SOME BAD BOYS!!

My Assistant is a slut!!


There I said it!! I know that sounds mean!! But its the truth!! He went away to Boston and its non stop stories of him playing with this one and that one. *Its his life I guess, he is only my assistant.

Sometimes I think he wants to do porn, but I know his heart wouldn't be into it! So its like he wants to go out and compete with Me. Its funny to see him be this horny guy trying to be sexy. I guess working with Me, its like he has to show his power to get guys. Its almost like a competition to him...

I mean he reads some of the emails I get, and I guess its like he has to get his attention in some way!!! I just want him to understand that...

"Patrick I am the Porn Star, and its all not what its cracked up to be"

I have to carry that Stigma with Me for the rest of my life, and some doors might be shut to Me because of it.

Stay in school and keep Ur legs closed....

Patrick is a good kid, you have to go behind and check his work(which is annoying)but he works hard. Wouldn't trust Patrick in a room with a hot guy, and expect him to get work done....

It just won't get done!!!

Not to spread his business, but he goes to Boston and meet this guy. Next you know, they have each others pics on each of their facebooks(yikes) and love letters going back and forth on their pages(they met each other once, and spent one day with each other)

But who am I talk??? I had that weekend love affair with Jeremy F and that turned into a horror show. I guess I shouldn't point fingers I'm a hopeless romantic too!!I just worry about the boy!!

Anyway moving on.....



I have been off the supplements for two weeks now(cleaning period)and I must say I hated the "Every three hour eating time" I had to stay with that diet for a long time. Every 6 months I take off two weeks from the gym and supplements just to let the body relax, afterwards I can come back harder and lift more weight!!

Being a personal trainer I learned that I have to trick the body into growing. I think I'm doing a good job. So at the end of this week, it will be back on the supplements and working out hard.

The strength is good as you can see from Vid, so think how strong I would be back on the supplements(Scared of myself) so that is gym time.

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