REPLYING TO EVERYBODY!!!

Right into it......

I wrote a post calling out two friends that I talked about on a previous blog...

I want to say sorry to both of them!!!!

I took out my anger on both of them, instead of pointing the finger at myself. I'm a hard learner and it takes me a while to understand the whole situation. As I saw it I buried myself emotionally into this paranoia pit of either your with me or against me. Tsk Tsk Tsk!!

And that is the wrong kind of thinking right there, I will admit it!!

Things have insanely changed in the business, and I have to learn to roll with the punches. I'm an old fossil compared to newer models, standards have changed and the bottom line of it all, is that this Recession is a motherfucker!!!

My views about the racism in the industry will stand!! .

My views on Safer sex/HIV+ models in the industry, I will stand behind that 100% so that will never change as well..

The blog is about Diesel, so I will put the focus on him and I will reveal his secrets:

I'm insecure about the body(You knew that already)

I'm insecure about my looks(that is easy one as well)

I'm insecure about the direction of my so called career(Hot Topic!!)

Finally I came to terms with things, either I walk away quietly and fade away. Or I step up the game, quit my job and go all out and become an American pornographer.

The latter frightens me!!!!

That is the honest truth!! Totally scares the shit out of me!!! Every single trigger of my "Issues" would be pushed to the utmost limit. I'm scared I will be mentally abused and crippled by my own hands, worrying about "Some" creation of mine and seeing if it would be successful and groundbreaking!! The pressure of putting my mouth to business and doing something other than getting in front of the camera(which is easy)playing "Mister Sexy", and putting my ego aside and accepting help!

Would probably drive me mad!!

I'm such a control freak, I would have to oversee everything!!Yikes!! Literally just thinking about making such a leap, triggers a slight panic attack!! My heart starts racing and I start to lightly gasp for air...

It's easy to judge all the Studios/Sites and say you need to do this or that. Finger pointing is easy!! It's easy to dictate what other people need to do in this business, I figure they have the money and resources but lack the direction and motivation. But Diesel you are not in their shoes, so do you really know what it takes to run a successful business??

Sure your a popular performer, blogger, personality..But you like to do alot of finger pointing, try running a business yourself!! Such a scary thought.....

Or survive doing what your doing now!! Which is nothing!! Standing Still!!

I had big time issues watching all the other models work, while I sat bench(I have a real job as well)I will admit it, I was jealous and just reading online about this model or that model working and working!! Just made me have issues I was like

"I'm a better performer than that model"

"I would have played that part better"

"Why does that model get to work with that model?? I wanted to work with that model for years???"

Growl Growl Snap Snap!!!

My competitive natural, wanted me to get out there and show up some of these models that perform badly. My insecurities kept compelling me to do more as a model, like I still had something to prove. Model Model Model

I spent so much time worrying about my modeling career, that I shot myself in the foot from doing other projects. Website/Studio, Directing, Promotion,bah bah bah

And since I shot myself in the foot, I'm holding onto all the resentment of I should be doing this or that at this point of my career. I look at Eric Rhodes, Steven Cruz, Damien Crosse, Barrett Long, Jeremy Hall and others that came into porn and I see what they are doing now and I'm flat out jealous!! But I can only blame myself for being too scared to dive in and make it happen.

Instead of taking responsibility for my own career, I was quick to blame other people. I would think things like "It's this Studio/Site fault that I'm not there directing, they don't see my talent other than modeling" Like someone owed me a job in this business just because I'm Diesel Washington...

That is totally self absorbed, ego driven stuff working in my head, and it doesn't work like that outside of my head though, and this is the real world!! Wakey Wakey!!

Filled with resentment thinking the industry owes me something, not good. Added to the resentment is the hate energy that was being transferred to me by every day living and lets face it the Haters!!

Ummm Wake up Diesel!!!

You reached that Superstar status already, you won the awards you got all the nominations you have pretty much gone as far as you can go just being a model.

Simply put......I'm scared to go further!!

But I made a promise to myself:

1st year I wanted to win Best Newcomer(I got nominated)

2nd year I wanted to win Best Performer(Won Hottest Cock)

3rd year I was to win Best Performer cause didn't win 2nd year(I won this time and retired)

4th year(Unretired) I wanted to open the door for other Men of Color performers(Won Best Supporting Actor) but didn't open the door and I failed in my attempt

I kick myself in the ass everyday thinking about it.....

I see so many black models doing low budget or bareback porn because the door is not open on the mainstream side of porn. I can imagine all the models trying to break through the door and being told they don't have the right look for gay porn and getting turned away. It happened to me when I tried to get through the door.

Even now some Studios/Sites use that same bullshit line with me, even though I have proven my scenes sell.

You see???? I go right back into talking about my modeling career instead of staying on the main topic. I have to look further than just having a successful modeling career......

