OUCH!!! I HAVE BEEN SLIPPING!!!

Holding Grabby 2008 and Rentboy Award 2008

Put Ur Diamonds UP!!!

Thug Love

Thug Love 2

Leather Killer

Trying to be Sexy

Me being Goofy with One of my Fave Shows Family Guy

Titan Man Jersey I wore for the Basketball themed story I wrote for Titan


Well its seems that Patrick contacted me and told me "Ur Blog looks like Shit!!" I was like Oh really?? I wanted to come up with this Story the Gloom of NYC but I was alittle absent minded and didn't really get the Pics that I wanted....

I have to realize these outdoor Pic taking was just a Goof... I didn't really take the whole post serious. And Patrick let me have it..... All the hard work that He put into the Blog and having me Shit it Away... Okay Fine!!!

I went back to the Basics... Just taking Pics of me and in my Place just trying something New!!! U guys who read my blog has had my Back and been on this Ride for a Long Time!!!

I have Alot Alot Alot in store.....Don't Worry .......... Things take time...And sometimes I can get restless and want to work, want to work.... I'm just highly competitive and I see the Superstars really stepping up their Game. I want to be in the Race myself(At least in My Mind) and I just like doing good work..

So Update on everything that is going on..... I'm stepping In New Ground...... I have alot of surprises in store!!! Don't Worry!!!

IS IT ME? OR U HAD ENOUGH OF MICHAEL PHELPS??????

Yeah I said it........... I'm tired of hearing about Michael Phelps. Is that Hate coming out of Diesel's mouth????? Sure is!!!!! I am jealous??? Sure!!! Do I envy him??? Fuck Ya!!!

I'm just tired of hearing about him..... Enough Talk..I just want to Fuck him!!!!

Medals Medals bah bah bah bah How about that Ass of His?? The motherfucker is in shape.. and tall Yeah I would blast his hole!!!

American Hero yeah yeah. But can he deep throat a cock??????? Ride a Dick as well as he swims???? That's more Important to me, anybody that can touch the floor, without bending knees, spreading those cheeks....real wide. That's fucking hot to me!!!

To be Real... the Olympics were Great!!!

China showed its Ass, I have to admit the shows, the People, that shit was Amazing!!!
I usually don't write about such things... But it was a crazy two weeks and that shit was Entertaining!!!.

USA USA USA RULES!!!!

Moving On...... I'm bored and was hanging out with my Russian Friend Vlad(Real Model!!) So there we are walking around and we said "Fuck It!!" He does all this Skinny, starving modeling....where they look like they eat two Twix bars a Day shit. I'm joking.... They Eat three Twix bars LOL!!!

But me being never the shy one.. We did the classic Walking Around the City and taking Pics..I forget sometimes that New York is always interesting to see and travel through(even though I live here I don't go out much)its New York!!! So...

I had the Envision of a Dark NYC, with a splash of Sun shine here and there. I don't know??????... I'm the one coming up with the Ideas now!! So I thought I would get some good shots, So enjoy....Maybe they will make sense to ya... Maybe they wont Hey I gave it a Try!!

Enjoy Bitches!!!!!!!

BREAKING NEWS YET AGAIN!!!

So People know I'm giving ya a heads up notice, I will not be at the LA Rentboy Pool Party tomorrow. There were some complications at the last min that will prevent me from going.... Shame I have been at all the Rentboy Pool Parties this year....and sad that I will be missing this one DAMN!!!

In any case there are some happenings going on Next month that I can announce today. I will continue My promoting of Titan at this years Folsom Fair..... that's right still promoting Titan.... I have a strong relationship with Titan even though I'm Free agent....

People the Decision to go Free Agent was to work with everybody and continue on with good work!!!! Just because I promote Titan doesn't mean that I cant work with anybody else!!! I have to put that out there.... Titan is a Beast yes!!!! I get the sense that some Studios are scared to work with me because of Titan's Blood hounds(Lawyers)and that truly is not the case. Titan respects my decisions and even gave me better insight into continuing to do good work and helpful advice. I don't know the workings of the Business Side of things.......but I HAVE THE GREEN LIGHT TO WORK FOR OTHER PEOPLE!!!.

Readers of my blog, know that I speak my mind and not controlled by anybody!!! I know how to market myself and other people. What I don't know is how the Power Brokers move....... that's the next stop for me(in the future) I like this business and its cut throat, yes but oh brother the money is good and so is the Sex!!!

