Thursday, March 11, 2010

KRIST CUMMINGS IS A "DIRTY WHORE"


























Krist Cummings is a "Dirty Whore". http://www.twinkscape.com/frontpage.asp

I know what Ur thinking, Wow Diesel that is harsh!!! "Dirty Whore" is the name of his scene on Twinkscape. Which starts off the series called "Twink Confessions" go to www.Twinkscape.com. I think Ethan Storm is cute as hell!!!! I felt bad that he was paired with "Dirty Whore" star Krist Cummings. I would fuck the hell out of Ethan making him beg Me to stop. But in this scene he is topping "Dirty Whore" Krist Cummings.

Now as you can see, I'm throwing around that term "Dirty Whore" for Krist Cummings. I didn't name the scene, so I'm just simply promoting the Series that I filmed with Twinkscape. I'm excited because there is alot of buzz circling my scene with Twinkscape. See pics here:





Back to "Dirty Whore" star Krist Cummings, people know I have my issues with this performer. See here: http://www.dieselwashingtonxxx.com/2009/12/diesel-in-fort-lauderdale.html

So I won't go into it again, but I was looked at as being the bad guy. And that old excuse "He's young and entitled to make mistakes" Fuck that bullshit!!! When you make the same mistake more than three times its not being young and stupid anymore!! It's a problem!!

Seeing how people thought I was being the Bad guy, here is someone else that shares the same idea that I have about "Dirty Whores" I call them "GutterBunnies" in my version
http://sdborderboys.blogspot.com/2010/03/bonus-post-dirty-whore-indeed.html

I will copy and paste some of the post that I went through, http://www.dieselwashingtonxxx.com/2009/12/diesel-in-fort-lauderdale.html
:

I get bits and pieces of what is going on and I don't understand?? I flew 2hours and thirty mins to talk to him and he won't talk??? Finally We talk and I'm made out to be some evil guy that wants something from him. Are you serious?????? I fucked you in a Bathhouse, I fucked you in a movie. And U think I'm trying to use you sexually??? Are you serious????

Krist I know Ur reading this, Dude I came down to help you!!! And U make Me out to be some kind of enemy???
Diesel

That was from an entry I wrote, people hated the fact that I was airing dirty laundry(even though it was mine)and finally I have some backing!!! It's always hard to express your feelings in writing, when you feel you have been used. Recently Borderboys had some bad luck, this is how he expressed his anger:

Now this paragraph came from Borderboys: http://sdborderboys.blogspot.com/2010/03/bonus-post-dirty-whore-indeed.html It seems

If you use a hard luck story to manipulate good people into feeling sorry for you, so they can spend their money on your sorry ass...until they start running out of cash and then you come up with lines of bullshit with your fellow trashy whore to either smear their name or make an excuse for dumping their kindness back in their lap...you are a dirty whore.

If you talk shit about people that help you out and genuinely care- especially if they bail you out with their money- after they either catch on to the game you play or you dump them because they are no longer useful to your ulterior motives...you are a dirty whore.

Borderboys-San Diego


Now it seems that other bloggers were burned as well by "Dirty Whores".or as I call them "GutterBunnies"

Now since everybody thinks I'm the Bad Guy let's hear what Krist has to say about Me on his blog:

dude i dont give a fuck about you, i quit talking to you so your little post on my blog is pathetic. telling me my shit of the past it looks like you need to let go. i have apologized many times to you but you don't get it you cant see past your hurt, so fuck you. i don't care to have you in my life, because you can only see through your one way mirror. are you able to look at what you did, or the mistakes you made. i want you out of my life and yet like some peasant with fleas you keep coming back. i don't give a fuck about you any more, nor do i wish you any harm. i'm healing myself in my life, i quit smoking weed which is probably what you need to do to get past your bi polar empty excuses you use on yourself... before helping others you got to help yourself is what i learned.Krist

To the above post, Krist u never apologized to Me. Infact you put tension between Me and a close friend. I posted a comment on your blog, because your not in recovery.(See update)
Anybody in recovery, knows firsthand that one of the biggest steps to full recovery is fixing the wrongs that you did to people in your past when you were using. You never apologized to Me, infact when I was in Fort Lauderdale(to help you)for a week, We talked for an hour(Day 1) the rest of the time I was down there you disappeared, as soon as you finished your scenes and got your money.