The deadline I gave myself for making the decision if I want to jump into the fold was Dec 12 of this year.

Hence the reason why I'm ending the "Crimes Against Nature" blog, it was do or die!! So with regret......

If I can't put out, then I shut down!!!

Nothing worse then a porn star who doesn't know when to quit!! It was a good ride, the blog was created to chart the progress of a nobody.

Take that nobody!!!

And make him into Diesel Washington world famous porn star!!!

I did that!!

The story is over!!!

Again sorry to my two friends!!! I wasn't being a friend to you because I couldn't see through the jealousy, being scared, self absorbed, and insecure.

I'm only human!! a crazy one but I'm still human!!

A TOP NOW BOTTOMING?? NICE!!!

Tristan Jaxx, is now bottoming!!!

The model with the big dick and out of this world "Money Shot"!! Is now bottoming??? I thought when Tops bottom on camera for the first time it's a big thing??!!!

Props to Tristan Jaxx!!!

You look hot getting a dick up the ass!! Nice!! I totally stole this from Men of Porn!! Looks hot though..

A THROW BACK IN TIME!!! LOVE IT!!

I don't know what it is about this guy!! He is fucking hot to me!! This is to me is what "The Guy lives next door" type looks like. It's a relaxed kind of hotness!! He is not trying to be a muscle god, but he is in shape and trim. He is not trendy or flashy with the hair,its short and cropped.

I LOVE THE MOUSTACHE!!!!

Rugged good looking, and for some reason I love the facial hair. This guys looks like he stepped out of a time warp from the Golden Era of porn. Bushy moustaches and beard wearing models like the God, Al Parker(Google)Whew!! This was the "Clone" look(popular in 70's/80's) that would later inspire the "Bear" look (rugged, masculine)

Believe it or not young ones, the moustache look was hot!!! That look made stars out of Burt Reynolds and Tom Selleck





Oddly enough Kyle is 20years old(I know I was like Huh as well)

In my head:


I could imagine Kyle as this kid that wanted to get into porn, he didn't want to be a twink(skinny emo) he did not have a bodybuilder body, he doesn't have the fake tan with high lites pretty boy look.

So how to break into the industry and cause a buzz?

Ding Ding!!


Come in as a Throwback!!! Remind people of a time in porn when it was the "Golden Era". Such a classic look!!!

He looks like Falcon Legend Dick Fisk (Other Side of Aspen, SteamHeat, Champs)

Of course minus the lack of Chest hair, Tat and oh yeah a fucking huge dick!! But nevertheless he looks like a throwback!! And that is a good thing!!




Dick Fisk??

Wow I went back in time, most readers and fans probably have no clue who Dick Fisk is.

Or Al Parker..


Please Google them!!

This is classic Falcon!!

People you have no clue how much porn I used to watch!! Maybe you now realize how much I love this industry!!! I followed this industry so closely!! I watched the classics over and over studying the Legends(Performers)in the business.

I sound crazy I know, but I am a big dicked top!! Before I came into the game I studied all the big dicked tops Past/Present. I watched the performances looking for:

How you showed off your big dick

Watching the strokes of the tops, hard/soft/long/hard/deep

What positions when fucking the bottom showcases the top

How to control the bottom

Seeing that give and take energy, between the top and bottom


Bah Bah!!

Okay as you can tell I did alot of homework before coming into this industry, maybe alittle too much homework. A black guy from Brooklyn should not know all of this.....

Unless he was deadly serious about coming into this industry, so he did his history of popular looks in gay porn. I took note of what was popular at the time and studied the different looks of the models over time(Black/White/Latin)

Hmm.. maybe I'm the only one that does that???

When you go to a job interview, do you not study the history of the company that your applying for??

It's just good business, I did not walk into this industry blind looking to make a quick buck and run.

Moving on....

Kyle is a hot model, and I love his look. Go Island Studs!!

A SPECIAL MESSAGE FROM DIESEL WASHINGTON

TO MODELS IN THE BUSINESS.....

TO MODELS LOOKING TO GET INTO THE BUSINESS


DO NOT DO BAREBACK PORN!!!!!

I REPEAT DO NOT DO BAREBACK PORN!!!


I can not tell you what to do in your private life, but for the Porn Industry!!




DO NOT DO BAREBACK PORN!!!

I can not stress it enough....

That is all

LIL KIM VS NICKI MINAJ

I'm a Hip Hop head...


The latest battle pits LiL Kim VS Nicki Minaj


Nicki Minaj went for first blood on the track Roman's revenge:


There is a line calling LiL Kim a Has been!!! When interviewed about the track Nickie denies that the track was a Diss at LiL Kim. Hmmm??? Okay. We all know the difference between a Diss track and putting out music. This was clearly a Diss track!!


