Okay call me bitter, jaded even call me insane!!!! But I will spill the beans about everything...... at first I didnt want to talk about certain things....but seeing the trend of the bullshit happening I cant hold anything in any more.....
Im tired of People telling Me to keep up my Head....Keep fighting!!! You the Fans have no Idea what I have been fighting over and over.....
But now u will know:
2006 I signed with Titan.... I was excited to work and show what skills I had!!! I filmed Hitch, Folsom Filth, Cop Shack 2 Crossing the Line........
The last Movie I filmed with Titan was Boiler that was filmed Sept 2006
I was lucky enough to be nominated for Best Newcomer for Gayvn 2007, I didnt win!! That year I sat through the Gayvn's to watch M.L. win every single award that His Company was nominated for.... It was down right annoying..... and yet Fans said Keep Ya head Up U will Win something next year.
Now, the last Movie that I filmed was Sept 2006, Fast Forward to May 2007...thats right I was a Titan Exclusive and I didnt film for 8 months....I sat on the Bench and patiently waited for my time to shine.......
May 2007 I shot my First scene in almost 8 months, that Movie was Telescope and my scene with Steven Pounce..... thats why that scene has all that energy in it...I sat around for about 8months thinking of New positions to Add spark into the scene.
June 2007 I shoot my Next scenes for Titan for the Movie Fear.....CJ Madison, Brodie Newport, Sagat and Dean Flynn.
Sept 2007 I shoot my next scenes for Breakers, Dillon Buck and Victor Banda, a few days later I shoot my second scene for Telescope with Alex Baresi and Rick Van Sant
Nominations for GayVn 2008 I wasnt nominated for anything.......!!!!!!
I was given the opportunity to Speak at the GayVn Porn Summit, I was there to speak about the Lack of Diversity in the Industry. I was also a presenter at GayVn's 2008 Where I had to sit through yet another GayVn where this Time Raging Stallion's was the Big Winner and Won all the awards that it was nominated for!! Another Annoying GayVn
March 2008 Telescope is released....to my Horror, Telescope was to be Diesel Washington's star vehicle movie..... To find Out that Rick Van Sant is the Cover Model Front and Center. I learned about the Cover when I was in San Fran filming Folsom Prison, needless to say I wasnt Happy with Situation.
Grabby nominations are announced I was nominated for Two categories, Best Performer and Hottest Cock.
While at Folsom 2007 I shot Pics for the Folsom Poster that they would be using for Folsom 2008.
April 2008 I shoot with Titan and the Movie is called "Double Standard"
I went to International Mister Leather(IML 2008), where I found out that I was replaced on Poster by Markus Ram...... was this do to the fallout because of Telescope????(Who Knows??)
Grabby's 2008 to My surprise I win Hottest Cock!!! Im Happy but still not satisfied.
At this point of time, My contract ended with Titan April 2008, I did not want to renew my Contract.....but I remained Loyal to Titan and didnt work with any Company until after Sept 2008, I gave titan my word that I wouldnt film with another Company because there was alot of Movies still in the Can that they wanted to promote. Im a Man of my Word, So I stayed a Silent Exclusive for 4months even though my Contract ended in April...
August 2008 I filmed Playbook, a movie that I wrote with Kameron Scott
Sept 2008 I attended Folsom Fair 2008 I performed with Kameron Scott.... the Kameron Scott blog War.
Free agent Oct 2008 - to Present I film 9 scenes with different companies...
Fast forward to now..
Now from April 2006 to Present, I have dealt with all the things above....but at the same time, Some People in the Black Community call me a Sell Out, say I dont have Love for my own race.... I took the Heat for the Kameron Scott blog war.... Took the Heat for M.L. blog war....Comments about Eric Rhodes...
At the same time having to move out of my place in New York..... deal with failed relationships.... Passing of my Grandmother. Money Issues and just live in my Own skin...
But to come to GayVn 2009 and bring my mother expecting to Win the Award that I was built for BEST TOP
And be told that even though I created several Sex positioins.... worked my Ass off, Wrote scenes that I didnt even get writers credit for...Double Standard, Playbook. Open my heart and soul on this blog..... and to Lose the Award to a Versatile performer..... IS THE LAST STRAW!!!!
This time around I involved my Mother.........I was hurt and beat up!!!
FUCK BEING NOMINATED!!! THAT WAS A GIVEN!!! What other Top in this business is creating sex positions for the camera and the fans!!! WHO ELSE BESIDES ME?????
CALL ME JADED CALL ME A CRY BABY!!!
But this time around I cant Hold Up my Head....Im getting tired of being smacked around!!! I FOUGHT AND FOUGHT THIS BATTLE FOR THREE YEARS!!!
Finally GayVn comes up with an Award that has my name on it....... And they give the Award to a Versatile performer!!!!!
IM SHOCKED AND AMAZED!!!!!!
THIS WAS A COLOR ISSUE!!!
And the Color was Money Green!!
LETS SEE THESWORD RUN THIS STORY!!!!!