And that statement,"...before helping others you got to help yourself is what I learned" Is that what you learned???? Don't they say that on Airplanes???? And I bet when there is an incident on the plane requiring oxygen masks, mothers and fathers still put the mask on their children first before putting the mask on themselves. Is that wrong???? Some people have more compassion for their loved ones then they have for themselves. I don't see anything wrong in that...

I guess what best can sum this up is a tweet from Krist's own Twitter account


anarchistkrist

M O E thats my attitude! money over everything!
about 14 hours ago via txt


Now!!!!! I have to admit Krist is a good performer, and We do have a scene coming to Twinkscape very soon. This post was not written to promote my scene, it was just to clear the air about some things. This situation was a sore spot for Me, because I wasted my time and strained relationships that I had with friends. There is alot I'm not speaking about...

I respect Karma!!! And finally it came around and bit someone else for a change!!!

Finally this chapter is almost over!!! When the scene drops on Twinkscape that will be the end of this chapter!!! Yet it starts another one!!(See below)

And don't feel sorry for Krist.

Lucky Daniels(who is a sweetheart)had a nasty title for one of his scene as well:



Well......maybe Dirty Whore is worse LOL


**********UPDATE**********************UPDATE**************

Borderboys-San Diego contacted Me, and I thought it was important to share both sides of the story.

Anybody in Recovery, has a long hard road infront of them. It is not my place to judge if someone is truly in Recovery. That is a hard demon to fight, and I wish Krist(anybody really)to fight the good fight and stay at it. I had/have my own demons to fight!!

Secondly, I shouldn't speak on behalf of Borderboys-San Diego, I used his "Dirty Whore" examples in MY situation dealing with Krist, HIS examples of a "Dirty Whore" was referring to a model that Krist is friends with, although "Birds of a feather, Flock together!!"

These are Borderboys-San Diego examples of a "Dirty Whore" this is the full text:

I want to say that this is pretty much how I define a dirty whore.

Let's just say that if you agree to participate in a scheme with a scumbag- to cheat people out of getting paid for scenes they shoot and then have no guilt or shame for what you do you are dirty whore.

If you sell your ass on RentBoy for $250 an hour and can, in good conscious, make someone pay that amount of money you are a dirty whore.

If you use a hard luck story to manipulate good people into feeling sorry for you, so they can spend their money on your sorry ass...until they start running out of cash and then you come up with lines of bullshit with your fellow trashy whore to either smear their name or make an excuse for dumping their kindness back in their lap...you are a dirty whore.

If you talk shit about people that help you out and genuinely care- especially if they bail you out with their money- after they either catch on to the game you play or you dump them because they are no longer useful to your ulterior motives...you are a dirty whore.


I used the last two examples for my situation, because it was similar to my story.

So far most of the emails I have received say "Let it go", "Brush it off your shoulder" It's just not that easy and I will tell you why.

The scene on Twinkscape will be around for the rest of my life. Every time I see the footage or pics of that scene, I will be reminded of the situation that I had to deal with over and over.

If the scene becomes popular, of course that web scene will be made into a scene on a DVD. It then hits a wider audience and the process starts all over again.

So all this "Let that Shit Go" is said by people who don't walk in my shoes. Think about it!!

I still get emails from Fans asking about scenes that I did in 2006(Folsom Filth)and the cycle repeats itself when a new audience reviews my work for the first time.

I'm extremely proud of the work I did on Twink Confessions, but the fall out from one of the models I worked with in the scene was nothing but a headache. So there you have it.

I don't remove posts, I will remove pictures from the post, update the post but I will never remove a post.

These are my opinions and my opinions only!!!!

