PAINT AND DRAWINGS

Painting done by "Dan the Painter" Good Job(sorry Late on the Report) I think U did a great job!!!! This artist has been trying to send the Painting for Years.....Sorry about that!!! When I first started the business I didn't know how to respond to the Fans!!!(I'm still learning) Anyway Good Job Dan!!!




Drawing done by "Ray" It's still strange to me that people, invest time into these drawings and painting of me.... I have to admit I'm way out of touch lately..... In my battles with Blog wars/Promotion and talking about nonsense and HOW SOMETIMES I CAN BE A BIG CRY BABY!!!(I said it, Its true!!!LOL)I rarely step out on a limb and talk to the Fans!!!


Okay I'm guilty as charged!!! I don't answer Fan email.....There I said it!!!! I have said it many times....I really don't have time for all the emails sometimes!!! Between emails saying "FUCK ME", "HOOK UP WITH ME" Clients, and real fans that send supporting emails..... I can't give each email a personal touch!!! I DO READ EVERY EMAIL..... PAGES AND PAGES....

Alot of offers for work....modeling..Go Go dancing........ I will admit I can be clueless sometimes..... Yeah I have that Confident Attitude onscreen and it seems that I'm on top of my game...... True is..... I can be lost sometimes and lose track of what is important....That is what an assistant is for right???? I searched for another assistant..... Most People just want to meet me.... Talk and hangout(No real workers)so I put alot of responsible on my own head.... Oh well...

I have been in a Pissy mood lately and I cant explain it!!!! I have alot of things going on outside of Porn lately....but I still find time to fit things in..

Moving on......

Top 100 Gay Sales & Rentals
For The Month Of May 2009 by AVN

2. Playbook
7. Asylum
11. Redlight

I'm very happy with the results this month, Playbook is number two on the chart(I'm Front and Center on this DVD)Sometimes I run my mouth about more Black performers in the business but seeing that my presence is felt(and people are Feeling it)I will keep pushing and pushing.......I'm very proud of Playbook(The scene was written/Co directed by Me) Brian Mills and Paul, really Helped Me to see my Vision for My Last role as a Titan Exclusive.... Hopefully it will have the same impact as "Telescope". Also big shout out to the Editors(Upstairs) again...More people need to thank the editors....THEY MAKE YA LOOK GOOD PEOPLE!!

Asylum is ripping up the charts!!!! It was a dream to work for Falcon(didn't think I was Falcon material at first) When I was approached to do the project...I was like A Falcon Movie???? I don't know How Diesel Washington fits in with the Pretty boys(pretty I am not!!) When I saw the script......... The part was tailored made for me!!! I flexed the Acting Skills for this and its a Success!!!!! The responses for Asylum has all been great!!!! SO U GUYS DIDN'T THINK I COULD ACT HUH!!!

Redlight......... Okay..... I had my Issues with the Cover as u all know... Which turned out to be a good thing....People that saw Redlight were like..."U Should have been on the Cover!!!" I put on some good moves in that......Sure I was Mad that Leo got cover....I cant change what I felt at the time...... But knowing that I did good work helps...

So Fans that read this shit.....Diesel Washington is a bag of emotions and Contradictions..... At times a Cry Baby!!! Brutally Honest!!, Very Sensitive at times... the list continues...

BUT I'M HUMAN!!! we all go through struggles in Life.....I use this blog as a Venting tool!!! Sometimes I call people out!!!! But again...If U have a blog and disagree with me.....More power to ya!!! CALL ME OUT!!!!

I have survived battles with Kam, M.L., and a few others......I'm still here!!!

I bitched about Covers, Being Underrated, Gayvn, Cunts, Gutterbunnies and Douche Bags!!! And I know this all reflects on Me(Good/Bad).....it reflects that I'm a Performer who takes his work serious... Loves the Industry...Hard Worker...above all things I'M HUMAN...and I give ya a small glimpse into my life(very small one).

I know I know(I'm breaking into Tears writing this LOL)alot of shit to say when I'm just a Porn star that has Sex on Camera...

But this Porn Star has a Brain, Ego, Feelings and Emotions...... When someone insults my Intelligence, I lash out, When My Ego is Bruised!!!I can take it hard sometimes.... When my Feelings are hurt...I attack back!!! When Someone plays with My emotions......ummmm Lets not Go there!!!!(Kinda of Scary)......

Does that make me crazy or insane??????? NO!!!!I think it gives me character....

On the Flip side......

I love to Laugh... Love to Dance... and I enjoy Good Company!!!! I pay attention to details in Convos(which most hate)so If U tell me One thing and then change the story I will know it...... If u don't understand....In this business, People say one thing and mean another....U have to Fish Your Way around sometimes to get to the Top/bottom of things...

GRANTED I PISSED SOME PEOPLE OFF!!! U know who you are!!! I make mistakes and I can be the Bigger Man and admit I made alot of mistakes.....

Would the blog be entertaining if I was PC with Everything not wanting to cause waves????? Probably not, this blog would just be for Promotions and giving tour dates and stuff!!! BOOORRRING!!!!! Might as well write a Company sponsored Blog!!! Lets be real!!!!

DON'T WORRY I'M WORKING ON BEING ALITTLE MORE OPEN WHEN TALKING TO FANS!!!

Now I need to get some tissues..... LOOK AT DIESEL WASHINGTON!!!! CRY BABY CRY BABY!!!

If I didnt Vent I would bottle up my emotions.....and when the smallest thing happens, I would Go POSTAL ON UR ASS......

AND WE DONT WANT THAT RIGHT????

NO WE DON'T!!