....So pardon if this post makes no sense, but I had a great time at the Awards.
So I'm getting ready for the show and putting the final touches on my outfit. The attire for the night was Formal and Fab(that is what the invite said)So I went decked out!!
I went to the Fleshbot site and they did Liveblogging from the show, so I decided to use their live blogging and my footage of the event and put them together.
8:34
I know we said we'd get started at 8:45, but there's tons of people here, and I'm impatient. In case you've forgotten who the top five contender for the Fleshbot Readers' Choice Awards are, here's a recap!
In other news: The Baroness and Dante Posh just rolled through, as did Syd Blakovich, Jiz Lee, and that crew.
8:39
Just saw Michael Musto from the Village Voice, looking brilliant as always. Joanna Angel is parked by the bar with her date. And... Yep, Syd Blakovich exits the bar double-fisting drinks. It's going to be a good time.
8:49
There's a mysterious naked man with long hair, a mask, and a fedora standing on the bar. No one seems to notice. (If you haven't guessed by now, I'm stuck by the bar.)
9:03
Much of the adult entertainment crowd was just ushered upstairs for a photo session. The show should be starting soon.
9:04
Oh snap! It's beginning! Justin Bond is singing the dirtiest song he knows and he looks like a healthy Liza Minnelli.
9:07
John Cameron Mitchell just joined Justin on the stage. They both look adorable. The first presenter: Justine Joli! Pinch me.
9:10
Jimmy Jane wins the Sexiest Technology Award!
FYI the awards that are being given out are giant, steel, double-sided dildos, just like in the picture.
9:12
Michael Lucas is presenting the next award for the Sexiest Fashion Newcomers. Michael Lucas is one busy man. Google him.
9:14
The Blonds win! They are so blond.
Mantrix is now performing. The crowd is entranced.
9:16
I may have gotten that last name wrong. This is hard to describe. It's like Cirque du Soleil, but less French and more nude.
9:22
Julie Atlas Muz is presenting the award for Sexiest Art. How do you decide what art is sexiest? Doesn't it depend on the genre. Ah, this is about comic art. I'm slightly hard of hearing. Anyway, the award goes to Paul Pope, but Ben Naples is accepting for him.
Presenters can't help exclaiming over the glory of the Double-Sided Dildo award.
9:25
Rob Roth: "CGI is for hot cocks that never need fluffing." This next award is for the world's best gay-porn-computer-generated animation.
The award goes to "Pirate's Booty!" We love that film.
9:27
Prince of Porn Performance Art, Tom Judson is taking the stage. He actually just got here (I saw him go by), and he seems a bit flustered. He's presenting the Mainstream Crossover Award. I wonder who that will go to...
PS: Did you know that Tom Judson was the oldest recipient of the GayVN Performer of the Year award?
9:30
Sasha Grey wins! Surprise(?)! Unfortunately, she's not here. She's in Portugal. But she did record a lovely video for us/plug for her new project.
This is all moving really fast. In fact, this is probably the first award show to be ahead of schedule.
9:35
Our beloved Lux is taking the stage (she's so graceful!), and it's time for the Readers' Choice Awards:
Marco Blaze wins the for the men! Unfortunately, he's overseas (and didn't record a video for us).
For the fems, it's Supreme Commandress Joanna Angel! And she's here! And she's flustered. And she is sooo fine. (Some think she looks a bit like Sarah Silverman. What do you think?)
9:38
Justine Joli is doing a striptease to "You Can Leave Your Hat On." Her hat is definitely the only thing still on.
9:41
It's intermission time! Let's all browse Fleshbot while we wait for more pornstars to come on stage! Yay!
Also, Lux would like to take this moment to thank nJoy, who sponsored this event by making those epic dildo-awards: The Eleven. See you all in a jiff.
10:04
Intermission Notes:
Intermission consists of five foxy representatives from The Box grinding on stage. My personal favorite is the guy wearing a black corset with matching gas mask.
They're playing Mickey Avalon's "My Dick." I know this song by heart. It's embarrassing.
Patrice O'Neal is here. He's looking good!
Justine Joli (who I'm slowly becoming obsessed with) walks like she's stripteasing. All. The. Time. It's amazing.
Some people with a camera just came by and asked me what I'm doing. They had me read some stuff. If you ever see me somewhere looking sweaty and confused, that's what that was.
