TITAN'S FEAR SNEAK PEEK/TITANMEN CALENDER

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TRANSFORMERS/MISTER SAGAT

I hope u folks really appreciate all this fucking writing damn!!!! I have been posting and posting, I left for two weeks and If u was waiting to hear something Ur getting an ear full now. I recently posted about hanging out with Francois Sagat but didn't have any pics for ya. I heard from Sagat that his blog is up and running and has Our pics that we took when in San Fran so U can check out his blog, as well as mine(Shit I'm using the same pics) http://www.fasagat.blogspot.com/ so of course check out his blog as well. Speaking of blogs I cant leave out Damien Crosse check out this blog http://www.damiencrosse.blogspot.com/ . More blogs to write about check out Brandon Bakers blog http://www.partywithbrandon.com/, and the cute and ever so busy Angel Benton http://www.angelbenton.com/ .

This might be a suck up but Angel Benton is always saying good things about me on his site. In person, hes kind of shy and quiet(at least I think he is). So make sure u go to his site and call him Peter Pan(hey I have to get revenge on ya for revealing some secrets LOL) Oh and Angel if Ur reading this, Congrats on the Job at Just Us Boys Magazine and much continued success. I have to give ya a big shout Angel, I see ya at many of the events, and u being blond and everything, I would think that u would be whoring around and just doing the slut thing. But Ur like me at the events, we do Our performance or gig and just sit back and watch the sluts go to work. And Ur not alone bro, at most events I too go back to the Hotel alone(which I don't have a problem with sometimes HAHAHAH)and go to sleep to prepare for the next day. Its not easy being Diesel Washington and AngelBenton takes alot of work(U guys have no idea how much work it is). Moving On........

Again I had a blast with Mister Sagat we actually had two days of hanging out together. The first day we were watching TV(Yo Mama, Top Chief, Sweet Sixteen, Flavor of Love etc etc) then we got up and hit the movies to see Transformers. After Transformers we hit up the gym and worked out(just to be ready for filming for the next few days)and then we hung out the next morning for an early workout at Golds Gym again. So I had a really great time with the man, are U guys jealous yet???????

So I have one more post before the weekend, my fingers are hurting cause I have been writing all week and giving as much info as I can(so stop bullshitting and leave me some comments cause If I don't get any feedback, why keep writing and busting my ass to bring the real deal???)so let me know what u guys are thinking. I have one more before the weekend and then I might take some days off cause Daddy is broke(vacations do that to ya)so look for me doing my Part time job soon(remember guys sometimes I can be picky) Talk to ya Later

MIAMI BOUND FINALLY

I had a great time in Fort Lauderdale, but I was getting tired of the turn downs and people only wanting to suck my cock, Leech behavior(people only wanting to be around when the cameras are out)and generally I needed a vacation from this working vacation. It almost wasn't going to happen cause I was so fed up with the Fort Lauderdale attitude I wanted to pack up and just go home. But I said fuck it and wanted to push on to Miami, the energy is different and the people are hotter by far.

I was tired of sitting around asking myself"What the fuck is wrong with People down here in Fort Lauderdale???" As soon as I touched down in Miami, I felt the energy and as soon as I walked in the Lobby, I ran into this Hot Boy from Amsterdam. Geez I didn't know what the fuck was going on?? He was 21yr, 6'4 Blond, Blue crystal eyes, thin build and just a total fucking Hottie(sorry I didn't have my camera ready to take his Pic cause I was just shocked by him)damn he was cute. I wasn't ready to talk to him, I didn't know if he was gay or str8 or bisexual. But when I walked In the Lobby his eyes were locked on me and he was following me with his eyes. Actually he was the first one to speak, and with a thick European accent he asked"How tall are ya?" I didn't know how tall I was in meters, so I told him"I'm 6'6 but getting shorter everyday" I sounded like a total geek. He laughed and we continued to talk, mind ya I still didn't make it into the room yet. So I'm talking to this way way way hot boy in the Lobby and I haven't even checked into my room yet(suitcases and all in the middle of the Lobby)We continued to talk and then I noticed his hat(UFC on it)and found out that he was a fan of Mixed Martial Arts fighting(the flood gates open with this, cause I'm a huge fan as well)and we talked for about 30mins(meanwhile Roy knew what was going on and took the bags to the room)

Now I know what Ur thinking, I grabbed him and brought him back to room and fucked the shit outta him. Nope! I'm really good at spotting the gay boys(even when they try to act str8)but this kid was definitely str8, but he was just so fucking hot I couldn't take my eyes off him. I excused myself so I could get to the room cause I had to take a piss. I get into the room and Roy is like"So u need me to leave so u can do Ur thing?" I was like"The fucking Kid is Str8" He was like"Are ya Kidding? Dude as soon as we came into the Lobby his eyes were dead in Ur face."I was like"Yeah I know but I think hes str8".

