Okay I'm alive.......
I stayed away from posting because it was my birthday weekend!!!!
First off!! Thanks to everybody that gave Me a birthday shout out on facebook!! It means alot that people took some of their time and wrote Me wishing Me a Happy Birthday!!
It means alot to Me, even though I don't write Fans back!! I use this blog to state my feelings toward them. And the feeling is:
I have some of best Fans and supporters around!! U guys have had my back through thick and thin!! I really really want to say THANKS!!!!
What happened on the my birthday????
I will keep that hush hush!!!
No I will tell you....
What does a porn star do when they are going through a Mid Life crisis???? You fuck people twenty years younger than you, and You fuck them well!!! So Diesel got lost in Sexual conquests all weekend!!
I started with a Menu, I wanted to go through Twinks, Jocks, Muscle Jocks, Daddies, Slaves and Subs. I even threw in a Bear and Cub just to keep up with the times. Now this was during the course of the weekend, Doing all of this in one night is kinda slutty!!! And I'm a Whore not a slut!! I do tend to have slutty ways though....
I hit everything on my lists, Black, White, Asian, Latino, all except...
I'm very open minded, I have no hangups when it comes to race, size, religion any of that narrow minded bullshit!!! Just sucks that I didn't have the chance to experience a taste of the Middle East yet(Still haven't had the chance in personal life)I was talking to this hottie from Yemen, but I couldn't seal the deal yet. Still working on that!!
So what was the count for the weekend? I came three times(Yeah Me!!) and got off a number of people(long stroking them to death)nothing better than watching someone pop when you Gut them!!! I got dazed and confused and drunk(what else is new?)Sad to say I left the camera home!! I was not getting footage of Me being a Sluttish Whore on my birthday, but you could imagine the Hot Mess I was!!!
Yeah I know this sounds hot!! But at the same time I did alot of thinking of "Where I am at this period of My Life"
To be honest, I didn't think I would have made it to this age. I thought I would be dead, drugged out, in jail or becoming infected. Sounds fucked up but I'm being honest with the readers. Now that I made it to this age, Im surprised to keep living on and on!!
I went through alot of self destructive behavior in the past. There were periods of time where I just wanted to end it all!! Maybe it was the Bipolar thing kicking my Ass!! Who knows I'm here and still alive!!. Good times Good times!!
Well I wanted to keep Fans and Readers posted....
More to talk about later...