Well LiL Kim came with her own lyrics at Nickie Minaj and here that goes!!"



My take in the whole battle, I have to side with LIL Kim!!!

Nickie Minaj has some good music granted I will not take that away from her. But we are talking about Hip Hop here!!! Nickie Minaj appeals to the younger crowd that was not around when LiL Kim was rocking hard in the 90's.

This issue of age and what an Artist is doing now, seems to be fueling this battle!! LiL Kim was the first to do it, she brought hard lyrics and a new sex appeal to the game. Most female rappers before LiL Kim came on the scene with an almost masculine look to them(hoodies, baggy jeans, and a very manly swagger) LiL Kim came along exposing her breasts, skin tight clothes and embraced the feminine side in her look and performances while keeping the lyrics hard!! She was the first to it and do it well. LiL Kim has big time street credibility

Nickie Minaj is more Pop music than Hip Hop!! She is backed by a younger generation that were probably little kids when Kim first came out. So they have no idea that Kim opened the door for artists like Nickie Minaj.


That is the biggest problem I see with the younger generation. There is no respect nowadays everybody is going for Self!! My time is now!!! I want the spotlight!!! ME ME ME!!

An older Artist knows when to pass the torch, they pass the torch to someone who is their equal, or to another artist who is talented and the future of music/sports/entertainment bah bah bah


LiL Kim is the Queen of Hip Hop!!! Nickie Minaj doesn't deserve any titles yet...... she hasn't put in the work yet or withstood the test of time. Anybody can make a hit, the key is to make Hits!!

Hmmmm???? I can relate some what!!!! Nobody can replace Diesel Washington!! All you young models can try.....

At the end of the day, these young models can call me Has Been!!! But they will never achieve the success I have and never will.....

I rocked on top for five years and still going strong!! I complain about not getting work alot, that is true!! Regardless if I'm working or not, my impact on Gay porn will be felt for years and years. That is something the Industry/Haters can never take from me.

ROCK ON LIL KIM!!!

MY TRUST IS RUNNING THIN!!

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B2K GAY REALLY!!

Wow alot of rumors going around saying that some members of B2K were molested and engaged in homosexual acts. Well its more than a rumor because there is Vid proof.



Some crazy stories coming out of this......

Stay tuned until I can get some more dirt on this story!! Here is an old Vid of B2K

WOW JUST SO FUNNY!!

I like Eurocreme, they make some good stuff over there. I was shocked to see this release. I tell you, if I didn't patent signature moves I would be raped in this business.

Over and over I see models using everything I brought to this industry. My interview style, blogging style, sex positions and I'm flattered I really am. But nobody is giving me props for using my shit!!!

Love you Eurocreme but I think your models have seen some of my scenes. Love the cover of Farmboy but looks familiar.....

What do you think??


Somebody likes using my Cannonball position......

Funny!!

POLL RESULTS!! AND ONE MORE POLL

And here we go......


I took a poll in a earlier post, if people wanted me to do a booty shaking Vid. I usually keep the poll open until it reaches 100 people. Well in two days(yes that fast)people voted 81% in favor of me doing a Booty shaking Vid.

So I will be filming that this week, I asked you to pick out the music as well. Only 60 people voted in that poll, I guess HIP HOP is not every bodies favorite music but at least you were given a choice of the type of music I would dance to. The winner Nicki Minaj.

So the fans like current music, no throwbacks(Okay)so...

One last poll so I know exactly what the fans want.

poll by twiigs.com

Okay when I get the answer to this poll, I will film the Vid and post it for the fans. Now what other porn star listens to his fans as much as I do???

THIS IS FOR THE FANS AND THE FANS ONLY!!!

HMMM..CAN YOU TELL THE DIFFERENCE???

Okay...


Here is a picture of Diesel Washington,







Dec 13, 2005, that pic was my first on this blog. See HERE
That is what my body looked like five years ago...


This is what my body looks like now!!




I can't deal the difference myself.......

So that means, I have more work to do in the gym to get my body better than it was five years ago. I work hard!!

RIP LESLIE NIELSEN

RIP TO LESLIE NIELSEN



Most people remember him from the the Naked Gun series...

I remember him from the Airplane movie.







One of a kind!!!

And he added to this Masterpiece!!

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!

Happy Thanksgiving People


More power posts to come, so relax for today.......


Tomorrow is another day though...

......?

........?





A picture is worth a thousand words!!!




This is WHY I'm here!!


Hmmmm lets throw out some more days...




JOCKWHITECOCKWEDNESDAYS!!!

SKINNYTWINKTOOLTUESDAYS!!!

BIGBEARRODMONDAYS!!

You get the point.....

Or maybe I'm getting the point???



WE ALL KNOW BLACK FRIDAY HAPPENS.....


ONCE A YEAR!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WOLF HUDSON

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WOLF HUDSON!!!