I'm a Veteran already, I see new faces and even more people who think they are Porn Stars, from doing a website here and there. Its not the same anymore...... This New breed is alot different from previous years, it doesn't seem like People want to earn their pay check anymore!!! They don't want to bust their ass on shoots anymore.... Expect the highest returns from self limited work, whats alittle more funny is that most of these people don't even watch Porn, or even know alittle history behind it. I rant and rant about this all the time, It just pisses me off sometimes. TO THE MODELS OUT THERE!!!! Ur work will be around forever!!! over and over it will be viewed by the next generation of gays etc etc. So make it the best thing u have ever done....

What more to write? I still have no assistant as of now....But I am getting help from an Unnamed source(I might reveal them soon)so expect the unexpected!!! Peace Bitches!!!

PORNO LIMBO

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SUCCESSFULL PORNSTAR PART 2

OKAY OKAY.....

Back on track let me finish this thing so I can start writing another post for Ya People!!!..

Knowing Ur Niche....... okay this a hard one, porn is ever changing and becoming different. Twinks, Jocks, Muscle Guys, Hairy, Smooth, and all things above. Now I cant change my looks that much(lets be honest here)but to other models this is where u have a Edge that u must use. Whatever look is required day of shooting...Fit Ur Look to the Tee....Now I hear that some models don't want to cut their hair, color it, or whatever the pretty boys do... Its a fucking movie..Get Over Ur hair it will grow back and grow out..

Do some Research..... Most think that u walk on Set and then have sex its crazy.... The way DVDs are today.. I sense that most people want a story to go along with their porn(at least a fucking setup that makes sense). Even Right to Sex I would do some Research....The way I go about it, I refer to alot of movies I have seen and that creates the mood for me... Before I went into filming for my Romantic scene I watch so many movies..9 1/2 Weeks, Body Heat, etc etc just to get the feel of the part. It works, gives ya the mind frame before u even jump on the set.

There are more pointers and shit...... But I'm not giving up all the answers, I'm back to square one myself...Right now I see my Path really changing and picking up pace now! At the drawing board again and trying to see where I'm going from here..

Not to be so deep in thought..But anyway I'm planning on going to L.A this weekend.. There is the Rentboy Pool party in LA. I have never been to LA before and I'm excited to See what it has to offer, I always hear stories so I need to go and see it all first hand.

What else??? Hitting the gym strong not really trying to kill myself and taking it easy.. All the hard work is during the Winter. What else? I will Keep this short then.
Peace

THINGS ARE GETTING WORSE!!!

Stop to interrupt the last blog on How to Become a Successful Porn Star..... but I have breaking news!!!!

This week has been fucked up..........I have no words for how hard this week has been!!!!

I had to Fire Patrick the Assistant.....He did nothing wrong at all....In Fact he put up with my demands so much sometimes, I even wondered why does this Kid put up with me so much???? Patrick has changed my Life for the Better!!! It was hard to let him go but he had to go!!!

I know I know all the people want to know the real reason why I fired him!!! And I will tell ya the reason.....this is being honest as possible...........

I had to Fire Patrick because.........He was a 20yr old with a good head on his shoulders and he is starting school next week. College is back open and he needs to go to school instead of helping out a Porn Star........

Now this is the Editor talking........ Not Diesel or Dexter...... The Editor!!! I couldn't sit by and have him booking Flights and working on my blog, helping with You Tube shit, coming up with ideas and such.... when he needs to be in school and putting all his energy there!!! It wouldn't Sit right with me, esp now since I'm a Free agent the work will be even harder now cause I have to sell myself to other Companies and show them I can work. I have to recreate myself, my image, and keep pushing forward.... Its not easy, Most of the Industry heads still think I'm with Titan..... although I have a working relationship with Titan I am free to work with other companies and showcase my skills more. But Its an Up hill battle!!! Patrick gave me alot of support and positive energy. He was there when I had doubts about myself and as a Performer and we both celebrated the Awards, cause he was apart of that.

The funny part is I never had to pay Patrick for his work, he mostly did the work to see it play out in the Industry. The vids he edited, made it on Different sites, and even Patrick had his own Fan club of sorts. I will miss him dearly...... I had to force him out!!!! He still wanted work for me even though he was in school and we both know, it wouldn't have worked.... He would have projects and school work and Exams and I cant pull him away to say "Come over and take pics of my Cock" that is just selfish and wrong!!!