Europeans are a funny bunch, they look directly in Ur eyes when u speak, and when in America seem to be very friendly and open to conversation(probably so they can practice their English) I needed to find out, cause if he was at least Bisexual he was mine!!!! I pushed the issue and this time came down to the Lobby shirtless(I know I know, but it was Miami and it was 3pm so it was pretty hot!!LOL) Guess who is still in the Lobby when I come down stairs? That's right Mr Amsterdam, this time his eyes were glued on me!!! Now I ran into this problem before, sometimes Str8 boys seem to want to hangout with me. I'm very manly, in decent shape, love sports, and when the person is hot I can be very friendly. We talked again, but this time he was the one who couldn't take their eyes off me. During Our chat his eyes would look me up and down, and often stop at my midsection, chest, arms and stomach. Trying to figure this guy out was killing me, I was about to just come out and ask"Are ya Gay or Str8 or whatever?" But one of his friends comes into the Lobby looking for the room key, and he excuses himself because he needed to go to the room and shower(previously he was at the beach)so that ended that quest(so I thought?)

I go back to room, and Roy is ready to hit the town. Roy was dieing to meet some girls, he was at gay events all weekend and this was his time to shine. So I put my Str8 hat on and decided its female time!!!!

Long story short, we picked up these blond chicks and had drinks, went dancing and then headed back to hotel room and fucked long and hard. Oddly enough I was more about pleasing the girls then getting off. Plus it was funny, we had double beds in the room so It was funny to see Roy plowing the hell outta his chick while watching me plow my girl at same time. We were like a tag team, I would tap him on the shoulder when I wanted to fuck his girl and vice versa(yes we party like that)he got to cum I didn't(I was wondering why???)I wasn't mad that I didn't cum. Probably the reason I didn't cum was I was kinda of drunk, the girls were from England so they kept buying drink after drink after drink(Girls buying me a drink???I have to do this more often LOL) Roy was a happy man, we put the girls in a cab and sent them home(they were passing out, and I don't share my bed with just any stranger(guy or girl)and we were in Miami we didn't need any Cling ons cause we still had another day.

Next day we went to the beach, and just walked on Ocean Drive feeling like a Rockstar(well at least Roy did). Saw this cute Red head(I don't know, he was just different and had great energy around him, I'm a energy person)I wasn't playing"Are ya Gay or Str8 or Bi game"with this one, I went to him aggressively and was like"Yo I don't know what Ur preference is, but I think Ur hot" His response"U are my preference" that's all he needed to say. I left Roy at the beach, went back to the hotel with the redheaded step child, and plowed him for about 3hours non stop, I came three times(each load was thicker than the next)I think he came four times. I was totally drained(such a great feeling)we left the hotel and went back to the beach.

I usually don't get attached to people(esp on Vacation)but he was a good kid so I let him hangout with me the rest of the day(shit someone that takes Ur dick for 3hours and cums four times back to back without a rest, without me pulling out to let him rest??)he showed me the Gay clubs in South Beach, there was Twist(it was alright,go go boys and two floors music and videos and outside garden) and then there was Scores(big dance club)and yeah I dragged Roy to these clubs as well(I didn't care he got laid already, and I paid for Our hotel while down there, so he was coming regardless)In short I had a great time and Miami was a fucking blast.

OOh Back to Mister Amsterdam, on the final day of my stay, I had another chance to talk to Mister Amsterdam. I had went to the local store to get some Sport drinks for the Hotel room(we had a Kitchen in Our room) and ran into him in the Lobby again(that seems to be the meeting spot)We talked in great detail about Fighting, and there was an instant connection(in regards to UFC fighting)so actually we talked for about an hour. In the middle of conversation, I started to touch him(on his shoulder, neck, stroked his hair)I couldn't help it. I thought I was being alittle too forward with him, but oddly enough he wasn't resisting my advances. Now mind ya I was touching him but very friendly touching. It wasn't like I was stroking his hair and looking into his eyes like we were about to kiss or anything. More of patting him on head, slapping his shoulder when he cracked a funny joke(I know I know I used any excuse to touch him)so the touching could be viewed as just boys hanging out.