To a good friend in the Biz!!

ITS POLL TIME AGAIN!!!

You know I like doing polls.....


Polls allow you(the fan/reader)have your say, and since I'm all about providing for the fans. We have poll time and I will make it fun!!

As you notice I have been putting up alot of Booty shaking Vids, well time that I add another random Booty shaking Vid to the Masses..

But with a Twist, you the fans get to Vote, should I do a Booty shaking Vid??? Yes or No?? And you even get to pick the music....

I do the Youtubes for the fans, so I want your input. Vote below!!

poll by twiigs.com

But now you have to pick the music:


A


B


C


D


E

poll by twiigs.com

Some people may say "Look at Diesel, asking his fans if he should do a booty shaking Vid. How sad!!"

To that I say.......

I have the best fans in the world, and they have stuck by me through thick and thin. So anything I can give back to them, for all these years of supporting me. I will do it!!! Some porn stars don't understand that its your fans that make you into a name. A brand!!! No matter if times get tough, your fans are the ones that support you. They feel your pain and go through the struggle with you.

Thanks again people!!

Love having a blog that stays in touch with my fans!!!

Peace people!!

BLOG WATCH 2010, OTHER THINGS!!

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NEW PHOTOS FOR THE FANS

Still working out...


So this is the update, when I went the GayVns I was in the best shape of my life. I really trimmed down just for definition, at the same time I think a gave away too much muscle. I packed on some muscle so I just want to share that with the fans. I did this fast photo shoot, I didn't shave or get a hair cut. I wanted to update the blog with some pics of me cause I haven't done it in a long time. So I grabbed my camera, threw on some baby oil, set the timer and just took some quick shots!!

I have this thing for working out, I wouldn't called it being a gym bunny. I just like working out and changing my body to look like I want it to. I hate bringing in age in this discussion, but the older you get the harder it gets. Fuck all the people that think the results come from "Roids" that is a fucking cop out. I do the good ole fashion "Busting your ass in the gym" And of course I take supplements...

Anyway call me an Attention whore all you want!!!!

Five years in this game, and even though I'm Veteran in this game. I'm showing up some of these boys in this business..

I still have some more work in the gym to get even more ripped!! But I will say it again....

Fuck having a good body for a Man my age.........

I want a hot body for any age!!!

Hate doing this narcisstic, self absorbed, "Look at me I'm hot" kind of blog. But it is what it is...LOL

BOOTY SHAKING DOUBLES!!

I tell you I'm a booty watcher.....


This is the Doubles edition...

LOL!!

There is nothing wrong with watching that is why the clicks are up there. And nothing wrong with shaking that ass...












And stop saying NO HOMO!!! Its fucking dancing anybody can see that geez!! Your Vid is just on a Gay Porn Star blog.LOL

WHOOTY BOY THE THICK BOYS!!

So...

In the last post I showed you some booty shaking, alot of emails came in saying "What about the Big Boys?" I didn't forget my "Thick" boys here you go:




Could have shaked it harder!! But still good!!


Beefy!!!



Old Man Thick Booty



Shake that Fat Ass!!!


Meaty bone ass!!And its funny that his girlfriend posted his Vid!!LOL


Damn they have a fucking routine go head Thick Momma!!



Go head White Boy move that ass!!

THIS IS JUST SO FUNNY!! WHOOTY BOY

Okay I will listen to my fans....

You guys have sent email after email saying to ignore the haters, and go back to doing what I do best and that is making my observations about life.

Okay back to blogging.....


Hip Hop is universal now!!! I remember a time when Hip Hop was underground and actually called Contemporary music. I was twelve when I heard my first rap song, and that was Rappers Delight:


And then when I heard Roxanne by UTFO, I was hooked:


I used to Break Dance on the block and I ran with different crews back in the days. Hip Hop was mostly an inner city music thing, and it was huge in the black community. It was a reflection of the Hood/Ghetto/Projects, it was a style of dress, the way you walked, talked, it was just an attitude that you carried yourself with.

When Hip Hop went universal it was accepted by other communities and it became this "Thing" regardless of color, creed or whatever. It became a movement of expression and I still love it to this day.

I had a chance to see the birth of Hip Hop and seeing it reach this level that it is at is still strange to me. When you see the white boys in their trailer parks, dancing and rapping to their favorite Hip Hop artists I get a kick out of it. You see the Asian boys dancing and rapping and pop locking to the beat. I love it all!!

Now since I'm a Youtube head, I'm watching all the Vids that the boys are uploading nowadays. White, Asian, Latin, Indian bah bah, the boys are now uploading videos featuring them

Booty Popping!!!

