I sat in the Castro theater, listening to each award being handed out!!! And I grew more and more uncomfortable as the night went on.......
I want to go on record and Say "To the Last Man" was a great movie....I watched it many many times..... and it deserved every award!!!
But there were some Awards that I didn't agree with at all...........
RICKY SINZ U know I love ya man!!!!And I have no harsh words at all for ya!!!
BUT U WINNING BEST TOP OVER ME?????? WOW I DID NT SEE THAT COMING......
Ur the Best Actor, hands down U were great in "To the Last Man" and I was shocked to see how good of an Actor U are!!!
To the Judges of the GAYVN Here is Ur Best Top RICKY SINZ!!!!
Ricky U are the Man.... and I know U work hard in every scene that U are in..... Without question U are a great performer....U bring so many things to the game and Industry... I'm honored that U call me Ur friend......THIS ISN'T A CHEAP SHOT!!! In no way.....am I being mean or fucked up I'm just telling it like it is...
THIS WAS A CHEAP SHOT AT THE JUDGES...... I don't understand?????????Each person that was nominated for Best Top, I went and did a background check on each performer..... Of the list of performers that were nominated only Two were Total Tops that never bottomed in a Movie ever!!! I don't know what the JUDGES WERE THINKING???????
Was the Best Top judged on Popularity???? Was it Judged by Skill, difficulty, of the scene each performer was in?????? So that means that Versatile performers..... Can be nominated as Best Tops, Best Versatile and Best Bottom????. I don't think that is fair...... I knew this was going to happen. So Total Tops performers don't stand a chance..... I cant compete with that....I'm not a bottom or Versatile performer... So the Only category that I can be nominated for is the Best Top performer and I cant even win that.......
Last year in Telescope I created the "Bully" a new Sex position that Nobody saw and it was the first of its kind ever filmed...... In Folsom Prison, My revenge Fuck was the hardest Fuck caught on film for the Year!!! And to prove that I'm not only a Power Top that can Fuck hard......I do Double Standard, and show the Fans that I can Power fuck yes... but I can also be Passionate and Sweet(I won the Hard Choice award for Most Passionate Sex Scene)so I thought I showed I can be well rounded. I'm still in a state of shock about Losing Best Top!!!
What made matters worse, was that every person I ran into after the show at the after party, came up to me saying "U were robbed" "Wow I cant believe U didnt Win that award" Barrett Long my Friend and Co nominee came to me and said " I was rooting for ya Man, I thought U had that Award in the Bag"
Even writing this Blog is hard, I didn't want to write it........
I have no Faith in this Industry at the moment.....I thought Hard Work, being creative, and working on Ur craft, night and night was the key to success. I was wrong, its all about Who U know? or How much???
I cant write anymore I feel sick
2 comments:
SHUT THE FUCK.
This shit will keep happening again and again so get use to mother fucker.
Its time for you to go get yoursef an application at you local McDonalds and if you do a good job there, for sure you will get a reward that you so much want.
You have a right to feel cheated. You were robbed. This must be a popularity contest between the studios and has little to do with talent.
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