At one point, the conversation changed to" "So U have a Girl friend, Wife, Or......? When he got to the Or part, I looked him straight in his eyes, Opened my mouth to speak................ and then his roommate came bursting into the Lobby, Almost immediately his body language changed, he became rigid and the energy changed. He introduced his roommate(who he was staying in the hotel with)and this kid was also hot, a French boy and Very Very Straight. We all wind up talking for a bit, and finally Mr Amsterdam settled down and became comfortable with me again, so much that I noticed his friend looking at him like"Dude Ur acting alittle Gay here". I have been through this situation before. Its been a common practice that Bi curious men have been attracted to me, but around their friends they tend to be alittle worried about how "They" and "I" would be looked upon. I guess I passed his "Straight Test" with his friend who was also interested in talking with me. So I guess Mr Amsterdam felt alittle ignored cause I wasn't giving him my total attention, so he became alittle aggressive in getting my attention(when we started talking about Mixed Martial Arts he wanted to put me in all these holds and became grabby with me, which I didn't mind at all!!) The French boy kinda of figured out what was going on with his friend and said"Well Guys I would love to talk more But I'm heading to the club(Mansion)to get some Girls!!!" He stressed the word "Girls" in his sentence, and then he left. There was a awkward silence as he left, we looked at each other and then BAM!!!! His phone rang, he started talking, and then he looked at me and was like"That was my Friend hes coming to pick me up and we are going to(Mansion)to pick up some Hot chicks. And then it went right into Hardcore Str8 boy talk, the talking of chicks, and tits, ass, and eating pussy. I guess the mood was gone, I was alittle crushed but at least I didn't give up my secret and neither did him. Before we parted he gave me that look like"We were coming to that Turning Point but the powers that be didn't let it be that way" I never saw that kid again, and the next day I had to fly out. But alas I was smart enough to leave my email, myspace page, and blog page with him on a card. So If Ur reading this Mr Amsterdam I'm glad I had a chance to meet ya!!!

There is something to be said about the old Cat and Mouse play, It was refreshing to step into unknown waters and just coast and float and feel each other out. I miss that sometimes, ever since I started to do porn it has been missing, most guys say I have seen Ur work and the first thing they go for is the body and cock and don't play hard to get(in a good way). U see how I breezed over fucking those chicks and fucking that cute red headed boy, but dedicated almost a page to Mr Amsterdam. Its funny......... But back to posting I have so much to write cause there are so many things going on right now. Stay tuned

FORT LAUDERDALE SUMMARY!!!

In short I had a great time in Fort Lauderdale and getting to meet the Fans was great!!! I have alot of shout outs to give!!!! I want to give a shout out to Howard and Gio from Fabscout, the dudes rock and made my stay so fucking comfortable and also helped me out with my Trip to Miami. Howard and Gio if Ur reading this U and U Are DA MAN!!! I got my hands on other pics so I'm posting them so u can see the Fun I had.

Big shout out to Matt and Dave(Howards Assistants)u dudes looked out for me so much that words cant explain!!! And u guys look so damn cute together fuck!!!! Oh and Dave, next time we make out it has to be longer than 2mins, next time it will be 5mins LOL(Dont Ya Get Mad Matt, I told ya I was making out with Ur Bf, that's what we Porn Stars do!!LOL could have been alot worse!!!)

Shout to Jennifer C, R.J., Vin Nolan, Bruce and Frank(Coral Reef), Bradon Baker, Tom Wiese, Rusty, Angel Benton(Peter Pan), Jay Armstrong, Brock Lachey(cute slut boy), Andrew Justice, Mark(http://www.jumponmarkslist.com/ ), Misty Eyes(drag performer) and countless others

TEAM DIESEL/ ROY JONES!!!

Well People I'm still writing about this trip to Fort Lauderdale and I have to include Roy Jones!!! Who is Roy Jones???? Well I thought I would finally take the time to introduce him. Roy Jones is my Wing man!!! Roy is from Midtown(Moneymaker) and I met him while I was in school(yes Diesel went to college and graduated!!) I have known him for about 6 or 7 years and I consider him one of my best friends. We kinda of lost contact some years ago but I ran into him again recently and we have become the best of friends since then.

Hmm Roy has danced professionally for a number of years, Hip Hop, House, etc etc.. He was featured in some big music videos, Biggie Smalls, Lil Kim, and a few others. Currently he works as a DJ. First thing first readers hes Str8(shocking yes!!!) It doesn't take a Rocket Scientist to figure out why he hangs out with me. Free airfare, VIP treatment, Open bar, and pussy yes pussy!!! All the time I go to these events there is always that one single Str8 woman in the crowd(or several) that are just there with their gays(Fag Hag). So its very easy for a str8 guy to pick up the girls cause there is no competition from other guys. I have talked to several woman at events telling them that I'm Bi sexual, trying to get into their pants, but the gays make sure I don't end up fucking that girl(Cock blocking, and telling them I'm just a Dirty Porn star doesn't float that well)even when I'm honest in telling them I'm Bisexual. I don't lie about my sexuality anymore, I'm tired of playing the DL game and I'm honest from the start, so no feelings get hurt. Moving on...........