So there u have it.... Patrick the Assistant is gone.......so the blog might suck for a bit until I learn more how to work it and keep up with my own shit for a change!!! I will miss ya Patrick(U asshole u better have a GPA of 4.0) Hopefully the Fans will truly understand what u meant to me and my business. U were a Blast when u were around pushing me to be better!!! MY Hat goes off to Ya!!!

And then there was Damien...... The week got worse and worse....... Damien Crosse my "BFF" left today for Miami for his show with Da Macho.... After that he is heading to Madrid to live...... Can this week get worse!!???

U all know Damien and I have been connected for the Last two years and we have always hung out together and had each others back!!! Mister Damien Crosse is Now leaving me to make it overseas. Where has the time gone???? Damien u have been my closest friend in the Industry and it will be hard not having someone to talk to. We did shows together, traveled together, partied together, cried together......
Geez this week sucks!!!!!

Damien Crosse U fucker I will miss ya!!!! Most people don't know..... We are Truly Friends, we go to each others house(he lived three blocks away from me!!!)stayed up late so many nights talking, both plotting Our careers and paths. This just sucks right now!!!!!

I lost my Assistant, My Best Friend........... FUCK!!!

HOW TO BECOME A SUCCESSFUL PORNSTAR!!

Okay above is a France mag and they have an article about me, it has my baby pic and what I look like nowadays(I did it before in another post but its cool to see it in France)so check that out if Ur overseas.

Now on to other things, before I start the whole business of getting into the porn industry.I need to say this:
I have met more and more Rookies coming into this business and its really making me sick at this point...... These Rookies come into the business expecting handouts and checks for doing nothing at all. What happened to being a professional??? What happened to working out for a Role, or getting into character??? What happened to working hard for the sake of the project?? Grown men and little boys with no concept of working hard for the fantasy.

I came into the industry hardcore, but People don't know I studied the Greats and learned how to be sexy and mean and aggressive from them. I watched all my Idols growing up and wanted to be like them, and have all the Fame and money they had. The Rookies nowadays don't even watch Porn or even have Idols that they look up to, its the business to make money and walk on anybody that stands in their Way. Fucking assholes!!!! They walk around like their shit don't stink, and expect everybody to recognize them and treat them like royalty. Get the Fuck outta here!!!

Now to be fair, I too walk around like my shit don't stink.............but I busted my ass to get here, and did the best work that I could possibly do. I won the awards, my movies grossed thousands and thousands of dollars, I worked my way from the bottom to get here nothing was handed to me, NOTHING!!

I did the websites..... Showguys and Smokinghunks so I too started small and worked my way up the ladder. What ever they needed me to do I did and did it well..... Today everybody thinks they can do Porn, which they can, but will it be good porn or just something they did for a couple of bucks!!

Its funny to me cause I always get these emails from people asking me how To get into the business. And they are either out of shape, small dicked, no ass and no face. Or emails from guys already in the business asking for leads into the company I used to work for or for other work thinking I have Juice or Pull. Sorry to say fellas Im in the same boat u are Now that I'm Free agent!!!. I have things to prove to myself and to other people that I'm as good as I say I am. I had a great company behind me, great Directors, The Best Editing team, and Crew so my job was easy. Now that I don't have that anymore it will be a great test for me to show my skills outside of Titan, and once again show that Its Diesel that can shine on his own rather then have the Best team in Porn surround him.

Wow that was a mouth full!!! Here is How to Become a Star in Porn:

Learn the Business...... there are all of these blogs and information about the Industry, I would stay up to date with all the happenings in the business its good to know what people are talking about.

Work Out...Its easy enough, make Ur body the best it can be because u are Ur own business, the body can take ya far so u always need to maintain it. Get rid of the bellies, love handles, and guts nobody wants to see that unless Ur a BEAR or BEAR CUB

Keep Ur Look natural....I don't know about some of these kids new to the business.. they come in with eyebrows plucked and shaved, shaved pubes, shaved pits, and groin its too much geez. All the highlights in the hair, the fake tans, hair gel, all the face products and makeup its way way too much natural good looks goes a long way.

Know Ur Sexuality........If Ur not into certain things don't do it, just cause the camera is around doesn't mean u have to do it. If u are a better top than bottom stick to what makes ya happy it will show on screen how comfortable u are.

Network........All the studios have a website and on it there is a section on becoming a model, Use it, to upload pics of yourself(current ones) and describe yourself and what Ur into....Most hate going through the process but everybody goes through it unless U go there personally and to talk the casting director


BE Patient.....most studios have a look they are going for(sometimes good and sometimes bad) it all depends on the look u have so its always a good idea to be able to change Ur look when needed, it will land ya more jobs.