10:10
Something is happening...
Someone's performing a dance as a vagina. Not in the Georgia O'Keefe way. Like a real, pulsing, quaking, dripping vagina. With a big, sequined clit.
I guess Intermission is over?
10:12
Lorelei Lee is looking gorgeous. As is Belladonna, whose dress says something very Whitney Houston to me. (In a "Bodyguard" way.)
10:14
It's time for the Mainstream-to-Porn Crossover Award. As everyone knows, Levi Johnson is the lucky recipient. He just let us know that his magazine spread comes out next week. Any guesses what he'll do with The Eleven?
SO I'M SITTING IN THE CROWD AND THIS CUTE LITTLE GUY(BOY NEXT DOOR TYPE)IS STANDING THERE!!! I TALK TO HIM FOR A BIT, SAYS HE'S HERE FOR THE SHOW......THE NEXT THING I KNOW...THEY ARE PRESENTING THE AWARD TO LEVI JOHNSTON......THE GUY THAT I WAS TALKING TO STARTS WALKING TO THE STAGE.......OMG!!!!OMG!!! I'M TALKING TO "THIS GUY" AND THE GUY WAS LEVI JOHNSTON I HAD NO CLUE HE WAS THERE!!! AND HERE I AM TALKING TO HIM AND I DIDNT RECOGNIZE HIM.....HE GETS HIS AWARD, AND THEN MAKES A RUSH TO A LIMO OUTSIDE WAITING FOR HIM!!! I WAS TALKING TO LEVI LIKE 5MINS BEFORE GETTING HIS AWARD....TYPICAL STR8 TALK ABOUT THE GIRLS AND THE CRAZY AWARDS SHOW!! ALL THAT TIME I SHOULD HAVE HAD MY CAMERA RUNNING!!! when I realize it's him, I grab my camera and quickly try to turn it on....so that is why the camera is alittle shakey!!!
TRUE STORY!!
10:15
Ryan Keely is presenting the next award: Sexiest Advertising.
Who is our favorite, billboard-bombing, butt-showing clothing company? American Apparel, of course. Marsha Brady (no relation) is accepting on behalf of the company.
And it's time for another act! A famous S&M performer, Mistress Lee and her Pet Rudy.
10:18
Could that be Mistress Jiz Lee?
10:20
It's hard to see back here. But I can hear the Cat-O'-Nine-Tails.
10:22
Actually, it's more of a contortionist/acrobatic act. They are, after all, circus folk. And I don't think it was Jiz Lee. Liveblogging fail.
10:25
Jonathan Ames, writer/creator of Bored to Death (among other things), is presenting the Sexiest TV Award.
"This was a good year for couch potatoes. Especially couch potatoes with a libido."
10:26
True Blood wins! I love that show. No one is here to receive the award, so Jonathan Ames is taking the dildo home. Real talk, Jonathan Ames. Real talk.
10:31
Our last presenter is Joey Arias, who asks, "Is everybody horny? Who likes cum?"
The winner of the Fleshbot Lifetime Sexy Fashion Award is Patricia Field! If you don't know, look her up. I'm busy applauding.
10:32
The night is winding down. How will we finish off this beautiful event?
10:35
It's Belladonna!
10:38
Oh dear, she has a dildo.
10:47
Cannot describe what just went on. Amazing. I'll try to fill this in later. Wow.
Sadly, that brings us to the end of the night. We've had a lot of fun here, and there should be more pics and such tomorrow. Until then, thanks for being with us. We love you all.
* * * * *
It was a crazy night!!! I have more to post later....
What a show they put together WOW!!
And the best part Open Bar!!! To the producers out there....
If U want your models having a good time and ready for a good show, Open bar is the way to do it. I have been to alot of award shows and U know Ur in for a slow night when there is no open bar.
When U get to a place and there is an open bar, U know it's going to be a wild and crazy night.....So pardon if this post makes no sense, but I had a great time at the Awards.
So I'm getting ready for the show and putting the final touches on my outfit. The attire for the night was Formal and Fab(that is what the invite said)So I went decked out!!
I went to the Fleshbot site and they did Liveblogging from the show, so I decided to use their live blogging and my footage of the event and put them together.
