MY THOUGHTS!!!

If you haven't noticed my blog, myself and the Diesel Washington character has went through some drama...

I had alot of thinking to do this past couple of days, and the drama has effected my writing and daily living. I have become Mean(Aggressive)and just not happy!! People can put two and two together.....

So the bottom line, I was used again for a free trip to Chicago. I can accept that, I extended help to another model and they used that opportunity to just hangout and party and get their rocks off. Strike 1

This same model chose to "Party" with another model, who I just don't like. I had words with this "Model" and I kept my distance from them. I had a show to host, and already I had to deal with another situation that I had with the model that I brought. So I had to get my thoughts str8 about the show and then going to some events I was scheduled to appear at. The Grabby show went well(Don't worry I will get the Footage for you)Strike 2

I had to leave my Mother alone at the Awards show(She was accompanied by her bf) In the time I left the Award show. This "Model" planned out an attack that really shook Me up!!

This "Model" knowing We have no love for each other, approaches my Mom(in the picture they are hugging) and gets a blogger to unknowingly take his picture with Momma Washington. That picture was twitted and this model posted the picture on his Twitter account with the caption "HAHAHA I <3 it"(I love it)and he also posted the picture on his facebook account. Strike 3

Now anybody that sinks that low to get back at Me...... Made Me flip I have been trying to remain calm. I exploded on Twitter and went into a Melt down. I said some mean things and threats. But I mean every word!! I will post it here as well....


YOU TOUCH MY MOTHER AGAIN I WILL KILL YOU!!! NO GAMES!! NO THREATS!! I WILL KILL YOU!!

Now some might say I'm adding vitriol to my blog......

And I know I might be flipping out for no good reason....

To think that I could have a beef with someone and they go to the extent of approaching my Mother(She has no idea what is going on mind you) Wheter it was a innocent picture or not to some......

It showed Me that my Mother was made a target, and I just don't like that feeling. All I live for in this World is my mother...

And to have some Coked Out model approach my Mother so he can get off a picture of HAHAHAHA in my face...

Now I hope this doesn't come off disrespectful to anybody, But I don't play that faggot shit!!! Lets be real, I come from a tough area and that is grounds for Murder!! To some its only a picture...

To Me it made my mother a target for some Coke head that had problems with Me. And he went out of his way to send Me some kind of message that He will go after THE ONLY PERSON IN THIS WORLD I WOULD DIE FOR!! I WOULD GO TO JAIL HAPPILY IF ANYBODY WAS A THREAT TO MY MOM!!

So effective now!!! Momma Washington will not come to any more events!!! This one bad apple destroyed my faith in people in this Industry. I can not put my Mother in another situation like this again.

Yes it is my fault(I wasn't there to protect her), and I will have to carry that around for a long time.

So what!! I brought a model that ditched Me for some Coke head, that is small change to Me.

This same Coke Head trying to send Me a message by using my Mother!!??

Is grounds for Death!!!