Black girls booty popping is popular in the clubs, then you have the black boys starting to booty pop(Str8 and Gay)


Booty shaking!!! I'm a fan of bubble butts, so I'm staring at the new Vids of the boys shaking that ass. When did white/asian boys start to get flavor?, No offense but when I was growing up white boys and asian boys did not know how to dance like this or was able to shake ass like this

So this is for my White boys Booty popping, and they are starting to shake that ass Wow!!

Here are some of my Favorites:


That shit is crazy!!! WTF


Funny stuff!!


Killing it!!!


Damn!!!


HAHAHAHA


Shaking that shit!!!


Look at his face!!

Keep shaking that ass fellas and keep loading them up to Youtube. I don't care if your Black, White, Asian, Latin whatever keep shaking that ass!! Damn!!!

HUH??? AM I MISSING SOMETHING???

Hmmm??? I'm confused it was reported(Queermenow/Queerpornnation)that Robert Axel was signed to Falcon. In a twist......


It has been announced that Robert Axel has signed with CockSure Men???? Hmmmm?? I hate to open a can of worms. But what happened here??? Seems like there is a back story here that I'm missing and I'm curious to know what happened???

There is a story for you Zach..

What happened to Robert Axel??? Falcon exlcusive and now he is Cocksure Men exlcusive. Is he a dual exclusive??? Or something happened???


Curious minds wants to know??

DEAR GOD!!!

I grew up in the 80's and this song was powerful......

I'm into all types of music.


The lyrics........


Very powerful!! The song is deep and speaks volumes and the song is so timeless!!! Truth be told I was watching TV and turned on the music channel and it was an 80's flashback show.

When I heard this song again, I had to look for it and get the lyrics. Wow!!! Maybe I'm weird and need to start wearing Goth clothes..


No I'm just playing......

No serious!HAHA

I CAN ADMIT WHEN I'M WRONG!!!

Yes the title is correct....


I was online today and someone hit me up on my private screenname(no I'm not saying)and they sent me this link http://www.pierrefitchdocumentary.com/

They said they were Pierre Fitch,


Now I have spoken to Pierre before, but not on that screenname.

If people don't know, this business has made me into a Paranoid Fuck! I get hundreds of emails from people not liking me, I get the death threat here and there(said that before)love emails, stalker emails(What you don't know?)

Stalker emails, are those emails I get from fans that have seen me around or walking in NYC. Riding the train, at the movies, shopping, out at dinner bah bah. I get emails from people saying:

Hey sexy, I saw you walking on 23rd st and 6ave, Wow your taller than I thought. Love the white t-shirt you were wearing, Anyway I saw you talking to some guy(He was cute)and I just have to say your Hot Hot!! I wanted to run up to you and tell you how much I love your movies. But I was scared, anyway I followed you to the store hoping to get your attention, but looked like you were in a rush and you jumped into a cab... Anyway just wanted to tell you, Your Hot!!


Innocent sounding email right??? The only thing that bugged me........

it was signed By Anonymous

Now this is where the bipolar thing comes in, one email I wouldn't mind as much, but I get ten of these a day. To be honest it creeps me out!! Makes me feel every time I step out the door, I have to be worried about if people are following me...watching...staring.

I can protect myself, that is not the part I'm worried about. It's just that nervous feeling of being watched. I guess that sounds crazy for a porn star, we are suppose to be exhibitionists, looking for the attention/camera you know what I'm trying to say..

I have always said that I'm not an exhibitionist, I'm a performer. A performer gets that thrill and energy, from the crowd if performing. I get the rush when the camera is on because I know I'm creating art! An exhibitionist loves to be watched, they want people to stare and watch them, on or off stage. When I'm off stage I don't want any attention..

I get plenty, I'm 6'6 235lbs and I stand out like a sour thumb. Everyday I have people(strangers) coming up to me asking "How tall are you?" "You play basketball??" "You play football?, you have the build"

And the stares from little kids, the little kids just stare right at you like your the biggest thing they ever saw, wide eyed holding onto their mothers leg for dear life. Me being the softy, I always look at the kids give them a big smile, wave at them and they give me this big ole smile in return. It's cute and I never want to give kids the impression that I'm this scary giant. I love kids, I'm a big kid myself so I can relate.

Back to the story....

I just think its creepy to get emails like that. Sorry I know its cute to some of you out there, but it comes off kinda of stalkerish.... Added to my paranoia is that I escort(part time)so I get calls all the time from creepy people, now these are not "Clients". Just creepy people that want to hear your voice and jerk off to it. When people are sexually charge, they will go all out without any regards.

The worst is when I get contacted by someone saying they met me, when they never did. They will go through your blog pick an event that I attended and say they met me there, and come up with this bullshit story to get info out of you. One of reasons I had to put extra security on my old AOL account. When they come up with the bullshit story, I ask for pics, so they ask to connect with me(Old school AOL)to send a pic, but instead of a pic they send a Virus.