8:34
I know we said we'd get started at 8:45, but there's tons of people here, and I'm impatient. In case you've forgotten who the top five contender for the Fleshbot Readers' Choice Awards are, here's a recap!
In other news: The Baroness and Dante Posh just rolled through, as did Syd Blakovich, Jiz Lee, and that crew.
8:39
Just saw Michael Musto from the Village Voice, looking brilliant as always. Joanna Angel is parked by the bar with her date. And... Yep, Syd Blakovich exits the bar double-fisting drinks. It's going to be a good time.
8:49
There's a mysterious naked man with long hair, a mask, and a fedora standing on the bar. No one seems to notice. (If you haven't guessed by now, I'm stuck by the bar.)
9:03
Much of the adult entertainment crowd was just ushered upstairs for a photo session. The show should be starting soon.
9:04
Oh snap! It's beginning! Justin Bond is singing the dirtiest song he knows and he looks like a healthy Liza Minnelli.
9:07
John Cameron Mitchell just joined Justin on the stage. They both look adorable. The first presenter: Justine Joli! Pinch me.
9:10
Jimmy Jane wins the Sexiest Technology Award!
FYI the awards that are being given out are giant, steel, double-sided dildos, just like in the picture.
9:12
Michael Lucas is presenting the next award for the Sexiest Fashion Newcomers. Michael Lucas is one busy man. Google him.
9:14
The Blonds win! They are so blond.
Mantrix is now performing. The crowd is entranced.
9:16
I may have gotten that last name wrong. This is hard to describe. It's like Cirque du Soleil, but less French and more nude.
9:22
Julie Atlas Muz is presenting the award for Sexiest Art. How do you decide what art is sexiest? Doesn't it depend on the genre. Ah, this is about comic art. I'm slightly hard of hearing. Anyway, the award goes to Paul Pope, but Ben Naples is accepting for him.
Presenters can't help exclaiming over the glory of the Double-Sided Dildo award.
9:25
Rob Roth: "CGI is for hot cocks that never need fluffing." This next award is for the world's best gay-porn-computer-generated animation.
The award goes to "Pirate's Booty!" We love that film.
9:27
Prince of Porn Performance Art, Tom Judson is taking the stage. He actually just got here (I saw him go by), and he seems a bit flustered. He's presenting the Mainstream Crossover Award. I wonder who that will go to...
PS: Did you know that Tom Judson was the oldest recipient of the GayVN Performer of the Year award?
9:30
Sasha Grey wins! Surprise(?)! Unfortunately, she's not here. She's in Portugal. But she did record a lovely video for us/plug for her new project.
This is all moving really fast. In fact, this is probably the first award show to be ahead of schedule.
9:35
Our beloved Lux is taking the stage (she's so graceful!), and it's time for the Readers' Choice Awards:
Marco Blaze wins the for the men! Unfortunately, he's overseas (and didn't record a video for us).
For the fems, it's Supreme Commandress Joanna Angel! And she's here! And she's flustered. And she is sooo fine. (Some think she looks a bit like Sarah Silverman. What do you think?)
9:38
Justine Joli is doing a striptease to "You Can Leave Your Hat On." Her hat is definitely the only thing still on.
9:41
It's intermission time! Let's all browse Fleshbot while we wait for more pornstars to come on stage! Yay!
Also, Lux would like to take this moment to thank nJoy, who sponsored this event by making those epic dildo-awards: The Eleven. See you all in a jiff.
10:04
Intermission Notes:
Intermission consists of five foxy representatives from The Box grinding on stage. My personal favorite is the guy wearing a black corset with matching gas mask.
They're playing Mickey Avalon's "My Dick." I know this song by heart. It's embarrassing.
Patrice O'Neal is here. He's looking good!
Justine Joli (who I'm slowly becoming obsessed with) walks like she's stripteasing. All. The. Time. It's amazing.
Some people with a camera just came by and asked me what I'm doing. They had me read some stuff. If you ever see me somewhere looking sweaty and confused, that's what that was.
10:10
Something is happening...
Someone's performing a dance as a vagina. Not in the Georgia O'Keefe way. Like a real, pulsing, quaking, dripping vagina. With a big, sequined clit.
I guess Intermission is over?
10:12
Lorelei Lee is looking gorgeous. As is Belladonna, whose dress says something very Whitney Houston to me. (In a "Bodyguard" way.)
