Well I received alot of emails from People wishing me well and that is a good thing. Alot of Hate emails as well.....
People I know this will not be easy..... I'm starting from the ground up!!!! I don't have sponsors, I don't have Sugar Daddies(Hate that Concept) I have myself!!! and some People that will help me with Ideas that I have.. And that is a good thing!!!
I have to make My own money(That is why I'm going on tour)and then get the things that I need!!! I have locations, models, a lawyer(I do), editing equipment, and I will be honest... I need cameras(which is not cheap) Yeah I know I can get a good camera HD type and film...But I want to know the Outs and Ends of Editing(hardest part), Directing the Scene(Easy for Me), Writing the Script(Already have Experience), Camera angles, and then most important the Need of a Back Up Camera(most important)U have to get the footage!!
That is Why the blog will be interesting this time around.... U came on the Journey of Becoming a Porn Star and I have been very successful.. Why not Watch the Rise Of My own site and soon studio...
The Recession Sucks!!! Money is Tight!!! But If U plan everything right... U might come out with a Gem of a Movie(basic level Scene)that shows Ur work and Potential of creating other work that will catch the Eye of an Audience. Then u bulid Ur Fan base.
I'm talking and talking and probably not making any sense...
I read over My own blog sometimes... And I do Forget, You the People are not inside of My head so U don't know exactly what Im talking about because Im expressing it wrong in My writings...I'm not an English Major. These are Rants and Venting!!!
I will still work for other Companies(Don't Get Worried)I'm a Free Agent so I can do anything I want to do. Why limit myself and not continue to work... At the same time I can work on my own projects and Self promote myself to the fullest.
To the Supports... U had My Back since Day 1, I have been writing this blog for about 4years Now(time flys)and I just think that I need to work more....
The best thing is to work for myself while still putting myself out there!!!
To the Haters... like Kameron Scott "Not everybody is cut out to Brand themselves" That is true!!!
But why not try and dip Ur feet into the Water...Sure It might be a Giant Ocean.. But I'm only Dipping in My Big Toe!!! Its not like I have My foot up some one's Ass, Oh I forgot I did that already LOL"
So Its Cool, U the fans will come on the Ride of starting this shit.... And I will be honest as possible through out!!!
I will have to wear alot of hats for this, But Some People don't know I ran a few events in NYC that were Porn related!!
I hosted a Bi weekly Sex party at a Secret Location in Manhattan(Over 100 members)before I became a Porn star.
I worked for several Escort agencies in Manhattan that I started and then passed on to friends.
I have alot of connections in Manhattan....
And all this time I was sitting on My Ass just wasting time working(Personal Trainer) and doing Security for a Club in NYC(Bouncer) and Escorting and Touring... Which is a pretty busy schedule.. I stopped my security work, which freed alot of time during weekends.
So Why Not do My own stuff....
It will take time!!! But I have alot of time to work with...
I'm not going anywhere!!!!
And U fucking Haters can go Die somewhere!!! Life is Hard enough but when U haters come after me!! It makes things much clearer for Me in the Long Run...And that Is to keep pissing off the Haters!!!