Team Diesel consists of Diesel(of course) and Roy Jones at the moment. I really needed another person by my side at these events. I needed a guy to take pics, make flight plans, scheduling, and staying on top of important info and events and give me reminders of things that needed to be done. I'm not mister important, but staying on point of things is hard, I was never the most organized person in the world. Roy Jones does none of these things(I had to find out the hard way)well maybe he takes a pic here and there, but that's about it!!! I had to come to terms that hes my best friend and bringing him in a gay setting is alittle confusing and uncomfortable sometimes. So after the first 15mins of a event I knew he wasn't organized at all LOL. But I wouldn't change a thing about him. And in alot of ways he has helped me to become a better entertainer. As in:

Roy Jones has helped me on my fashion sense( I cant dress one bit)and came up with the idea since I was a Porn star, I needed to dress the part IE Rock star type( I enjoy the style very comfortable)

Its so Nice to have a person in Ur corner that knew ya before u did porn, he keeps me grounded(which i desperately needed).

Dancing, I was an alright dancer before but he is working on my moves so I can put together a tight show and really fire up the crowds at events.

I respect his opinion and he gives me ideas for positions in scenes, and the overall look of a scene(if I have any control over it).

He is a second pair of eyes for me so if I don't see something he will and vice versa.

He keeps me current with music, and he is just my Friend!!!!

Having a True Friend around is the most important thing to me. When I'm around him, I don't have to hold my tongue. I can lash out at him(in anger) and he totally understands me and how to approach me when I'm mad. And if I'm totally out of line and being a total asshole, he will pull me aside and talk to me as a friend. U start to believe Our own Hype after awhile in this business, people tell ya Ur hot, and everybody wants to have sex with ya. VIP treatment, open bars and everybody telling ya that Ur the shit. Its fake not real they want Diesel Washington not me!! And he always reminds me of who I am, we would often talk about How would Diesel act in this situation???? What would Diesel do?????

He always keeps me laughing at this whole Diesel Washington thing!!! So for him to see the reaction I get from People as Diesel is a funny. Sorry Readers U don't get to see who Diesel really is!!! The stories Roy could tell ya in Our college days would have ya laughing and laughing. Oddly enough when I told Roy that I do Gay Porn, he was like"I'm not surprised at all" and wondered what took me so long to get into the business LOL. Buy anyway I thought I would introduce Roy to the readers of this blog. Roy Jones will be my right hand man at these events and that is a good thing. I did mention about another Friend called Road Dog, he is a close friend of mine, but its def not a good idea to bring him to events. The reason, the guy cant keep his fucking mouth closed. I brought him to one event and he continued to use my real name over and over, at one point he was like, Diesel is not his real name his real name is............(mind ya not a nickname but my government name he was saying) I pulled him to the side and was like "Are ya crazy???? I told ya not to use my real name(for fear of stalkers and people who want to damage ya)" and his reply was"Dude I'm not calling ya Diesel, I knew ya before all of this" He thought he had the honor of using my real name because we are close friends. He doesn't understand the duality of Diesel and Me(damn pot head LOL!!!) We are still close friends but he cant come to events unless he has a ticket.LOL Anyway............. last event I took Road Dog to he didn't hangout with me and was off running around the club being a fucking whore. So this time I picked my Str8 friend, so there is no running around and hes down to earth and understands me and respects my privacy. The only thing that pisses me off about Roy is that he steals all the attention when we dance(Fuck hes a great dancer, I will admit that)so I will let him rip up the dance floor while I watch. So there u have it, Roy Jones..... Ladies and Gentlemen!!!! Make him feel at Home!!!

P.S. I also enclosed a pic of my Houseboy(have to respect his privacy in this case)He keeps my House Clean!!! He cleans my house 3 times a week(cleans floors, windows, washes dishes, laundry, in general he keeps me healthy by keeping my living space clean!!) Nothing better than having a house boy who does a good job(For Free folks!!!! Call it the Power of the Dick LOL)and is really into his work and chores. He doesn't live with me so he is only a Part time slave. He wanted to get mentioned on my blog, here u go boy!!!! Now next time u clean, don't forget to shine my boots!!!