10:14
It's time for the Mainstream-to-Porn Crossover Award. As everyone knows, Levi Johnson is the lucky recipient. He just let us know that his magazine spread comes out next week. Any guesses what he'll do with The Eleven?
SO I'M SITTING IN THE CROWD AND THIS CUTE LITTLE GUY(BOY NEXT DOOR TYPE)IS STANDING THERE!!! I TALK TO HIM FOR A BIT, SAYS HE'S HERE FOR THE SHOW......THE NEXT THING I KNOW...THEY ARE PRESENTING THE AWARD TO LEVI JOHNSTON......THE GUY THAT I WAS TALKING TO STARTS WALKING TO THE STAGE.......OMG!!!!OMG!!! I'M TALKING TO "THIS GUY" AND THE GUY WAS LEVI JOHNSTON I HAD NO CLUE HE WAS THERE!!! AND HERE I AM TALKING TO HIM AND I DIDNT RECOGNIZE HIM.....HE GETS HIS AWARD, AND THEN MAKES A RUSH TO A LIMO OUTSIDE WAITING FOR HIM!!! I WAS TALKING TO LEVI LIKE 5MINS BEFORE GETTING HIS AWARD....TYPICAL STR8 TALK ABOUT THE GIRLS AND THE CRAZY AWARDS SHOW!! ALL THAT TIME I SHOULD HAVE HAD MY CAMERA RUNNING!!! when I realize it's him, I grab my camera and quickly try to turn it on....so that is why the camera is alittle shakey!!!
TRUE STORY!!
10:15
Ryan Keely is presenting the next award: Sexiest Advertising.
Who is our favorite, billboard-bombing, butt-showing clothing company? American Apparel, of course. Marsha Brady (no relation) is accepting on behalf of the company.
And it's time for another act! A famous S&M performer, Mistress Lee and her Pet Rudy.
10:18
Could that be Mistress Jiz Lee?
10:20
It's hard to see back here. But I can hear the Cat-O'-Nine-Tails.
10:22
Actually, it's more of a contortionist/acrobatic act. They are, after all, circus folk. And I don't think it was Jiz Lee. Liveblogging fail.
10:25
Jonathan Ames, writer/creator of Bored to Death (among other things), is presenting the Sexiest TV Award.
"This was a good year for couch potatoes. Especially couch potatoes with a libido."
10:26
True Blood wins! I love that show. No one is here to receive the award, so Jonathan Ames is taking the dildo home. Real talk, Jonathan Ames. Real talk.
10:31
Our last presenter is Joey Arias, who asks, "Is everybody horny? Who likes cum?"
The winner of the Fleshbot Lifetime Sexy Fashion Award is Patricia Field! If you don't know, look her up. I'm busy applauding.
10:32
The night is winding down. How will we finish off this beautiful event?
10:35
It's Belladonna!
10:38
Oh dear, she has a dildo.
10:47
Cannot describe what just went on. Amazing. I'll try to fill this in later. Wow.
Sadly, that brings us to the end of the night. We've had a lot of fun here, and there should be more pics and such tomorrow. Until then, thanks for being with us. We love you all.
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It was a crazy night!!! I have more to post later....
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
MORE MATCH UPS!!
Well people know about the a possible Diesel Washington and Tiger Tyson scene.....
Again it wasn't a dissing freestyle, I was having some fun....
But lets get into the Post....... Match ups:
I have been working hard, setting up some major scenes coming up...
I don't want to give details away......but another Dream Match Up is coming...
JESSE SANTANA!!
The All Star Top meets the All Star bottom!!..moving on...
It is official Diesel Washington will be in L.A Dec 1- Dec 7...
Look out L.A., Diesel is coming back!!!!
As far as other match ups....still waiting on Matthew Rush, Ty Colt, Roman Heart, Mason Wyler, Brent Corrigan....
When U don't hear from Me on the blog.......it means that I'm working and trying to put things together!!! I have alot more on my plate that I need to do. I can't stop here I still have more goals.....
Again it wasn't a dissing freestyle, I was having some fun....
But lets get into the Post....... Match ups:
I have been working hard, setting up some major scenes coming up...
I don't want to give details away......but another Dream Match Up is coming...
JESSE SANTANA!!
