It's about time!!!
I'm all packed up for my trip to LA and I'm sure that I will have the best time out there!! I guess word got around that I will be in LA, thank you Jason Curious for Ur shotout on ur blog about coming to INDUSTRY on Sat 6pm-11pm, and then there is a party at the HERE lounge I will be attending that as well.. I'm going to have a blast out there People. LA here I come and I'm giving you People a Heads Up now!!! Moving on....
The Project I'm working on......????It sucks because I have to be Hush Hush on everything...... I'm doing a Huge project that will cause quite the storm!!!
I want to give hints and clues but I'm not(Don't U hate that shit)!!!
I want People to be surprised!!
Anyway the spider bite is doing fine, the dick is great!!!All that leaves is the Body!!!
People I shit U not.....I have been running, dieting hard to slice up this body!!! And its at 90% I'm happy with the outcome so far......
I still have two more days of working out, and that will bring me to 100% I plan to show people....Even though I have retired, my body will still be able to compete with the best(Bold Words yes and I will live by them)
Anyway what else?......
Finally more positive feedback is coming in about Dexter DeLarge being Buffalo Bill. At first, I was overwhelmed with emails saying what happened to me??? And hated that I took the Direction of the trashy, tweaked out style for the Video. Positive Feedback outweighed the negative feedback...which is good. I was alittle upset that people couldn't see the acting, attention to detail and the Passion I put into that Video... Yeah call it a corny Youtube Vid.... But someone will watch and go wow!! Diesel dropped the sexy bit, aggressive alpha male attitude, and played against stereotype. At the same time, I knew I was going to get the negative reaction....
I will take every drop of that negative energy........it feeds me!! Makes me want to work harder and harder!!! I have to keep choosing different roles, so I can show people that I have depth..
I remember when People ripped apart Will Smith for playing a Gay character in a Movie...And actually having a simulated Sex scene with another male in the scene. Six Degrees of Separation was the name of the movie...Go way back with me People!! In hindsight it was a great move for Will and jumped his career.
I'm no Will Smith....I'm a retired Porn Star who is trying to get into Acting....Will I be successful??? Who knows???? But I have to try right? I just don't want to do Porn.. I want to Do some Indie films(which I am)and just look for other opportunities. Why should I stop at Performer of Year in Gay Porn???? I love the Porn Industry with Such a Passion!!! But I still want to see what this Big Guy Can Do??
Let me see..... I'm African American, over 30, with a Porn past, Live in New York, Not a trained Actor, Limited Experience on stage, Gap in his teeth, 420 head....bah bah bah.... And I want to make it big in Acting?????
Hmmm??? I thought the same thing when I decided to do porn......
Look what happened since...
Think about it, LOL
It can Happen!!
2 comments:
You're gonna make it. You got potential.
Sorry, D.W., Will Smith used a double for that famous scene. He revealed, years ago, that he was so grossed out by the mere thought of gay sex that he refused to do the scene, so the director used a body double. Smith has since apologized and said he has "grown" and would do the scene himself, if he were doing the picture now.
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