Yes the assholes are like that....

Anyway I was contacted by Pierre Fitch, I didn't believe it was him. And I told him to go fuck himself!! I asked him when was the last time he saw me(Hustlaball)you know a test. He couldn't remember so I figured it was a faker and told him four times to go fuck himself.

I asked a reliable source who knows Pierre, and indeed it was his screen name

So I guess what I'm trying to say is...


Sorry Pierre.....

I thought you were a faker!!

Anyway there is a link above to Pierre Fitch's documentary, looks like he is getting a reality show. Good job Boss!!

Sorry again, I can admit when I make a mistake so I wanted to send that out to Pierre. And Pierre if you wonder why I didn't believe it was you online. Read above.

Oh and fuck you for not having me on your site, to rip open your ass! Diesel Washington putting the power to Pierre Fitch priceless..


You were going to fly in Tommy Deluca...

But not Diesel Washington.......Shame on you!! LOL Just kidding!!!

ANOTHER FACEBOOK PAGE

Okay....


The numbers are growing and people are starting to complain that they can't reach me on facebook. The first facebook page is under Terrance Ingraham.


I open another facebook page for fans under guess what????

Terrance Ingrahams

Yeah I know so creative...

Just putting out the word...


Also it has been brought to my attention Jace Jones did not die(still collecting data on that)I reported that Jace died, his agent said that Jace Jones facebook and blog was hacked, and in fact that he is alive and doing well..

More news about that later..


I got some work to do now.

THE TYPICAL DIESEL WASHINGTON FAN

Hmmm.????


I always wondered about the Diesel Washington/Crimes against Nature fans out there. Who are you guys/girls?? Why do you read this blog, or follow my work??. Why do you guys vote for me? Why do you even follow me??

I never answer your emails, I'm not putting out any recent scenes. I'm bitchy, catty, crabby and sometimes I'm down right miserable. My posts are filled with grammar errors, run on sentences, fragmented sentences. I don't put up a bunch of cock pics or constantly show off my body.

To this day, I still can't believe that I have people who actually read this blog. And then recently, I figured it out why people keep coming to my blog day after day to read this train wreck. I figured out why the Diesel Washington character remains so popular(and gaining everyday)and has such loyal and devoted fans. Lets run down the reasons why:

Besides being decent looking, with decent body and decent cock.

I represent the black guys, who are not thugs or ghetto and who are tired of that stereotype.

I represent the guys, who are tired of porno fucking without passion and intensity.

I represent the guys, who are tired of the gay for pay stars who constantly say they hate gay sex, and when they perform its lifeless and stiff and lack luster.

I represent the MOC community(Black, Latin, Asian, Indian etc)that are tired of being force fed models that don't interest us or represent us.

I represent the fans that are tired of the Studios/Sites that us throw images of gay sex that we don't agree with.

I represent the people who are tired of being ignored, when we spend our hard earned money on porn only to be told by Studios/Sites what is hot or not.

I represent a community that is tired of seeing the same tired formula that Studios/Sites use when casting for movies (young, white, jock types that all look alike)that same formula has been used for the last 15 years.

I represent that model that is tired of cut throats, ass kissers, brown noses that will step on anybody to reach the top.

I represent that blogger, that is a breath of fresh air. Blogs about the good and bad and has an opinion rather then follow what everybody else does.

I represent that model that reached the top through hard work and a fighters attitude. Rather then that model that slept his way to the top....

I represent that throw back model, when porn stars looked like porn stars, not that kid that was hired off the street and did a few scenes and want to call themselves a porn star.

I represent that model that doesn't ask for hand outs or pity from their fans.

I represent that model that has respect for himself, and goes and gets tested not only for him, but also for the models that he works with.

I represent for those older guys, that are still hot, and can run circles around some of these young boys doing porn today.

I represent that guy, that was told time after time, they didn't have the right look, or was told that this part wasn't right for them.

I represent that model that doesn't have major backing, a studio behind him or any sponsors or affiliates and still has a following despite that fact.

I represent that model regardless of the paycheck or payday will turn down scenes if I do not agree with the set up(bareback, thug, or doesn't fit the brand). Money does not rule my world.

I represent that new breed of model, that listens to his fans. Works for the fans and even though I'm not filming I still put out something for those fans to show that even though the industry is not embracing me. I embrace my fans because without them I might have given up a long time ago.

I represent that Str8 looking, masculine, strong type that is not afraid to display his sexuality. I'm not DL, a closet case, or ashamed of the fact that I like guys.

I represent that guy that is comfortable with his sexuality, and has a strong relationship and bond with his family. If my mother can come to Gay porn award shows with their son to show support. Maybe doing that will show other parents to love and support their children regardless of sexuality and what their child does for a living. Showing by example..


