Sunday, May 10, 2009

U KNOW IM NOT IN A GOOD PLACE NOW!!!

I was checking email as I always do, and I signed onto my Aol account...... and Scotty B chats me up!!!!

I have always liked Scotty B and he has always shown me Love........

So here is the Drama..... I was talking to Scotty about Gayvn's and since he was a judge I was asking him questions....

To Cut to the Chase....Best Top award....

U know I had a hard time dealing with Gayvn's

It seems that To the Last Man from Raging Stallions was the Movie to beat in every way possible.....

Every category that had a Star from the Movie was rewarded for their part in the movie...

I loved the Movie!!! I did!!!

Scotty B is a friend, so I'm trying to explain to him that the Gayvn's was very hard for me.......

As history goes....Dred Scott was the only Man of color to win a performer award for Best Sex duo....

I hear all the time....."Diesel Washington has broken down alot of the barriers that African Americans have had in Gay porn" bah bah.....

But the Defining moment would have been winning an award at Gayvn....

I know I know.... I wont let this shit drop.........

Imagine sitting in the crowd at Gayvn's...I wasn't a presenter, I didnt win any awards as I watched the show.....

I would hear the crowd laughing at some of the categories for Best Ethnic or Best Latin.....

SPRED THAT BUTTER!!!!

Was the name of one of the titles for Best Ethnic.....it had the audience laughing....

At the same time.... I was sitting there... seeing face after face of performers....Not one Person of color..

The Only Performer of Color that got on stage was Aaron Ridge....... and He went up to Support Doug Jeffries for the Movie Black Balled for winning Best Ethnic film...

Scotty B love ya to death, but seeing Jack Simmons be accepted into the Hall of Fame was Bitter and Sweet...

It only took him 12+ years in this business to be accepted into the Hall of Fame.....

There is a problem..... for Me at least!!!

And yes there goes Diesel Washington being militant again.........

Nobody wants to hear it.... and People think I'm being Jaded or Venting or whatever!!!

U wont read this post...or say I'm being uppity or something like that...

I'm sorry, I write this blog to entertain People......

At the same time, I feel its necessary to bless ya with some Knowledge at the same time...... Some thing have changed in this Industry and Some things have stayed the same!!!

I love ya Scotty B, I was alittle pissed off tonight, but I have to be real sometimes....Everybody loves Me when I play the game...

When I get ugly nobody wants to be around Me, Oh well I'm only Human!!!!

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

I don't think you're being "militant" whatever that means. I think you're being real, but why do you think the porn industry would be different from any other industry in America? Just because there is a black man in the white house doesn't mean white supremacy is over. I mean, it's still the white house.

James said...

Jeesh! Not the GAYVN's again?! Yeah bitching and moaning about not winning is going to change not winning.

Yes I know the industry is not perfect when it comes to race, but welcome to America. No industry is perfect when it comes to race. All you can do is to let your work speak for itself.