The All Star Top meets the All Star bottom!!..moving on...
It is official Diesel Washington will be in L.A Dec 1- Dec 7...
Look out L.A., Diesel is coming back!!!!
As far as other match ups....still waiting on Matthew Rush, Ty Colt, Roman Heart, Mason Wyler, Brent Corrigan....
When U don't hear from Me on the blog.......it means that I'm working and trying to put things together!!! I have alot more on my plate that I need to do. I can't stop here I still have more goals.....
FREESTYLING WITH DIESEL WASHINGTON
Okay I had to put together a quick freestyle to respond to Tiger Tyson....
Enjoy I havent done a Vid in a long time, so there u go People!!
Sunday, November 08, 2009
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
U MISS ME???
I took time off to party on Halloween.....
I'm tired as hell!!It was by far the best Halloween for Me...I met so many crazy people!! I got LOVE the whole night..People taking Pics..buying drinks...Str8/Gay/Bi it didn't matter at all!!
Whoa!! I want to tell stories but there is so many of them!! There were some things that pissed me off though!!
Call Me an asshole..but on Halloween Why is Every Chick a Slut???and every Gay Guy a drag queen???(Not all I know..but its the point)I guess I'm spoiled..I was looking for Xmen outfits, Cartoon characters, my taste(Call Me shallow)Maybe its a NYC thing but most of the outfits people had on were from Rickys(LOL)Yeah yeah I put effort in my Outfit and I'm pissed that my ComicGeeks didn't come out in Full Force!! Although I met some cool Logans, one Gambit, 2 Jean Greys other then that it was pretty dull!! I had a great time otherwise...I walked around the entire day as "Bishop" and people were just entertained by it. Girls would say that's the Hottest outfit and I fill it out well(I had underwear on though)It was a trip!!
More pictures with Kids and people left and right.... It was cool.....to describe the feeling.... I get on the train heading downtown, grown men with Kids started staring...and then yell out in an evil tone..."Bishop", Bishop the marvel character started out as a Good guy and evolved into a Villain..So I could detect their tone(Father and Son saying Bishop at the same time)but it was all Love though and seeing Father and Son into comic books, I got alittle teary eyed....I didn't share a close relationship with my father(Even though I lived with him for a short period)but moving on....
And all the Vampires.......Lets talk!!
U know why I'm biased on the whole Vampire thing(NOV ISSUE of UNZIPPED IN STORES NOW!!)So there are tons of vampires out there.... Oh, I wanted to talk about the New FleshJack(Fang series)its cool!! I'm glad I was the first Vampire out the gate(Black Vampire at that)that came out into the Industry with good timing... After the cover of Unzipped dropped then Came TwinkBlood, Vampire twink based movie out there(Big ShoutOut to Phillip Aston)then came the New FlashJack(Count Cockula)...with great story line(not better than mine, LOL joking)and Tommy Defendi(What up Player)and Bobby Rail(what up homey)doing their photo shoot for the Fleshjack line as well....Congrats!!BigShout out to Fabscout, Giophotography(that is a powerhouse right there)...
So I met alot of People....Made alot of money....had alot of laughs.....
Back to Work!!!
Tiger Tyson......
That is big!!! The clashing of these Warriors is huge!! So far the Buzz is big(As it should)so its poll time!!!
These are crazy times...... Oh and I'm planning on heading out to LA very soon(when I get the details I will update people) There are some "opportunities" out there and its another Hush Hush project(Oh yeah another one)and I'm really excited about this one!!!!
So even though things are slow now.......on the Porn biz for Me, I'm not sitting around doing nothing....
Oh and injury alert!!!I dropped a 30lb base wieght on my foot 2weeks ago(yeah its bad)but I'm still making it to the gym...workouts are great, but since I can't run yet...Im doing alot of bike riding(I prefer to run)I still fuck like a Pro but it will be another week until I can do the "Bully" and all those moves....
What else???? Oh lets talk about Sex:
I do porn but never really talk about the Hookups(I have my moments)While I'm looking for Love, I run into Guys/Girls that just want NSA(No strings attached)Sex. One side of Me longs for the passion of a relatonship and the closeness....The other half is a normal horny guy that likes to get off every once and awhile. I mean I have sex in films thats not real sex, I have sex with clients(escort),I do shows trying to turn on people.....When do I ever get the chance to let off some steam(MY SHIT!!)I try not to sleep with Fans or Groupies, they are always expecting this wild and crazy verison of what they think having Sex with Diesel is...