The industry does not understand, the more you try to bury me. The more popular I become because my fans will not let me die. I finally realized the fight is bigger than me, bigger than my career...

I'm just the figurehead that people support because I go against the grain. I know for a fact that some of the people that follow are not into me or my look probably not even sexually attracted to me. But they agree with the message I keep shoving down peoples throat.

Maybe if the industry took my words seriously, they would see greater sales. As I see it sales are going lower and lower, and the studios/sites have no clue why. It's not because of the Tube sites(as I once thought)its because your not listening to your fans and changing with society. Things have changed, but the older studios/sites feel they know whats right. Since they don't want to share the power or control or listen to models with their ear to the streets. They will be doomed to fail....

Ever wonder why sites like Randy Blue, Corbin Fisher, Sean Cody keep gaining in popularity??? Because they are starting to listen to fans...


The biggest example of this???

Dominic Ford, it started out as a website doing 3D movies. It had a slow start, and then it started changing its format and listening to fans. They put out the DVD, Whorrey Potter...

That DVD hit the stores and outsold some of the bigger studios work. It was groundbreaking and different just what the porn audience wanted..... Something different, with a diverse cast.....

I'm just sitting home, watching what is happening in Gay porn nowadays just shaking my head and saying "Well they don't want to listen, so they deserve everything that is happening"


As far as Diesel Washington goes???

I'm writing down everything the fans are telling me in emails, I'm writing down everything insiders are telling about what is selling and what is not.

I'm coming up with a plan........


Fans, Supporters, loyal readers we will have our day very soon. They are underestimating Diesel Washington, and they are underestimating the fans that buy their products.


All I can say....

#Epic Fail

I LOVE IT!! KEEP GOING CHARLIE!!

I usually don't do rants about celebrities, you know like that gossip style of blogging...

I just want to say.....

Keep going Charlie, don't let the haters stop you!!! They are all a bunch of fucking hypocrites!!! Your haters are nothing but Women and Jealous people!! A rich famous single actor goes out, hires a hooker, and then his watch winds up missing???

I would have tore up the hotel room, I would have gone through the hookers purse(among other things)to look for that $100,000 watch as well. FUCK THAT!! People acting all shocked like he did something wrong!!!

If I was a rich, famous, single, actor I would be going out, partying, and hiring porn stars to come over to my hotel as well. Other people will lie and say "That is a horrible way to live and Charlie is out of control" Bullshit!! All my friends are saying "This is News???" Just because Charlie Sheen is doing these things is the main reason why I'm going to watch his show(Two and a Half Men)I never watched an episode, sounds like a cool dude to me. And being a fan of the show, I have to tell you, Art imitates Life. And that is exactly the character that Charlie Sheen plays on the show(in the early seasons)so.....

Not sure I can say I'm shocked!!

The only differences between Charlie Sheen and Diesel Washington, in that situation:

I am far from rich, I take the bus to public appearances(Remember that??LOL)and I'm suppose to be this Famous porn star(the economy is fucked up!! and I'm cheap!LOL )

Not only would I have gone through her purse, I would have done a body cavity search on that Bitch!!She is a porn star, she could probably fit a fist in that cunt! A watch...??

She could probably fit a watch, wallet, necklace, rings, credit cards, etc in that snatch of hers. Her legs would be up in the air and I would say to her "Sorry Baby, but daddy is going in there.."

And I wouldn't have hired a porn star, I'm too classy for that.....I WOULD HAVE HIRED TWO PORN STARS(two is enough for me LOL)

And of course I would have filmed it:

As a live show,

Take footage and VOD it

Then put it on DVD,

And just to be ghetto I would put it on a Tube site.

But that is what Diesel Washington porn star would do...

If Charlie Sheen ever did that.....

I would buy that DVD!! Another famous personality that dropped a sex tape...

Nowadays that is a rite of passage, if you want to be a Mega Star that is..

What??

It's true!!!

DRAMA, EGO, WORDS SPEAK LOUDER THAN ACTIONS

Drama, Ego, Words speak louder than actions.......


Drama

People always say "Diesel there is always drama with you" or "Drama always seems to follow you". Hmmm???? What is wrong with those statements above?

Diesel drama filled??? In reality, all the drama that happens with Diesel is contained on a blog where he rants about his life and the things that happen to him on this porno ride. Or that drama is on display on a twitter account, where people read my tweets when I have a Twitter melt down. So the only drama you hear about, happens online or on twitter. I talked to a few models in the business, and its always been the same thing, they say "Diesel your known for always getting into some kind of drama" and I say "Really???" Who told you I was all about drama??? and it's always the same thing:

I read on theSword about the drama you got into...

I read on your blog about the drama....

I read on Unzipped about the drama

I read on this blog or that blog....

So what I'm trying to say is, I known for my drama on blogs that people write about me. And where do the bloggers get their info from???