God given are the Ass and Cock if u don't have an Ass read above and go to the gym and make yourself have one. The Cock not much I can tell ya either u have a big or don't...If u don't have one that is fine too even some of the big names don't have the biggest dicks out there they just know how to work the camera..

Pay Attention to Director....they are there to help ya out and give direction, I hate when someone is on set and think they know the job better than the director. All these newbies swear they know everything, and it gets me sick. These Directors have been in the business for years and some 19yr or 21r walks on set and think they can sit in the director table come on already

Keep Ur Phone Off the Set....that shit is so annoying that models bring their phone on set. I swear if I'm fucking ya and get my cum shot and then Ur phone starts ringing I will kick Ur ass on camera....its annoying and phones should never be on set...

Dirty Bottoms.......Geez this is one thing that seems to happen every time on set...If u know Ur bottom and Ur getting fucked by a huge dick... Shouldn't ya Clean out Well before hand, there is nothing worse then slam fucking an Ass that is full of shit, it wastes time on set and then the crew has to wait until the bottom comes out of the bathroom to start filming again..

Having no Chemistry......Now this is hard for people to understand, u will be paired with someone in the industry who is not Ur type...GET OVER IT!!! We are paided to be models and to have sex, most times the guy wont be Ur type.. This is where being a Professional comes into play..I hangout with partners before hand to build that chemistry up. In my case even though someone is not my type I tend to have mini romances on set. Its better to explain it this way, with my partners on screen I go through the whole courting and hanging out, getting to know them like I'm dating them, so when it comes to the sex part its like meeting for the first but still knowing that person cause u were able to talk to them. They may not be Ur type physically they may have the personality that u might enjoy. So the Key here is to find something of a connection with somebody ie music, dancing, conversation, something, there is always something to a person that can make them attractive.

Being Humble.... most have a problem with this. There are so many Divas on set its a mad house. People want to be filmed on their good side(LOL)have certain demands from the other models. Just shut the fuck up and get fucked!!!! Braggin about this and that gets annoying... I know If I were Crew and some guy kept bragging about the things he has or the people who they met it would get alittle annoying at times. Nobody wants to be on set with a fucking Diva!!!

Showing up on time.... that means all u models have to catch Ur flights and connection flights, get Ur cabs, get Ur shit together!!! Don't waste the companies times and other models time with Ur lateness its just rude.

Showing up on Set Ready....Geez I don't know how many guys come to the set hungover the night before I don't get it. U know u have to film the next day so why get hammered the night before. Ur going to look fucked up on camera(eyes red and skin flushed)there goes Ur chance at looking hot

Perform at the Best of Ur Ability.....I never porn fuck, I hate that shit!!! I'm there to fuck and fuck well. When I see a bubble ass in front of me I'm going to town on that Ass. I see some of the guys that fuck, look like they are scared of the Ass. Afraid to come out of that shell, and be that hungry Top or Bottom for the Camera, Fuck that's why the Cameras are there for ya to show off. I always use the same slogan with Partners on Set I tell them" U be the best bottom U can Be, Because I will Damn Sure be the Best Top I can be" this is fantasy and only that, so show what u got, and hold nothing back!!!

CONTINUED IN NEXT BLOG!!!!!

SO MANY THOUGHTS

Well I just came back from San Fran finishing my Last Scene(On contract!!)for Titan!!! I have so many mixed emotions about it...... The Shoot itself was written by me..Down the the Tee. Mr Mills once again gave me alot of control and People.. I wrote the Script...Did Voice Over for the Role. Had Custom Made Jerseys for the Part. It was filmed on Location...at a Local Park playing Basketball. I worked my ass off in this Movie!!! I really had something to prove to myself with this role. I showed off my Basketball skills, Fuck skills and yet again Introduced Another Sexual Position for the Fans!!! SO TAKE NOTE A NEW SEX POSITION CALLED "THE MOTORCYCLE"

So If people forgot already I started the "Bully"(I sound kinda of conceited now I know!!) Now I will introduce The Motorcycle!!.

So its basically the Usual.... The Scene was Amazing.. The Sex was amazing. It was Shot to Perfection!!! Storyline is like a Mini Movie for u guys/girls.

Now On to my Ranting about other things.... My Scene Partner was Kameron Scott and there is a funny story about this Kid!!

