Let's get right into it.......
My personal life is my personal life, if you don't want to read about it then don't come to my blog!!!
I write this blog as my journal, I never intended it to be popular or ground breaking. I wanted to chart my progress from the ground up in becoming a Porn Star, that was it. Along the way it got popular and it became a "Gulity Pleasure" for some people. Then the industry started to read it, and then it took a life of its own.
There are some good posts and then there are some posts I wish I never wrote. I can be a Hot Mess sometimes.......
I can admit that!!!
People only get a glimspe of my life, sometimes when I speak about an issue that effects Me. You only get half the story, and 9 times out of ten I will be the bad guy in the story(because I write from my perspective)I make mistakes(alot of them)but one thing in my defense. I can admit to making mistakes rather then blame someone else or use some scapegoat.
I'm a hopeless romantic, emotional, pig headed and I can be a pain in the ass(literally)I'm not easy to get along with(relationship wise)and I have my own issues!!! I can speak openly about myself because I have nothing to hide!!
I DO ADMIT TO CROSSING THE LINE:
Speaking about someone's recovery was wrong!!! I see that now, and I'm not proud of myself at the moment. Seeing the bigger picture, those who do have addictions are different people when they are using as opposed to not using. I have alot of friends in recovery and I heard an ear full after writing that post.
So again I can be the bigger Man and apologize for talking about someone's recovery
To be honest, I flipped when I went to the Twinkscape site. It brought back all those memories of a bad time in Fort Lauderdale for Me. I became pissed, I should have taken some time to myself, collected my thoughts and then write a post. I was in the middle of writing a post when I saw images, and I just went at it. Seeing that the first post was entitled "Dirty Whore", I went at it with vemon!!
I'm better now, and I do have to admit that post was mean!! and down right nasty!!
Bear with Me folks, I'm a work in progress and reading over that post myself made me alittle sick!!!
I can only be myself, and explain myself!!