4 comments:

James said...

How old are you man? Damn, let the shit go.

Borderboys San Diego said...

I want to clarify something. When I wrote the bit about sob stories I was actually referring to the other person involved.

While it may have occurred with you Krist never asked for a thing from me and never gave me a sob story. It was the other one that did- how the whole world and everyone else was bad and he was the poor victim.

I have two scenes I filmed on the guys X-tube and am not, and will not get paid for my work.

My only beef with Krist was being either a willing co-conspirator or more likely and unwittingly manipulated person who was sold the pack of crap to justify what was done.

I have since edited my post to clarify that. I found the title amusing because of what I saw last month. But with me Krist never sobbed- he shared a lot of the trauma of his youth and really it helped me understand the place he was in at the time and just why he did what he did to me.

I do know that he is really trying to stay clean- I saw that in action while I was around him 24/7 so that is not a lie on his part.

I think that he clearly wasn't when you dealt with him. So I, personally, am giving him the benefit of the doubt.

It takes a long time, once someone gets sober to learn who to trust and who not to and sadly he hasn't made that distinction yet and may have to be hurt a bit more before he learns.

But honestly I was thinking of another person when I wrote that.

I was just amused by the actual Twinkscape title of the post and was waiting to see what you would write because with your situation he may have fit that description...with me I consider him a victim of the real bastard manipulator and liar as the rest of us were.

On the bailing out paragraph, I didn't bail out Krist...it was the other person who would have had to pay for an accidental damaging of a window at one of the hotels we were at. I paid for it and was never reimbursed by either of them.

Maybe he fooled me too- who knows at this point but I think I got to see a glimpse of the real person- not the blazed and stoned Krist Cummings character but the real kid inside.

That kid is thoughtful and caring...the trouble is when he thinks like Krist and falls into the hands of someone who knows how to manipulate him that all goes by the wayside.

I know this will seem odd, that I am saying this, but I can only judge by what I saw.

And again my only beef was his participation in the scheme to claim I was a mean bastard and therefore that justified dumping me and my boyfriend when our cash got low.

And not standing up for the next right thing- whether they wanted me involved or not it is unethical and wrong to post up someone elses work (namely scenes I filmed) and taking all the profit yourself while I am getting nothing.

I verbalized that, in a MySpace message, to Krist and never got a good reason or answer as to how he could allow the other to screw me and my partner over. Or even how he could, in good conscious, stay with this dude.

Fair payment for fair work is all I asked for and from someone who continued to say he loved me and my partner as friends to just let the other screw me without showing one iota of annoyance or allegiance pissed me off.

But I let that go- that anger and resentment now rests with the scumbag that has my scenes posted.

James Mason said...

Wow this is a mess. You definitely need to let that boy go and get the help he needs. Diesel theres others out there that has less drama. Keep away from that trash...

FacelessMannequin said...

this is a song written about diesel washington



"Golden Boys"

Why are you selling dreams of who you wish you could be
A prince in all of the magazines
They'd have no words for the man I've seen
Talk real fast 'fore they see your face

And would they love you if they knew all the things we know
We've got these images
We need them to be true
Not ready to believe we're no more insecure than you

[Chorus:]
But then there're girls like me who sit appauled by what we've seen
We know the truth about you
Now you're the prince of all the magazines
That is a dangerous thing

But would they love you if they knew all the things that we know
Those Golden Boys
All a fraud don't believe their show
Would they love you if they knew all the things that we know

Golden Boy life ain't a video

Place you in these robes and tell you you're the greatest man
And you believe and play your cards
Got dealt a winning hand
Don't you get tired of the show
The kissin' ass of all the people that you wanna know

When I was young I thought you had it won
I saw you on T.V. you made life look fun
But then years go by and people grow
I realize it's all a freak show

[Chorus]

Girls like me don't need no bubblin' mindstate thrown in my face
The way you goin' ain't gonna be no stroll in the sunshine
Can't turn it back now baby you gone and past that line
So give it on up now
What you gonna do