AN EMAIL FROM A MODEL

So some bareback model is trying to call Me out on Twitter....

He wants to stick up for his friend, his friend fed him some bullshit story about how I was trying to end his dreams.

Bullshit so here is the low down!! You know I don't back down from anybody so here goes more Drama!!

Lets start with the model that I though was perfect for the contest. His name is Angel.

Here is his comments from Twitter:


angel: i dont want to be known as a total bottom and i dont want to get SUPERMUSCULAR like you .... i want my twinkish look but toned ...

angel: I am DEF SORRY if that sounds like im tryna be a diva ...IM NOT but thats what i want to bring to the table a FULLY VERSE black twink

angel: that rivals all those twink boys like hayden and chase and b. wilde .... and can still play with muscle boys and look hot too

angel: ooooh i know and im GOING to apply and im GOING to win ... i just wanna be upfront i WANT to be morE


These are my responses below:


Diesel: Dude i read ur blog and the choice is urs, i read ur looking for an agent and ur expectations are high which is good but u havent made

Diesel: a name yet to demand so many things... I liked ur look and ur tall but the choice is urs u can sit here waiting for an opportunity or work

Diesel: Well i guess then man u need to travel that road yourself good luck. I know everybody in this business so keep up ur head and keep trying..

Diesel: Okay man.... I tried!! I have been in this business for 5 years and worked with all the top studios im offering you a good gig. with a agent

Diesel: included, and ur first project working with Me and you want to hold out because U dont want to be known as a total bottom? I have no words



That is the entire Convo, I said I had no words because throughout the entire Chat session, all I heard was I WANT, I WANT ,I WANT I WANT........

This is my opinion, you really can't demand anything without putting in the hard work. So what? You came into the game as a bottom?? If the role required you to be a bottom then your a bottom. I wanted a model that was proud to be bottom that didn't want to top(for now)if I wanted to look for America's Next Black Versatile then I would have ran the contest looking for that.

But I sensed his feelings of entitlement without having done any work to earn that entitlement, so I wished him well Unfollowed Him and that was the end of the story. Hours later I received this email:


hey its angel from twitter.


i have attached a ton of pics and hope you see ones you like .


as you said you saw my blog and know the direction im hoping to go with my career.


i think i came off a bit ..... cocky when we talked on twitter .




which i can do sometimes so sorry.


mostly my cocern is limiting myself . i dont want to be known as a one trick pony. i want to grow and be more . now i understand that i have to preform and EARN a name before that can happen. i wont wake up and be a porn SUPERSTAr. i dont EXPECT that . you said you read my blog so you know that i understand the work i would have to put in and the bussines aspect of this industry and i am willing to do all of that and more to get where i wanna be. i think that sometimes my drive sounds more like diva. sorry about that .


hopefully things arent sour . and we can develop some type of relationship in this biz . i could really use the help (clearly i need it as we def misunderstood each other)


thx again!


I really didn't like the attitude at first, but after reading the email I wanted to give him the benefit of the doubt. He has a great look and I think with the right direction He could be a big star!!

Then out of nowhere comes some Bareback Top that does all the crappy work, calling Me out on Twitter.

Its the same line I play the "Mandingo" character bah bah bah I'm making the Black community look bad bah bah bah.

The part that is strange, He is a Bareback performer!!!

Another model wanting to use my name as a platform to state their views!! I really can't make this shit up!!

And again people will say all I do stir up trouble and Drama!! In any case add another drama to the file!!