I keep telling them "Ur not having Sex with Diesel..... ur having Sex with a guy that is interested in you" Yet in the middle of Me fucking them u hear "Fuck Me Diesel, Fuck Me" and when that happens, I stop right in the middle of fucking.....Stand up and Put my clothes on and Kick them out!!! It's that simple!!! If I walked into the situation knowing that they were looking for Diesel...then its fine. But when it starts out as a Date to get to know each other, Movies and food and it leads to Sex. The worst thing U can do is call me Diesel in the middle of having Sex. Here I am trying to prove to my date, I'm more than just a Porn star looking for a HookUP. I took the time to get to know the person other than a vessel to fuck for the night. It just sucks that when U bulid that chemistry they resort back to the sexual fanasty of being fucked by Diesel Washington, so basically.....
Why bother to go on the date at all????? I could have just invited you over and fucked you. But I was led to believe that Fans or the Groupies I encountered wanted more than just Sex..... It's dirty tricks like this, that make Me jaded about relationships and ever being able to find one.
Yeah I could have said No......I'm not going to fuck you tonight!! But I think it would be strange for Me(I'm a Top saying No to sex on the first date????hmm?)If the other person would have said "I don't sleep with guys who I don't know" I would have respected that...probably even went on to chase them even harder.. Maybe the person felt obligated to have sex because of dinner, movies and the whole date thing...But calling out Diesel in the middle of sex...when I spent time, revealing the person behind the character.....Hurts!!
So my dating pool is very very small...I don't date clients, groupies, Fans(porn/blog)druggies, losers, douchbags. But at the same time, people wont date Me because of the Porn, Escorting, bah bah bah and I can respect that!! I'm crazy and moody...so that scares off the rest on the list LOL. But again very very small dating pool...
I do have my moments and get lucky and have "something of companiship" and its usually Russians (Girls and Guys). What is it about these Russians???? Maybe its European thing... They seem more confident and sexy and Sexuality to them is just that..... a sexuality..... if the person is hot they are hot, alot less judging attitudes I think....Granted that is my opinion!! Just saying alot of people I have met were either Russian, German, Italian, French.....
I'm leaning towards the Brits as well......maybe its the accent and the very regal nature of the Brits...
Don't get Me wrong I love everybody!!!!
Well this was a quick post that was overdue.....Enjoy!!!
I'm tired as hell!!It was by far the best Halloween for Me...I met so many crazy people!! I got LOVE the whole night..People taking Pics..buying drinks...Str8/Gay/Bi it didn't matter at all!!
Whoa!! I want to tell stories but there is so many of them!! There were some things that pissed me off though!!
Call Me an asshole..but on Halloween Why is Every Chick a Slut???and every Gay Guy a drag queen???(Not all I know..but its the point)I guess I'm spoiled..I was looking for Xmen outfits, Cartoon characters, my taste(Call Me shallow)Maybe its a NYC thing but most of the outfits people had on were from Rickys(LOL)Yeah yeah I put effort in my Outfit and I'm pissed that my ComicGeeks didn't come out in Full Force!! Although I met some cool Logans, one Gambit, 2 Jean Greys other then that it was pretty dull!! I had a great time otherwise...I walked around the entire day as "Bishop" and people were just entertained by it. Girls would say that's the Hottest outfit and I fill it out well(I had underwear on though)It was a trip!!
More pictures with Kids and people left and right.... It was cool.....to describe the feeling.... I get on the train heading downtown, grown men with Kids started staring...and then yell out in an evil tone..."Bishop", Bishop the marvel character started out as a Good guy and evolved into a Villain..So I could detect their tone(Father and Son saying Bishop at the same time)but it was all Love though and seeing Father and Son into comic books, I got alittle teary eyed....I didn't share a close relationship with my father(Even though I lived with him for a short period)but moving on....
And all the Vampires.......Lets talk!!