ME

Surprised??? I write the stories that the bloggers pick up, and report on! I'm the one that controls what info is being released about Diesel. You hear it from my blog, and other bloggers report it. I read on Diesel Washington's blog that this happened or that happened.

On one hand, people respect my honesty and love the fact that I'm upfront about things in my life. Then on the flip side, people are tired of hearing about the drama always going on in Diesel's life. So its confusing to me, do I stop being upfront and honest and withhold the experiences that I think can help other people?? Write that happy go lucky blog where everything is perfect and right in life?? Or I stick to the stories where I express myself, and share experiences that happened to Diesel(wheter bad or good)that really give you(the reader)an insight into the real life of a porn star??

Drama to Me, is something life threatening, involving the police, affects your family, messes with your money, or a situation that is life changing in a bad way.

When I write about things on my blog, I don't think they are drama!! I write rants, complaints, and bitch about things that bug me. I wouldn't call it drama. Differences I have with models/studios/sites are just that...

Differences in opinions, Disagreements, I speak about the things that bug and annoy me. I make observations about porn, people and things that happen in or out of the business. They are called Rants!!!

Drama is if I saw any of the haters that annoy me, and I get into a physical/verbal fight with them. Then get on my blog and say I kicked this models ass because he was talking trash about me. Then that would be drama....

So bitching and complaining on a Internet blog, is not drama. Drama is a word you use for serious issues!! Not for rants, Come on people!!!

I never understood that...

Ego

I have always said I had an Ego and it gets me into trouble sometimes, and sometimes my pride gets me into trouble as well. All porn stars have egos, I don't care how down to earth you think a performer is there is always an Ego there. You can't be a porn star without an ego, it either comes off as confidence or arrogance. I'm cocky and confident some people like that and some people don't. We all like having our Ego stroked from time to time. I can admit that openly, some models play that humble card, but behind closed doors some of them are Egomaniacs. We all want our names in lights, or to be the cover model, the headliner, the porn IT boy, most popular. So I'm not the only model to have ego, and def won't be the last either.


Words speak louder than actions(I thought it was the other way around??)

Words speak louder than actions, that has been the story of my career. My actions have shown, that I'm a good performer, promote safe sex, a good live performer, and I stay on top of my game in this business by continuing to put out hot scenes that sell. My youtubes are funny or entertaining and people like seeing them. At events I tend to be on the quiet side, and when most people meet me in person for the first time, they finally understand that Diesel Washington is a character onscreen and a writing persona that I assume when I write these posts.

My words however, that is a nightmare! When people read my blog, they come away with these notions that I'm an asshole, self centered, trouble maker and drama filled. People who have never met me already have an impression of me without even knowing me, they already prejudged me by a post of rants on a Internet blog.

Again people do not have the full picture of who the person is behind the character. I think I'm unfairly judged by people who think they know me by reading this blog. You people don't know me, you never had a lunch with me you never had a sit down talk with me. You never walked a mile in my shoes...

For gods sake you don't even know my real name......

So could you make a judgement about me when U don't know me.? Yes I have done the same thing I prejudge people sometimes. I get the wrong impression of some of the stars myself, so I usually ask reliable sources "Have you ever met this model and is he an asshole??? and then I make my judgements. I then go a step further and approach the model myself to get a feeling for the model. If I falsely judged a model, I will tell him directly "You know at first I thought you were an asshole, upon meeting you I find that not to be the case" "Sorry I thought you were an asshole man" I hate talking about people behind their back, I really do. Anything I say behind someones back, I try to tell them in person wheter good or bad. I hate rumors!!

But back to me...

I have heard tons of rumors about me(none of it true)and people listened to the rumors instead of going to source to find the truth for themselves. I try to be truthful as possible because I don't want to get caught in any lies. I'm tired of the lies and I'm tired of the games.

So I wish that people who never met me in their life, keep their perceptions of me in check until they meet me. I could careless if you like or hate me, but at least get the full story before you make that decision.


Lastly, do some people not like me because I'm upfront and honest about my feelings and express those feelings???? When I speak about the harsh truth, does that turn off some people?

So if I turn into a follower, ass kisser, act dumb and naive, stop causing waves, and sit there with my mouth shut like a good little boy. Throw my ideals out the window, allow myself to be used time after time. Write a happy go lucky blog where the world is perfect.

Would I work more??? probably.....

But fuck that....

I rather sell my dick for $250, whore and whore until I save up enough money to start my own business.

Hmmmm???

I got that cock for sale baby...LOL

PRESS FOR THE GEEKS WE RULE!!

Jealous...

DON'T WORRY!!

THE CRIMES AGAINST NATURE BLOG WILL BE SHUT DOWN IN DEC 2010.

Good news for those that are tired of me. LOL

WHERE DOES THE ANGER COME FROM??

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