Friday, September 25, 2009

DID I EVER LEAVE???I WAS GONE!!REALLY!!



I know I know......

I can already hear the People saying WTF!!!!

I'm confused just as U people!!! When I saw the Molding Pics(Tony Buff/Dean Flynn dildos).....I snapped!!!!

All this energy came through me..................

To be honest I was retired...........I wasn't seeking work, I wasn't asking people for Gigs. I turned down alot of opportunities...It was Stupid of Me!!but I was burnt out!!!

Since August........I got a huge itch to work!!I wanted to be on a Set and making the Magic..I wanted the cameras and lights......That nervous energy that goes through Ur body when the Director says Action!!!! all of it...

I missed it!!! Big time!!! I see all the New faces coming into the Industry...Each Innocent face, looking to make a name for themselves...More Flesh to Press!!!

I'm Hungry!!!

I have always been on shaking ground with the whole retiring thing.......

But can U say I retired, when I never really left????

To truly walk away......The blog ends with the Career!!!

And the Blog has always been up and running!!! In fact the Blog has gotten better and more creative.....

It's Simple I'm Back!!!

4 comments:

ThaWickedOne said...

I knew you were not really gone. Dominant TOP Niggas feed power to they dicks till they get bored with it. We use others to stroke our cocks (and are egos)till we just don't give a fuck. But the drive, the hunger, the thirst to shit on, to destroy weak as pussy bois gets us hard again. We get back on our sacks so others can serve our ass. Thats just who we are. So now that you feeling IT again lets see how ruthless and brutal yo shit can really get.

warlock said...

Dear Diesel, I do not think your career is finished, I do not think you have to think about your retirement, well, if you so desire is all right, but if you consider that there is still some way to go, mmmm, why you go down your arms?
I imagine that you have fought hard to get where you came, why down your arms now?
If you had to stop a bit of filming to recover is logical that many opportunities are gone, but you know what, sometimes slowing down allows us to see better options in our way, I know you'll soon be on top, I do not have my doubts.
Well, Diesel, I'm glad to read you again and I sent you a big hug.


Adrian .-

Lenny said...

Stopping kidding yourself fellow. You know that you love working in porn and fucking as much ass as you can. You know that you are not going to retire until the people in the industry retire you. but you can always work on hot older men. You would be great in breaking in the new and old porn models.

Anonymous said...

I know you not a bottom and not really that way inclined. But if you did do one scene in which you versatile, it would enable you truly to be one of the most complete and exciting performers there is.
LOL. JOHN