U know why I'm biased on the whole Vampire thing(NOV ISSUE of UNZIPPED IN STORES NOW!!)So there are tons of vampires out there.... Oh, I wanted to talk about the New FleshJack(Fang series)its cool!! I'm glad I was the first Vampire out the gate(Black Vampire at that)that came out into the Industry with good timing... After the cover of Unzipped dropped then Came TwinkBlood, Vampire twink based movie out there(Big ShoutOut to Phillip Aston)then came the New FlashJack(Count Cockula)...with great story line(not better than mine, LOL joking)and Tommy Defendi(What up Player)and Bobby Rail(what up homey)doing their photo shoot for the Fleshjack line as well....Congrats!!BigShout out to Fabscout, Giophotography(that is a powerhouse right there)...
So I met alot of People....Made alot of money....had alot of laughs.....
Back to Work!!!
Tiger Tyson......
That is big!!! The clashing of these Warriors is huge!! So far the Buzz is big(As it should)so its poll time!!!
These are crazy times...... Oh and I'm planning on heading out to LA very soon(when I get the details I will update people) There are some "opportunities" out there and its another Hush Hush project(Oh yeah another one)and I'm really excited about this one!!!!
So even though things are slow now.......on the Porn biz for Me, I'm not sitting around doing nothing....
Oh and injury alert!!!I dropped a 30lb base wieght on my foot 2weeks ago(yeah its bad)but I'm still making it to the gym...workouts are great, but since I can't run yet...Im doing alot of bike riding(I prefer to run)I still fuck like a Pro but it will be another week until I can do the "Bully" and all those moves....
What else???? Oh lets talk about Sex:
I do porn but never really talk about the Hookups(I have my moments)While I'm looking for Love, I run into Guys/Girls that just want NSA(No strings attached)Sex. One side of Me longs for the passion of a relatonship and the closeness....The other half is a normal horny guy that likes to get off every once and awhile. I mean I have sex in films thats not real sex, I have sex with clients(escort),I do shows trying to turn on people.....When do I ever get the chance to let off some steam(MY SHIT!!)I try not to sleep with Fans or Groupies, they are always expecting this wild and crazy verison of what they think having Sex with Diesel is...
I keep telling them "Ur not having Sex with Diesel..... ur having Sex with a guy that is interested in you" Yet in the middle of Me fucking them u hear "Fuck Me Diesel, Fuck Me" and when that happens, I stop right in the middle of fucking.....Stand up and Put my clothes on and Kick them out!!! It's that simple!!! If I walked into the situation knowing that they were looking for Diesel...then its fine. But when it starts out as a Date to get to know each other, Movies and food and it leads to Sex. The worst thing U can do is call me Diesel in the middle of having Sex. Here I am trying to prove to my date, I'm more than just a Porn star looking for a HookUP. I took the time to get to know the person other than a vessel to fuck for the night. It just sucks that when U bulid that chemistry they resort back to the sexual fanasty of being fucked by Diesel Washington, so basically.....
Why bother to go on the date at all????? I could have just invited you over and fucked you. But I was led to believe that Fans or the Groupies I encountered wanted more than just Sex..... It's dirty tricks like this, that make Me jaded about relationships and ever being able to find one.
Yeah I could have said No......I'm not going to fuck you tonight!! But I think it would be strange for Me(I'm a Top saying No to sex on the first date????hmm?)If the other person would have said "I don't sleep with guys who I don't know" I would have respected that...probably even went on to chase them even harder.. Maybe the person felt obligated to have sex because of dinner, movies and the whole date thing...But calling out Diesel in the middle of sex...when I spent time, revealing the person behind the character.....Hurts!!
So my dating pool is very very small...I don't date clients, groupies, Fans(porn/blog)druggies, losers, douchbags. But at the same time, people wont date Me because of the Porn, Escorting, bah bah bah and I can respect that!! I'm crazy and moody...so that scares off the rest on the list LOL. But again very very small dating pool...
I do have my moments and get lucky and have "something of companiship" and its usually Russians (Girls and Guys). What is it about these Russians???? Maybe its European thing... They seem more confident and sexy and Sexuality to them is just that..... a sexuality..... if the person is hot they are hot, alot less judging attitudes I think....Granted that is my opinion!! Just saying alot of people I have met were either Russian, German, Italian, French.....
I'm leaning towards the Brits as well......maybe its the accent and the very regal nature of the Brits...
Don't get Me wrong I love everybody!!!!
Well this was a quick post that was overdue.....Enjoy!!!
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