Performer of the Year!!! Wow!!!
What does that mean to me????..... All the hard work I put in the business finally pays off!!! I can exhale and breath finally!!! All the bitching and whining all the sleepless nights finally will be over!!!
Performer of the Year means alot to me in many ways!!! There is no longer a glass ceiling in Porn!!! That invisible wall has been broken down!!! and smashed!!! To all the Men of Color that do Gay Porn, there are no boundaries in this business(as far as the Grabbys are concerned)Now get off Ur Ass and perform!!! No excuses!!!
I hear it all the time!!! Black Studios and Black porn models don't bother to come to the Gayvn's or the Grabbys...Why???? Because ethnic based companies wont win any awards because they are deemed a Niche or speciality class in Gay Porn!! While there is truth to this...... If U don't come and represent then it will always remain that way!!! I don't believe in the term Interracial scenes!!! I always thought a Hot model is a hot model and only that!!!
To be Honest... the Grabbys showed Diversity at its best!!! Finally an awards show that reflects Modern Day Society!!! All different races and faces all together to celebrate the best in Porn!!!
To show How Diverse the Wins were and how Men of Color were represented!!! Take a look at the Winners of the Grabbys 2009!!!
Best Box cover and Screen Play
Black Meat White Heat!! All worlds
Best Ethnic and Best Cum Scene and Best All Sex film
Black Balled 6
Now!!! To understand things clearer!!! Black Balled 6 beat out some of the Bigger productions that were All white casts in the Best all Sex film category(beat my Movie Telescope)so the times are changing!!! Also Black Meat and White Heat beat to The Last Man by Raging stallions in the Screen Play category!!! That was Huge!!!! Diversity was Big this year, I only wish there was a showing by Ethnic Companies at this year's awards show!!! Maybe there was???!!! It would have been Nice to See Some of the Cast of Black Balled 6 up on stage getting their due....
But I don't blame the cast for not showing..... after the Gayvn's and years and years of being put into a speciality class without any recognition. Its hard to think that this year would be any different....
MARK AND STACY really showed that this year was different and that the Grabbys are more progressive in terms of reflecting How Society is Nowadays!!! People of all Races being represented and accounted for!!!
THANK YOU MARK AND STACY for making the awards this year!!! Refreshing and Unpredictable!!!
Performer of the Year!! What it means to me Work Wise!!!
This Win will not change anything!!! All the studios knew that I'm a great performer!! But we are in a recession, until that changes I will not get anymore work!!! I live on the East Coast and the cost of Flying Me in and putting Me in a hotel and paying my scene rate is kinda of high. I think I'm worth it though....Look at my track record!!!! I have alot of hits under my belt!!!
Better yet!!! The Studios should look at it this way...... Ur getting the Performer of the Year!!!! So Ur getting a model that will give His all for a Scene!!! I also won Best Porn star blog...so U will get the best promotion for Ur movie at the same time!!! So a Smart business man gets alot from One model...a great performer and promotion on a Top Porn star's blog!!!
Can U say Duh!!!!???
I'm still starting my Own business.... but in the meantime I would like to work for some studios that I didn't have the chance to work with.......And work with some Performers that I didn't get a chance to work with.....
Speaking of which......Can Diesel work with an Exclusive Now!!!!!!
I won Performer of the Year!!! Since becoming a Free agent I haven't worked with any Studio Exclusives yet!!!!
Can this change before the year is out????
I'm calling the Studios out on this one!!!!
Give Diesel an Exclusive to handle!!! Geez!!!!