Well It was a Long Week!!! I had Porn Star Dean Tucker hangout with Me in NYC... I think He is a great Guy... Alittle Strange but Fun!!
We walked around NYC and I showed Him the sites......We watched Movies all night Long I had a great time....
But I have Noticed....I'M THE MOST BORING PERSON U WOULD EVER MEET!!!
People think because I do Porn..I live an Exciting Life.... Not really... I get up for Work, Train People at the Gym, and then Go Home... Most of My Excitement comes from going to the Events.... I rarely Go out in the City...I go to certain spots(Like I would Tell ya)but that is it.
Since I had a Recent Birthday...I have noticed I have Slowed Down Quite a Bit!!!! I have never been a partier ever!!!(420 Friendly) I can count How On One Hand How Many times I have taken an E pill or something... Just not My thing!!! I'm a Hyper person without Drugs....so the Only Drug that Fits best with Me is Pot!!! Sounds Boring Yes!!! But that is the Way it Is!!!
I have friends that do all the Crazy Stuff(Damien Crosse) so I don't judge at all!! Party Our Ass off!!! I will be there to Pick Up the Pieces!!!
I went to so many Parties where everybody is partying so hard.... When the Clothes Come Off it seems that I'm the only Guy around that is Rock Hard.... I will take that!!! Since being the Only Guy Hard... all those Hungry bottoms, Who got Booty Bumps,, or tweaking and Hungry for Cock come my way!!! Call it being Cheap!!! I don't care!!!! Not my Fault, that Ur Ass is Hungry!!! And no Hard Cocks around to fill the void!!! LOL. I shouldn't joke about that but I will....
When I go out and See all the Guys/Girls all drunk or Fucked Up on E walking around like Dummies....I cant Help but Laugh!!! I went to One Club, where I saw this Hot Girl, standing at the Bar... We glanced at each other.... and she came over to Me and Said "I'm So Fucked Up on E, I don't know What I'm Doing, U want to Fuck in the Bathroom????" I was Like "Sure!! And Whats Ur Name Again???" We go into bathroom(UniSex) and hit the stall... I'm like ready to make out, and get it started...She was Fucked Up... Pulled out a Bag of Coke, Took like six bumps...Passed the Bag to Me, I was Like "No Thanks I'm Good" She had this embarrassed Look on Her Face.. I was Like" U can Do Whatever U want Its All Good!!" to ease the tension in the Air...
Anyway....I thought She was so Hot!!! Big Fucking Tits, little waist, and Fat Round Juicy Ass. She dropped the Bag of Coke on the Stall Floor.... and tried to Wipe Up what fell on the Floor...... At this Point, She started looking Nasty!!!! I mean Come On, the Coke fell on the Bathroom floor!!!. There She is.... trying to make a little pile on the Floor.... For what, I don't know!!!! I was like "Shorty Ur Fucked Up!!! I got to Go!!" That Bitch was Crazy.....
Funny Part of story...When she was in Stall picking Up Coke off the Floor...Some Guy walked into the stall with Her... and they both were on the Floor of a Bathroom Stall picking up Coke Crumbs..... Kinda of Nasty!!!!
Damn Where is this Blog going???? I'm stoned writing this....
Oh I remember.....I'm getting older.... I don't party like I used to. I tend to Go Out more when I'm visiting another City...I hate to Shit where I live. I live a modest Life.... I have two roommates(each Has their Own Bedroom) and I'm Happy with that!!!
I'm very Low Maintenance!!! I don't believe spending alot of Money on Material Stuff that is appealing.... Sure I have the Classic Pieces that every Man should have... A Nice Watch, some Rings all little stuff.
I live in New York, so I don't Need a Car, I don't need fancy clothes or shoes, I'm an Average guy just trying to get by....
And for the Record.....I get Feedback from People saying that I say Mean Stuff on My blog.... And that I talk about People.... Basically I'm an Asshole of sorts!!!
I talk about People Yes!!! But I'm not Fake and Phony about my intentions!! If I don't like ya...then I don't like ya!!! Maybe its a misunderstanding!!! I don't know??? I'm just real with my reactions and emotions.
So If People get offended by reading this blog....I'm Sorry this blog is just rants and venting about shit that happens to Me.
Backlash at things I said On the blog....I have had People come up to Me saying they Hated something I said about Them.... I'm Human, If I got the wrong impression of Ya, then My mistake!!! We all have Bad days!!!
I have been an Asshole to People before!!! I have a Bad day, sometimes I don't want to be around People.. I get recognized on the train all the time!!! When I go out!!! Hanging out with Friends. Its hard to put a Smile on Ur Face, every time U run into Someone that recognizes Ya!!! Rule of thumb... First Impressions are everything correct!!!
I don't want to be that Asshole....when a Fan comes up when I have a Bad Day and leaves Saying "That Diesel Washington was an Asshole" It happens!! What Can I say??? When People start following Ya!!, Calling from Blocked Numbers, the emails saying" I saw Ya, Walking On the Street One Day" U get alittle tense time to time....
One last thing..... I Perform to the Best of My Abilities, Always Adding that Energy to a Scene...... I'm Hearing Rumors.... that Some People won't Work with Me because Of My Blog.... THIS IS A BLOG OF RAMBLINGS, RANTS it has nothing to do with My performances.
BACKLASH......... I CAUGHT ALOT OF PEOPLE OFF GUARD!!!! WHEN I SAID FUCK THE INDUSTRY!!!
A Porn Star with a Hurt Ego!!! Is not a Good thing!!! I went through it!!! Yes I Did!!
Almost Three Years in this Game!!! I hear the Up and Cummers saying "I used to Jerk Off to Ya!!" Wow!!! I'm No Spring Chicken!!! HAS BEEN!!!! NEVER!!!
WORK WORK WORK!!!! ITS SEEMS THAT I HAVE TO KEEP GOING!!!!
Most People still want to know.... Will I retire at the End of the Year??? I don't know yet??? I'm struggling with the Idea everyday....
I feel that I have more to give... More Hot Action!!! More Moves!!!
I don't know????? Feeling like I'm in Limbo again!!!!
I don't See anything New Yet!!! I see the same Ideas... same type of Models...
I guess I have more Work to do........
HATERS!!!I HAVE TO GIVE YA MORE AMMO TO HATE ME!!!
2 comments:
OK dude...I gotta say...it was 3am when I read the blog and saw the YouTube clip you made...I think I woke up some of my family ROTFLMAO!!! I love when folks post that silly random shit. All my best friends are big 4/20 heads, so it was riot, especially the lil bag you showed at the end, classic. Anyways man, tried to leave you a comment earlier, but I guess it wasn't what you were tryin to here. In either case, keep up the G.R.I.N.D. (Getting real inspiration and new direction), peace homie!
That first solo pic of you on the bridge is one of the best I have seen. You weren't scowling but not quite smiling either. Just plain sexy man.
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