LET ME FEED THE JUNKIES!!

I'm not going to do the best of 2010 post.....

At first, I wanted to say this and that about where the industry is right now. But screw it....

2010 was a rough year for everybody!! So why reflect on something that We all do not want to relive or go back to. If you had a good year, props to you and may you have another great year. It sounds kinda of corny but I want to put out the positive energy in a post for once.

Your probably wondering, "Where are all the funny and entertaining posts you used to do?" I will go back to posting on the regular like I used to, I just needed a break from blogging for awhile. My attention is split between maintaining two Facebook pages, figuring out Twitter(www.Twitter.com/DieselWashXXX), I posted a profile on Modelmayhem as well(more opportunities)and I'm getting alot of feedback on the fitness/nude modeling front(More on that later)so I'm excited about that. I have alot of stuff planned for 2011, and I will definitely keep you guy/girls posted as to what my movements are.

Whew!!! I have been killing myself in the gym and I gained serious muscle while maintaining the same definition, it might sound easy but it's not. Geez that statement made Me sound like a fucking gymrat!! I'm not a gym rat although I do like to look good and work hard on my body. I have always admitted to having body issues, but what person in the Entertainment field(in front of the camera)doesn't??

Deep story time(it's short):

I was a very skinny kid growing up, and I do not want to relive those days at all!!! I was skinny in elementary school, high school, Military and College. There was a period in time(Freshman year)when I was so skinny I had the sunk in face and the ribs showing. I was constantly sick and growing up poor did not help matters. There were some nights when there was no food in the house and I had to do without. One of the biggest reasons why I started working at 13, was just to feed myself and bring left over food home. I worked at Roy Rogers, Wendys, KFC it was a no brainer, why not work fast food when your hungry and get paid for it??? Basically when other kids were wishing for brand new Air Jordans, I was thinking about a GUMBO SOUP with all the trimmings(chicken, steak, turkey, fish bah bah)just a big bowl of all my favorites meats together.

I never want to be hungry again.....

Needless to say to this day I have horrible eating habits, I go long periods of time without eating, I have to force myself to eat 5 times a day just to maintain the muscle mass I gained. I hardly throw food out(unless spoiled)and I make sure to finish my plate, and I believe in eating leftovers and never throwing out anything. I have a bad habit of getting upset at other people that waste food and throw out left overs. I was taught to eat everything and never waste, because you might not know when the next time you will be eating...

That is my deep story, moving on.....

My Xtube clip

It was a 1min Vid of me fucking a bottom while he filmed it, it was nothing but a tester Vid. The haters are coming at me saying "Oh now Diesel wants to do Xtube when before he said he was too good to be on Xtube" Geez!!! The problem I had with Xtube was that people were uploading my scenes from other companies I worked for. When that happens it takes money from the companies I work for and in the long run if a company loses money, models do not work. Very simple equation if everybody shares the footage for free, the producers don't make any money, if they don't make money they don't hire as many models anymore and then they have to cut the number of films they produce due to the footage being shared for free.

One of the reasons for the decline in porn sales are the tube sites that stream copyrighted material.

As I said before, that chapter of CAN(Crimes Against Nature)is over!!! DOES(Diversity, Opportunity, Employment, Saga)is the new chapter of the Diesel experience. I'm stepping out of my comfort zone by tackling different media forms(Twitter, Modelmayhem, Xtube)and just seeing what happens. So if the haters want to write blogs about Me doing an Xtube Vid go ahead!!! Make sure you include the link and spell my name right!! So funny that the haters write posts about me on their blogs, I really think they have mental issues!!

The haters are copying and pasting my tweets, using screen captures of my Youtubes, writing full on posts about Me on their blogs and I'm saying to myself "Wow that is so creepy that Haters go through so much trouble to get at Me!!" Well I finally get it.....

If these models didn't have my name to use or drop every single time they open their mouths...they wouldn't have any attention!! I'm the driving force behind their careers, if I wasn't around they would have nothing to talk about. The haters get together in groups on Twitter, plotting for ways to get at Me, thinking of ways to use my name in their favor. Now you might think I'm talking paranoid but its so true!!

Anyway.......


I have alot of gigs coming up and I will keep you posted!! I posted the dates of my Dallas trip which is Jan 14, 15 and I will be at the Tin room. I will keep you posted with more details....

Next week I will be in Boston, so get ready Boston!!! I'm telling you ahead of time I WILL BE IN BOSTON NEXT WEEK!!

I have some photo shoots coming up and I'm excited about it!! I never pictured myself as a real model, I'm comfortable with being a porn model. Sounds strange right?? I'm more comfortable with my clothes off rather than on. When I'm naked I know where the focus is, adjusting to modeling with clothes on will be a challenge for Me. When I'm naked its all about the dick and body, with clothes I have to strike a pose and work my face.

Deep story time(another one):

Honestly I never thought I was handsome growing up, I was a Geek turned Jock and that was my world. I hung out with the Geeks and played sports with the Jocks(Best of both worlds)so the Geeks were interested in my brain, and the Jocks were interested in my body and what I could do with it(Hmm sounds sexyLOL). When I started working out, it was all about the body!! And when I got into porn that tripled!! It was all about the dick, body and what I could do with that body and dick. As far as having that model face, I'm not that guy!! I'm the guy with the hot body and big dick...

Don't get Me wrong, I think I'm cute!! But not handsome(my opinion)don't you the fans and readers of this blog ever wonder why I don't smile(full tooth smile)in alot of my pics. Sadly I'm still not confident with my face.....

And that is the truth...


Next!!!

Anyway I wanted to talk to you guys, rather then leave you with a short post of nothing...


More later.