ITS GETTING CLOSE!!

The Shut down of the CAN blog is coming....


I'm at a loss for words(that is a first, LOL)I have been wondering what to write about. Five years of my life was captured on this blog, the highs and lows, crazy times and the moments when I shared my personal life with the readers.

This little blog has grown into this "Thing" bigger than Diesel Washington(is that possible??)and its filled with so many stories, pics, Vids through the years Wow!!! In the past couple of days I have gone over every single post(885 of them)Damn!! The things I have done and the people I have met, so much......

The purpose of this blog since day one, was to chart my progress on reaching my goal to become a world famous porn star. I started from nothing......

I started out as a Street Hustler pulling tricks from Stella's/Cats(GoGo bars in NYC) I made it to Hooker status when I did a solo(Pics only) on a site called "Street Life" it was there I posted my first ad as a hooker!! I used the money from being a hooker and put myself through school(DeVry)I got my degree and did the "Hooker thing" part time. I worked for three Telecommunications companies, servicing PBXs(Private Branch Exchange)constructing LANs(Local Area Networks)installing T1 circuits, I'm probably boring you with this. I hated those jobs and wanted a change, a big time change!!

I quit my job and started working out and soon became a personal trainer. I briefly dated this guy that was a porn model, that worked on this porn site called "Showguys" I did three scenes(two solos, Duo)with them!! And he was the Webmaster for Chelsea guys(Escorting agency)so this is where I had the chance to really see what the Sex industry was all about. I learned alot from being in that situation:

Promotion

Making the transition from Hooker to Escort(placed ad on Rentboy)

Networking with the Heads of the biggest Escort agencies in NYC(Campus, Chelsea, Masculine Black Tops)I had a chance to pick their brains and get a better knowledge of the escorting game.

I was good friends with HooBoy(RIP)who created this website that reviews escorts(Now known as DaddysReviews)and HooBoy taught me alot about the Escorting world. I miss him!!! I will always remember the time I spent with him.....

I hosted a Men of Color sex party in Manhattan(Bi monthly thing), I hosted the party, did coat check and at the end of the party I had to clean the mess. That means I had to wipe down the fuck chairs/table/beds and spray down the mats! Pick up all the dirty filled condoms, refill lube/condom containers I did all the work!! It was a nasty job but it was a learning experience. IE Making money by throwing a sex party

The location where I hosted the Men of Color party was owned by an old Dom by the the name of Master Lou(Old Old Guard)I gained alot of knowledge of how to control my subs/slaves from him. He taught me basic knotting, discipline, training, CBT, bondage, Water sports, I learned alot over the course of two years!!

I was a popular escort on the Rentboy.com site, and Tom Weiss(a partner at the time)started inviting me to events that Rentboy was throwing. I soon started a working relationship with the Rentboy people that stands to this day!! It was during this time that I decided I wanted to do porn and started this blog, I attended my first Hustlaball(Las Vegas 06)and there the world was introduced to Diesel Washington.

The rest is history, and its all recorded on this blog!! It's a great story!!

But the journey is over!!! I don't have a use for the CAN blog anymore!! The story was over when I won Performer of the Year(Grabbys 09)I kept the blog alive to talk about the things I wanted to talk about, kept the fans/readers entertained but for the most part the goal was accomplished!!

For the past five years, I have been working and working to achieve a certain level of success, rarely did I have time to sit back and absorb everything in. That is all I know how to do is work work work......

Funny how that works:

I worked hard on my scenes/performances, and that earned me(Performer of the Year, Hottest Cock, Best Support Actor Grabbys, Hard Choice awards)Numerous nominations(GayVns, Grabbys, JRL,)

I worked my way up from a Street Hustler to Escort and won numerous awards as an Escort(Best Fetish, Best Escort website)

Worked on my craft(blogging)and became a popular Blogger and won awards for my blog(Best porn star blog Grabby, Unzippy, Rentboy award Best blogger/writer)and most recently nominated Best blog by Cybersockett....Wow!!

And I moved into a new genre instead of being known strictly as a performer. I was nominated for Best Personality!! I'm a Personality now!!!

So to the people that call me a Has been!! I am an Award winning Porn star/Escort/Blogger and I was doing all of this at the same time!! If I had it my way...

I want to win awards for Directing, Screenplay, bah bah bah

Oh well....

The point of this post, was to remind people that I reached my goal. The story is over!! With the closing the of the CAN blog, I'm hoping I can change the focus in my life.....

I'm more then just a porn model.........

Don't worry this is not the last post I have another coming....