Well another weekend down....
THIS WEEKEND I COOKED FOR "PETEY"
Well I saw "Petey" again this weekend and I had a great time!! I still feel alittle weird with the whole dating thing, its just a new thing to settle down and really get to know people.
Before I was alittle jaded and just viewed people sort of like cattle. Cattle meaning, I used to roundup the boys, fuck/tag them and keep them in one big herd. I know I know it sucks that predators like that actually exist, some people view sex as a game and they go from one conquest to another. The problem living an existence like that is that you are still constantly alone, regardless of how many people you manage to get bed with you.
I have slept with alot of hot guys and at the end of the day, after all the nuts have been shot. I'm left feeling empty again and in a even worse mood than when I first started. I can not substitute random hookups for a false sense of intimacy, intimacy is something that is shared between people outside of just having a sexual relationship.
I was just getting the sex(plenty of it)but no real connection with the person, besides my dick going in their ass.
Right now. I'm just enjoying the time I spend with "Petey", 3 weeks and counting!! Time will tell if it works or not, but I'm patient and have learned to compromise. It's just a new feeling and I really like "Petey" so crossing my fingers!!
"Petey" if your reading this, another great weekend and look forward to the next one!! MMMMMM CHEESE!!
We are headed in a good direction, and We are going at a great speed!! You make it hard for Me not to miss you, "Petey".
Tender strips of chicken
Cornish Game Hens
The food was good, and the Brownies came out amazing!! So I was Dazed and Confused for the weekend and We caught the movies "Limitless" "Adjustment Bureau" both kinda of sucked though.
It's cool to have a life besides porn, and I'm learning to live outside the porn bubble for once.