I was really hyped to work with this Kid cause He was the Kid to play the Part. I didn't want to do a Classic take on the the Basketball story with Just a Locker Room Scene(that is boring and overdone). Its suppose to be a Basketball Story and the Models either Cant play well.. most cases dont even play ball in the scene. I can play Basketball and Dunk and I needed a Partner who could also play and had some Moves on the Court. This was Kameron Scott!!

I needed a Rookie Type(In more ways than One!!LOL)My partner needed to be someone in the Industry who is New!! and give them that Break Out Role Opportunity!!! I picked Kameron Scott, I had the chance to get to know this Model and See where his head was at!!! Hes a smart Kid and has things to Prove!!!! I mean I have been reading his Blog http://www.boyshout.com/blogs/kameronscott and found that we have alot in common both Strong Headed and want to make a Splash in this Business!!! What more is funny reading his blog is like reading my own. His Grandfather passed recently(as did my Grandmother) and yet he still pushed on in this business. I dont have that "Relationship" with my father, and in reading his blog he faced many of the same problems that I faced.

I have to be honest about this, I gave Kameron Scott A Hard Time!! Meaning there was alot of pressure to do a good job on this. Sometimes I come off a bit Edgy and Shit. There is the Constant Pressure on Myself to Keep Outdoing Myself time after time(which isn't easy) and some of that pressure makes me Intense!!!

Kameron Scott took it on his shoulder..Not only to perform to the best of his abilities, but to my standards as well. And I tend to Set the Bar kinda of High.

Kameron U fucking Rocked!!! U came prepared in every Aspect. I'm not easy to Deal with On and Off Set and U put up with everything.

There were times U wanted to Quit and Give UP but u came back and pushed on further. U are a true professional and U will do great in this business.

I learned alot from Kameron, and sometimes I forget that I have this Image and Rep for being Hard to work with.....I had a long Sit down talk with Kameron about things in the Industry.... And I found out some Scary Stuff!!!

I have an Ego and some may say I'm an Attention Whore(Sometimes LOL) But what most shocked me was that there are models who are Intimidated by Me and I cant understand Why???

Sure I throw a good fuck and my scenes tend to be very Intense and Aggressive, but yet again I will remind People that Its just a Character I play on film.. I know I have said it before, my image needs softening. I know know. I established the Hardcore side and Now I need to move to Sexy and Sweet side. I'm trying I'm trying!!! Speaking of which.... My romantic scene is almost done and ready to be released and I cant wait....Hearing from Mr Mills the word is that the movie shows a much different side to the Diesel Character and its just fucking hot!!!

More News I might attend the L.A. Party pool being held on the Aug 23 I'm still working out the details for everything so keep Ur fingers crossed!!! I need alittle getaway time soon. I have been on tour and filming and hitting the gym and Basketball court so my body is dieing for some Rest. I have planned a Trip to MIA so expect some Pics from that Trip Next week.

What else is New?? Alot of guys are asking what are the Next projects??? Well I have been talking to CHI CHI, so I'm holding out from doing any movies as of yet, for anybody!!! Chi Chi has been very interested in me, so I'm holding out cause I know the Movie will be big and I made a promise to Work with Her First!!!!

At this point of my journey, I'm only picking certain Roles that are A list or Big Budget movies. I like the smaller movies but I'm focused on hitting the Industry Hard and Working with Everybody!!! So lets see what the Future holds. It will be back to touring Next week so I will Keep u guys posted on my movements I may come to a Town near U!!!

FORT LAUDERDALE RECAP

Well as u can see My blog was jacked by Dexter(that fucking Asshole) but anyway I had more pics of my time in Fort Lauderdale. More pics at Boardwalk(thanks Guys for having me) and then It was an Autograph signing at Pride Factory. So there u basically have it! I will still be touring around. But Update I'm leaving tomorrow for San Fran and filming my Final Scene for Titan. I'm kinda of Sad but yet at the same time, I have new stuff to add to that Role. Its a Basketball story and I was born to play the part, I'm excited about this movie. So where is the count now??? I have a Romantic scene still Due out and I think its hot and then the last one is my Basketball story that I wanted to film for years!!!

It may mean nothing to U readers out there but I have Library of Work that I left behind at Titan. I played so many roles out there, I wanted to say thanks to Titan for putting up with me. And all the Fans that stood by my side through all the madness that is Diesel Washington.

So I am Far from finished, I have more projects coming up and think people will be surprised to see Diesel and many different lights. Thanks for All the Support People.!!!

I Fly out to Make the Greatest Scene ever!!!! Cross Ur fingers and Legs(that is for all the bottom boys out there!! LOL)
PEACE