CLEANING UP STORIES

This Vid was a goodie from the past when I filmed with Twinkscape.com(Scene not released yet)I did an interview with the previous owner of College Dudes 24/7 now College Dudes..

Anyway...

I name dropped at the end of Vid looking to take on, CARTER NASH at the 7:37 mark(fast forward if u must) I watch porn like everybody else so its cool to put two and two together. I talked to him a couple of times on Facebook(teasing manner)and I finally had a chance to meet him!! It slipped my mind for a couple of weeks(Thinking about "Petey" so much, more on that later)so I wanted to do one of those posts that "TIES EVERYTHING TOGETHER"

I do Loops,

Loops where you talk about something on the blog and then it happens in real life. I have talked about doing scenes with people(some come true, mostly not lol)so I will remember doing a post on some subject(Meeting/Fucking/Talking/Interviewing) on, the old blog (CAN, Crimes Against Nature)and the newer blog DOES(Diversity, Opportunity, Employment,Saga)when I talk about posts like that I like to finish the story so to speak..

In the past, I have done Booty shaking posts and I used Youtube footage that the owners have contacted Me thanking Me for linking their Vids from my site(more hits). I have shown interest in some porn stars and they have left comments on my blog, I think that connection is cool. The story has an beginning and an ending as all stories should, sort of like the Human Drama Saga(so many words)

Anyway here is the Vid:


Moving on.....

I made a status update on Facebook changing it to: IN A RELATIONSHIP

I know fans keep watch over Me so I will announce it here. I'm dating "Petey" exclusively.....

Dating Exclusively?? WTF? Your probably asking yourself....

I break down like this:

1. Dating- a couple of friendly dates, getting to know someone, something casual. You guys may or may not be having sex, but you also have that sexual freedom to be with other people(Sexual, Dating, bah bah) Just being real..

2. Dating Exclusively - a step up from "Just Dating", the people involved have agreed to only date each other. The sexual freedom is still there(if he desires)but they understand if that "sexual situation" happens its a purely sexual, no dating or going to movies, or getting to know that person on a higher level.

3. Bf/GF - that is the real deal, you guys share a bond in a loving relationship. I always get confused at this level, sometimes in the relationships I had in the past, I skip 1&2 and went directly into a Bf/Gf thing...

Partners - Married or in it for life

My last public relationship was a disaster!! I remember it as being one of those relationships that was plastered all over the Internet(My Fault)and crashed and burned in a couple of days. It was one of those relationships that skipped step 1 and 2 and I paid the price for it!! I didn't take the time to get to know someone...

Fast forward

I had a couple of dates here and there...

This time around I'm going into this situation with "Petey" with the word "Compromise" stamped to my forehead!! We have an Aries/Capricorn connection, not that I'm not into Horoscopes but here you go:

Aries/Capricorn

While these two may sense something very valuable in the other, there is also the hint of danger. This brings two strong-willed people together, each determined to be numero uno. It might work as a long-time friendship that blossoms into romance when both are able to handle the friction. With Aries as the innovator and Capricorn the tycoon, this pairing makes a great business partnership, and a sense of building a family dynasty. A formidable team, once each understands and respects the very different nature of the other.


This explains the situation very well....


Wow this is a crazy post!! I go from talking about Carter Nash to talking about "Petey".. How does Diesel talk about wanting to smash Carter Nash and then flip the script to wanting to talk about "Petey"???

Crazy jumping around from subject to subject.

"Petey" is now understanding that Diesel is just character I play (Onscreen, Digital life) it is hard to explain to a non porn watcher what the lifestyle is about. We have already encountered the "Fans" asking questions when out and about. He sees the fan email and the question asking...

Hes cool with it....

On a good note, I really like "Petey" and its something in process....

How does this impact the whole Diesel Washington thing??? No mushy Diesel?? You can forget that!! I won't turn into a bleeding heart or change my views or tone down my rants!! I will still talk about people that I want to FUCK or PLOW!! Geeks still need RAPING AND PIMPING!! I still love my Bubble asses!! I will still keep fighting for my own business!! I will keep promoting the Diesel brand!! I will keep fighting the "Secret Admirers" keep giving the middle finger to those out there waiting to see Me fail.

But at the end of the day, I have "Petey" to fall back on!! He gets the Geek/SexGod/Promoter/Youtuber/Nut job I'm alot to deal with. Anybody that can handle being with Me this long.....Whew!!

I was making it hard on him as well......

The Porn Biz can make some people jaded(I have traces of it,lol)so I had my own "sexual issues", I had to reprogram my brain to think people can be attracted to Me not based solely on looks(body, dick, face bah bah)Doing the Porn/Escort/Personal Trainer thing, it seems everything I do revolves on looks. Its hard to describe the mind frame you have to have to keep things separate from your personal life. I hear alot that I have a nice body, so its refreshing to be with someone that says they are more attracted to your personality and humor and the body is an added plus to them. I'm a funny motherfucker, some people think I'm just angry all the time which is not the case. Anyway..

Where the fuck was I? Damn I get so lost writing these posts sometimes...

I still all about business, and that is showing I'm more than a Nut Job or some "Broken Model" cooking on a Youtube Vid. Yeah about that last post..

My last post was directed to a guy named Rob, he just opens his mouth and all this bullshit comes out. When that bullshit comes out, its usual petty, cunty, evil and vindictive bi polar sofrito homo shit. What else is new for a tired queen who works behind a desk now? Some porn bitches get stank when they get alittle bit of power, I have been this business for a long time, I see it all the time.

Delusions of Grandeur

It comes with the territory of being a Bi polar, sorry to pull your card "Rob". I heard the stories and rumors and Who cares? Right? I have the same mind set, but from porn model to former porn model. I'm happy about your desk job, your finding a way to stay in the porn business. Good transition for you!! God knows you gave up that porn body of yours, a long long time ago, believe Me I know its alot of work in the gym to keep looking good. I admire your stance to just say "FUCK IT". It is what it is...

Well let me wrap up this by saying, Miss You Already "Petey"...

Starting another week with killing the gym, and getting ready!! Putting that size on so look out people, even working out the legs and getting my ass into shape. Why am I getting my ass into shape?? I think I should show off the whole body, I think I have a decent ass.

Talking about my ass, what has the world come to??


More later..